When do you get over the fear of being a girl?

>be me, boymoder
>go to get my levels checked
>receptionist asks for pronouns
> “still they/them”
I don’t deserve she/her because I don’t pass
>”do you want to use your birth name or do you have a new name that you use”
>”I do but I don’t wish to share it”
>sit in waiting room for 40 minutes
>nurse asks me about my sexual history
>tell her I’ve only slept with one person in the last six months and idk who they sleep with
>sit in this patient room for 2 hours
>get my blood taken
>go back to patient room for an hour
>finally see endo
>she just gives me more estrogen and spiro, asks if I want prog
>ask her why they only tested for testosterone
> “oh that’s weird they gave you the ftm test”
>have to go back and get my blood done again
>finally done
How do I stop being a little bitch and just girlmode?

  1. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    idk but im jealous congrats

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      Don’t be I’m an ugly manmoder, picrel from the day of this story
      https://unseecc/album#GcpsfRDqACzj6GBU

      • 1 week ago
        Anonymous

        cute + you like oneshot

        • 1 week ago
          Anonymous

          What’s oneshot?

          • 1 week ago
            Anonymous

            Greatest game of all time!!

            • 1 week ago
              Anonymous

              Oh I should check it out, the protag is cute

              Realize that you will only ever experience life from your own consciousness. You can’t prove anyone else’s consciousness exists. So just live it up! The longer you wait the more you have to regret later.

              But I know when I look like a hon and I don’t want to

              • 1 week ago
                Anonymous

                it's ultra fembrained to post images without even having ever touched the source, so good job on that tbh

              • 1 week ago
                Anonymous

                Cute cat girl in witch hat is cute more at 6

              • 1 week ago
                Anonymous

                they're not a girl either
                niko is niko 🙂

      • 1 week ago
        Anonymous

        hate to agree with nurses but if you walked in asking about trans stuff I would also assume you mean ftm because you read as female 100%

      • 1 week ago
        Anonymous

        How do I open an unsee link I can't ever click on them and copy+pasting them into the url bad doesn't work either

        I just want to look more fem so I can girl mode, what can I do to maximize fem. Inb4 I already workout, have proper skin care, and condition my hair daily.

        • 1 week ago
          Anonymous

          It’s expired, here. Also you have to put the dot back in so it’s an actual link.
          https://unsee cc/album#6dKFkYq8q5FLcTb8

          • 1 week ago
            Anonymous

            Enough passoiding

            • 1 week ago
              Anonymous

              Proof I don’t pass
              https://unseecc/album#3acXhlqcZKdYht7w

              • 1 week ago
                Anonymous

                >https://unseecc/album#3acXhlqcZKdYht7w
                i don't like the lipstick but you pass, sorry hun

  2. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    I just want to look more fem so I can girl mode, what can I do to maximize fem. Inb4 I already workout, have proper skin care, and condition my hair daily.

  3. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    Realize that you will only ever experience life from your own consciousness. You can’t prove anyone else’s consciousness exists. So just live it up! The longer you wait the more you have to regret later.

  4. 1 week ago
    celly

    >I don’t deserve she/her because I don’t pass
    >”do you want to use your birth name or do you have a new name that you use”
    >”I do but I don’t wish to share it”
    WTF are you me jeezus
    ive been telling people to just use the first letter of my chosen name because i feel bad about myself right now and i dont wanna associate that feeling with my chosen name

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      Oh hi again! You replied on my crying thread. Thank you.

      hate to agree with nurses but if you walked in asking about trans stuff I would also assume you mean ftm because you read as female 100%

      Yeah but I never malefail

      • 1 week ago
        celly

        oh did i? i hope i was nice haha

        It’s just so ridiculous for them to call out a fem name and then I have to walk over. Like how more humiliating can you get

        yeah i would be dying inside fr

        • 1 week ago
          Anonymous

          Yeah you said you cry about not passing a lot as well.
          You know for a fact that they’re all looking and judging

          Enough passoiding

          Pic of me with half my face covered because it was required at the clinic (passing). That’s funny

          • 1 week ago
            celly

            yep, i feel clocky as all hell and even when its nice to malefail i still feel hyper weird about it, like im gonna get outed at any moment.

            Proof I don’t pass
            https://unseecc/album#3acXhlqcZKdYht7w

            you actually look really pretty

            • 1 week ago
              Anonymous

              I’ve never malefailed 🙁
              Thank you for saying I’m pretty though

              >https://unseecc/album#3acXhlqcZKdYht7w
              i don't like the lipstick but you pass, sorry hun

              I don’t pass in person, so either you’re lying to me or my voice or body is terrible

              • 1 week ago
                celly

                I think you technically malefailed when you were given the ftm test 😉

              • 1 week ago
                Anonymous

                Huh never really thought about it like that

              • 1 week ago
                Anonymous

                Your voice could definitely make-or-break passing given your face imo. Please voice train

              • 1 week ago
                Anonymous

                Okay if you think I have a shot I have to at least try

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      It’s just so ridiculous for them to call out a fem name and then I have to walk over. Like how more humiliating can you get

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