Thoughts:
So I’ve been living like a homeless person the past three nights. I tried getting a cheap motel the first night, but holy shit Batman, by golly, holy mackerel her whillikers what an absolute dystopian pit of depravity. There were people living there. Living there! Drug addicts, migrant workers and entire families stacked up in rooms. Many of the people there were completely broken…lost, stuck in their ways if you will, feeding on laced and addictive poison. One of the Wi-Fi’s was named liquor and whores. The room smelled like cigarets and sex. People watching had me needing some sort of stiff drink to take the edge off.
Absolute shit show, did not sleep much that night and vowed to spend the next few nights under the stars in my car.
The first night in my car I slept at the largest park in Tucson, huge with multiple places where you can park in seclusion. Really nice park during the day. At night it flips, Mexican drug cartels operate there. Drug deals and just all around trashy mexican criminals and the addicts they sell poison too. These beaners drive SUVs and pick up trucks with tinted wind shields so you can barely see them. They kept driving by my car slowly to the point i drew my 9mm multiple times and had it ready at my side as I was trying to sleep. First time I’ve had to do that.
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They were absolutely menacing. I switched locations multiple times but there were multiple of these fucking trucks/SUVs, not sure if they were trying to make a sell or just being the trashy Latinos that they are. Anyway, as I’m trying to settle in I could tell that something has got to give at some point, because it’s just SO FUCKING OBVIOUS that they were cartel, BLATANT, RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU. I’m in the opposite end of the huge park at this point. After about an hour of these beaners cruising around, flashing their high beams as signals to each other, as well as their addicts they are poisoning…a massive police presence converges on the area, far away from me, but close enough for me to see what’s going on, and I start laughing, I exit through a back area and move to another part of the park. Unreal man, unfuckingreal. We are at war, and I hate these criminal beaners; and I don’t trust the cops.
This country is crazy right now, society along the border, as well as in our cities is in absolute peril, you can see it with your own eyes. Homelessness everywhere in cities, drug addiction, overdoses and it’s pretty obvious where the poison is coming from. Fucking Mexico, smuggled in and dealt out by the cartels themselves, a lot of the product is laced and it’s destroying American society killing our people. I’ve seen so many broken people and I’ve been all over the fucking country, all over the fucking world, and I live the poor man’s life. I’m sleeping in my car at parks for fucks sakes, and im in great shape and educated. Privileges if you will. I’ve seen it, experienced it, and I’m absolutely flabbergasted by this whole situation.
Currently in a park right now in northwest Tucson and it’s much better, nicer part of town. Very Cozy, I can see stars and it’s quiet, I don’t have to deal with scratchy ass fucking beaners driving slowly by my car as they do “business”. Fuck Mexico, fuck this government willingly looking the other way as this is happening to the American people. PROFITING of this situation, this mass migration of human garbage that ultimately drives down wages, increases the cost of living and pushes Americans out of their own communities…as well as destroying entire American families in many cases.
I’m not even going to get into my experience studying, working and teaching in the absolute shitshows called Mexico and California. There are entire departments and administrative apparatuses completely controls by non-American traitors. There are entire police departments in LA controls by latino gangs Let’s just say pure treason and betrayal. My home state is unrecognizable.
This is an Opium War, and we are losing.
There's a little micro trend of meth heads quitting because it's all laced with fentanyl now.
t. extended family runs a church specifically for the homeless in rural North Texas.
It's interesting, because a similar means is used on opioid addicts and alcoholics - you give them some medication that inhibits the effects of the substance. Those effects are the whole reason they seek out the substance, so their reward-association with the substance is removed and they're just wasting money for truly nothing.
In the words of one tweaker, "i'm tryna go up and this shit keeps putting me down."
So that's a bright spot.
The damage is done, i dont believe in this pathetic excuse of a country anymore.
Otherwise, I'm worried about a looming stimulant medication shortage that I've been hearing very little about outside of industry news and its potential fallout.
Looks a lot like what brought about the fent crisis:
> over prescribing an addictive product
> major pullback of supply
> adapt to street sourcing
> laced product
> straight meth
Idk if you've ever been around people that need adderall, etc to function... Can't work. Can't think clearly. Can't do shit, without their pills. 41,400,000 were prescribed ADHD meds in the US in 2021.
>Idk if you've ever been around people that need adderall, etc to function
Yeah, this shit was wild. They were dishing out Adderall like candy on college campuses. Literally prescribed MDMA.
Finals week, people were so cracked out of their heads... then they'd need to go get downers from the school psych to be able to sleep.
Rinse and repeat.
It's not looking good. Idk what's safe anymore. Work at a funeral home connected to a massive parent company, owns locations all over north america so I could go wherever.
But we had some crazy beaner family back in October, who disinvited the ex-husband of the deceased. He ran up on a church across the street with a gun, thinking he was in the right place.
We get insane homeless people a few times a year doing batshit crazy nonsense in the 90 acre cemetery. Running around naked, shitting in the parking lot, etc.
Like Jesus, man where can we go?
Wow, thats nuts anon. No joke this country is in trouble. No one likes or trust each other anymore. Mass migration, the drugs it brings, its literally destroying this country and no one is doing anything about it. These indian and asian migrants talk about money money money, as we actual Americans look around at the destruction and aboslute hellscape this country is becoming. People in the northeast dont know shit. These asian and indian economic migrants dont know shit. Im at the point where its fuck every single non-White and non-Black American. Kill them all.
> every single non-White and non-Black American
Nah I grew up in Texas and I do really like some Mexicans - Tejanos can be different.
Older generations worked their fucking asses off to become Americans the right way and they literally thank God every day that they live here.
They have no in-group affinity for illegals. They have strong family units, they'll help you whenever you need anything. Doesn't matter if they're flat broke, they all pitch in and live together.
Similar to blacks who don't fall for the bullshit that being on-time, hard working, polite and well-spoken is some kind of race-traitorism.
These are fewer and far between, and the danger is the same with whites -- the younger generations get brainwashed into literally hating themselves in favor of the golem of themselves that's glamorized in the israelite media.
As much as I love being white, we need unity with those groups within races that would otherwise ally with us, or we won't get shit done. Especially since it's kind of a poison pill for the israelite media to flip on their sacred lambs.
I dont have faith in unity at this point. Its that bad. No one likes or trusts each other, considering just leaving the country.
I should probably feel the same with everything I've seen, but I don't - missed out on the doomer gene I guess. Still think about leaving now and then, but can't land on a good spot.
Where would you go?
Ive backpacked all over the country/world, im really good at it. If you have seen what i have seen this country become, you would hate everything about it too. It really is betrayal, treason and absolutely heartbreaking whats going on.
I would backpack to Jerusalem form Constantinople. God will guide me.
My ancestry is along that ridge... Lebanese/Syrian Orthodox. I've always wanted to stand in liturgy where they stood.
Incredible part of the world. Ive made it as far as Antioch in what was Northern Syria. I think about going back everyday. Saw people with orange and blonde hair in Payas, Dortyol and Antioch. Trips like these are only for the strong, and male i should add. Pic related, its some kind of huge monolith in on the side of the mountain only its head is exposed, they are slowly bury it. The photos i took did not have as much of the chest exposed, Cant and dont want to upload my own photos.....the walls are still there...its unreal.
Why do you think it is? Looks like a cloaked saint of some kind.
Antioch was their church, going back very far. I'm only quarter-blooded now, but I've got that orange blonde, green eyes, pearl-pale. I'd only qualify for the trip on the strong part, even then I'm not the best at scrambling rocks.
Cloaked saint seems likely, could've been one of the idols too... feels more like a saint. So many layers of lives and stories.
I just want to smell the cedar trees by grandpa always talked about.
>Antioch was their church
Sure was, it was one of the five sees of Christianity. Im sure you can look up the other four...only one still exists today...very telling i must say. The First Crusade was justified.
Corinth, Thessalonia, Phillippi are all running strong, ICXC
These are the major sees. Thank you for adding Thessalonia! I just learned that. The major ones are Antioch, Alexandria, Constantinople, Rome and of course...the most holiest site in the world...Jerusalem.
I remember a few years ago some Prot tried to say on twitter that all of Paul's churches were dead... and people replied with pictures of the bishops at the three I listed. Cracks me up. The only uncorrupted church in my entire state is a very ragtag ROCOR cathedral. Everything else... it's a shame, and I'd be more upset if wasn't prophesied from the start.
Really cool stuff anon. Some people forget Christianity came form the east.
Catholics have a good game going... nobody knows the idea of a pope was cooked up a whole millennium after Christ.
It’s important to learn history so you can know there’s no historical predicate for what you are saying in the last 2500 years of recorded history. It’s a fairy tale.
I grew up in Texas too, and 90% of my friends and mentors were black and Mexican. But Texas is a shithole because of blacks in East Texas and Mexicans everywhere else.
Just move north.
nice blog post homosexual
Eat shit beaner. Your time is coming.
it really was a nice blog post
kudos to op
I'd like to inquiry why you have a gif of a young boy pretending to perform a sexual act
Permissive liberal laws having their impact.
This is far more menacing. Economic migrant latino, asian and indians are literally feasting on this country. israelites laugh and watch as White and Black Americans struggle and are expelled from their own communities.
But little do these migrants know, they are next.
I went to jail and the staff put fentanyl in the food and i thought i was gonna die before i finished half of my plate, then i dumped it all into the trash as my whole body was going numb and the rest of the block was getting excited we got free drugs and said i was stupid for wasting it.
Wtf where were you? Was this a regular thing?
No fucking way. What state? What department arrested you?
la county jail
the guards seemed in on it and the inmates seemed to expect it as a regular thing.
sounds like a win/win... did anybody ever OD?
I got a crazy skinrash after that high, probably, people die in there all the time.
glad you're okay, that's really fucked up to mass-dose people like that with anything but especially with fent
latino gangs are literally poisoning Americans all over the country. Latinos should not be allowed to be cops or anything of the sort. Far too culturally corrupt and incompetent. See the south texas massecre in regards to incompetents, where the fat latino cops did not have the balls to go in while the guy was executing all the kids....they literallly ran away. A rough and tough texan shows up and blasts the dude for them.
I wouldn't confuse Tejanos with glowops, Uvalde was exceedingly odd.
Idk what the solution is other than to completely halt all immigration. Can't keep all of them out, especially with the tunnels. Not comfy with a shoot-on-sight... but at least shut the legal door.
>Idk what the solution is other than to completely halt all immigration.
Big this.