I'm not great and keeping in touch with people so eventually I abandon them
relatable. I just don't do nothing beside playing videogames and even now when i stopped i just don't do anything, the only stuff i watch is motivatonal shorts redpill blackpill content, and don't have really anything going on.
I can enjoy conversations but i simply do not talk about anything of meaning.
They betrayed me, and ever since ive been holding onto hatred and grudge, hopefully building a curse upon my death for their future generation of spawns, thus my will.
I do, but they're slowly growing to hate me because I'm mentally fucked. At random times I dissociate to music for like an hour, get random energetic bursts where I feel like I should beat someone to death, (They don't know this yet) I'm massively suicidal, and huff lighter fluid for no reason.
Gut bullied in elementary school and it screwed me up for a while. Made some friends in uni who forgot about me after graduation. Work evenings and weekends currently which really puts a damper on any attempt at a social life.
I do not blame a singular aspect or factor. It just occurred through sheer probability like unfavorable circumstances, predispositions to be less interesting, and my gradual shift into becoming comfortable alone.
I made a post earlier >
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I am just fated to have struck out like this time and time again, and now I do not even feel even a slight passion for being attached to others.
Because I'm not Megumin.
I'm not great and keeping in touch with people so eventually I abandon them
who told you that? i have many friends
I don't have a personality and use paranoia as a cope to not share anything.
relatable. I just don't do nothing beside playing videogames and even now when i stopped i just don't do anything, the only stuff i watch is motivatonal shorts redpill blackpill content, and don't have really anything going on.
I can enjoy conversations but i simply do not talk about anything of meaning.
That's one of the things I have observed, normal people expect you to share everything.
life has made me jaded and i do not trust other people
I'm autistic and avoidant also I hate how our grandparents, greatgrandparents, etc got women like Megumeme to impregnate but we can't
Because I'm a slowly trying to fix my life and the people I used to know don't like self improvement.
I will have friends one day
honestly might have more friends right now than i've ever had
and yunyun>megumedium
because i am better than everyone else and they cant stand how based i am so they all hate me also because i am a pedophile
too much work. i dont like being a jester to entertain a friendship
I have an awesome social life, and very fun prospects, but I'm about to throw it all away. I could use some therapy.
They betrayed me, and ever since ive been holding onto hatred and grudge, hopefully building a curse upon my death for their future generation of spawns, thus my will.
I've got avpd and social anxiety from years of being a shut-in. Yes, I've tried to fix myself, but it just doesn't work.
im not interesting or fun to be around
Lifetime of bullying made me wall myself and avoid people. Lack of experience in talking to people made me socially retarded. Do you have friends, OP?
Would anyone ITT like to be my friend? We can talk on Discord.
Lost most of them about 9 months back. Only have one real one now and a few people at work that tolerate me.
Im a piece of shit so after highschool/college when you are not forced to hangout with people anymore I lost them all.
I can't relate to anyone in any significant way
Because people lie and I dont like liars
I do, but they're slowly growing to hate me because I'm mentally fucked. At random times I dissociate to music for like an hour, get random energetic bursts where I feel like I should beat someone to death, (They don't know this yet) I'm massively suicidal, and huff lighter fluid for no reason.
Having friends is admitting that you are too weak to stand on your own.
I find it really hard to get along with people and faking it is even more depressing
Gut bullied in elementary school and it screwed me up for a while. Made some friends in uni who forgot about me after graduation. Work evenings and weekends currently which really puts a damper on any attempt at a social life.
I have you guys, is that enough?
Outside of small talk at work and phone calls with parents, LULZ bros are the only people I talk to. Kind of pathetic.
People from the outside are not any better. Believe me, I tried.
I don't want any. People tend to be time wasters and only interested in themselves.
Why would I want friends?
I just don't care much about socialising.
I do not blame a singular aspect or factor. It just occurred through sheer probability like unfavorable circumstances, predispositions to be less interesting, and my gradual shift into becoming comfortable alone.
I made a post earlier
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I am just fated to have struck out like this time and time again, and now I do not even feel even a slight passion for being attached to others.
I don't have em, because I don't want em.