why shouldnt i kill myself since im black: a low iq subhuman, genetically lazy, stupid, rude and violent and unable to function in decent society
why shouldnt i kill myself since im black: a low iq subhuman, genetically lazy, stupid, rude and violent and unable to function in decent society
You are not black.
bro why you gotta make me crestfallen before the sabbath
i am
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I am a Hapa and it makes me sad that I was very close to being white but it was ruined. big rip anon
Dude carrying that hate is going to eat you alive, letting most people on LULZ of all places influence your opinions on race is going to be immensely self-destructive.
>a low iq subhuman, genetically lazy, stupid,
Do you apply yourself to the things you're presented with? Do you utilize mental fortitude to force yourself to achieve your goals? I come from dipshit farmers, addicts and pimps and I still managed to put myself through college on my own dime; genetically predisposed to failure, crime and addiction but I force myself to be better. You can too.
> rude and violent and unable to function in decent society
If these are things you don't like about yourself, you are in a position to change those attributes. Choose to speak kindly and to fight your battles with thought and measure, it's a difficult path but it's immensely rewarding. Hold doors, listen intently to people around you, treat others the way you wish they would treat you; it doesn't always work and there are some people who really aren't worth the time or effort, but you figure out really quick who those people are and learn to avoid them. If you act with kindness and integrity, people start to notice.
i went to college and despite trying hard i almost failed out
and i didnt learn anything and can't get a job
>If these are things you don't like about yourself, you are in a position to change those attributes.
i cant change them. no matter what i am always rude to other people without even thinking and only after the fact do i realize that i did something i should not have
>i went to college and despite trying hard i almost failed out
>and i didnt learn anything and can't get a job
What's your degree?
>>If these are things you don't like about yourself, you are in a position to change those attributes.
>i cant change them. no matter what i am always rude to other people without even thinking and only after the fact do i realize that i did something i should not have
Being conscious of your actions, realizing how you act and desiring that change is the biggest step you need to make towards change. The only person who can control your action and your words is you.
Try practicing mindfulness, not that meditation and crystal bullshit but looking at your words and your actions objectively before you do anything; slow down a bit and be deliberate.
Practicing parts of stoicism could really help you turn yourself around and learn some self respect; you're not trying to be an emotionless machine but you ARE going to learn that while you can't change what happens in the world, you can change what you do in it.
i studied software development but it took me 7 years to graduate a 4 year program because i kept failing courses and i cant even make it past basic coding assessments because im too low iq
>i studied software development but it took me 7 years to graduate a 4 year program because i kept failing courses and i cant even make it past basic coding assessments because im too low iq
Fuck coding, it's horrible. I'm high IQ and hated every minute of it back when I tried it.
You might enjoy technical trades better; electrical, plumbing, I do refrigeration personally and it's both physically and mentally stimulating. You can either get in with an apprenticeship (show up at a bunch of places asking if they'll hire you on, being half black your odds are a LOT better than if you were white because diversity hires are huge rn) or go to a pre-employment course (which I suggest, they're great.)
i am not smart enough to work with electricity or plumbing considering you need to know physics to work in those fields
even if i were any good with my hands its basically impossible to get into trades where i live unless you already have a family member in who will take you on
the pre employment courses only take like 50 people out of thousands of applicants
also i cant drive anyway
>i am not smart enough to work with electricity or plumbing considering you need to know physics to work in those fields
Again, I work in the trades; they teach you what you need to know. I work with some absolute retards who get by just fine, it's pretty rudimentary physics and mostly shit you already know.
>even if i were any good with my hands its basically impossible to get into trades where i live unless you already have a family member in who will take you on
That's why you go show initiative the boomer way, shake hands and take names until someone calls you up for an interview. Pre-employment stuff usually lands you a job shadow, but if you refuse to go that route then you've got to show the people in power you want it bad enough to go around knocking on doors to get an in.
>the pre employment courses only take like 50 people out of thousands of applicants
Apply a year in advance, best move I made in my adult life.
>also i cant drive anyway
It's really not hard to learn my friend.
why would it work
i already went to school to get the qualifications to get a decent job and didnt learn anything and hasn't no job and lots of debt
why would trying to get a job with literal zero experience that requires you to be decent with your hands when im clumsy and slow work out
why would going for more school work out
i already tried to learn how to drive and i couldnt do it
im too stupid to learn anything
and even if i could it wouldnt change the fact that im a disgusting subhuman that people don't like (for good reason) and the world would be better if i died
>why would it work
Because you need a win by the sounds of it, and I believe that seeing proof that you can fix something will help you find the courage to fix your opinion of yourself.
>i already went to school to get the qualifications to get a decent job and didnt learn anything and hasn't no job and lots of debt
You went to school for a job you didn't like and got qualified for work in an oversaturated, dwindling market. The debt sucks, but just because you put money into it doesn't mean you're destined to do it for a living; sunk cost fallacy is a bitch to beat.
>why would trying to get a job with literal zero experience that requires you to be decent with your hands when im clumsy and slow work out
Trades are good because you get out of it what you put into it. I've worked with guys in your position with no clue what to do or where to start, they were hungry for knowledge and sought it out and now they're top tier installers. I've worked with guys who have worked on similar systems and were too proud to admit they needed help, ultimately they quit the trade. If you want it you can make it happen.
>why would going for more school work out
Pre employment for trades is great because it gives you a shit ton of relevant info that you can apply to the trade, as well as a job shadowing opportunity that almost always turns into a job offer. Knowing even the basics helps, having a chance to show you really want the work helps even more.
>i already tried to learn how to drive and i couldnt do it
What did you struggle with? I used to hate driving, made me panic especially in the city; now driving (especially at the odd hours of the night) is favorite thing to do for fun.
>im too stupid to learn anything
Bullshit, you have convinced yourself you will fail from the start so you don't dedicate yourself to it. You need to change your mindset to find happiness and success.
im not hungry
im lazy and dumb and its in my genes and that's why ill always be a worthless monkey who should kill himself
You want success and have deluded yourself into believing it's unattainable; learned helplessness is a bitch like that.
I advise you to talk to a psychiatrist or things will not get better. You need an intervention, you've become addicted to self loathing and justify it through racism.
everyone agrees those things are true though
LULZ naysayers don't count. They're all sad people who learned hopelessness and want to make the world suffer for their self-imposed failures instead of taking accountability.
You have more potential than you realize, and I hope one day you see it come to fruition.
just don't be rude, homosexual
>genetically lazy, stupid, rude and violent bait post, this can all be fixed by changing your attitude in life since all low IQ blacks believe that life is against them.
You will fuck up your suicide and it will be a nuisance to others.
Go back to your jungle and breed some gorillas.Civilization isnt made you or for you. Of course it overwhelms you.
im trying to figure out the best way to kill myself
Go to the jungle and get eaten by your feral brothers? You can live on in their ancestors cult if you are lucky.
I bet I'm more retarded than you and I'm a white looking hapa
theres no way
I gave up on school and never went to college, so you already beat me.
Get a job, live below your means and invest, maybe try to get a better job after that unless you are comfortable.
Fuck white women and make racialy ambiguous idiot slaves
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