What's stopping you from roping?

What's stopping you from roping? Genuine question, I am running out of reasons to live and my shame grows more and more by the day. I hate being a disgusting troon.

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  1. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    im hot. i have a great partner. im healthy. i cant really complain about my life

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      Then your afab. There's no such thing as a happy amab unless he's a straight Macho dude

      • 10 months ago
        Anonymous

        damn i guess i pass soo well i turned from amab to afab. i did it, real sex change complete

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      good for you

      • 10 months ago
        Anonymous

        shh no tears, my sweet child. Not that anon but took me 5+ years to git gud

        • 10 months ago
          Anonymous

          I pass I'm just very sad and lonely atm its hard to get through days

          • 10 months ago
            Anonymous

            happy pills luvly, talk to a psychiatrist about a tricyclic antidepressant, then socialize after a month

          • 10 months ago
            Anonymous

            im not taking more pills, especially ones that will just make me gain weight. I socialise plenty at work and nobody cares if I drink on my shift

          • 10 months ago
            Anonymous

            Work socialization isn't necessary satisfying, I'd say 30% of coworkers dislike me at my job and I'm forced to self-isolate a bit in order to avoid awkwardness. Interacting can be fun yeah, but work is (at least supposed to be) a professional environment rather than a fully trustworthy one, you can't pick and choose your coworkers you wanna be around at any given moment as opposed to say at a bar, a social event, somewhere less restrained.
            >weight
            I can't imagine anti-depressants improving appetite by much the opposite perhaps, again better consult an adequate healthcare provider, I didn't gain weight on psych meds, if anything I became more active. It's your choice in the end, but it is worth a try, there is a very low likelihoods that your needs couldn't interact negatively with the hrt regimen, but that likelihood is negligibly low.

          • 10 months ago
            Anonymous

            *low likelihood that your meds could interact

  2. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    That's because you were born a.m.ab and that means you're permanently ugly

  3. 10 months ago
    mouse fag

    lack of available methods

  4. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    There's this one girl I'm in love with and I'm not gonna tell her because I don't think she'd reciprocate and it would put a lot of pressure on her but i literally hang on almost entirely just to see her because she makes me that happy.

  5. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    Before, it was the hope of getting surgeries and experiencing what it would be like. Now, it's out of spite.

  6. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    Kids. Parent suicides affect them worse than having a trans parent. Also holding out hope that maybe my wife leaves or lets me at least experiment sexually.

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      omfg leave your wife. do her a favor. disgusting

      • 10 months ago
        Anonymous

        She won’t let me she’s like overly into it and more attracted to me

        • 10 months ago
          Anonymous

          dont you have any agency

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      >a trans parent
      >some kid's father decided to become a woman
      Quite arousing ngl

  7. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    Family, they're all suicidal as well and I really don't want to exacerbate that by kms

  8. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    I'm running out of excuses not to. I'm up to "maybe it'll hurt a lot in those last seconds because time is relative" teetering on "what if I actually go to Hell?" I'm scraping the bottom of the barrel.

  9. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    Believing that I deserve my suffering long-term more than a quick escape.

  10. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    Only my partner really, but I think there's a good chance I get the courage to exit this year. Been fighting the urge to die for about twenty years (since 10). I had good periods, it's not all bad, it can get better, etc. but I'm too tired to try and fix my life anymore, and I'm kinda over wallowing in it and dragging others down.

  11. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    family. it would be better if they disowned me so i could rope.

  12. 10 months ago
    sage

    Was/were are not pronouns

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      Nowhere is it stated that they are.

      • 10 months ago
        Anonymous

        It’s implied. Jokes are supposed to make sense

  13. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    genuinely just living out of spite simple as that

  14. 10 months ago
    dannie

    I'm happy

  15. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    drugs

  16. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    Knives not sharp enough
    And the constant fear of it not working

  17. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    being a pussy and not wanting to lose the ability to maintain the apparatus of addiction

  18. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    It’d make my dad and my mom and my brothers sad

  19. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    Anyone know a good suicide that does not look like a suicide like a freak accident that’s painless? I live near the rocks and maybe I can ‘slip’ off a cliff

  20. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    i wanna kill myself because im a loswer not because im a troony 😀 idk whats stopping me food or sometihnng

  21. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    I like living, the world is a beautiful place with infinite possibilities. Just thinking about the fact that I will never be able to listen all the music that has been composed or read every single book written is both amazing, humbling and a little bit terrifying.

    There are many reasons to live and only a couple ones to die for.

    I hate being a troony but that won't stop me from living my life at its fullest.

  22. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    legit keep taking mones and add antidepressants, hang in there (no pun intended)

  23. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    Shits and giggles.
    Climb a tree, wear a crazy outfit, commit a crime.
    If you are already at rock bottom just go balls out and have fun.

  24. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    Fear. I'm too much of a little b***h to kill myself despite the desire to growing by the day.
    I just want a boyfriend who I can frick but also like, cuddle and emotionally bond with.
    Having a frick buddy is nice I guess, the one or two times a month I get dick, but it's just casual sex. Between that and the fact that most people ignore me now that it's becoming obvious I'm a troony, or worse treat me like shit, I'm very fricking lonely...
    I very much want to die but I don't want to kill myself.

  25. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    quite literally because i have the faintest light of hope to get a good bf. thats it. i think about kms literally every single night. the only reason i havent is because i have that little hope and im a coward

  26. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    coping with the possibility of the singularity
    either some wild shit happens like we enter the matrix or have a transhumanist utopia
    or humanity gets wiped out

    so i may as well see it through

  27. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    Honestly this is my last step before roping. I'm pretty much putting a new house worth of money into this, and if dysphoria doesn't go away that's my next step.

  28. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    >What's stopping you from roping?
    I think being alive is worth it
    so many cool people to meet

  29. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    Honestly I don't know, no one really seems to care anymore and my girlfriend sometimes just doesn't respond to my texts. I'm so alone, I reached for a knife earlier but I stopped myself in the end, I'm scared.

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      Because you're supposed to be a self-sufficient male whom she can leave to his own devices for extended periods of time. Stop this troony shit and fix yourself, pleb.

  30. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    friends, people who care about me

  31. 10 months ago
    ivory

    because i'm reasonably happy, as far as trannies go. HRT was kind to me, and I've been transitioning for about ten years. i have some friends (online) but they mean a lot to me.

  32. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    Your day will come.

  33. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    I'm going to try to come out to my dad soon+ diy hrt, I'm getting glasses sometime in the next month so hopefully I'll be able to mess with my appearance a bit, giving school one last try by enrolling in community college this summer, I'm sick as frick right now and holding out hope that I'll get better and be able to go hiking+ I am a huge coward and have failed to kms every time I have tried

  34. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    dont feel like it

  35. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    I'm happy, healthy, financially secure, have a good future ahead of me. Got friends, family sucks but it don't matter. No reason to kill myself when I got one chance at life. I'll die when I die.

  36. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    Nothing is holding me other than my obsession with being organized and not making mistakes.
    Reason: Im old, I have been alone for too long, I got raped, I have a tumor, I have never had friends, dysphoria, and I could never be loved or cared about which is all I wanted in life

    Lately, I was gonna do it last year but my mom got sick, since Im a neet I have been taking care of her, honestly waiting for her to die within a year so I could kms after that
    I also have to set my suicide at some date that my dad is in the city so he can take care of the situation
    And lastly I was gonna do it now but soon its my sister's birthday and I didnt wanted to ruin it.

    So I guess im doing it in August, I already started selling all my stuff, all my collectibles and most of my MTG cards. Saving as much money as I can to leave it to my family (was gonna leave the money to some troony or femboy but during all these 6 years I havent met anybody)

  37. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    Honestly anon I've really struggled with depression my whole life and right now I'm staying alive to hang out with my friends and work on this big personal project. It's not much and I still have very severe depressive episodes but it's just the feeling that my work is not finished that I still have things I want done before I die that keeps me going

  38. 10 months ago
    Chiang Kai-Kek

    how can i be silly if i’m dead? :3

    clearly i must live

    • 10 months ago
      Chairwoman Mao

      taiwan

      • 10 months ago
        Chiang Kai-Kek

        no way

        • 10 months ago
          Anonymous

          way

        • 10 months ago
          Anonymous

          saas

  39. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    fear that i’ll frick it up and be a cripple for the rest of my life unable to even finish the job and a crushing financial burden on my family

  40. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    i have friends and family who treat me kind and i go out a good bit. that plus im almost done with college so my future looks pretty bright. even though i dont pass well yet, most people still she/her me because i try to be kind funny and helpful to them. for me befriending people is a great way to be treated as a passer because people will overlook ur non passing features just because they like you... thats my 2 cents.

  41. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    I can't stand the idea of dying with a dick. I absolutely hate the idea of a bunch of nasty sickos looking down at my body in the morgue or whatever, seeing that part of me, and sneering at my body and making a bunch of nasty shitty comments, then filling out the obituary and death certificate wrong even though all my documents including my birth certificate say female and have a female name. Imagining that scenario in my head fills me with an incredible amount of spite, the survive no matter what kind. I plan to get SRS. I don't care if I get a mediocre or even botched result, I'm not dying with my parts the way they are now.

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      Why wouldnt any of this still happen after you get SRS?

  42. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    I'm not a troon.

  43. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    My bf, sometimes that makes me wanna rope more cuz he's sweet and deserves better but he'd be really sad and had a past love interest rope so I can't put him through that again

    Waiting for him to realize I'm trash and bail lmao (then to forget about me completely cuz I told him I wouldn't kms if he left me cuz I don't want him to feel obligated to stay with me)

  44. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    my dog would be sad

  45. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    This meme doesn't work, was/were is a verb not a pronoun

    Christ, right wingers are fricking morons

  46. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    If i were to die, I wouldn't get to see whether things get worse or better. I know it's hard to remain optimistic but I more or less just find it interesting to watch things unfold on the world stage. If I had died a year ago, there are plenty of things I wouldn't have experienced. If I'd died 10 years ago, there is a nigh infinite number of things I wouldn't have experienced. Things I wouldn't have done. People I wouldn't have met.

    When you hit rock bottom, the only direction you can go is up. You're still falling, but you'll get there eventually. And from there, everything will be okay.

  47. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    life has fun things like weed, anime, vidya gaems
    i don't care much about being a troony aside from the fact that i don't wanna get hatecrimed
    just be urself
    t. boymoder

  48. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    My will to live and my will to die is equally strong, Like speeding in traffic while dodging everything.

  49. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    Because it would traumatise my partner and parents. If I could guarantee it wouldn't cause any pain to others I would kill myself in an instant. It just makes sense. Successful suicide is the only thing you can do in life that has a 0% regret rate.

  50. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    Literally the only thing that keeps me from doing it is the physical pain I'd have to go through. Otherwise I would have already hanged myself on a doorknob. I tried to, but it felt too uncomfortable to go through with.

  51. 10 months ago
    rei eri ai

    ..i want to live life first..
    -..killing myself right now would lead to nothing…
    .i wouldn’t be remembered..
    and my mom and her family would be in a lot of pain..
    -/ i want to be famous first then kill myselfff.

  52. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    >What's stopping you from roping?
    No suitable drop anywhere in my house and I don't have enough energy to look for anything outside, it's either choking to death for an hour or my parents finding my decapitated body

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      they're probably for bondage thoughever

      • 10 months ago
        Anonymous

        Yes, obviously, you should only put this thing around your neck in some weird sex scenarios not to actually suicide efficiently

        • 10 months ago
          Anonymous

          would you commit suicide if you could have the sexo with an angel

  53. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    I tried to two months ago.
    Friends noticed the sign, found me and stopped me before i could do anything.

    I've been too ashamed to try again since. I still want to die, but i don't want to betray the only people who actually cared for me.

  54. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    Not being able to afford legal gender marker/name change, the new laws proposed taking ages to come into place that would make it easier and pure spite not wanting to let everyone win by dying with my deadname on my headstone

  55. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    I might be able to travel more someday if I work hard and have a good mindset. I appeared on a livestream recently as a guest and all the viewers liked me even tho it's not like a queer or trans or whatever type stream (travel show with mostly cishet male viewers). So I might start making content soon because I deleted all my social media before transition and it would be cool to put myself out there again. I love my parents, as difficult as our relationship is nowadays. I love my kitty cat. I'm going on a date tonight, maybe that will be fun. I have the ingredients to try a new pasta recipe I've never made before, and it has lots of anchovies so I know I'm gonna like it.

    You just gotta find little things in the present and the future to hold onto. The suffering will always be there, butt the good stuff makes it manageable.

  56. 10 months ago
    )*Kassandra of Ellaphae|PSO2

    i only want to die because of romantic unfulfillment and heartbreak

    if my wishes are met someday i will want to live that life forever

    >oh please come over this time my beloved !!!!!!! ;-;

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      I'll be your beloved if you are not a hon

  57. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    if you think about live as a surviving quest it's way more funnier to live
    idk
    suicide sounds icky

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      >as a surviving quest
      It's a real fricking boring quest. There's virtually nothing you can do to put yourself in danger in modern society. Everything is safe, clean, convenient and peaceful. All violence is surpressed by state oppression so you can't even get into a fight without having your freedom taken away from you by the cops.

      • 10 months ago
        Anonymous

        you are constantly in danger in modern society, it's just more boring than you think it is

        • 10 months ago
          Anonymous

          >you are constantly in danger
          No one is trying to hurt me, no one is trying to steal my resources, there are no predators I have to keep a look out for, I have no danger of going without food or shelter.
          No one and nothing is out to get me and it's fricking dull.

          • 10 months ago
            Anonymous

            >No one is trying to hurt me, no one is trying to steal my resources, there are no predators I have to keep a look out for, I have no danger of going without food or shelter.

          • 10 months ago
            Anonymous

            I have never seen this man anywhere near me, I don't even know who he is. He hasn't so much as sent even a vaguely threatening dm to me. I'm literally just existing and every day I'm safe and sound.

          • 10 months ago
            Anonymous

            the other anon is a moron but you're constantly at threat of disposession, starvation, and hurt by the capitalists of the world. it all takes place in a "civil" way, through a sophisticated financial system and the state, but at the end of the day you're in danger of becoming homeless and dying from the elements. you're not safe

  58. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    even if things are hard now, my frame is tiny, someday I'll have breasts, and FFS will fix much of my face

  59. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    adhd meds and math/engineering in various disciplines, dashed with tenets of absurdism and existentialism

  60. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    boobies
    that's literally it

  61. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    God has heard the abundant protector

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