You dont know loneliness till youre living like a ghost in a university building, sleeping in the locker rooms with no friends or family around you.
You dont know loneliness till youre living like a ghost in a university building, sleeping in the locker rooms with no friends or family around you.
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Why the fuck are you sleeping in the locker rooms lol
looks comfy, whats the story here
Its a long story bros, started bavk when i was 14
Gonna tell it or waste my time?
The reason i have fear of spending money is because i have no saftey net and have been homeless living in buildings before. I was homeless because I am not in contact with any of my family over an incident that happened when i was 14
What happened when you were 14
what are you studying? If I had to guess, is it CS or something STEM related? I knew a CS student that did you what you did. why don't you get some roommates?
Yeah engineering. What was ur friends situation?
A cop drove his car into the building and got out. Im laying on a mat on the cement bleachers 100% certian someone saw me and called it in. Anyways the cop gets out and lets a big dog out too.
>What was ur friends situation?
They weren't my friend. I just heard stories of a student that lived in one of the buildings for a year or so until they graduated.
why don't you live with new roommates? do you not want to?
Im looking, but rent is so expensive now that it almost dosent seem worth it to get an apartment. I live a life in solitude already so its really a good solution for the time being
Imagine lying on LULZ for attention
why are you sleeping there? are you homeless?
>sleeping in the locker rooms
Dude just go back to your dorm/apartment lol. Also you're in uni. It'll never be easier to socialize. Talk to some people. I regret my reclusive undergraduate behavior immensely.
Sounds comfy. I am lonely too, and would like to have a similar set-up. Living with my parents at age 26 just doesn't cut it.
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Heres a basic rundown. I have mental issues regarding money and spending, just as a primer for the story. For the past year i had a cheap apartment with 4 other roommates. It was so bad that i left the second my lease ended without having anything lined up. I ended up crashing in the building for a few nights but never left because I have a phobia of spending money and my life didnt change much, not like i was bringing chicks home. While I can subsist here I do think it is further isolating me and turning me into a crazy loner
Any perks to your living situation beyond being cheap?
Showers are great, chairs and lounges are comfy. You not have a room so it keeps you out in public during the days which is nice
Tell u in a sec
Ik They are rock climbing approach shoes
Man you need a separate set of shoes just to approach rock climbing? Do you have to take them off once you've reached the wall out of respect?
Theyre for walking along a rocky mountain pass to get to real rock formations. I got them because i climb things often and they were on sale
Anyways they run around and play fetch for an hour while im lying as flat as can be praying to God the dog wont smell me and come looking. Eventually they leave and i never felt so relieved in my life. I go back to sleep but someone else comes in at like 6am so i relocate and take my final tired af.
How hard is it not to get noticed? Have you ever been close to being caught?
Its super easy here, definataly depends on the building tho
Back when i was at UIUC i slept overnight in the stock pavillion. Its a big open building with a woodchip floor for showing farm animals. It was winter and really cold so i couldnt sleep in my car. I had a final thr next morning so i went to sleep at like 10pm. All of a sudden the flood lights kick on and im startled awake
Cont.
Well your shoes are really ugly sir
so what happened when you were 14 yo?
Parents found my porn stash. It was revolting and shameful. I didnt know at the time so other problems kept mounting in our relationship. One day my dad explodes on me and says everything infront of my sister. I refused to speak to them all out of anger/betrayal and shame. After a few years of avoiding them i had panic attacks to even see them or them seeing me. I left home when i could and even when broke and homeless never went back. It feels too far gome to repair the relationship i dont even know how to begin
Porn was gay furry horse porn. I had beastiality seaches in my history. I was 14 and just wanted to coom. This is what i cant come back from
>This is what i cant come back from
Why would you let your parents have access to your personal devices?
I left my email logged in on a shared computer, they must have snooped. I had emailed myself pics to save on a flash drive for later
Ik, im so ashamed the only people i can tell are on LULZ. Nobody else could understand.
I went from funnyjunk to /b/ at age 12 or 13. The porn was wild there and I had no self control
What do i do bros?
>furry porn at 14
what made you get into that stuff?
Not him but I had a furry fetish before I knew about furry porn. I would beat my dick while imagining eating wolfgirl pussy with her claws raking through my hair when I was 11-12. Might have been triggered by Everquest gnolls or something. Once I found out, oh boy.
Good lord your life literally got ruined over furry porn. I wonder if your parents regret coming at you for whacking it to that stuff.
I dunno, this guy doesn't seem to have been very lonely:
https://stanforddaily.com/2022/10/31/stanford-knew-about-the-campus-imposter-for-a-year-he-kept-coming-back/