thank you?

thank you for making me completely immune to dysphoria. the brainworms of this place broke my brain for a solid year but now i’m immune to anything that could produce dysphoria. i’m learning about endocrinology and anatomical sex differences in a course rn and i know two years ago i would have been borderline crying, but now it doesn’t even bother me. sometimes this place does some good

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  1. 1 year ago
    Rank 1 Boymoder

    >but now i’m immune to anything that could produce dysphoria
    how exactly did you get that from here though?

    • 1 year ago
      Anonymous

      Probably after getting psychically abused by this board each day for long enough she developed an immunity.

      • 1 year ago
        Rank 1 Boymoder

        i do not believe that works : |

    • 1 year ago
      Anonymous

      had a mental breakdown over being nonpassing because this board broke my honfidence, nearly killed myself. eventually decided i was either gonna make it or end it. now im stealth bc i put a frickton of effort in and fixed my doses. def passing did 99% of the work but idk something abt being that sad and that fricked up over it made it so that i could never go to that place again tbh. i’ve never been too dysphoric over anything since about november 2021

      Probably after getting psychically abused by this board each day for long enough she developed an immunity.

      yea basically

      • 1 year ago
        Rank 1 Boymoder

        >eventually decided i was either gonna make it or end it.
        ok but im stuck on this step

        • 1 year ago
          Anonymous

          i never boymoded. forced myself to girlmode from the second i realized i was trans lol. basically either do or die in that case

          • 1 year ago
            Rank 1 Boymoder

            >i never boymoded. forced myself to girlmode from the second i realized i was trans lol. basically either do or die in that case
            im..... 3+years hrt and boymode
            im out to doctors and my dad, and thats it
            i think im fricked tbh

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            Just being open about to anyone at all and having been on hrt is more than a lot of others get the courage to do. You've done most of the hard parts already.

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            you can always change that lol. make an insta post. tbh you’ve been on hrt longer than i have im kinda surprised ur still boymoding. how can u stand it??

        • 1 year ago
          Anonymous

          Don't end it. I think you're cool and lot of other people here seem to like you too.
          You probably don't even look bad, not that looking bad would be a good reason to end it either.

          • 1 year ago
            Rank 1 Boymoder

            i dont necessarily want to end it
            but im rapidly running out of time, im 24 and dont even have a degree, have only worked for 1 year in my life, am essentially a hikineet on top of being a tranner

            >You probably don't even look bad, not that looking bad would be a good reason to end it either.
            i have.. never malefailed.
            (once to a child i guess)
            i think it is that bad, no one even has a clue im on hrt and i legitimately have breasts that are becoming difficult to hide

            Just being open about to anyone at all and having been on hrt is more than a lot of others get the courage to do. You've done most of the hard parts already.

            >Just being open about to anyone at all and having been on hrt is more than a lot of others get the courage to do
            its just the people that prescribe it to me, and my therapist, and my dad b/c im kinda on his insurance
            i cant even handle coming out to my friends who are very pro lgbt and have trans friends

            you can always change that lol. make an insta post. tbh you’ve been on hrt longer than i have im kinda surprised ur still boymoding. how can u stand it??

            >make an insta post.
            i dont even think i have an instagram account
            >tbh you’ve been on hrt longer than i have im kinda surprised ur still boymoding. how can u stand it??
            there is no other option for me, and i just dont go outside ever so... yeah
            and i really cant stand it very well, thats why my mental health has been on a glorious death spiral for the past 6-7 months

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            Well you're not going to malefail while being a hikineet so that's not really bad.
            Probably you only ever see people who already know you most of the time.
            Plus you're trying not to look female.
            So none of that reflects badly on your appearance.

          • 1 year ago
            Rank 1 Boymoder

            >Probably you only ever see people who already know you most of the time.
            yeh friends or family pretty much exclusively, unless im going to the grocery store
            but i've never gotten weird looks in public bathrooms even, despite having hair past my shoulders

            >Plus you're trying not to look female.
            im not trying to look male or female, just wearing jeans and a tshirt/ hoodie

            >So none of that reflects badly on your appearance.
            not necessarily, but ive done the brainworm measurements before and its rough.. very rough
            not like "high female range" but "high male range"
            i was literally harassed by the football coach in gym class to join as a linebacker. everyone says "linebacker shoulders" as an exaggeration or figure of speech, im not.

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            Numbers don't really define attractiveness.
            Some women with features people wouldn't normally consider attractive end up really hot.
            I had a crush on israeliteel in the 90s and look at her teeth.

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            dear god, I don't want to
            those are awful

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            She's pretty. Don't talk that way about my imaginary real in my mind childhood crush gf.

          • 1 year ago
            Rank 1 Boymoder

            its not even about attractiveness, i wish that was my problem
            im talking about just basic passing
            not flawlessly, just looking vaguely convincingly fem
            but im nowhere near even being a "cute twinkhon"

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            There are actually some yellow dots on your chart not that far away from you though.
            Some cis women do have body proportions close to yours.

          • 1 year ago
            Rank 1 Boymoder

            im pretty sure i removed the male dots from the chart and i was well past any of the women, i only added the men in because of how im even toward the top of them

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            There is literally a 7 foot tall cis woman. You're not near the average propotions but a lot of people aren't average while still also having been born female.
            Just pretend you were born female and ended up with a bulkier frame than most other girls. You wouldn't try to avoid being recognized as female in that scenario, right? It's really just that you're deciding not to move forward that's the only thing holding you back. Your body itself isn't prohibitively non-female.

          • 1 year ago
            Rank 1 Boymoder

            >You wouldn't try to avoid being recognized as female in that scenario, right?
            if people were endlessly assuming im male, i probably would actually
            im not even worried about "just being tall lol", its my width, i have wide shoulders, wide neck, ribcage, feet, everything

  2. 1 year ago
    Anonymous

    NSFFW immunized all regular users against the word "homosexual" ages ago, this is pretty common.

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