Why would we choose to be in this reality? A reality that punishes people who aren't lucky. I always tried to believe that you can change things by just trying your best, when i was at my lowest i tried to cope with LOA, meditated and tried to repeat the scenes of being healthy for a long time, it didn't work. I went to get surgery the chronic disease came back. I tried to exercise, strict diet for half a year and it helped a bit(didn't fix my chronic condition completely but helped) But then i only got more random shit like hives(not a big deal but the severe itching sucks). It really feels like almost everything in this world is out of our control so whats the point in it if everything is just luck? Literally the only thing i care about is being healthy but its out of my control. And then theres people who eat junk food, smoke , drink and have no problems. Meanwhile i neved smoked, i never drink i went on a strict diet with no junk food and im punished for it. So whats the point of this life if we can't change our situations? Are the "lessons" that people talk in nde's to kill ourselves after realizing its pointless? It seems like the only thing that we can really control.
Hey, you said exercise and diet helped your condition. You can always try again. You'll be better at it now since it's your second run, same with LOA and meditation.
Sounds like you're projecting your internal insecurities and personal issues onto the world around you.
No offense but you really need to start taking personal accountability here. You can only control yourself and your reaction to your environment and circumstances. You say you've made changes to your health, but have you really committed to bettering yourself if you're on here complaining about your issues instead of actively fixing them? You seem to spend more time fixating on other people's lifestyles and judging them instead of focusing inwards and actually doing the work.
I don't know friend but from an onlooker's perspective you seem to just be complaining and judging, and not doing. You should really start working on yourself and focusing your energies on healing.
I'm just kidding man. I dont have any answers for you I'm just sorry you're going through what you're going through.
I'm also sorry that most self absorbed assholes here are going to give you the bullshit "advice" I just gave you unironically, after reading your whole post. Hell, people will say this shit to your face!
It's okay. I want to shoot them too.
For what it's worth, heres a cool song/thread theme
Faith. Some people have it harder, some have no entities helping them, no ancestors or anything.
Call on Archangels for help. I think part of your problem might be that you don't ask for help, maybe you don't realise they'll listen, but they will. Sooner rather than later you'll notice the differences.
Also check your astrology, you might find stuff explaining that, particularly your 8th house that deals with karma, and your north and south nodes will give u a bit of info. Spend 20 odd mins just having a look at those things I mentioned and see if any apply to you.
Above all else, ask for help from God and Archangels. Even if you don't believe in them, give it a go, you'll be surprised.
Archangel Michael - Protection,
Archangel Raphael - Healing (any kind, emotional, physical, ANYTHING)
Those are the only two Archangels you really need to know, all others are up to you.
Michael here, leave me outta it. Tired of going to bat for you sinners.
Strawberrys are breddy gud tho
Life's a bet. Best bet is on free will.
OP ask to be let out of the simulation. I've been let out 2 times already. It's a human utopia. They really will let you out if you start getting really sick of it. Most people are normies and are content with stupid shit like TV.
The "predictive programming" (misnomer) codes about 9/11 is designed to glitch your brain into waking up from the sim. So is Discordianism.
You think we are all-independent?
Since youth I was told there is someone who is omnipresent and he doesn't want me to kill myself and that if I do I will suffer forever and not just in long bursts as we do now.
They prophesied that the Cathars would be revived this year. Anyone know who's done it?
just chill out bro. the lesson is probably to chill out because we don't know the reason, but it is rooted in divine love. I don't mean chill as in stop venting or stop being angry, but just chill, you know?