What are some books that make you stop feeling suicidal and start to appreciate your life again?
What are some books that make you stop feeling suicidal and start to appreciate your life again?
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The entirety of Nietzsche.
you didn't say inb4 so I'm going to obligatorily recommend you the Bible.
for me, it was a wild sheep chase by murakami
Thank you for your recs, anons
I've received certain medical diagnoses as a child that now make it impossible for me to work in the profession I wanted to work in, and there is no way to change that. It sounds superficial, but working towards this one thing was very important to me and it's all not an option anymore because of parental neglect and medical abuse I've experienced as a kid. Just knowing I could've been a regular healthy person with a better environment growing up and able to fulfill my dreams now makes me depressed.
No offense but you just sound like a mental midget.
nah fuck you. to desire something so deeply and then have that ripped from you takes a toll.
I wish you luck anon.
Ripped away? You never even had it.
Just be grateful for what you have.
Thank you anon, I'm trying to get better. I don't really want to end my life, it's just passive suicidal thoughts that never stop.
Alright, if this isn’t too probey, what is this profession? I only ask that because in the modern day, profession and passion are too often clumped together. Are you sure you can’t practice and engage in your profession, just not professionally? Nothing is truly lost due to your childhood medical neglect, except the opportunity to make income from your passions. You can still do what you love, regardless of what anyone in life tells you
it's either military or some job that disallows certain conditions because it would be a occupational hazard. like a pilot or some shit.
>Medical diagnose
I've had the same experience 5 years ago anon. Remember that in a way, you are liberated from your peers expectations. Free from society because of a genetic uppercut you received. For me, it got better after a few years. The mind will adapt slowly but surely. I hope you'll be OK and you won't kill yourself. Who else is going to witness the universe unfolding if not you?
Anon take into account that the idea of having a passion is merely a societal condition, you can build a new route. The issue with modern thinking is that our time frame has gotten quite low. Men in the elden times used to create whole new careers after they were 35. So don't get discouraged and remember, you can always work in something that you feel meh about, as long as the money allows you to fuel your hobbies.
I feel love for you brother, being unable to do something that you have set your life's path towards is rough and I sincerely wish that whatever new endeavor you wish to pursue may bring you the happiness that we as humans deserve.
David gemmell works
>I want to commit… LE SUICIDE!
Is there a more Reddit thought?
Meh.
wojak posters should kill themselves but unironically this
Suicide is based and the highest form of protest. You’re a brainlet.
It is natural for a human to consider comitting suicide when perpetually being confronted with the absurdity of the world, ignoring how to overcome it, but publicly promoting suicide, regardless of intention, constitutes a blasphemous disservice to God, and, therefore, to oneself, and to others, akin to publicizing one's private ravenous flurries against God, thereby sowing potential discord; you should repent.
Misplanted seeds result in bad tastebuds.
Really cringe, man.
Why are you suicidal anon?
I was staring at my neighbor in a jockstrap and caught some weird feels. He's a 54 year old Iraq War veteran that we all call "Coach."
Some mornings, Coach raises the flag in nothing but a tight, white jock and this morning I was just fucking staring at it, mouth agape. I think his wife saw me.
you should call the police. that's exhibitionism. children could see that. what a creep
Why are americans so scared of genitals in non-sexual context?
Non sexual? He was raising and straddling the "flag pole"
>not actively suicidal but no longer fear death
>incredibly tired of everything yet badly want to enjoy things again
>adjusting poorly to several physical injuries
>horribly insecure, anxious and depressed overall
what is a book that focuses on these issues?
>no longer fear death
Watch some gore or go around dying people.
You don't want to die.
You want to cease to exist.
>On the other hand, it is a duty to maintain one's life; and, in addition, everyone has also a direct inclination to do so. But on this account the often anxious care which most men take for it has no intrinsic worth, and their maxim has no moral import.
>They preserve their life as duty requires, no doubt, but not because duty requires. On the other band, if adversity and hopeless sorrow have completely taken away the relish for life; if the unfortunate one, strong in mind, indignant at his fate rather than desponding or dejected, wishes for death, and yet preserves his life without loving it- not from inclination or fear, but from duty- then his maxim has a moral worth.
This might sound insane but it is what completely changed my perspective on suicide; read peoples' suicide notes online. I forget the site but there is a huge archive of them i'm sure you can find with some searching. Suicide notes are the cringiest things I've ever read and if you read enough of them, you will realize how maladaptive your thinking is and decide to change.
Don't see what could be so cringeworthy about something as laconic as "I am taking my life. Sorry to anyone affected by this" which is what I would do. There's nothing cringeworthy about keeping it objective. The types of people who bring emotions into the equation are more likely to write suicide notes in the first place.
laconic suicide notes are also cringe. you can't escape the cringe. if, in case your note wasn't cringe at the time, because you listened to some anon's advice after you had posted cringe, your note will eventually be read by a fifteen-year old girl that cringes at you cringy cringeworthy cringe because once again they changed what cringe was. only dying of old age at 27 is based, everything else should be seen as being perma-cucked by existence.
Getting some terrible sickness or disease and realising how good you had it
then it's too late to feel good, innit. we need a solution for, Einstein.
alt.suicide FAQ
>What are some books that make you stop feeling suicidal and start to appreciate your life again?
My diary.
A fat checkbook, which would enable me to enjoy gourmet food and kinky sex in Seyschelles, or at least a kebab a reasonably nice local whore few times a month.
"No."
When did you guys first think about suicide VS when it became a continuous accompaniment throughout each moment of your waking life?
I can hardly remember. As a kid, before I first developed suicidal thoughts, I most likely thought it was a horrible and sad thing. Back then it was more of a taboo than today and someone who'd kill themselves would receive a lot of conversational attention from family, class/workmates etc. after death. I never thought it was a weak thing to do, only that such individuals must've been really desperate and hurt. It was strange to me how people didn't seem to notice their suffering and help them, today I know they just don't care for the most part.
I feel pretty similar. When I was young I thought these thoughts were abhorrent and the most profoundly disturbing thing that could happen to a person, and should thus be hidden at all costs. Now? I realise no one really gives a shit. It will happen. People will die. Boohoo. The reality is people are callous and numb to this sort of thing—numb? No; they never would've cared to start with.
It sucks but it just shows what kind of world this is. A pity! I always feel, stupidly, like the universe was a coinflip: Heads heaven, tails hell. How close we could've been! But no, that's not how life or chaos works. Anything altering would have to be unpleasant, and a fixity couldn't really be conceived of as life at all. Anyway, back to suicide: I can't say I'm better then the callous ones who don't care. I laugh at people who've done it, people who will, people who masochistically screech into the void as their only catharsis, whilst being no different at all and doing all these things. Such is life; we can't escape biological necessity, only hope the lapse of time will render it quiescent as soon as possible.
How to have sex and other stories, by Anon.
You feel suicidal because you sit on your ass and cry on the internet all day
Go outside and do shit, when you have a healthy body and mind, then you are ready to become a reader rather than a shitposter
BE EXTREME, read for HOURS a day, BE UNHEALTHY, until you achieve ECSTASY
MEDITATE for HOURS
WALK for HOURS
do LSD for DAYS
KILL the ROUTINE
THUS SAID ME
No.
Life is tribulation.
Notes from the underground