Weird attraction to FTM relative

I'm a straight cis woman. Well ... open to new ideas, but I've never been attracted to a woman before.

I met a first cousin I didn't know about on 23andme and I figured out he was trans because of his DNA profile, like, it showed he had no Y chromosome when he shared his profile with me ... and this site allows you to select a gender anyways, like it'll show man or woman, but the DNA results and haplogroups remain.

I added him on Facebook and we talked about how we are related. He's indeed a first cousin related through my mom and his dad. He lives on the other side of the country, but he was raised here. Just didn't really meet him.

I don't know what it was, but I kinda liked his pics, and the way he would write texts ... lol. I can't fucking believe it. A FTM transgender who is my 1st cousin is completely "my type". He's so cute, it's unbelievable. He looks, sounds and comes off to me unmistakably like a man, but young and cute, not feminine. You know?

And since he's FTM, it's not like we could inbreed together.

I keep talking to him. I send him texts every day. Sigh... I'll never muster the courage to tell him I have a crush on him. I'm obsessed. This is so fucking weird. I hate myself.

  1. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    it’s not that abnormal to be attracted to a cousin, especially one you were raised with zero familial relationship to. kinda cute if not larp tbh.

  2. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    >attracted to your pooner 1st cousin
    pls b bait

  3. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Westermarck_effect here u go
    do you know if he is into women?

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      I can't ask questions like that, man ... I don't know what his sexuality is.

      • 1 week ago
        Anonymous

        stalk his social media to find out

        • 1 week ago
          Anonymous

          Believe me, I looked through his Facebook ... there is not a single hint about his sexuality anywhere. He seems to be a loner type. Really lonely IRL. So maybe he's just never had any relationships due to being shy or spergy.

          • 1 week ago
            Anonymous

            Invite him over to play games, you could talk about his experience with the lgbt community or whatever then

      • 1 week ago
        Anonymous

        Not weird, you didn't grow up as cousins and you feel like he looks like a man. It's not like you could have kids anyway, but as a straight woman, you'll probably get over him and move on to a cis man.

        Just ask about his experiences being trans or something and tie it into sexuality

        • 1 week ago
          Anonymous

          I asked him a few questions about being trans already, but I don't want to push it too much.

  4. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    He looks like a guy and the type of guy you are attracted to. I don't see how your attraction to him is bizarre in any way other than your blood relation. Just don't be expecting anything downstairs.

  5. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    i'm jealous omg. ask if hes single rn and about his love life, get some clues, maybe plan a meet? also where tf is my trans hunk, send him to me if its too weird for you

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      His Facebook says he's single. lol. From asking a bit about his social life, it seems he's never had a relationship or sex at all.

      Invite him over to play games, you could talk about his experience with the lgbt community or whatever then

      He lives kinda far... shame.

  6. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    It's OK, anon. As a guy I can tell you almost all of us want to fuck our female cousins.

  7. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    >you'll probably get over him and move on to a cis man.
    I know ... this is such a terrible thought, though. I hate it. I was thinking ... if we could be together, and have a cis man boyfriend, who takes turns fucking us, while we still love each other, kiss each other, suck each other and all that. But I've seriously never met a cis man I liked more than him. This guy is so unbelievably charming.

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      what level is cuckoldry is this

      • 1 week ago
        Anonymous

        I mean, I might want my own biological children some day.

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      You were based until you posted this, send him my way

  8. 1 week ago
    Anonymous

    If he looks like a man and you see him as one and you're straight, there's nothing weird about this. He's just a man with a birth defect.

    What is weird is being into your cousin. Disgusting foid.

    • 1 week ago
      Anonymous

      Being into a cousin you haven't met before isn't weird

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