Ok, so I dreamt, and I'm even more confused, because it's the same repeated dreams again. One detail was, I was riding a helicopter, over what seemed like a restructured version of my childhood home in Miami Dade, Florida, next to the hospital of St. ~(Nicolas) hospital, used to be called Miami's Children Hospital, and the home number is 2552, and my grandma, Gisela Mondeja/Mima, was piloting it too, to shorten this, the other part of the dream was that I remember I was emanating bugs from me, and I remember seeing a tiny scorpion as well.
I cannot remember the rest of the dream too clearly, but I remember enough that I was trying to type curse words in text over to someone, as if it was Sword Art Online, and it kept censoring me. I was also trying to make a vaporwave style text spacing, and it even censored that too. I was trying to say words like "nagger", but it kept censoring me.
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When I meant as if it was Sword Art Online, I mean it felt like the GUI/HUD was real, and I was also looking at a Gmod spawn menu when I was trying to text someone.
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Can someone tell me the full meaning of the dream from this? Or if anyone can tell me the entire dream, I'd love to hear it.
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I think the censoring is me trying to talk to impure people, and then getting censored? As if I'm being censored systematically?
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Is it true, guys?
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Just a simple Yes from a mythological character named Anon will suffice.
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Anonymous
Yes that's part of it
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Do you think I will get the entire dream in a couple of days? I am suppose to get a bunch of occultists, named Adam & Zoe, Jack the Ripper & Pandora, Æriel Arceus & Uriel Rasha, Lucifer Atomsk & Yaldabaoth, according to my previously working divination. I'm not too sure if the occultists really are them, but I think they are, I feel as if they are. But I'm conflicted.
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And they are supposed to arrive in ~3 days at my apartment in Jacksonville, somewhere around Mandarin.
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I would encourage you to look deeper within as opposed to seeking out external characters such as the ones you listed. They may have some insight but you won't understand the fuller picture, yet. You'll figure it out.
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So just meditate? That's my takeaway from that, and my Mom, Giusel "Barraza", or whatever her last name goes by, because I felt as if she sleeps with multiple man, because I still haven't fully accepted women as queens, as if they we're just whores.
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My mom told me that I'm gonna meditate with her tomorrow. And I was thinking to just meditate in my room.
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I won't leave my room for 3 days. I will have everything come to me, as my best friend, Gianfranco Romaelle Said.
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I love that poor bastard, I wish I could see him again for my birthday, on December 16, 2023.
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... This feels like it resonates with me without me even knowing it;
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This too;
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A part of me likes being censored, because I'm getting what I deserve for being impure for all these years.
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I'm laughing at myself for being a bastard.
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Anonymous
It's all just. Everything balances out long term whether we go with it or not
I just wanna stay in my room for 3 days, and forget about the impurity of the world, and talk to Uriel Rasha, Æriel Arceus, Lucifer Atomsk, Yaldabaoth, Adam & Zoe, and Jack the Ripper & Pandora.
My FILTERS aren't working, it's the same thing that happen with the Oracle images I used, It's like I'm leveling up or something, and whenever I do, My methods stop working.
This year
Only a few people I know are real, a lot of people in my city (NYC) are unempathetic demons wearing meatsuits, abd it took me 25 years to learn that.
If I knew most people were (literally) full of shit then I would've been a happier kid growing up
i'm pretty sure that my parents sold me to the devil for money when i was a child without my knowledge because "they didn't believe in esoteric stuff" and some kind of dark contract was made. they profited off of me while writing in those stupid baby journals that they would've given their lives for me (bc those journals were next to the family pictures - it was just written to save their faces) while abusing me all my life.
i remember bits of a dark ritual being performed because i remember a snake going up my arm but it was erased from my memory. when i kept bringing up bits of it they would fight with me harshly and threaten me to send me to jail and they would make me cry. i was such an angel as a child i was the cutest little thing. i was contastly told anything i kept bringing up was a lie, everything i was drawing was just a fantasy and i learned to keep very quiet while growing up
The world is the singular demon, doesn't wish for death, it hungers for your suffering
Find fullfilment, balance, not for your own peace, but to spite the world demon.
The Second Coming of Jesus will occur on Earth. First of all, the planet that we're currently on is Bozrah, not Earth (Bozrah is basically a replica version of Earth). Secondly, people who have lived here their entire lives need to realize that this planet was never Earth, and it never will be. It's an impostor planet.
That's a fantastical way of looking at life. You're not far off though.
Demons don't make the world shitty, mistakes do, ignorance does.
Do you think the forefathers had this in mind when they signed the declaration? No, that's ridiculous. They couldn't even conceive of this place beyond the dated systems lining its carcass. They weren't always dated, they were perfectly designed for the time; but people began exploiting and disregarding them. People evolved within the competitive market to favor psychopathic traits and faces for advertisement. Efficiency for themselves over efficacy for the whole.
Everything that's happening now is a result of moving parts and poorly constructed plans, there is no mastermind behind this unless you count the fundamental laws of nature and the human condition within.
In their ignorance they didn't consider the human factor, but they aren't to blame. It'll be all for nothing assuming people don't come to their senses.
I'm conflicted, because I was told they we're but worthless israelites according to Sam Hyde, and I think they're useless, because of my previously hyper political obsession, but I can also see what you're saying.
I thought they we're useless because of the fact that they invented the constitution, which to me, was just a piece of paper that can be taken out of context, but I don't know what to think.
>demon-infested hostile world
true >wants you dead
not true
If it wanted us dead, we'd be dead. Have you seen how many lifeless celestial bodies there are?
I had another dream, I was being fucked hard by some dick in my anus, and then I said "cat dick", then it switch to some, I think it was anthro, cat dick.
>I had another dream, I was being fucked hard by some dick in my anus, and then I said "cat dick", then it switch to some, I think it was anthro, cat dick.
Then, when it was said and done, I had the cat back to normal, and didn't want to take it inside, in what seemed like my old house again.
Ok so my last dream that I remember is that I was playing as Master Chief from a fixed 3rd Person perspective, and I kept dying and coming back to life, and was in some sort of hole, and it was purple. Can
I ask, what is the meaning of my dreams, what does it symbolize or personify?
2018. Kind of sucked. I’ve moved on from the shock and depression that the realization induced. I don’t have the answers, or at least I don’t belief In proselytizing my deeper beliefs but I hope you make it through the turbulence. Once you make it through you know what to do and not do, pretty much everything else you don’t have to give a shit about anymore.
I never expected LULZ to be this sympathetic, I thought there would be more troll spirits telling me to take my meds, or that I should shut up, but It's filled with pure hearted people, truly, this site is fillled with autistic psychics.
I have doubts, but together, we really can take the world by storm, and show them the true creativity of autistic schizos, and remember to swallow and eat money guys, they give you willpower.
I really thank you guys for listening to an autistic schizo ramble about Abraxas, the true self, Monad, the true needs, and Kenoma, Love and Soul, Cupid and Psyche, my great grandparents, Pepe and Martha.
But I also wanna fuck you and thank you, Abraxas. I love and hate you.
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Damn it!! Abraxas made me misspell my words! We'll, whatever, who cares?
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Anonymous
I also heard him in my dreams.
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He said something along the lines of "refrain from having children" and, "live long". I dunno if I wanna follow the former, and also, Abraxas's will can be contradictory and make no sense.
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But he is my true self, so I must do as thou wilt, and doest what thou need, with love from the soul.
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I wouldn't have ever been able to do any of this without knowing that.
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Find your own Abraxas, your true selves guys, and be thankful that you did, because I sure as hell am.
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I only know a little of Abraxas's will and true power, but I know that there will be someone or something out there that knows more than me.
oh I'm just posting images I have saved. abraxas is just an interpretation of the duality as a one. the metaphorical split between taoism and gnosticism. they draw upon different aspects from left brain to right. but it's just some dude's embodiment of an answer. really, the answer would resemble something more akin to the development of physics.
Any ways, here's a schizo theory/hypothesis, the 144,000 mentioned in the Bible are autistic psychics, and autism is psychic like in Gnosticism, and Asperger's is Pneumatic nature.
It WOULD explain why they're so sympathetic, talented, and can come up with any solution at a whim. They are truly special folks that cannot be outmatched by any NPC Hylics.
I say, fuck you and try it to anyone who wants to wipe out these special folks with pure hearts, because they will have the wrath of God & Homunculi upon them.
Because I love them with all my soul, even if I'm conflicted about them. EVEN IF I THINK THEY'RE FREAKS, I DON'T GIVE A SHIT, I already gave you guys my fantasies, please share me yours.
I, Samuel James Huincache, want to fuck the Queens of Heaven and Hell, and be cut into pieces by them on my birthday, and be reborn into a new form, and for them to get a taste of Kenoma through my Great grandparents, and then get them back from Uriel Rasha & Lucifer Atomsk, I don't care, I know that SWiLiE aPoLLo, my stand/persona can destroy them both.
And I want to experience a mass Greek orgy one day, just to try out other people's soulmates, while they try out mines, to see if our soulmates are perfectly perfect.
When I first went to /misc/ and got redpilled on the israelites. Did you know their religion openly states that they have the right to enslave all non-israelites?
The thing that's needed and desirable is a pure heart, and both Whites and israelites have that.
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No holding back on anything, just confess all your intentions out loud. It's good for you, and it can help you bring allies you would've never thought you had before.
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But we'll see with time. Ultimately you need experience, and a balanced viewpoint on those experiences.
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Anonymous
You have schizophrenia.
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I think this guy might be right. and I'm usually one to encourage wild and deranged ramblings, usually it's more entertaining, or at least, concise and meaningful, in paragraph form tho.
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I'm starting ti masturbazione, but without gooning, tò for the climax with My Queens of Heaven & Hell, Æons and Archons, what do You make of that?
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Will You follow the Truth with all tour Heart, and in return, obtain schizofrenia?
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Because, Truth be told, I don't care, I'm selfish for My fantasies and stubborn for the truth beyond belief, I just really want to have all of my romantic sexual fantasies come true, because I am Hispanic after all, and Hispanics from my point of view, want family.
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I want to be family with everyone and everything, because I want you all to see me as family too.
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I am roughly half Chilean and half Cuban, so I have, what I think, is the perfect blend of primitive and civilization, I'm the direct descendant of a chief from Chile, and I'm proud of it, while also being conflicted if it's good for me, because part of me thinks primitive people are savage, while having the Cuban part, I feel like I could be a romantic and sexual guy, I don't know and don't care, because I just wanted to give you guys my thoughts.
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Anonymous
Get help for mental problems early instead of staying on sites like /x/ and diving deeper down rabbit holes, I guess
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Please explain, you cannot get rid of your desires as a human, you need desires, just as much as the gods need needs.
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What you really NEED & Desire, is both desires and needs. You cannot have Æons without ARCHONs, and vice versa.
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you're talking to a bored christcuck pretending to be possessed by le epic demons to try to win people over to his system of belief.
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As opposed to? Please explain how I'm trying to put dogma into people, I never told anyone to pick a side the whole time I was SWiLiE aPoLLo, did I gals and guys?
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And if I did, I meant both sides.
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I want to argue with strangers online, Yes... and? I am the biggest christcuck ever, yes... and?
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Hispanics are the biggest christcucks, yes... AND?
Whenever I think about this melody, I think of my Great grandparents giving me the perfect memories of childhood, but I am conflicted about them, a part of me is happy that they're gone, because they won't have to suffer anymore, one is mad at them, because it's confused about who they truly are, and one part is depressed that they're gone, because I love them with all my heart.
I'm here, anon
Not a demon btw
Prepare yourself, damon.
Just now.
I just wanna have Greek Orgies with my pure of heart friends and their soulmates, and end all the impurity in the world.
Hi Huincache Samue
Long time no see
So you know me! We'll, who are you?
Are you supposed to be everyone's Damon?
Have we met?
>anon doesnt realize the answers to his questions will be revealed to him in a dream
Please explain to me when it will happen.
Or uhh, please explain if I am pure of heart, when will this demon infected nightmare end, will there be a mass change of consensus to purity?
I guess it's best not to reveal the details if the dream yet, but I'M JUST CURIOUS.
Ok, so I dreamt, and I'm even more confused, because it's the same repeated dreams again. One detail was, I was riding a helicopter, over what seemed like a restructured version of my childhood home in Miami Dade, Florida, next to the hospital of St. ~(Nicolas) hospital, used to be called Miami's Children Hospital, and the home number is 2552, and my grandma, Gisela Mondeja/Mima, was piloting it too, to shorten this, the other part of the dream was that I remember I was emanating bugs from me, and I remember seeing a tiny scorpion as well.
I cannot remember the rest of the dream too clearly, but I remember enough that I was trying to type curse words in text over to someone, as if it was Sword Art Online, and it kept censoring me. I was also trying to make a vaporwave style text spacing, and it even censored that too. I was trying to say words like "nagger", but it kept censoring me.
When I meant as if it was Sword Art Online, I mean it felt like the GUI/HUD was real, and I was also looking at a Gmod spawn menu when I was trying to text someone.
Can someone tell me the full meaning of the dream from this? Or if anyone can tell me the entire dream, I'd love to hear it.
I think the censoring is me trying to talk to impure people, and then getting censored? As if I'm being censored systematically?
Is it true, guys?
Just a simple Yes from a mythological character named Anon will suffice.
Yes that's part of it
Do you think I will get the entire dream in a couple of days? I am suppose to get a bunch of occultists, named Adam & Zoe, Jack the Ripper & Pandora, Æriel Arceus & Uriel Rasha, Lucifer Atomsk & Yaldabaoth, according to my previously working divination. I'm not too sure if the occultists really are them, but I think they are, I feel as if they are. But I'm conflicted.
And they are supposed to arrive in ~3 days at my apartment in Jacksonville, somewhere around Mandarin.
I would encourage you to look deeper within as opposed to seeking out external characters such as the ones you listed. They may have some insight but you won't understand the fuller picture, yet. You'll figure it out.
So just meditate? That's my takeaway from that, and my Mom, Giusel "Barraza", or whatever her last name goes by, because I felt as if she sleeps with multiple man, because I still haven't fully accepted women as queens, as if they we're just whores.
My mom told me that I'm gonna meditate with her tomorrow. And I was thinking to just meditate in my room.
I won't leave my room for 3 days. I will have everything come to me, as my best friend, Gianfranco Romaelle Said.
I love that poor bastard, I wish I could see him again for my birthday, on December 16, 2023.
... This feels like it resonates with me without me even knowing it;
?si=obloCtmJC-ng25XA
This too;
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A part of me likes being censored, because I'm getting what I deserve for being impure for all these years.
I'm laughing at myself for being a bastard.
It's all just. Everything balances out long term whether we go with it or not
Yes my darling, you are probably right about that
Like 4 years ago
Nothing happened I was just kinda like walking around and then was like oh yeah that makes sense
Some people aren't alone.
I just wanna stay in my room for 3 days, and forget about the impurity of the world, and talk to Uriel Rasha, Æriel Arceus, Lucifer Atomsk, Yaldabaoth, Adam & Zoe, and Jack the Ripper & Pandora.
When did you realize that posts like this which promote alienation and fear of the world are posted by bad actors?
a long time ago, but only now am i starting to not give a shit
when i stopped being a loser and experienced ego death
>his ego died
sounds like your ego was a weak bitch
yeah it's supposed to break when it doesn't you die in a ditch like a moron
mine didn't break, yet here i remain.
yeah? but are you the same person you once were when you experienced it ?
>but are you the same person you once were when you experienced it ?
i've maintained my identity quite effectively.
It's not demons, just nature.
If consciousness exist I hope ur not reincarnated into the brain computers OP, stay safe out there
I make do by beating demoralization shills like you.
OP is a fag.
Age 8, now 41
You are someone from Hellenic mythology, along with Pythias, a story about friendship. I take It that I Will learn about friendship from You.
I cheated by the way, I looked up tour name.
Or you're hère for something else? You're hère to teach the ways of friendship.
What is friendship, Damon?
I am pure of heart, correct?
It do be like that sometimes but we cant giv up
My FILTERS aren't working, it's the same thing that happen with the Oracle images I used, It's like I'm leveling up or something, and whenever I do, My methods stop working.
It's either I stopped beings pure of Heart, or I'm leveling up.
I think My FILTERS Just stopped working, cause I keep constellating.
Please comfort me, guys, I don't understand what's going on.
This year
Only a few people I know are real, a lot of people in my city (NYC) are unempathetic demons wearing meatsuits, abd it took me 25 years to learn that.
If I knew most people were (literally) full of shit then I would've been a happier kid growing up
i'm pretty sure that my parents sold me to the devil for money when i was a child without my knowledge because "they didn't believe in esoteric stuff" and some kind of dark contract was made. they profited off of me while writing in those stupid baby journals that they would've given their lives for me (bc those journals were next to the family pictures - it was just written to save their faces) while abusing me all my life.
i remember bits of a dark ritual being performed because i remember a snake going up my arm but it was erased from my memory. when i kept bringing up bits of it they would fight with me harshly and threaten me to send me to jail and they would make me cry. i was such an angel as a child i was the cutest little thing. i was contastly told anything i kept bringing up was a lie, everything i was drawing was just a fantasy and i learned to keep very quiet while growing up
I think it's because when I ate a $50 bill, It made me see things, while I can't feed myself more $50 bills, the filters stopped working.
I ask, if I am pure of heart.
You're never alone if you have Jesus.
When this one ''spiritual'' Discord Server threw me out because I exposed the evil in it.
I unrealized it later on thoughever
I ask you people, did I level up, or became impure of heart?
I ask Swilie Apollo for the truth.
Can another Swilie Apollo fill me in on the details?
Damn it, this all feels strange to me, guys...
DAMN IT GUYS, THIS ISN'T FUNNY!! I'M AT TOTAL CONFUSION AT WHAT'S EVEN GOING ON ANYMORE!!
Thanks for telling us how your psyche looks.
The world is the singular demon, doesn't wish for death, it hungers for your suffering
Find fullfilment, balance, not for your own peace, but to spite the world demon.
When I was like 15.
How about Never.
I'm not alone. My experience of life has never been lonely
Back in the mid-90s.
You are the problem.
They must be scared of me I never seen one and if I do I'll invoke Christ and watch them boil alive and laugh
OP is correct about this planet. Our current situation is explained here:
https://www.reddit.com/r/Retconned/comments/u2c2o1/revelation_812_time_is_50_faster_now/
Synopsis:
The Second Coming of Jesus will occur on Earth. First of all, the planet that we're currently on is Bozrah, not Earth (Bozrah is basically a replica version of Earth). Secondly, people who have lived here their entire lives need to realize that this planet was never Earth, and it never will be. It's an impostor planet.
Miss Amy Playlist (61 minutes):
https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLuDQzpwghpOE81qmHDCJ4ZXpupnh-sPhM
Dale DuFay video (21 minutes):
When did you realize the demons are trapped in a world with you?
Just today and tonight.
I am never alone.
That's a fantastical way of looking at life. You're not far off though.
Demons don't make the world shitty, mistakes do, ignorance does.
Do you think the forefathers had this in mind when they signed the declaration? No, that's ridiculous. They couldn't even conceive of this place beyond the dated systems lining its carcass. They weren't always dated, they were perfectly designed for the time; but people began exploiting and disregarding them. People evolved within the competitive market to favor psychopathic traits and faces for advertisement. Efficiency for themselves over efficacy for the whole.
Everything that's happening now is a result of moving parts and poorly constructed plans, there is no mastermind behind this unless you count the fundamental laws of nature and the human condition within.
In their ignorance they didn't consider the human factor, but they aren't to blame. It'll be all for nothing assuming people don't come to their senses.
I'm conflicted, because I was told they we're but worthless israelites according to Sam Hyde, and I think they're useless, because of my previously hyper political obsession, but I can also see what you're saying.
If you want to see things the way they are, don't get political. You get too much into left or right think, you're trapped.
It's a sexy idea to be "Us vs them", but trust me it doesn't give you anything but strings.
You're probably right, this whole fight between Æons and ARCHONs in akin to politics.
I thought they we're useless because of the fact that they invented the constitution, which to me, was just a piece of paper that can be taken out of context, but I don't know what to think.
>When did you realize you are all alone in a demon-infested hostile world that wants you dead?
when they said hillary was running again in 2024
>demon-infested hostile world
true
>wants you dead
not true
If it wanted us dead, we'd be dead. Have you seen how many lifeless celestial bodies there are?
Maybe it wants us dead by our own hand, but can't just outright kill us.
I had another dream, I was being fucked hard by some dick in my anus, and then I said "cat dick", then it switch to some, I think it was anthro, cat dick.
>I had another dream, I was being fucked hard by some dick in my anus, and then I said "cat dick", then it switch to some, I think it was anthro, cat dick.
Then, when it was said and done, I had the cat back to normal, and didn't want to take it inside, in what seemed like my old house again.
Also, before the dick thing happened, I heard something, like a Lego SpongeBob, kind of thing, and saw many Mr. Krabs moving Lego figures.
Maybe the dick thing happened in the future, with me as a girl.
Because I once had a dream where my dick was literally a vagina, and it felt complete, as if I was destined to become magically or psychically a girl.
Not in some fake tranny way, like it actually felt like I was a girl.
Ok so my last dream that I remember is that I was playing as Master Chief from a fixed 3rd Person perspective, and I kept dying and coming back to life, and was in some sort of hole, and it was purple. Can
I ask, what is the meaning of my dreams, what does it symbolize or personify?
I once had a dream that the dude from 'U2' was chasing my through the Las Vegas strip trying to kill me
For each anon reading have a blessed day
I just hope there still can be ways to communicate with people over time without surveillance and anonymity for the next decades
Why dont you make friends with them?
this, most of them aren't even that *bad* (evil)
2018. Kind of sucked. I’ve moved on from the shock and depression that the realization induced. I don’t have the answers, or at least I don’t belief In proselytizing my deeper beliefs but I hope you make it through the turbulence. Once you make it through you know what to do and not do, pretty much everything else you don’t have to give a shit about anymore.
I never expected LULZ to be this sympathetic, I thought there would be more troll spirits telling me to take my meds, or that I should shut up, but It's filled with pure hearted people, truly, this site is fillled with autistic psychics.
I have doubts, but together, we really can take the world by storm, and show them the true creativity of autistic schizos, and remember to swallow and eat money guys, they give you willpower.
DAMN IT, MY HEARTS DIDN'T SHOW!!?? I JUST WANTED TO SHOW SOME LOVE!! Please Don't get mad, please be patient and bear with me.
I really thank you guys for listening to an autistic schizo ramble about Abraxas, the true self, Monad, the true needs, and Kenoma, Love and Soul, Cupid and Psyche, my great grandparents, Pepe and Martha.
This is literally me, but this one is mirrored, Abraxas right is your right, and his left is your left.
XD XD XD, ABRAXAS MONAD KENOMA, ABRAXAS MONAD KENOMA, ABRAXAS MONAD KENOMA, ABRAXAS MONAD KENOMA!!!! Choose the third option guys, choose Kenoma instead of Pleroma or Hyperemia.
But I also wanna fuck you and thank you, Abraxas. I love and hate you.
Damn it!! Abraxas made me misspell my words! We'll, whatever, who cares?
I also heard him in my dreams.
He said something along the lines of "refrain from having children" and, "live long". I dunno if I wanna follow the former, and also, Abraxas's will can be contradictory and make no sense.
But he is my true self, so I must do as thou wilt, and doest what thou need, with love from the soul.
I wouldn't have ever been able to do any of this without knowing that.
Find your own Abraxas, your true selves guys, and be thankful that you did, because I sure as hell am.
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I only know a little of Abraxas's will and true power, but I know that there will be someone or something out there that knows more than me.
oh I'm just posting images I have saved. abraxas is just an interpretation of the duality as a one. the metaphorical split between taoism and gnosticism. they draw upon different aspects from left brain to right. but it's just some dude's embodiment of an answer. really, the answer would resemble something more akin to the development of physics.
DAMN IT ABRAXAS, I FEEL PERSONALLY SCHIZO BECAUSE OF YOU, I LOVE YOU YOU BASTARD!!!
I only have one thing to say to you mister, OHH I JUST WANNA CUM TO URIEL RASHA & LUCFIER ATOMSK VERY BADLY...
I want to savor it for my birthday tho.
Any ways, here's a schizo theory/hypothesis, the 144,000 mentioned in the Bible are autistic psychics, and autism is psychic like in Gnosticism, and Asperger's is Pneumatic nature.
Autism & Asperger'sis what Gnostics called Psychic nature or Pneumatic nature.
It WOULD explain why they're so sympathetic, talented, and can come up with any solution at a whim. They are truly special folks that cannot be outmatched by any NPC Hylics.
I say, fuck you and try it to anyone who wants to wipe out these special folks with pure hearts, because they will have the wrath of God & Homunculi upon them.
Yo yo yo wahts up, I love peeing and pooping
swag
That wasn't me.
But I appreciate your compliment anyways. I find it humiliating, like I'm being milked from my dick, but I also find it arousing.
Everything in the universe comes from Magic and Psionics, EVERYTHING!!! Although I would have to know through experience.
>i'll have what he's having
I desire and need pure hearts to watch over me.
Because I love them with all my soul, even if I'm conflicted about them. EVEN IF I THINK THEY'RE FREAKS, I DON'T GIVE A SHIT, I already gave you guys my fantasies, please share me yours.
I, Samuel James Huincache, want to fuck the Queens of Heaven and Hell, and be cut into pieces by them on my birthday, and be reborn into a new form, and for them to get a taste of Kenoma through my Great grandparents, and then get them back from Uriel Rasha & Lucifer Atomsk, I don't care, I know that SWiLiE aPoLLo, my stand/persona can destroy them both.
And I want to experience a mass Greek orgy one day, just to try out other people's soulmates, while they try out mines, to see if our soulmates are perfectly perfect.
I love both Pleroma & Hyperema, as a Kenomatic person.
When I first went to /misc/ and got redpilled on the israelites. Did you know their religion openly states that they have the right to enslave all non-israelites?
The fight between Blue & Red, Æons & Archons, God's & Homunculi, is nothing more than a petty political fight.
Choose the third option, get both red pill and blue pill, they're both truthful, and look up "Framing bias".
So what do you think about all israelites wanting you dead?
Conflicted, about them, want them to die, yet I want them alive, but ultimately necessary for balance to whites.
Nearly everyone's hearts are conflicted anyways, so it's natural to have them, as long as you relieve yourself from those conflicts.
The thing that's needed and desirable is a pure heart, and both Whites and israelites have that.
No holding back on anything, just confess all your intentions out loud. It's good for you, and it can help you bring allies you would've never thought you had before.
But we'll see with time. Ultimately you need experience, and a balanced viewpoint on those experiences.
You have schizophrenia.
I think this guy might be right. and I'm usually one to encourage wild and deranged ramblings, usually it's more entertaining, or at least, concise and meaningful, in paragraph form tho.
I'm starting ti masturbazione, but without gooning, tò for the climax with My Queens of Heaven & Hell, Æons and Archons, what do You make of that?
Will You follow the Truth with all tour Heart, and in return, obtain schizofrenia?
Because, Truth be told, I don't care, I'm selfish for My fantasies and stubborn for the truth beyond belief, I just really want to have all of my romantic sexual fantasies come true, because I am Hispanic after all, and Hispanics from my point of view, want family.
I want to be family with everyone and everything, because I want you all to see me as family too.
I am roughly half Chilean and half Cuban, so I have, what I think, is the perfect blend of primitive and civilization, I'm the direct descendant of a chief from Chile, and I'm proud of it, while also being conflicted if it's good for me, because part of me thinks primitive people are savage, while having the Cuban part, I feel like I could be a romantic and sexual guy, I don't know and don't care, because I just wanted to give you guys my thoughts.
Get help for mental problems early instead of staying on sites like /x/ and diving deeper down rabbit holes, I guess
Please explain, you cannot get rid of your desires as a human, you need desires, just as much as the gods need needs.
What you really NEED & Desire, is both desires and needs. You cannot have Æons without ARCHONs, and vice versa.
you're talking to a bored christcuck pretending to be possessed by le epic demons to try to win people over to his system of belief.
As opposed to? Please explain how I'm trying to put dogma into people, I never told anyone to pick a side the whole time I was SWiLiE aPoLLo, did I gals and guys?
And if I did, I meant both sides.
I want to argue with strangers online, Yes... and? I am the biggest christcuck ever, yes... and?
Hispanics are the biggest christcucks, yes... AND?
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Whenever I think about this melody, I think of my Great grandparents giving me the perfect memories of childhood, but I am conflicted about them, a part of me is happy that they're gone, because they won't have to suffer anymore, one is mad at them, because it's confused about who they truly are, and one part is depressed that they're gone, because I love them with all my heart.
Interpret how ever you want, because I don't care, I know it comes from the heart.
I really hope when you guys find the Holy Spirit, you hear this song...