You've been alone for a long time, haven't you? Does it hurt? Do you feel jealous when you look at the normies?
You've been alone for a long time, haven't you? Does it hurt? Do you feel jealous when you look at the normies?
You've been alone for a long time, haven't you? Does it hurt? Do you feel jealous when you look at the normies?
Hell no brother I be hittin on bitches constantly the failure does not have me down I am literally a human being just like any other
I'm indistinguishable from normies from the outside.
Haven't been alone long.
But it was a lot. Too much. I'm 30. It wasn't supposed to end like this.
I'd like to kill myself, but it would really fuck up my parents- and there's I my / my ex's dog...
It's so unfair. This is my existence- what defines me, and I don't have control over it? I can't opt-out? Maybe if my parents were like me, I could do it, but they wouldn't understand at all- it would torment them forever. And I love my boy- he makes me want to live.
But god, if I didn't have those ties. I don't want to be around after all this.
Pretty much in the same situation, just 10 years younger than you. Why must life be so miserable?
If you're 20, man, I know you can't believe me in how you feel, but you have a lot of time to meet someone. And not just someone; there are 8 billion people in the world- you will never meet your soul-mate. That's not a bad thing- because you know right now how you're capable of feeling about someone flawed, not "perfect" for you in a hand-picked-by-God kind of way. You'll meet a lot of people who have more potential in a relationship with you- and you're very very likely to fall and feel this way again, with one of those people.
It'll be okay.
No, it won't. I was told the same when I was twenty, now I am twenty-five. If you luck out, I'm happy for you, but don't count on it. Things become harder by the year.
i dont go out i dont see normies
i have a wife but im still a miserable loser (it's not my wife's fault she treats me fine and is fine)
is she really fat or what?
no she is a normal weight
then whats the deal are you fucking queer or something
i'm a useless loser who sucks at everything
it's okay anon, at least you arent queer
normal in samoa or normal in eritrea?
closer to eritrea if you like
if she's black can i be your bvll pls??
she doesn't like having sex with other men apparently. she was horrified at the suggestion
lol, you suggested? you cuckity cuck anon hahah. i was joking but if she's black i'd like to be friends with her. all black women are sweet and interesting. tell her that
"LULZ? you mean that website with the white supremacists and everything? what are the fuck are you even doing on there. why are you doing this? why don't you do or read or look at anything, literally anything else? this is horrible"
tell her this is not a place for white supremacists. lots of black people here. lot of leftists here. just an imageboard. also if you are fantano i agree with your mbtdf review.
lol no not really. life goes on. i realized over a decade ago that self-pity is pointless
Not really. You get used to it.
Eh. I'm over it. I just want to buy my freedom and be left alone. Hate this world and just want to get this over with whatever it is.
>You've been alone for a long time, haven't you?
yes
>Does it hurt?
lots
>Do you feel jealous when you look at the normies?
yes
my biggest cope is waiting until ai either brings about utopia, where i can have a pretty gf to experience love with, or bring about an apocalyptic distopia, where all you fucking normies die
also, a religious ending is just as good is not the best, because this would entail ultimate justice as judged by god, which would scratch an itch only god could scratch
either way, i look forward to the future
enjoy you time while it lasts, you normie sex having piece of shit
>You've been alone for a long time, haven't you?
yes
>Does it hurt?
lots
>Do you feel jealous when you look at the normies?
depends
I've been alone so along, lacking any type of social circle, love, or caring, depending on my iron will to push myself further every day, and sometimes, like today, I just feel emptyness.
The cycle I've identified is the following:
>total isolation during holidays
>"this semester will be different, I'll socialize, I'll talk to that girl, I'll focus on the social aspect of my life"
>arrive at uni again
>cute girl checking me out
>sit next to her and ask her something
>she gives me a big smile while answering
>end the conversation
>next day arrive tense and angry and lonely at uni
>sit somewhere close to her but not too close where I could talk
>say nothing
>repeat this for other 10 classes
>she never looks at me anymore
>start getting demotivated and even lonelier, from the absolute lack of social contact
>start arriving at classes at the very end, 5 minutes before, just to register that I came to class
>semester ending soon
It seems like an endless cycle. I just don't know how to socialize, how to maintain contact with people (especially women). I just sit in a random spot in class and don't talk with anyone, and nothing ever goes anywhere.
>>cute girl checking me out
>>sit next to her and ask her something
>>she gives me a big smile while answering
>>end the conversation
>>next day arrive tense and angry and lonely at uni
>>sit somewhere close to her but not too close where I could talk
>>say nothing
this for other 10 classes
>>she never looks at me anymore
Retard you better stop being such an emotional pussy bitch, and take action with these girls who show interest in you. Years from now when you graduate you will hate yourself immensely for wasting these opportunities. This is the last stage in life where you get to meet and interact with plenty cute girls in their prime, don't waste it you STUPID FUCKING PUSSY nagger.
do you feel lonely that there is probably an extraterrestrial alien party going on right now as we speak
I've been alone relationship wise forever, I have no friends or family, I am completely isolated
It's not that bad, I deal with it by lifting and trying to better myself
I don't deserve happiness, I'll earn it
FWHOOOOO!!!
Azn women are the best!