you say you want a gf but you dont know what its like. im going insane and am probably going to kill myself.

you say you want a gf but you dont know what its like. im going insane and am probably going to kill myself.

  1. 5 days ago
    Anonymous

    >you
    >dont
    >its
    >im
    You deserve everything bad that happens to you, and I'm glad that you're suffering.

    • 5 days ago
      Anonymous

      what the fuck is your problem retard

      • 5 days ago
        Anonymous

        nta but
        >you
        fuck you dont tell me what i want. YOU dont know me YOU dont know shit about what i want "b-but you said-" I didn't say shit. LULZ is not one person
        >dont
        it's don't
        >its
        it's
        >im
        i'm

        • 5 days ago
          Anonymous

          are u really nitpicking about PUNCTUATION MARKS you fucking loser? lmfao i feel a bit better.

      • 5 days ago
        Anonymous

        nta but
        >you
        fuck you dont tell me what i want. YOU dont know me YOU dont know shit about what i want "b-but you said-" I didn't say shit. LULZ is not one person
        >dont
        it's don't
        >its
        it's
        >im
        i'm

        *You
        *I'm
        That's all, capitalization and punctuation. High-quality posts are important on /LULZ/. You can be reported for bad grammar.

  2. 5 days ago
    Anonymous

    commit break up with woman and return to single

    • 5 days ago
      Anonymous

      i can't, im too weak and im not sure if i have BPD and this is just another hysterical episode or if i really don't want to be with her anymore

      • 5 days ago
        Anonymous

        Give it a week or two then (or longer your episodes generally last) and if you find every time you talk to her you are miserable afterwords, remove her from your daily life.

        • 5 days ago
          Anonymous

          we live together and have been for years. thats really not possible. ive been feeling this off and on again for a long time but i usually just dissociate and play my role like a good doll.

          • 5 days ago
            Anonymous

            I mean it is possible, but it would be hard.
            Maybe make it a month or two then, but better to suffer for a month breaking up then be dragged into marrying that bitch if she is insufferable to be around.

            • 5 days ago
              Anonymous

              she's not really the bitch, i am. i just go along with whatever she says even though im not ok with it and hold it in. i just told her the issue (i dont want to have vanilla sex bc im not comfortable with it) and ofc it blew up in my face so idk whats gonna happen now. but the bottom line here is that i'm the worthless fuck up and she should never have gotten involved with me

              • 5 days ago
                Anonymous

                like what kind of person do i have to be to be too traumatized to be able to have romantic vanilla sex that im not gritting my teeth and dissociating through

              • 5 days ago
                Anonymous

                like what kind of person do i have to be to be too traumatized to be able to have romantic vanilla sex that im not gritting my teeth and dissociating through

                Ok I stop telling you to break up, and now I tell you to consider therapy. If she puts up with your shit then make an effort to fix yourself.
                Goodluck friend.

              • 5 days ago
                Anonymous

                we're in couples therapy. idk if its possible to fix myself when to me all it feels like i deserve is getting kidnapped raped and killed and if anyone wants me for any other reason it has to be because they're seeing an idealized version of me that isn't there.
                basically i wish she would kill me in my sleep or at least leave me and find someone who can love her in a healthy way. and i'll just go off and die where i cant hurt anyone, maybe fuck faceless men for money until one of them kills me. thats the kind of fate that feels right for me.

              • 5 days ago
                sage

                Couples therapy good, but you probably need some bonus solo therapy/psych on top of it. If you haven't gone in a few years and you sound like you are in this much anguish its worth going and getting meds adjusted if needed.

              • 5 days ago
                Anonymous

                ive been in therapy constantly for 2 years+ and on psych meds. there really is no helping me, i'm permanently disconnected from my body and emotions and i barely ever feel anything besides crushing depression and wanting to get raped. idk what i even want from this thread, maybe permission from someone that feels more powerful than my gf to die.

              • 5 days ago
                Anonymous

                I believe in you anyway fren and you have my permission to do whatever will make you happy.

              • 5 days ago
                Anonymous

                thanks i guess. so much for this board hating BPD whores.

      • 5 days ago
        Anonymous

        i think it would be easier to kill myself than to successfully break up with her

  3. 5 days ago
    Anonymous

    sounds like you just have shit taste anon

    • 5 days ago
      Anonymous

      how does my taste have anything to do with it?

  4. 5 days ago
    Anonymous

    Had a great girlfriend and now she's gone because I am a mentally unstable piece of shit.

    The pain I am feeling right now is worse than being alone. I haven't eaten or slept in 2 days.

    • 5 days ago
      Anonymous

      >2 days.
      lol it will probably be like 6 months to 2 years before you feel normal again, but it passes. Just focus on the good memories.
      Expecting relationships to last forever is just insanity

  5. 5 days ago
    Anonymous

    Shut up Chad piss off

    • 5 days ago
      Anonymous

      i find it completely hilarious that you are getting chad energy from all this.

  6. 5 days ago
    Anonymous

    Unironically hate women. Op's got a point. Swore myself off of girlfriends 3 years ago and my life's been better. Even the most well behaved submissive bitch can get annoying. Never stop yapping

    • 5 days ago
      Anonymous

      op here. i don't hate women, i literally am one

      • 5 days ago
        Anonymous

        Your job is to not bother your man with trite shit, provide sex, and be feminine. If you can't do these things, stay single or you should kill yourself now.

        • 5 days ago
          Anonymous

          im literally gay, bro

          • 5 days ago
            Anonymous

            No wonder you're having relationship issues. women are so stupid.

            • 5 days ago
              Anonymous

              women in general aren't my gf is great, i'm the stupid useless one

  7. 5 days ago
    Anonymous

    Sounds like anon got with my ex. Get out of there asap. Get you someone who doesn't make loving them a hassle.

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