Okay, but some details will be omitted/changed to protect our privacy
>someone adds me randomly on discord >we meet up irl >he takes me to a hotel room after I ask >he's balding and has traits that are unattractive >I still want him >he gropes my boobs >gropes my butt without me asking >he starts rubbing my pussy under my clothes >I eventually take off my panties >he fingers my pussy and its soaking wet, he gets my vaginal discharge on his finger >tries to make me taste it, tells me to open my mouth >I express disgust and he doesn't put it in my mouth
>>he fingers my pussy and its soaking wet, he gets my vaginal discharge on his finger
to make me taste it, tells me to open my mouth >>I express disgust and he doesn't put it in my mouth
kek, daydreaming about this shit seems something out of watamote nigga
Pegging OP and forcing him to lick the massive dildo clean afterwards while I whip him
Oh you meant fantasy in general, not sexual fantasy? Hehe ummm going clubbing with the gals and meeting Chad and getting my brains fucked out by him
as the story goes... god saw us existing in a state of peace, and said "no, this wont do, this wont do at all". so, he captured us from nothing, and imprisoned our conscious experience into human bodies so he could torture us until we're screaming in pain. he conducts his torture in many ways. you've probably realized by now that the systems are designed to create suffering. pick a system, any system, they're all going to create grief. they're literally all as bad as they can possibly be. its hell, basically. he calls it hell.
getting chased down until my legs give out and then being raped by whatever is chasing me. it could be dangerous looking men or beasts or whatever. not knowing what will happen after im caught is the best.
>First boyfriend? What is the daydream like, story?
first boyfriend yeah. just.. how we used to be before everything got weird. it was really nice. im really hoping it comes back
>first real relationship >online to irl
Something similar happened to me, I never really forgot her. Still had her number almost a year after and called her once when drunk. Bad idea.
sorry you went through something similar. shit sucks. i dont think im ever going to get over this guy. guess ill just die alone and hope the next life is better
Nah, what you need to do is keep the nice memories and use the bad as a learning experience for the future. There's tons of guys out there, just start slow, tippytoe.
What you need to hear is "it's not your fault, sometimes things just don't work out".
Be happy the weird stuff happened early and not after you were already married or something. Because it would have happened either way.
theres a chance he'll come back around. if i try with another boy, which i have no interest in, it would just be play pretending. i dont think you should get with someone new if you still love another
>another chad widow lamenting chad leaving her >this entire thread is about the top 5% of men
if I interview reborn as a girl, I want to be exceptionally beautiful and I want to flirt with everyone. and I want to be nothing but a cold-hearted whore. I hope you deal with the pain that I deal with, femanon
My ex friend dying while trying to give birth in the woods in secret after she got raped multiple times by the same guy who raped me. She did get raped by him, and she's a republican who lives in a republican state with no abortion. So hopefully it actually happens because that's what republican pick mes deserve
Fr. She reminds me of my mom and I know that's why I hate her so much. I've been telling all our mutual friends that I want him to keep raping her until she gets pregnant and dies in the way I described. Hopefully the rapist, Arthur, does it enough times and in a smart enough way, in her sleep and implants just a bit of cum deep inside, so she doesn't know to take a plan b and she will actually get pregnant and die giving birth.
She pretended to kill herself because everyone wanted to see me freak out because they all wanted to see if I was in love with her. When I thought she was dead I kept telling them how perfect of a trad wife she was now that she was dead. Because that's what traditional means to them. Non existent. Because republican women aren't allowed to be humans or individuals. I keep saying a corpse is the perfect republican wife
I got raped by him and I self aborted. But I figured he wouldn't do it to her because she's republican too. But apparently they don't care to protect their own kind
>self aborted
Plan b or something else? >republican too >hates republicans
So you hate yourself?
What kind of feelings do you get out of thinking about her dying in the woods?
He raped me in the way I described. So I didn't know to take plan b which is NOT an abortion pill btw. It won't kill a fetus that's already there. I took tons of delta 9 gummies and lived outside, this was early this summer when there was a heat wave that was killing people. I naturally miscarried. The fetus wouldn't stop flexing it's telepathy a lot like the father.
>So you hate yourself?
I'm a far left democrat. So no.
>What kind of feelings do you get out of thinking about her dying in the woods?
Turned on
>in the way I described
Did I miss that post? >turned on
Do you think that's trauma or something? What part of this is appealing?
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
>miss that post?
Here:
Fr. She reminds me of my mom and I know that's why I hate her so much. I've been telling all our mutual friends that I want him to keep raping her until she gets pregnant and dies in the way I described. Hopefully the rapist, Arthur, does it enough times and in a smart enough way, in her sleep and implants just a bit of cum deep inside, so she doesn't know to take a plan b and she will actually get pregnant and die giving birth.
She pretended to kill herself because everyone wanted to see me freak out because they all wanted to see if I was in love with her. When I thought she was dead I kept telling them how perfect of a trad wife she was now that she was dead. Because that's what traditional means to them. Non existent. Because republican women aren't allowed to be humans or individuals. I keep saying a corpse is the perfect republican wife
>What part of this is appealing?
She fucked with my emotions and she reminds me of my avid Trump supporting mom who molested me herself, forced me to be a cannibal, let her husband rape me daily, and human trafficked me. These are the types of women who "love kids the most! All I do is cook and clean like a good woman should!" I don't want the baby to survive either.
3 weeks ago
Bullyanon
Have you ever spoken to someone about all this?
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
I told the fbi when they hired me
3 weeks ago
Bullyanon
>hired me
Did you apply for the job?
And I meant someone who actually listens, not fills out a crime report.
Implying your story is real I have alot to ask.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
>Did you apply for the job?
You could say that
3 weeks ago
Bullyanon
What's it like being a glowie? Did they help with anything?
And what actually happened with the friend that she became an ex-friend?
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
She either pretended to kill herself or was too retarded to keep the group congruent. Since moma did the same thing I was angry. But more angry at her than moma because I had already forgotten about him. The boys, I can read their minds. But not hers. Like some edward and Bella shit. Only, it should be obvious how that happens in a queer group of mostly men who are pretending to be straight. She couldn't control their emotions. She is like all the women who allow for the misogynistic subjugation of women under the patriarchy. It's a survival of the fittest type of murder fantasy. She didn't know her powers. Insecurity is weak. The weak can be forgotten. It's evolution baby
3 weeks ago
Bullyanon
Okay, but how did you end up getting raped then if you know all about this?
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
Know about what part? I went to wear the rapist lived because I was afraid our friend was gonna bomb his school.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
how mentally ill are you? onigiri
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
I'm not the one drawing pictures of nuclear bombs and the police won't help my friends because my dad is a billionaire
I think about having cartoonishly big boobies and butt and men with buzzcuts whistle at me as I walk by and then they smile and then im smiling and then
Nothing about actually living there during the apocalypse?
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
hmm not that much
it's a bit hard to explain
i like knowing that there's someplace that will survive an event like that, and i like knowing the measures they have to prevent the worst
but actually thinking about such an event is always a bit unpleasant
3 weeks ago
Bullyanon
Looking at the vid you posted it doesn't look as luxurious as I first thought and this is for the "super" rich. Basically demoted to normalfag. I think those people would go crazy in there.
I for one think it's fun to think how it'd actually hold up. We'd be burned to a crisp in the mean time while they rot in there.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
i guess that's true, it's not that luxurious
the actual good shit is probably far better and privately owned by billionares who would never show even a pixel of it to the outside world
3 weeks ago
Bullyanon
That's what I was thinking too, that's why I see it more like an attraction. Like that ice castle hotel. You wouldn't want to live like that but it's an interesting experience to larp it out.
It's a bit hard to imagine this thing actually lasts through a nuclear war, it being built over an army silos.
What else do you like to think about?
Especially during college (I'm on break and working now) I would join clubs and try the most there, and of course in classes too. And I managed to have some good conversations with people, sometimes regularly, but never seem to break past a certain barrier and have a deeper friendship, and I still struggle with that
I can understand that. You're playing it safe. Now if you found someone who posted here in irl, at random for example you would make that connection. Or just an interest you're really passionate about.
Thats really the difference between friends and frens. Someone who you can be your retard self.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
Man that's the thing though, some of the people I described as having really good convos with includes taking ab things they or myself or passionate about, and even things we both relate to, but same issue. I really do kinda wish I had found a poster irl during the days I was more socially active. I won't give up though on trying to make more good friends
3 weeks ago
Bullyanon
You know the problem you describe, I think I experienced it.
See I was frens with a couple of people since middleschool and we would hang out all the way through college.
Now the thing is I met some cool people in my dorm and classes too but it's hard to juggle so many friend groups at once. My old frens were always the hangout priority no matter what so I never made a deep connection with other people.
Idk if I made the right decision but that kind of mindset applies to the majority.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
Yeah I'd say I'm in a similar situation, except with probably less friends than you had made. My whole life up to now I've maintained a small and close-knit friend group, and they are my priority naturally, but I never struggled with keeping up with too many friend groups. Maybe there is something to that though, almost like stretching your heart thin? What makes me feel like it's just my own ineptitude at socializing is how one of my close friends actually manages multiple friend groups, and keeps up with each. I guess it really is my mindset keeping me from having a deeper connection with others, but I was acting more subconsciously
3 weeks ago
Bullyanon
I think the problem is that you cannot imagine other people will understand you on the same level you cultivated with your old frens so you hold yourself back from revealing too much.
With guy frens you have the regular roasting sessions idk what girls have but for me it was nice to feel some variety in conversation and I didn't want it to become the same type of friendship as with old frens.
So the goal is finding someone who is looking for the same but different kind of friendship.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
You hit the nail on this one honestly, I forgot I actually had a conversation exactly about this with my close friends who feels the same struggle. Going back to OP's question, another fantasy I have is skipping over the small-talk and immediately becoming close. I know those are the building blocks, but I just want to find someone that I can immediately click with and act like buddies, no need for fluff. But man, finding someone looking for the same thing irl feels like finding a needle in a haystack
3 weeks ago
Bullyanon
Well see in the usual situation the person across from you cannot read your thoughts. For all you know they might want the same thing but just like you they wont say it outloud.
The best method for making quick connections is finding out something you both dislike.
See for example we already have a neat convo going and we are essentially just complaining. This is also the reason people like 4chins. People love to complain.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
I'd honestly be too afraid of sounding judgy or annoying, or that type.maybe I'd talk about things we dislike in common after having a good small talk thing going, but right-off-the bat, I'm afraid of coming off as a more negative person
3 weeks ago
Bullyanon
It can be small talk, it's like complaining over the weather and then turning the conversation into what you both like instead.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
Honestly, I think I've for the most part gotten the hang of small-talk, especially at work, but then again run into those same issues. Ofc I know it's not over though, I just need to keep trying/adjust. I'm curious though, how good socially would you say you are/feel like you are?
3 weeks ago
Bullyanon
I have my awkward moments but I can make friends fairly easily. I befriended a classmate after seeing an app I recognised on his phone homescreen and we started talking about it. Then he invited me to smoke some weed with em.
Idk I have my moments.
Why do you ask?
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
Was honestly just curious because you sounded like a pretty social guy, and it's interesting seeing insight idk
3 weeks ago
Bullyanon
It's easy to make dudefriends idk how its with womanonwoman interaction.
Friends and I went camping once and a friend of a friend i didn't know joined in. He had a grill and a large gas tank in his old beatup car. I was asked to ride with em through this gravel super bumpy road and I kept making jokes how the tank will explode and send us flying up the hill. We were laughing our asses off the entire ride.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
I had that once. >we met and after one week super close >shared music >told each other secrets >held hands and sat under trees talking for hours >like literally me
And then it turns out she was a lesbian. She stopped being friends with me the moment she got a gf.
The funny thing is, I had no idea. I thought i was just really happy to have a best friend
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
Something kinda similar but not nearly as intense happened with me. During a school program thing I saw one of my old classmates that I never really talked to before, he asked if I wanted to hang at a nearby store w him, and we ended up talking for like 3 straight hours, it felt really nice and not forced. Only ended up chatting online once after very shortly, and then nothing.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
Interesting. I'm starting to think that these fleeting deep connections are something that people mostly only have in formative youth because the brain is so jacked up on shit that you're increasingly open to experiences chasing the dopamine high
I mean i thought >maybe I am gay?!
Well >I wasn't.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
Honestly, you might be onto something. I definitely do notice that, especially in this day and age with shortening attention spans, everything seems to move so fast. That might have to do with the overall epidemic of increasing loneliness in youth
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
Guess what?
I feel for you but
The average (male) robot on this site has even less than you
precisely NOTHING
So there's obviously an issue here
I don't really know what normal people do. The friends thing just never clicked for me in high-school and it's difficult as a adult to meet people. I have felt a decent amount of rejection. That's why I came to LULZ, because I had no one to talk to and I was really lonely.
I just thought for ages that something was wrong with me. I understand part of the reason being is that i'm not that gregarious or open with people. Now I feel more acceptance for it, but in fleeting fantasies I think 'oh, wouldn't that be nice.'.
inb4...
It's impossible to have friendships with the opposite sex because they're obviously just constantly vying to have sex with you. Anyone who says otherwise is either an idiot or lying.
>It's impossible to have friendships with the opposite sex because they're obviously just constantly vying to have sex with you. Anyone who says otherwise is either an idiot or lying.
So by implication you should befriend GAY MALES and not befriend Lesbian females?
Also I don't think it's that simple
For instance in the TV Show "Friends" there was obviously sometimes sexual tension but also sometimes there were clearly friendships (like Joey and Phoebe or Chandler and Rachel) where they cared about each other but they weren't actively trying to have sex either.
3 weeks ago
Bullyanon
Rip Perry (Chandler). He was the best thing about friends.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
Man that's the thing though, some of the people I described as having really good convos with includes taking ab things they or myself or passionate about, and even things we both relate to, but same issue. I really do kinda wish I had found a poster irl during the days I was more socially active. I won't give up though on trying to make more good friends
You need someone who is near you, that is the problem. You need to have friends who you can lean on when your life turns to shit as it inevitably will.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
Yeah, my next attempt at making friends will be with nearby mutuals, hopefully it'll work
I don't have any friends.
I just want to be a Stacy and go have a matcha latte, get a manicure and have the girls tell me they like my new outfit.
But unfortunately, women are so hard to be friends with because they never put any effort in. >Just between you and me your woman friends are going to put you on the backburner when they get a bf.
Why would they do that!?
I don't really know what normal people do. The friends thing just never clicked for me in high-school and it's difficult as a adult to meet people. I have felt a decent amount of rejection. That's why I came to LULZ, because I had no one to talk to and I was really lonely.
I just thought for ages that something was wrong with me. I understand part of the reason being is that i'm not that gregarious or open with people. Now I feel more acceptance for it, but in fleeting fantasies I think 'oh, wouldn't that be nice.'.
inb4...
It's impossible to have friendships with the opposite sex because they're obviously just constantly vying to have sex with you. Anyone who says otherwise is either an idiot or lying.
I'm sorry you're going through this as well, especially these days I'm increasingly feeling how difficult it is to make friends as an adult, and the loneliness that comes with it. I also feel something is wrong with me, or I'm just doing something wrong. One suggestion I have (and will try myself) is going to a local gamestore, maybe try joining the local gaming community. And no, it isn't impossible getting a friend of the opposite sex, but depending on various factors you'll get some awkward moments
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
Thanks anon. Although i think I'm closer to acceptance now though. Growing up was really hard. >becoming friends with dirty smelly gamers
Ew
My interests are not really very social for the most part.
Ive resigned myself to just making friends once I have children and I'm pushed towards other parents who act friendly because they have to.
I'm also a huge cunt, so my friends need to be cunty too.
Hope you find your people.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
Lol, well if you've already come mostly towards acceptance and resigned yourself to those plans, all I can do is hope you get just that, and have fun meeting some gossipy moms that you can get manicures with while your kids are at school/daycare. And ty, I hope I find my people irl too
>I just want to be Stacy
This is your daydream? How much do you think about this, does it go into detail? >Why
Personal experience seeing female friends drift apart bc the bf is the priority.
But its best explained in the show "The B in apartment 23"
She doesn't look this good in the rest of her photos.
Her expression makes me want to fuck her rather than be friends too.
But I suppose she'd do well as an alpha female. Is that what you want? To have a bunch of Becky henchwomen you boss around?
I didn't know she had other photos.
It's more demonstrative. It can be very beneficial socially to be a peak normie. As in attractive, socially adept...
Being that drop dead gorgeous is just living life on easy mode, however. >To have a bunch of Becky henchwomen you boss around?
Yes. Absolutely. Lmao
But all I could pull right now is a gang of rejects
It's an old image. It got posted here to hell and back, she actually took note of it and made her instagram private. She's from Sweden.
In other photos she looks like the kind of woman who shoots up botox. >Yes. Absolutely
You sound evil, I like it.
See the gathering rejects is not a bad idea, that way you can make yourself look better and climb the social ladder.
This is why Stacy befriends girls who look worse than her. No competition.
Share more daydreams, no need to be shy, were all assholes here.
I know it's an old image, bro I've been here since 2016
I'll tell you right now, being friends with rejects does not help you climb the social ladder. It just makes you one of the rejects.
>Several (2) girls have tried to befriend me. Desperately. But they were at the bottom bottom bottom of the social pole. >One of them was actually retarded >the other one was just Polish.
I'll tell you, it is a d r a a g being around antisocial losers. They won't relate well with you either because they themselves will have different weird interests that no one enjoys but them.
I don't need henchmen, I'll just make music and then listen to myself and have a never ending fruitful back and forth.
>2016 >this is supposed to be impressive
jej >does not help
That is because you cant use them >the other was just polish
My sides, you could use this as an opening joke >I'll make music and listen to myself
Do you sing? >what is up with you
I like talking with weirdos, I find it interesting
>jej
I'm not trying to impress you with my Internet tenure. I mentioned it because it had relevance >opening joke
We're all comedians here >Do you sing?
Yes, and now I'll always have something to do and someone to listen to. Genius! Listen up incels, prime loneliness hack here
Its okay if you don't feel comfortable discussing your vulnerabilities here. But, if you're namefagging on LULZ, there's clearly something wrong with you.
What kind of music do you make? >something wrong with you
Oh that's what you wanted to know, I was assuming you were just trying to roast.
I've been here since I was in hs and you can't really leave this place. Maybe I'm a bit autistic sometimes. >why are you tripfagging
A femanon gave me this name and it's mine.
Wbu
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
>What kind of music do you make?
Lots of different things. Used to be something that was just a constant. I've posted on creative threads occasionally, but I really hate those threads now because everyone is really sensitive and I don't want to break anyone's heart.
I just enjoy it very much. I don't care if
What the name is doesn't matter. It's more the principle of using a public identifier on an anonymous forum that seems disconnected. Does anonymity not really matter to you? It is clear you are seeking attention from women. Why is that?
3 weeks ago
Bullyanon
>dont want to break heart
How would you do that? >anonymity
I want that femanon to know I'm here and its me whos pissing her off and not other bullyposers. Otherewise its just a name. Ive named other femanons before with who ive had pleasant conversations and they put their name on when they want to say hi
I wake up in a cold candlelit chamber, the chamber is sparsely furnished: a small table, a chair, a bedside tible to my right and the bed i'm laying in is the only things that fills the room.
The bed i laid in is soft and warm with wollen covers and comfortable pillows. As i rise from the bed i take a candelabra that was on the nightstand and exit the room.
Outside the room awaits me an unlit long corridor, kind of wary i push myself to explore the corridor, as i continue walking barefoot on the cold stone floor i pass doors, my gut feeling tells me not to open them so i ignore them.
At the end of the corridor i find a turn to my left for a corridor with a window at the end, as i walk thowards it i see that there is a flight of stairs that leads to a lower floor, my curiosity tells me to go to the window to look outside.
It's a quiet cold foggy night, the moon is pale white and fills the night sky; comforting and unchanging, she shines faintly, barely illuminating the space outside.
I always loved the moon, i want to bathe in her light; she feels kind and loving, like a mother. At night she's always so bright and beautiful, wish i could always see her before going to sleep.
My contemplation of the moon got interrupted as i heard faint sounds coming from the stairs, a chill ran down my spine, and only a thought in my mind: "Am I alone?"
after minutes that felt heavy on my chest i went on, candelabra firmly in my hand, the other firmly grasping at my nightgown at my stomach, unconsciusly trying to soothe the awful knot feeling in my abdomen.
The candelabra shakingly illuminated the white cold stairs, every step i take fells heavy, as if even my body knows i shouldn't investigate, but I don't have much choice, i either hide or i seek.
At the end of the stairs a big room awaits me, on the wall in front of me i can see floor to ceiling windows that struggle to make light on a table set.
Hesitantly, i slowly crawl my way to the table to see, the moonlight reflects upon the speckless silverware set, a white runner lines the backdrop of this orchard of sterling.
"Have a seat" i hear behind my back, startled i turn around violently swinging the candelabra hoping to defend myself by reflex. Noone is there, just pure suffocating unpenetrable darkness.
Confused iturn back to the table to see a baquet laid upon me.
Many dished, cold and hot line the surface, some dishes are unrecognizable, distorted by the lack of light.
"please, have a seat." again, but now in a more stern tone, an unrecognizable figure sits at the head of the table. An unspeakable aura pierces me, making me feel like the air from my lumgs has escaped violently.
I struggle to breathe as i try to stuble on one of the chairs, in fear of who is in front of me.
Abandoned onto the chair i am unable to move, fear and anxiet fills my mind rendering me paralized.
The only think i could do is struggling to breathe while staring into nothingness.
My mind and body fells numb, i feel detached from my soul.
Suddenly, the same voice startles me awake from my cathatonic trance.
"do as you please" the figure spoke again, still unmoving and unfamiliar.
I took a small portion of food from the tray directly infront of me, i couldn't recognize the dish neither it's components but it looked like some type of meat.
I didn't want to disappoint the figure so i tried to eat the smallest bite possible, but my stomach ,still churned and contorted from the fear, wouldn't let me even bring the fork near my mouth.
Iooked up from the silver plate to see that the figure had vanished. So i sat quitely for some time, it could have been minutes, hours, I couldn't muster any thought or word, i just sat there in silence.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
Im on the edge of my seat
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
After a while i came back to my senses, the candles on my candelabra where almost ou, but thankfully i could see from the sky that the night was ending. Now an eerie blue light filled the space, i could see just barely more clearly my surroundings.
The dining room i sat at had pearly white stone floors and a desolating solitude, again i felt like I was alone. I managed to get up from my seat without making a sound and kept my careful exploration.
Adjacent to the dining room i found the kitchen, forest green cabinets lined the walls and a firewood stove crackled quietly filling the room of a pleasant comforting tepor. A brass kettle sat upon the stove, slowly steaming but not quite bubbling; I stood there for a while basking in the warmth the stove provided, felling an apparent sense of security and calmness.
The kettle started boiling, my eyes darted quietly around the room as i got startled by the sudden sound; I took a teatowl and took the kettle off the heat.
"What should i do now?" i quietly asked myself. Started searching the cabinets for either coffee or tea, after a few tries i found a small tin containing what appeared to be tea, so i started searching for a cup to pour the tea after brewing.
Found a small cup, it felt delicate and light in my hands, it felt fragile and expensive that it almost made me uneasy knowing i can be rather clumsy.
After a few minutes of infusion the water became a deep amber color, against the ivory white porcelain the color became even more apparent. The tea tasted bitter and floral, but atleas it's warmth made me relax and put me at ease.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
last one for today, i'm kind of tired.
Suddenly the shadowy figure from before appeared again, it stretched an hand thowards me with a coat and said "it's cold, take this."
The weak candle light reflected upon their eyes, staring at me, unlinking and demanding, they pierced throught my brain almost burning an image into my retinas.
I hesitantly took the coat and putted it on, it felt like wool, and helped me retain some heat, unlike the cotton nightgown that struggled to give any kind of comfort against the cold crisp morning air.
The figure vanshed again, leaving no trace and making no sound, as if it was darkness and shadow itself. Itried to quickly finish my cup of tea, so i could go back to the room i woke up in.
As i scurried back to my room i looked again outside the window atop of the stairs, i could see the garden outside, neatly trimmed rose bushes lined the perimeter against an empity field, the horizon was laced by golden mountains rich with the morning sun. The dreary long corridors now bathed in sunlight, and the stone walls sparkled in the light.
When i came back to my room i immediately closed the door so i could feel more at ease in my enclosed controlled space and decided to lay in bed for a while to warm myself up again.
what do you get out of putting others down? is it projection because you are utterly alone yourself and want other people to feel like shit? please, tell me
Being a tyrannical dictator and publicly torturing and executing those who go against me, also making people fight to the death for my entertainment like in Roman times. I'd also create a game where around 10 volunteers, probably prisoners whose transgressions weren't bad enough to warrant execution initially, are released into a forest or something to run and hide while I hunt them down with a rifle. Then whoever the last one standing is would be granted freedom and riches.
>wants to play advanced manhunt/hunger/gladiator games
The interesting thing is the romans "redecorated" the colosseum to simulate naval warfare. Would you be interested in that?
The documentary I randomly switched to suggested the romans sealed off the main arena and actually flooded the place. Sounds a bit "out there" to imagine the cleanup.
What crimes would land you in the arena and which in manhunt or would it be random?
World domination and the annihilation of all mankind, I used to wish I could become the new grim reaper and just destroy this fucking wretched world. I not only wished, I prayed almost every day.
A very bad daydream to the point where I actually started believing in that and was preparing myself to destroy the world.
If the grim reaper-going door to door, that sounds like a slow process.
If we go by death note you need names.
So how would this work with least amount of effort/time consumption?
Missionary unprotected sex with my high school crush. He slaps me and then kisses me and slaps and kisses and so on as I leglock him and he chokes me with his other hand
>flat
How unfortunate. Is this some kind of humiliation thing?
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
I want the choking and slapping humiliation, not the "you chestlet" humiliation
3 weeks ago
Bullyanon
Why not? Does it upset you?
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
It does. I hate my tits
3 weeks ago
Bullyanon
>I hate my tits
I could make a joke here but I'll be thoughtful for once.
What's wrong with them? Just the size?
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
They look like this and it's depressing
3 weeks ago
Bullyanon
Draw the nipple too. Or post bra-size tag.
There are chest exercises for better definition.
But in the end (in the fantasy) hes already fucking you so he doesnt care. So why should you?
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
uh that looks like the butt not the tits
or am I seeing this wrong?
Rip Perry (Chandler). He was the best thing about friends.
yeah I always said Joey (of course they were a pair) but when I look back on it Matthew Perry was definitely the best actor and he was also the most 'one of us' for sure
There's even that episode where Phoebe comes across him 'talking to his e-gf' lol
3 weeks ago
Bullyanon
Its a side profile
And he bangs Monica
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
yeah obviously he wasn't full incel for life
but if you think about it he clearly was
and she was a weirdo too
had a bunch of mental issues
phoebe was my fav girl tbh
3 weeks ago
Bullyanon
What was the ep where she talks on the cell with someone who is presumably dead and makes a bad reception joke?
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
Dang I think I haven't watched that yet I have just been vegging out in front of Nickelodeon like a loser each night so maybe I will remember it eventually
3 weeks ago
Bullyanon
To be fair its been forever since I last watched it
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
>Its a side profile
OOOOOH
I see it now
WOW
you can see what I was seeing though too right?
Man
It's like one of those M. C. Escher ... wow
yeah
you gotta really be down bad for that
Guess I am officially an ass man lololol
3 weeks ago
Bullyanon
Yeah i saw the ass for a second when i first saw it, now I cant unsee side profile
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
I drew something funny if you wanna see
3 weeks ago
Bullyanon
Sure go ahead. Post it
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
At first I was like...
Hnnngggggh...
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
Then I was like...
Ohhhhh... Poor girl...
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
So close, but yet, so far...
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
If only...
lololol
3 weeks ago
Bullyanon
Yeah i was thinking "wait im supposed to see a chest" lel
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
Then I was like...
Ohhhhh... Poor girl...
If only...
lololol
So close, but yet, so far...
Stop drawing me
3 weeks ago
Bullyanon
Then draw yourself some more. Remember, I asked you to post.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
Hey uh who are you again?
Then draw yourself some more. Remember, I asked you to post.
This isn't me btw
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
Hey uh I drew something else you can pretend to be the girl in the back okay
World domination and the annihilation of all mankind, I used to wish I could become the new grim reaper and just destroy this fucking wretched world. I not only wished, I prayed almost every day.
A very bad daydream to the point where I actually started believing in that and was preparing myself to destroy the world.
I become a famous vtuber and get bigger than the male vtuber who disappointed me.
I guess it's a revenge fantasy, but I don't think he's the type of person who would be said to see me succeed and grow bigger than him in reality, so it's a little melancholic. Should we become peers I could even see him saying he was proud of me.
So I feel somewhat complicated about it.
Well, he said some things I couldn't agree with no matter what.
I don't think he's a bad person at all, far from it, but I have moral principles I don't like to stray from, so that was that.
my favorite daydream is the moment is thinking about the sexual encounter I had on saturday
at the moment I mean
>just begging for someone to ask about it
green text it anon!!! come on
greentext pls origan
Okay, but some details will be omitted/changed to protect our privacy
>someone adds me randomly on discord
>we meet up irl
>he takes me to a hotel room after I ask
>he's balding and has traits that are unattractive
>I still want him
>he gropes my boobs
>gropes my butt without me asking
>he starts rubbing my pussy under my clothes
>I eventually take off my panties
>he fingers my pussy and its soaking wet, he gets my vaginal discharge on his finger
>tries to make me taste it, tells me to open my mouth
>I express disgust and he doesn't put it in my mouth
>doesnt taste her own shit
what a prude
>>he fingers my pussy and its soaking wet, he gets my vaginal discharge on his finger
to make me taste it, tells me to open my mouth
>>I express disgust and he doesn't put it in my mouth
kek, daydreaming about this shit seems something out of watamote nigga
lol it actually happened irl tho. it's not something I made up for the thread
what happened next?, did his cock smelled bad?
Yea. His cock smelled terrible. I definitely love little boys my own age like you and not ugly balding old men. I swear!
I think he groped my boobs some more and then he ordered food to the hotel room when I asked
So true. A man respected her bounties. Fake. What a made up dream
the picture is funny because he literally is the women. he can prove this to you, although you'll have to actually try to discover it.
hint: hes literally reading your mind
if you believe in this kind of nonsense, your mind is not worth reading
The utopia after ending the patriarchy.
OP asked for femanons, not trannies
Daydreams about killing moids.
Why are girls so corruptable?
they don't have a soul/ambition, they just live to follow orders, maybe the great solar flare will wake them up? probably not
they aren't lol. satan is like an artist who has painted this picture of what women are. its meant to be frustrating.
It's enlightening, not frustrating.
women are literally more submissive and willing you retard, they're the definition of corruptible
Their entire being is based on outside opinion. If enough propaganda exists they will believe it without question. They cannot help it even
Pegging OP and forcing him to lick the massive dildo clean afterwards while I whip him
Oh you meant fantasy in general, not sexual fantasy? Hehe ummm going clubbing with the gals and meeting Chad and getting my brains fucked out by him
>inb4 50 posts about chad
femanons are not original
as the story goes... god saw us existing in a state of peace, and said "no, this wont do, this wont do at all". so, he captured us from nothing, and imprisoned our conscious experience into human bodies so he could torture us until we're screaming in pain. he conducts his torture in many ways. you've probably realized by now that the systems are designed to create suffering. pick a system, any system, they're all going to create grief. they're literally all as bad as they can possibly be. its hell, basically. he calls it hell.
>cute cat picture
You have my attention. So how do you propose we end this cycle? Do we even have the free will to terraform "this" hell?
i've not seen any evidence that we can defeat god. he is in control of his hell world, and is torturing us himself.
>3000x4000
That's a big one.
If we cannot change our fate is there any worth in struggling at all?
I'm not her but antinatalism easily solves what she's talking about
Maybe only through buddhism can you obtain true death.
Having sex with my bf
your bf isnt real
i saw this really cute guy on the street the other day and im still thinking about him trampling me
getting chased down until my legs give out and then being raped by whatever is chasing me. it could be dangerous looking men or beasts or whatever. not knowing what will happen after im caught is the best.
What if a big ass beast chases you down only to cuddle you and stroke your hair for a good hour or two
thats out of character if it dragged me back to its cave just for that. i would feel very dumb for getting so worked up for nothing.
It could be the beginning of a good platonic relationship
sorry but that's not exciting
all the time. im pretty far gone so these thoughts creep on me at random. i dont go out so there is nothing else to do anyway.
How often do you daydream about this?
First boyfriend? What is the daydream like, story?
>First boyfriend? What is the daydream like, story?
first boyfriend yeah. just.. how we used to be before everything got weird. it was really nice. im really hoping it comes back
online turned to irl
>first real relationship
>online to irl
Something similar happened to me, I never really forgot her. Still had her number almost a year after and called her once when drunk. Bad idea.
sorry you went through something similar. shit sucks. i dont think im ever going to get over this guy. guess ill just die alone and hope the next life is better
Nah, what you need to do is keep the nice memories and use the bad as a learning experience for the future. There's tons of guys out there, just start slow, tippytoe.
What you need to hear is "it's not your fault, sometimes things just don't work out".
Be happy the weird stuff happened early and not after you were already married or something. Because it would have happened either way.
Why do women actually go to the bathroom together?
to gossip and shit talk the people who didn't go to the bathroom
What if there's other women there?
the guy i love being in love with me again and cuddling me and doing things with me
>again
why not get over it and accept its over?
theres a chance he'll come back around. if i try with another boy, which i have no interest in, it would just be play pretending. i dont think you should get with someone new if you still love another
Its not going to help if you keep thinking about him
my brain is stupid and wont let me do anything but think about him. i wish i could stop
is this a real guy or an online guy?
>another chad widow lamenting chad leaving her
>this entire thread is about the top 5% of men
if I interview reborn as a girl, I want to be exceptionally beautiful and I want to flirt with everyone. and I want to be nothing but a cold-hearted whore. I hope you deal with the pain that I deal with, femanon
My ex friend dying while trying to give birth in the woods in secret after she got raped multiple times by the same guy who raped me. She did get raped by him, and she's a republican who lives in a republican state with no abortion. So hopefully it actually happens because that's what republican pick mes deserve
Based. Fuck republicunts.
Fr. She reminds me of my mom and I know that's why I hate her so much. I've been telling all our mutual friends that I want him to keep raping her until she gets pregnant and dies in the way I described. Hopefully the rapist, Arthur, does it enough times and in a smart enough way, in her sleep and implants just a bit of cum deep inside, so she doesn't know to take a plan b and she will actually get pregnant and die giving birth.
She pretended to kill herself because everyone wanted to see me freak out because they all wanted to see if I was in love with her. When I thought she was dead I kept telling them how perfect of a trad wife she was now that she was dead. Because that's what traditional means to them. Non existent. Because republican women aren't allowed to be humans or individuals. I keep saying a corpse is the perfect republican wife
>after she got raped multiple times by the same guy who raped me
Did this actually happen or is it part of the fantasy?
That's what I thought too, it's not really about the "right" answer. I'm curious about anons outlook.
Don't you have anything to occupy yourself with?
I got raped by him and I self aborted. But I figured he wouldn't do it to her because she's republican too. But apparently they don't care to protect their own kind
Basically the only part that is a fantasy is her getting pregnant and dying. Everything else I talked about happened
>self aborted
Plan b or something else?
>republican too
>hates republicans
So you hate yourself?
What kind of feelings do you get out of thinking about her dying in the woods?
He raped me in the way I described. So I didn't know to take plan b which is NOT an abortion pill btw. It won't kill a fetus that's already there. I took tons of delta 9 gummies and lived outside, this was early this summer when there was a heat wave that was killing people. I naturally miscarried. The fetus wouldn't stop flexing it's telepathy a lot like the father.
>So you hate yourself?
I'm a far left democrat. So no.
>What kind of feelings do you get out of thinking about her dying in the woods?
Turned on
>in the way I described
Did I miss that post?
>turned on
Do you think that's trauma or something? What part of this is appealing?
>miss that post?
Here:
>What part of this is appealing?
She fucked with my emotions and she reminds me of my avid Trump supporting mom who molested me herself, forced me to be a cannibal, let her husband rape me daily, and human trafficked me. These are the types of women who "love kids the most! All I do is cook and clean like a good woman should!" I don't want the baby to survive either.
Have you ever spoken to someone about all this?
I told the fbi when they hired me
>hired me
Did you apply for the job?
And I meant someone who actually listens, not fills out a crime report.
Implying your story is real I have alot to ask.
>Did you apply for the job?
You could say that
What's it like being a glowie? Did they help with anything?
And what actually happened with the friend that she became an ex-friend?
She either pretended to kill herself or was too retarded to keep the group congruent. Since moma did the same thing I was angry. But more angry at her than moma because I had already forgotten about him. The boys, I can read their minds. But not hers. Like some edward and Bella shit. Only, it should be obvious how that happens in a queer group of mostly men who are pretending to be straight. She couldn't control their emotions. She is like all the women who allow for the misogynistic subjugation of women under the patriarchy. It's a survival of the fittest type of murder fantasy. She didn't know her powers. Insecurity is weak. The weak can be forgotten. It's evolution baby
Okay, but how did you end up getting raped then if you know all about this?
Know about what part? I went to wear the rapist lived because I was afraid our friend was gonna bomb his school.
how mentally ill are you? onigiri
I'm not the one drawing pictures of nuclear bombs and the police won't help my friends because my dad is a billionaire
>absolutely fucked in the head
>Far left Democrat
Sounds about right
i play games and post all day but it doesnt stop the intrusive thoughts
>femanons think about chad all day
figures
No fembots itt only trannies
>OP doesn't even specify what kind of fantasy
>femgooners immediately talk about getting fucked
kek
I think about having cartoonishly big boobies and butt and men with buzzcuts whistle at me as I walk by and then they smile and then im smiling and then
i like thinking about getting knotted
Women are disgusting
Why can't you be normal?
exploring that one billionare bunker
i need to see it
>that one bunker
Which one?
i want to know everything about it
all the methods they have to subsist and cultivate and whaterver
>bunker
>few secs into vid
>outdoor pool
Are you sure this isn't just a hotel? Anyway so whats the fantasy, what are you gonna do in there?
>outdoor
nuh uh, watch the video
my fantasy is just getting to see all the logistics behind it, their future plans, their possible new stuff, etc
Nothing about actually living there during the apocalypse?
hmm not that much
it's a bit hard to explain
i like knowing that there's someplace that will survive an event like that, and i like knowing the measures they have to prevent the worst
but actually thinking about such an event is always a bit unpleasant
Looking at the vid you posted it doesn't look as luxurious as I first thought and this is for the "super" rich. Basically demoted to normalfag. I think those people would go crazy in there.
I for one think it's fun to think how it'd actually hold up. We'd be burned to a crisp in the mean time while they rot in there.
i guess that's true, it's not that luxurious
the actual good shit is probably far better and privately owned by billionares who would never show even a pixel of it to the outside world
That's what I was thinking too, that's why I see it more like an attraction. Like that ice castle hotel. You wouldn't want to live like that but it's an interesting experience to larp it out.
It's a bit hard to imagine this thing actually lasts through a nuclear war, it being built over an army silos.
What else do you like to think about?
Making more close-lasting friendships and feeling fulfilled (especially socially)
>making more frens
Just do it then
I try man )-:
What is your tactic?
Especially during college (I'm on break and working now) I would join clubs and try the most there, and of course in classes too. And I managed to have some good conversations with people, sometimes regularly, but never seem to break past a certain barrier and have a deeper friendship, and I still struggle with that
I can understand that. You're playing it safe. Now if you found someone who posted here in irl, at random for example you would make that connection. Or just an interest you're really passionate about.
Thats really the difference between friends and frens. Someone who you can be your retard self.
Man that's the thing though, some of the people I described as having really good convos with includes taking ab things they or myself or passionate about, and even things we both relate to, but same issue. I really do kinda wish I had found a poster irl during the days I was more socially active. I won't give up though on trying to make more good friends
You know the problem you describe, I think I experienced it.
See I was frens with a couple of people since middleschool and we would hang out all the way through college.
Now the thing is I met some cool people in my dorm and classes too but it's hard to juggle so many friend groups at once. My old frens were always the hangout priority no matter what so I never made a deep connection with other people.
Idk if I made the right decision but that kind of mindset applies to the majority.
Yeah I'd say I'm in a similar situation, except with probably less friends than you had made. My whole life up to now I've maintained a small and close-knit friend group, and they are my priority naturally, but I never struggled with keeping up with too many friend groups. Maybe there is something to that though, almost like stretching your heart thin? What makes me feel like it's just my own ineptitude at socializing is how one of my close friends actually manages multiple friend groups, and keeps up with each. I guess it really is my mindset keeping me from having a deeper connection with others, but I was acting more subconsciously
I think the problem is that you cannot imagine other people will understand you on the same level you cultivated with your old frens so you hold yourself back from revealing too much.
With guy frens you have the regular roasting sessions idk what girls have but for me it was nice to feel some variety in conversation and I didn't want it to become the same type of friendship as with old frens.
So the goal is finding someone who is looking for the same but different kind of friendship.
You hit the nail on this one honestly, I forgot I actually had a conversation exactly about this with my close friends who feels the same struggle. Going back to OP's question, another fantasy I have is skipping over the small-talk and immediately becoming close. I know those are the building blocks, but I just want to find someone that I can immediately click with and act like buddies, no need for fluff. But man, finding someone looking for the same thing irl feels like finding a needle in a haystack
Well see in the usual situation the person across from you cannot read your thoughts. For all you know they might want the same thing but just like you they wont say it outloud.
The best method for making quick connections is finding out something you both dislike.
See for example we already have a neat convo going and we are essentially just complaining. This is also the reason people like 4chins. People love to complain.
I'd honestly be too afraid of sounding judgy or annoying, or that type.maybe I'd talk about things we dislike in common after having a good small talk thing going, but right-off-the bat, I'm afraid of coming off as a more negative person
It can be small talk, it's like complaining over the weather and then turning the conversation into what you both like instead.
Honestly, I think I've for the most part gotten the hang of small-talk, especially at work, but then again run into those same issues. Ofc I know it's not over though, I just need to keep trying/adjust. I'm curious though, how good socially would you say you are/feel like you are?
I have my awkward moments but I can make friends fairly easily. I befriended a classmate after seeing an app I recognised on his phone homescreen and we started talking about it. Then he invited me to smoke some weed with em.
Idk I have my moments.
Why do you ask?
Was honestly just curious because you sounded like a pretty social guy, and it's interesting seeing insight idk
It's easy to make dudefriends idk how its with womanonwoman interaction.
Friends and I went camping once and a friend of a friend i didn't know joined in. He had a grill and a large gas tank in his old beatup car. I was asked to ride with em through this gravel super bumpy road and I kept making jokes how the tank will explode and send us flying up the hill. We were laughing our asses off the entire ride.
I had that once.
>we met and after one week super close
>shared music
>told each other secrets
>held hands and sat under trees talking for hours
>like literally me
And then it turns out she was a lesbian. She stopped being friends with me the moment she got a gf.
The funny thing is, I had no idea. I thought i was just really happy to have a best friend
Something kinda similar but not nearly as intense happened with me. During a school program thing I saw one of my old classmates that I never really talked to before, he asked if I wanted to hang at a nearby store w him, and we ended up talking for like 3 straight hours, it felt really nice and not forced. Only ended up chatting online once after very shortly, and then nothing.
Interesting. I'm starting to think that these fleeting deep connections are something that people mostly only have in formative youth because the brain is so jacked up on shit that you're increasingly open to experiences chasing the dopamine high
I mean i thought
>maybe I am gay?!
Well
>I wasn't.
Honestly, you might be onto something. I definitely do notice that, especially in this day and age with shortening attention spans, everything seems to move so fast. That might have to do with the overall epidemic of increasing loneliness in youth
Guess what?
I feel for you but
The average (male) robot on this site has even less than you
precisely NOTHING
So there's obviously an issue here
>It's impossible to have friendships with the opposite sex because they're obviously just constantly vying to have sex with you. Anyone who says otherwise is either an idiot or lying.
So by implication you should befriend GAY MALES and not befriend Lesbian females?
Also I don't think it's that simple
For instance in the TV Show "Friends" there was obviously sometimes sexual tension but also sometimes there were clearly friendships (like Joey and Phoebe or Chandler and Rachel) where they cared about each other but they weren't actively trying to have sex either.
Rip Perry (Chandler). He was the best thing about friends.
You need someone who is near you, that is the problem. You need to have friends who you can lean on when your life turns to shit as it inevitably will.
Yeah, my next attempt at making friends will be with nearby mutuals, hopefully it'll work
I would ideally like to have some women friends
Any particular reason? Just between you and me your woman friends are going to put you on the backburner when they get a bf.
I don't have any friends.
I just want to be a Stacy and go have a matcha latte, get a manicure and have the girls tell me they like my new outfit.
But unfortunately, women are so hard to be friends with because they never put any effort in.
>Just between you and me your woman friends are going to put you on the backburner when they get a bf.
Why would they do that!?
>they never put any effort in
How much effort/how hard would you say you've tried to start or maintain another friendship with a girl?
I don't really know what normal people do. The friends thing just never clicked for me in high-school and it's difficult as a adult to meet people. I have felt a decent amount of rejection. That's why I came to LULZ, because I had no one to talk to and I was really lonely.
I just thought for ages that something was wrong with me. I understand part of the reason being is that i'm not that gregarious or open with people. Now I feel more acceptance for it, but in fleeting fantasies I think 'oh, wouldn't that be nice.'.
inb4...
It's impossible to have friendships with the opposite sex because they're obviously just constantly vying to have sex with you. Anyone who says otherwise is either an idiot or lying.
I'm sorry you're going through this as well, especially these days I'm increasingly feeling how difficult it is to make friends as an adult, and the loneliness that comes with it. I also feel something is wrong with me, or I'm just doing something wrong. One suggestion I have (and will try myself) is going to a local gamestore, maybe try joining the local gaming community. And no, it isn't impossible getting a friend of the opposite sex, but depending on various factors you'll get some awkward moments
Thanks anon. Although i think I'm closer to acceptance now though. Growing up was really hard.
>becoming friends with dirty smelly gamers
Ew
My interests are not really very social for the most part.
Ive resigned myself to just making friends once I have children and I'm pushed towards other parents who act friendly because they have to.
I'm also a huge cunt, so my friends need to be cunty too.
Hope you find your people.
Lol, well if you've already come mostly towards acceptance and resigned yourself to those plans, all I can do is hope you get just that, and have fun meeting some gossipy moms that you can get manicures with while your kids are at school/daycare. And ty, I hope I find my people irl too
We're all going to make it
#girlboss
>I just want to be Stacy
This is your daydream? How much do you think about this, does it go into detail?
>Why
Personal experience seeing female friends drift apart bc the bf is the priority.
But its best explained in the show "The B in apartment 23"
Imagine waking up and you are this girl. >So pretty
I'm sure people would want to be her friends
She doesn't look this good in the rest of her photos.
Her expression makes me want to fuck her rather than be friends too.
But I suppose she'd do well as an alpha female. Is that what you want? To have a bunch of Becky henchwomen you boss around?
Did you delete your post? I responded above
I didn't know she had other photos.
It's more demonstrative. It can be very beneficial socially to be a peak normie. As in attractive, socially adept...
Being that drop dead gorgeous is just living life on easy mode, however.
>To have a bunch of Becky henchwomen you boss around?
Yes. Absolutely. Lmao
But all I could pull right now is a gang of rejects
It's an old image. It got posted here to hell and back, she actually took note of it and made her instagram private. She's from Sweden.
In other photos she looks like the kind of woman who shoots up botox.
>Yes. Absolutely
You sound evil, I like it.
See the gathering rejects is not a bad idea, that way you can make yourself look better and climb the social ladder.
This is why Stacy befriends girls who look worse than her. No competition.
Share more daydreams, no need to be shy, were all assholes here.
I know it's an old image, bro I've been here since 2016
I'll tell you right now, being friends with rejects does not help you climb the social ladder. It just makes you one of the rejects.
>Several (2) girls have tried to befriend me. Desperately. But they were at the bottom bottom bottom of the social pole.
>One of them was actually retarded
>the other one was just Polish.
I'll tell you, it is a d r a a g being around antisocial losers. They won't relate well with you either because they themselves will have different weird interests that no one enjoys but them.
I don't need henchmen, I'll just make music and then listen to myself and have a never ending fruitful back and forth.
You post here too much,
What is up with you?
>2016
>this is supposed to be impressive
jej
>does not help
That is because you cant use them
>the other was just polish
My sides, you could use this as an opening joke
>I'll make music and listen to myself
Do you sing?
>what is up with you
I like talking with weirdos, I find it interesting
>jej
I'm not trying to impress you with my Internet tenure. I mentioned it because it had relevance
>opening joke
We're all comedians here
>Do you sing?
Yes, and now I'll always have something to do and someone to listen to. Genius! Listen up incels, prime loneliness hack here
Its okay if you don't feel comfortable discussing your vulnerabilities here. But, if you're namefagging on LULZ, there's clearly something wrong with you.
What kind of music do you make?
>something wrong with you
Oh that's what you wanted to know, I was assuming you were just trying to roast.
I've been here since I was in hs and you can't really leave this place. Maybe I'm a bit autistic sometimes.
>why are you tripfagging
A femanon gave me this name and it's mine.
Wbu
>What kind of music do you make?
Lots of different things. Used to be something that was just a constant. I've posted on creative threads occasionally, but I really hate those threads now because everyone is really sensitive and I don't want to break anyone's heart.
I just enjoy it very much. I don't care if
What the name is doesn't matter. It's more the principle of using a public identifier on an anonymous forum that seems disconnected. Does anonymity not really matter to you? It is clear you are seeking attention from women. Why is that?
>dont want to break heart
How would you do that?
>anonymity
I want that femanon to know I'm here and its me whos pissing her off and not other bullyposers. Otherewise its just a name. Ive named other femanons before with who ive had pleasant conversations and they put their name on when they want to say hi
Right now? Sleeping would be sweet as fuck.
Invest in lucid dreams
I have never had dreams.. nor aspirations. I will die alone and poor anon.
something something rape fetish
How in the fuck do these threads get 100s of replies daily?
Go filtermaxxing, my fellow anon
Other people will still reply
I wake up in a cold candlelit chamber, the chamber is sparsely furnished: a small table, a chair, a bedside tible to my right and the bed i'm laying in is the only things that fills the room.
The bed i laid in is soft and warm with wollen covers and comfortable pillows. As i rise from the bed i take a candelabra that was on the nightstand and exit the room.
Outside the room awaits me an unlit long corridor, kind of wary i push myself to explore the corridor, as i continue walking barefoot on the cold stone floor i pass doors, my gut feeling tells me not to open them so i ignore them.
At the end of the corridor i find a turn to my left for a corridor with a window at the end, as i walk thowards it i see that there is a flight of stairs that leads to a lower floor, my curiosity tells me to go to the window to look outside.
It's a quiet cold foggy night, the moon is pale white and fills the night sky; comforting and unchanging, she shines faintly, barely illuminating the space outside.
I always loved the moon, i want to bathe in her light; she feels kind and loving, like a mother. At night she's always so bright and beautiful, wish i could always see her before going to sleep.
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thank you, i love doing writing exercises from time to time.
it's relaxing and it's a good way to unwind 🙂
Continue, I was enchanted
ok!
My contemplation of the moon got interrupted as i heard faint sounds coming from the stairs, a chill ran down my spine, and only a thought in my mind: "Am I alone?"
after minutes that felt heavy on my chest i went on, candelabra firmly in my hand, the other firmly grasping at my nightgown at my stomach, unconsciusly trying to soothe the awful knot feeling in my abdomen.
The candelabra shakingly illuminated the white cold stairs, every step i take fells heavy, as if even my body knows i shouldn't investigate, but I don't have much choice, i either hide or i seek.
At the end of the stairs a big room awaits me, on the wall in front of me i can see floor to ceiling windows that struggle to make light on a table set.
Hesitantly, i slowly crawl my way to the table to see, the moonlight reflects upon the speckless silverware set, a white runner lines the backdrop of this orchard of sterling.
"Have a seat" i hear behind my back, startled i turn around violently swinging the candelabra hoping to defend myself by reflex. Noone is there, just pure suffocating unpenetrable darkness.
Confused iturn back to the table to see a baquet laid upon me.
Many dished, cold and hot line the surface, some dishes are unrecognizable, distorted by the lack of light.
"please, have a seat." again, but now in a more stern tone, an unrecognizable figure sits at the head of the table. An unspeakable aura pierces me, making me feel like the air from my lumgs has escaped violently.
I struggle to breathe as i try to stuble on one of the chairs, in fear of who is in front of me.
Oh no no no dont do it
Abandoned onto the chair i am unable to move, fear and anxiet fills my mind rendering me paralized.
The only think i could do is struggling to breathe while staring into nothingness.
My mind and body fells numb, i feel detached from my soul.
Suddenly, the same voice startles me awake from my cathatonic trance.
"do as you please" the figure spoke again, still unmoving and unfamiliar.
I took a small portion of food from the tray directly infront of me, i couldn't recognize the dish neither it's components but it looked like some type of meat.
I didn't want to disappoint the figure so i tried to eat the smallest bite possible, but my stomach ,still churned and contorted from the fear, wouldn't let me even bring the fork near my mouth.
Iooked up from the silver plate to see that the figure had vanished. So i sat quitely for some time, it could have been minutes, hours, I couldn't muster any thought or word, i just sat there in silence.
Im on the edge of my seat
After a while i came back to my senses, the candles on my candelabra where almost ou, but thankfully i could see from the sky that the night was ending. Now an eerie blue light filled the space, i could see just barely more clearly my surroundings.
The dining room i sat at had pearly white stone floors and a desolating solitude, again i felt like I was alone. I managed to get up from my seat without making a sound and kept my careful exploration.
Adjacent to the dining room i found the kitchen, forest green cabinets lined the walls and a firewood stove crackled quietly filling the room of a pleasant comforting tepor. A brass kettle sat upon the stove, slowly steaming but not quite bubbling; I stood there for a while basking in the warmth the stove provided, felling an apparent sense of security and calmness.
The kettle started boiling, my eyes darted quietly around the room as i got startled by the sudden sound; I took a teatowl and took the kettle off the heat.
"What should i do now?" i quietly asked myself. Started searching the cabinets for either coffee or tea, after a few tries i found a small tin containing what appeared to be tea, so i started searching for a cup to pour the tea after brewing.
Found a small cup, it felt delicate and light in my hands, it felt fragile and expensive that it almost made me uneasy knowing i can be rather clumsy.
After a few minutes of infusion the water became a deep amber color, against the ivory white porcelain the color became even more apparent. The tea tasted bitter and floral, but atleas it's warmth made me relax and put me at ease.
last one for today, i'm kind of tired.
Suddenly the shadowy figure from before appeared again, it stretched an hand thowards me with a coat and said "it's cold, take this."
The weak candle light reflected upon their eyes, staring at me, unlinking and demanding, they pierced throught my brain almost burning an image into my retinas.
I hesitantly took the coat and putted it on, it felt like wool, and helped me retain some heat, unlike the cotton nightgown that struggled to give any kind of comfort against the cold crisp morning air.
The figure vanshed again, leaving no trace and making no sound, as if it was darkness and shadow itself. Itried to quickly finish my cup of tea, so i could go back to the room i woke up in.
As i scurried back to my room i looked again outside the window atop of the stairs, i could see the garden outside, neatly trimmed rose bushes lined the perimeter against an empity field, the horizon was laced by golden mountains rich with the morning sun. The dreary long corridors now bathed in sunlight, and the stone walls sparkled in the light.
When i came back to my room i immediately closed the door so i could feel more at ease in my enclosed controlled space and decided to lay in bed for a while to warm myself up again.
Cant wait for more next time
I'm gunna fucking murder ass rape all of you Mfs.
Getting plapped ofc
for me its when ill finally get to meet my online bf. hopefully mid next year but my savings arent looking good
Your ebf is probably talking to a bunch of other girls
what do you get out of putting others down? is it projection because you are utterly alone yourself and want other people to feel like shit? please, tell me
I'm just telling the truth. You still have 6 months till he commits
It's true! My ebf was talking to other girls and I had no idea 🙁
So what happens now?
Originally
Rip bf
Being a tyrannical dictator and publicly torturing and executing those who go against me, also making people fight to the death for my entertainment like in Roman times. I'd also create a game where around 10 volunteers, probably prisoners whose transgressions weren't bad enough to warrant execution initially, are released into a forest or something to run and hide while I hunt them down with a rifle. Then whoever the last one standing is would be granted freedom and riches.
>wants to play advanced manhunt/hunger/gladiator games
The interesting thing is the romans "redecorated" the colosseum to simulate naval warfare. Would you be interested in that?
Absolutely, naumachia is cool too especially on a massive scale. IIRC one particular mock battle involved some 10 thousand men
The documentary I randomly switched to suggested the romans sealed off the main arena and actually flooded the place. Sounds a bit "out there" to imagine the cleanup.
What crimes would land you in the arena and which in manhunt or would it be random?
Spill out some old daydreams, I'll entertain the thought.
I misread the OP, I am not a femanon, sorry.
Idc, lets see what you got.
World domination and the annihilation of all mankind, I used to wish I could become the new grim reaper and just destroy this fucking wretched world. I not only wished, I prayed almost every day.
A very bad daydream to the point where I actually started believing in that and was preparing myself to destroy the world.
If the grim reaper-going door to door, that sounds like a slow process.
If we go by death note you need names.
So how would this work with least amount of effort/time consumption?
Missionary unprotected sex with my high school crush. He slaps me and then kisses me and slaps and kisses and so on as I leglock him and he chokes me with his other hand
What does he slap in particular?
My face, quite hard
No tit slapping? That could give you that pain youre looking for.
No, I don't want him to focus on my flat tits
>flat
How unfortunate. Is this some kind of humiliation thing?
I want the choking and slapping humiliation, not the "you chestlet" humiliation
Why not? Does it upset you?
It does. I hate my tits
>I hate my tits
I could make a joke here but I'll be thoughtful for once.
What's wrong with them? Just the size?
They look like this and it's depressing
Draw the nipple too. Or post bra-size tag.
There are chest exercises for better definition.
But in the end (in the fantasy) hes already fucking you so he doesnt care. So why should you?
uh that looks like the butt not the tits
or am I seeing this wrong?
yeah I always said Joey (of course they were a pair) but when I look back on it Matthew Perry was definitely the best actor and he was also the most 'one of us' for sure
There's even that episode where Phoebe comes across him 'talking to his e-gf' lol
Its a side profile
And he bangs Monica
yeah obviously he wasn't full incel for life
but if you think about it he clearly was
and she was a weirdo too
had a bunch of mental issues
phoebe was my fav girl tbh
What was the ep where she talks on the cell with someone who is presumably dead and makes a bad reception joke?
Dang I think I haven't watched that yet I have just been vegging out in front of Nickelodeon like a loser each night so maybe I will remember it eventually
To be fair its been forever since I last watched it
>Its a side profile
OOOOOH
I see it now
WOW
you can see what I was seeing though too right?
Man
It's like one of those M. C. Escher ... wow
yeah
you gotta really be down bad for that
Guess I am officially an ass man lololol
Yeah i saw the ass for a second when i first saw it, now I cant unsee side profile
I drew something funny if you wanna see
Sure go ahead. Post it
At first I was like...
Hnnngggggh...
Then I was like...
Ohhhhh... Poor girl...
So close, but yet, so far...
If only...
lololol
Yeah i was thinking "wait im supposed to see a chest" lel
Stop drawing me
Then draw yourself some more. Remember, I asked you to post.
Hey uh who are you again?
This isn't me btw
Hey uh I drew something else you can pretend to be the girl in the back okay
this sounds insane
and then I read this
>femanon
It's hilarious knowing everyone in here is dude larping as females lol
cnc stuff mostly
I become a famous vtuber and get bigger than the male vtuber who disappointed me.
I guess it's a revenge fantasy, but I don't think he's the type of person who would be said to see me succeed and grow bigger than him in reality, so it's a little melancholic. Should we become peers I could even see him saying he was proud of me.
So I feel somewhat complicated about it.
How did they disappoint you?
Well, he said some things I couldn't agree with no matter what.
I don't think he's a bad person at all, far from it, but I have moral principles I don't like to stray from, so that was that.
What did he say that was so bad?
why are tripfags so damn insufferable lol
I'm extremely mean.