I masturbate quite a lot to regular porn (and hentai I guess) but afterwards it's like I hate sexuality/eroticism as a concept, I hate that it's part of human life.
Yesterday I was taking a shower and hot water made me feel really uncomfortable somehow, like I was mainlining heroin and that I should stop, or something.
Imagine you'd have a person who's on the brink of committing suicide, but now you stick him in a rollercoaster. The resulting feelings are conflicted at best and very negative at worst.
You're probably depressed, and don't like to acknowledge that cheap thrills still feel somewhat good. Look at the big picture and maybe you'll figure out what's going on.
That sounds accurate. But it's also worrying because it sounds like it won't stop.
There are many causes.
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Inflammation
Inflammation in the brain, for example, is associated with mental distress and high risk of suicide. Inflammation in the various parts of the body causes discomfort.
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Is that really it? That sounds serious. And I think about the universe and God and shit all the time so I figured it's a mental thing.
3 weeks ago
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NTA but go to a doctor, just to check. Though I must say that
Imagine you'd have a person who's on the brink of committing suicide, but now you stick him in a rollercoaster. The resulting feelings are conflicted at best and very negative at worst.
You're probably depressed, and don't like to acknowledge that cheap thrills still feel somewhat good. Look at the big picture and maybe you'll figure out what's going on.
's >You're probably depressed, and don't like to acknowledge that cheap thrills still feel somewhat good. Look at the big picture and maybe you'll figure out what's going on.
hits close to home.
I was feeling just like you OP. I was eating cookies on the bus and felt this kind of discomfort/disgust, exhausted of seeking and feeling pleasure with anything-sweet related. And you guessed it, I'm going through depression right now. Weird.
Imagine you'd have a person who's on the brink of committing suicide, but now you stick him in a rollercoaster. The resulting feelings are conflicted at best and very negative at worst.
You're probably depressed, and don't like to acknowledge that cheap thrills still feel somewhat good. Look at the big picture and maybe you'll figure out what's going on.
NTA but go to a doctor, just to check. Though I must say that [...]'s >You're probably depressed, and don't like to acknowledge that cheap thrills still feel somewhat good. Look at the big picture and maybe you'll figure out what's going on.
hits close to home.
I was feeling just like you OP. I was eating cookies on the bus and felt this kind of discomfort/disgust, exhausted of seeking and feeling pleasure with anything-sweet related. And you guessed it, I'm going through depression right now. Weird.
Where did you get that info? Some kind of self-discovery or did you read it in a book/found out in therapy?
Where can I read about this?
Like what, does it feel like when your mean friend tickled you until it was no longer funny?
No, I didn't have anything traumatic happen to me
I mean, what does the actual feeling, feel like?
I masturbate quite a lot to regular porn (and hentai I guess) but afterwards it's like I hate sexuality/eroticism as a concept, I hate that it's part of human life.
Yesterday I was taking a shower and hot water made me feel really uncomfortable somehow, like I was mainlining heroin and that I should stop, or something.
That sounds accurate. But it's also worrying because it sounds like it won't stop.
Ah, histamines. You are suffering from some sort of inflammation, something medical.
What is that?
There are many causes.
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Inflammation
Inflammation in the brain, for example, is associated with mental distress and high risk of suicide. Inflammation in the various parts of the body causes discomfort.
Is that really it? That sounds serious. And I think about the universe and God and shit all the time so I figured it's a mental thing.
NTA but go to a doctor, just to check. Though I must say that
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>You're probably depressed, and don't like to acknowledge that cheap thrills still feel somewhat good. Look at the big picture and maybe you'll figure out what's going on.
hits close to home.
I was feeling just like you OP. I was eating cookies on the bus and felt this kind of discomfort/disgust, exhausted of seeking and feeling pleasure with anything-sweet related. And you guessed it, I'm going through depression right now. Weird.
Imagine you'd have a person who's on the brink of committing suicide, but now you stick him in a rollercoaster. The resulting feelings are conflicted at best and very negative at worst.
You're probably depressed, and don't like to acknowledge that cheap thrills still feel somewhat good. Look at the big picture and maybe you'll figure out what's going on.
Very insightful
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Where did you get that info? Some kind of self-discovery or did you read it in a book/found out in therapy?
Where can I read about this?
>Please try giving an educated, non-internet answer
>goes on LULZ
Sometimes the unhappiness you know is more comfortable than the happiness you don't.
Are you a christian?
Raised Catholic. Not sure if I would call myself that still. Why?
How the fuck would i know without more info
looking for general guesses