Grooming is when they think they can recruit you, gang stalking or Zersetzung is when their goal is to destroy your mind by making you question the logic that is foundation to your reality. I've had it so long I've stopped caring when they do it, spirit organized synchronicity far beyond anything they can't pull off to counter. Most days spirit is the only voice I hear, I'm a dragon in hibernation waiting for his chance to roar.
>Grooming is when they think they can recruit you
I was actually groomed from a very young age, but not really because of anything I could actually do but I suspect other motives. And it kept me from women for a long time, I couldn't understand why it happened the way that it did, but I felt like I was doing something wrong with being with girls during a period of my life. We're talking some high-level grooming activities that has taken place under a long part of my life. Seems as if, though, as soon as I grew past a certain age, that it stopped. They showed a lot of interest in me when I was underage. This is some high level pedophile network thing I've lived where they wanted me to be with someone. I'm not even joking here, it's literally what the fuck happened to me.
Nobody's ever going to come clean with what happened, and I don't expect anyone to either, but these things happen to people. I'm not so sure about gangstalking and how it works, seems like a delusion by some. But grooming happens all of the time, especially by people that are able to do it. I'm not going to go into details, but it was painfully obvious to everyone around me through my entire life, and I had absolutely no clue of what was going on. Close friends suggested things to me which I ended up not doing, I've been stopped by complete strangers that wanted to talk to me for no apparent reason other than just being there, all of which I said no to. I ended up finding out on my own, and honestly, it makes me feel sick about it.
Obviously at first I just thought it to be random things that happen normally. Then I was pulled over by some guy driving an Audi and seemed to be well off, offered me a ride so we could talk, all very suspicious, I said no because I thought he had something unpleasant planned. He insisted, told me he'd bring me back to where I was and I still refused. Prior to offering a ride he asked me some basic questions like which countries I've been in and such, which is kinda weird for someone you've never met to be asking. I was under the impression that he had something important to tell me, but I didn't get in his car. Obviously, it was either that, or he wanted to rape me in the ass, I couldn't take the chances. Then I was offered to go to a concert known in the country, afterwards I found out there were a famous girl attending there, and these close friends of mine insisted on me going too, as if I would have missed out if I didn't go. And I don't think it was the party involved that I would have missed out on, either.
grooming tries to hook you into some practice
the other tries to push you out from the things that are good for you and decay you
What if it started out as grooming and then later on developed to gangstalking, as the person grooming you got tired of you?
intention
Grooming is when they think they can recruit you, gang stalking or Zersetzung is when their goal is to destroy your mind by making you question the logic that is foundation to your reality. I've had it so long I've stopped caring when they do it, spirit organized synchronicity far beyond anything they can't pull off to counter. Most days spirit is the only voice I hear, I'm a dragon in hibernation waiting for his chance to roar.
>Grooming is when they think they can recruit you
I was actually groomed from a very young age, but not really because of anything I could actually do but I suspect other motives. And it kept me from women for a long time, I couldn't understand why it happened the way that it did, but I felt like I was doing something wrong with being with girls during a period of my life. We're talking some high-level grooming activities that has taken place under a long part of my life. Seems as if, though, as soon as I grew past a certain age, that it stopped. They showed a lot of interest in me when I was underage. This is some high level pedophile network thing I've lived where they wanted me to be with someone. I'm not even joking here, it's literally what the fuck happened to me.
Nothing. Both are forms of abuse that you imagine happen or are happening to you because externalising your failures is a coping mechanism. Sad.
Nobody's ever going to come clean with what happened, and I don't expect anyone to either, but these things happen to people. I'm not so sure about gangstalking and how it works, seems like a delusion by some. But grooming happens all of the time, especially by people that are able to do it. I'm not going to go into details, but it was painfully obvious to everyone around me through my entire life, and I had absolutely no clue of what was going on. Close friends suggested things to me which I ended up not doing, I've been stopped by complete strangers that wanted to talk to me for no apparent reason other than just being there, all of which I said no to. I ended up finding out on my own, and honestly, it makes me feel sick about it.
those strangers were probably just being friendly
Obviously at first I just thought it to be random things that happen normally. Then I was pulled over by some guy driving an Audi and seemed to be well off, offered me a ride so we could talk, all very suspicious, I said no because I thought he had something unpleasant planned. He insisted, told me he'd bring me back to where I was and I still refused. Prior to offering a ride he asked me some basic questions like which countries I've been in and such, which is kinda weird for someone you've never met to be asking. I was under the impression that he had something important to tell me, but I didn't get in his car. Obviously, it was either that, or he wanted to rape me in the ass, I couldn't take the chances. Then I was offered to go to a concert known in the country, afterwards I found out there were a famous girl attending there, and these close friends of mine insisted on me going too, as if I would have missed out if I didn't go. And I don't think it was the party involved that I would have missed out on, either.
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