I thought i could ignore it, but i can't. It's just this constant, loud, annoying ringing that never, ever, ever fucking stops. Distracting myself works until it's time to sleep. I have to lay in bed for like half an hour every single fucking day unable to ignore it wishing i would finally just die. Suicide is the only cure but i'm too much of a coward for that so i will continue to live the rest of my life in pure, agonizing suffering.