Tell me about the person that you're in love with anon

Tell me about the person that you're in love with anon

  1. 2 months ago
    Anonymous

    They are in my head, because they don't exist. They are passionate, caring, and emotional. They are kind and empathetic to others and try their best to understand others. They have had similar experiences to me so they understand on a deeper level.
    It's all a meme though, I've given up on human connection more or less, I just doomer post on here to keep from offing myself.

    • 2 months ago
      pso2teagirl

      i may have a religion for you lol combining the two has been very positive for my life

      https://i.imgur.com/U3bDPOg.jpg

      Tell me about the person that you're in love with anon

      i am in love with two people, my gf that i live with and adore, and my previous on/off gf who has paused things with me a few times since we met in 2020 saying she wasn't ready for my feelings because she's early in transition and is coming off a 7 year relationship with her ex that treated her horribly when she came out (they also have a 5yo)

      i wear their birthstones around my neck at all times i exist for both of these girls that fill different universes of my needs

      i swear i will die for either of them

      i believe they are direct answers to prayers i very strongly made to my goddess in july 2020, at the start of this wild journey through the past 2 years

    • 2 months ago
      Anonymous

      I haven't had a crush in three years or so ~
      I think if you stay a virgin for long enough your heart just gives up on that stuff.

      i'm incapable of feelin love methinks

      She isn't real. I miss someone a lot right now, but I feel creepy describing her and she might see this anyway.
      I think of an imaginary girl a lot. Someone who is socially aloof but friendly. She'll walk with me to a gas station in the middle of the night. She barely takes care of herself, can't function in society but is intelligent nonetheless, loves to focus on small things. She'll hunch over and work on her hobby for hours. She has little self awareness, or maybe just no shame, and talks too loudly or too quietly, dresses like shit, exposes too much or too little skin. She'll hold my hands, she's much better at crazy taxi than I am, listens to mediocre 90s/2000s music (offspring, greenday), races me down the isle of stores. She has so much empathy for others that she has to wall it off most of the time because modern society is so depressing.

      I met my love once and it was great I really felt like they were my literal other half I can't explain how but I just knew I'd be willing to give anything and go through anything to be with them...but things change very fast especially if you have a lot of internal problems.
      I still live with the weight of knowing I fucked up the best relationship and friendship I've ever had because of my own dumb problems that I haven't managed to resolve after all this time but at least I know we both sorta managed to make each other realize we where trans so i guess tHRhat counts for something :))

      not "love" but recently I started liking someone a lot. I want to make them happy and care for them deeply but, honestly, whenever I start to like someone I hope they give me a reason to shut those feelings out. I just can't handle actually falling all the way in love with someone and dedicating myself to them just to have them not feel the same about me.
      Really I think I'll never be happy because I'm not worthy of receiving the care and love I give others, and one-sided relationships kill me inside.

      That you're looking for a boyfriend (Hey!), I see that (See that)
      Give me time, you know, I'm gonna be there (Be there)
      Don't be scared to come, put your trust in me
      Can't you see all I really want to be
      Is your boyfriend? (Hey!), can't fight that (Fight that)
      Knock me down, you know, I'm coming right back (Right back)
      I don't care at all what you done before
      All I really want is to be your (Be your; be your)
      Your boy, boy, bo-bo-boy, bo-bo-boyfriend

      • 2 months ago
        Green

        What does this mean

  2. 2 months ago
    Anonymous

    I haven't had a crush in three years or so ~
    I think if you stay a virgin for long enough your heart just gives up on that stuff.

  3. 2 months ago
    Anonymous

    i'm incapable of feelin love methinks

  4. 2 months ago
    Anonymous

    you fall in love with the most unexpected people sometimes

  5. 2 months ago
    Anonymous

    I don't like the implication youre making using that picture. These two are sisters

    • 2 months ago
      ryukop

      That's why I used that picture

    • 2 months ago
      Anonymous

      OP wants to fuck her biological sister. Look her up on the archives. lol

  6. 2 months ago
    Anonymous

    we've been together for almost 5 years. its taken me almost that entire time to realize how deeply she loves me and that maybe i deserve be loved like that. she thinks im funny and creative and sees me for so much more than i can see myself. i really love her

  7. 2 months ago
    Green

    She isn't real. I miss someone a lot right now, but I feel creepy describing her and she might see this anyway.
    I think of an imaginary girl a lot. Someone who is socially aloof but friendly. She'll walk with me to a gas station in the middle of the night. She barely takes care of herself, can't function in society but is intelligent nonetheless, loves to focus on small things. She'll hunch over and work on her hobby for hours. She has little self awareness, or maybe just no shame, and talks too loudly or too quietly, dresses like shit, exposes too much or too little skin. She'll hold my hands, she's much better at crazy taxi than I am, listens to mediocre 90s/2000s music (offspring, greenday), races me down the isle of stores. She has so much empathy for others that she has to wall it off most of the time because modern society is so depressing.

  8. 2 months ago
    Anonymous

    He's a chubby bear twice my size and the biggest sweetheart I've ever met. He fell in love with me back when I was repressing and stuck with my abusive ex. even though he had nothing to gain he was always there to comfort me and ccre for me and do everything he could to make me happy. I quickly noticed his crush and developed feelings for him as well, but said nothing because of my current relationship. After a while I finaly got the courage to leave my abusive bf. I could tell he wanted to take his chance to tell me how he felt but was nervous. then one day I got hurt badly at work and he almost instantly spilled his guts, he was so scared of loseing me without me ever knowing how much he loved and adored me, we started dating almost imidiately after that. He's supported me through my tranaition, even helping me get my hrt at first, and dotes on me practicly like his daughter. He just as gladdly snuggles and comforts me as he would sleep with me, and he respects my boundrys and slow libido while also indulging my wierd little kinks as long as they dont hurt me. I dont know how I ever lived without him and he's the cemter of my whole universe. I'm a realy easy to manipulate person and I know it, but he makes me feel so safe because I can entirely surender myself to him and know he would never take advantage of me ever

  9. 2 months ago
    Anonymous

    Met him online doing research. He's really quite clever and has a sweet heart. I spend a lot of time trying to understand how the minds of the people i care about work. I found we were able to quickly transfer large amounts of information, so i quickly got to work understanding him. Met him in person about 8 months back. We spent the next almost 3 months together. Met his family he met mind. He is sweet but a bit autistic. Very much a big dumb top energy, and he likes that I'm his smart ass bottom. I've started building webs of psychologies for him to explore. He wants me to go into his head and change things, but i want to be very careful. I am also aware that just brute forcing stuff with him wouldn't work well. So I've been crafting names for him and spaces he can exist within them.

    Gonna see him again soon, been far too long. It's been driving me wild. Never felt such strong creative impulses for someone before though. It's kind of amazing, i just wanna write stories, poems, songs, make art, and create things for him to enjoy.

  10. 2 months ago
    M

    I met my love once and it was great I really felt like they were my literal other half I can't explain how but I just knew I'd be willing to give anything and go through anything to be with them...but things change very fast especially if you have a lot of internal problems.
    I still live with the weight of knowing I fucked up the best relationship and friendship I've ever had because of my own dumb problems that I haven't managed to resolve after all this time but at least I know we both sorta managed to make each other realize we where trans so i guess tHRhat counts for something :))

  11. 2 months ago
    ryukop

    I've enjoyed reading most of the posts in this thread, so here's a bump

  12. 2 months ago
    Anonymous

    She hurt me a lot this week. Especially today. I can’t sleep and I’ve just been crying. I want to go somewhere else so I don’t have to sleep next to her today but I don’t want to wake anyone else cuz its late. I love her a lot but I can never confide in her or express myself emotionally because she’ll start crying. She says its ok if she cries but it breaks my heart. I love her so much but I don’t know what to do.

  13. 2 months ago
    Anonymous

    I'm in the US and they're in England, I spent a year talking to them before we met in person. I haven't seen them in 4 months and it might be another 4 months before I see them again. We usually talk for hours almost every day, but it's still agonizing being so far apart.

  14. 2 months ago
    Anonymous

    They're really great and caring and cool I love just hanging out with them and being in their presence but they're dating one of my friends so

  15. 2 months ago
    Anonymous

    she doesn’t love me back

  16. 2 months ago
    Anonymous

    He got me high and fuckdx me in his car like 30 minutes ago

  17. 2 months ago
    Anonymous

    not "love" but recently I started liking someone a lot. I want to make them happy and care for them deeply but, honestly, whenever I start to like someone I hope they give me a reason to shut those feelings out. I just can't handle actually falling all the way in love with someone and dedicating myself to them just to have them not feel the same about me.
    Really I think I'll never be happy because I'm not worthy of receiving the care and love I give others, and one-sided relationships kill me inside.

  18. 2 months ago
    Anonymous

    I still have a crush on someone that I was friends with a long time ago.. They probably forgotten me by now
    miss u alex

  19. 2 months ago
    Anonymous

    Very shy, very autistic soccer twink.
    Every time I think of him I just want to cuddle up with him on the couch and just be happy.

  20. 2 months ago
    Anonymous

    She made me feel really bad about myself

  21. 2 months ago
    Anonymous

    I really hope someday I'll fall in love with someone, its my life goal to experience it

    • 2 months ago
      Anonymous

      same tbh

  22. 2 months ago
    Anonymous

    bump

    • 2 months ago
      Anonymous

      thanks c:

  23. 2 months ago
    Anonymous

    how are you ryukop?

    • 2 months ago
      ryukop

      Lonely and horny. Which I guess is the norm around here.

  24. 2 months ago
    june

    She aight

  25. 2 months ago
    Anonymous

    I met her from this board and have slowly been falling in love with her over the course of the several months that we've been friends. She's had to deal with so much of the world's shittiness all by herself, and I just wanna be the person by her side who supports her so she doesn't always just have to go through everything alone anymore 🙁
    However I'm 99% sure it's not reciprocated and even if it was it would never work out long term due to various practical issues. I'm just gonna try to be the best friend to her that I can be
    I often feel very ashamed that I've allowed feelings to develop in a nice wholesome friendship, especially when she's expressed frustration about people in her past only wanting her in a sexual way... which definitely isn't how I feel about her, but I still feel guilty regardless

    • 2 months ago
      Anonymous

      you really hope shes reading that one dont you?

  26. 2 months ago
    Bethune

    he hasn't texted me in over a month but hasn't said or done anything indicative that he doesn't like me-- on the contrary, he was all smiley and nice the last time I saw him

  27. 2 months ago
    Anonymous

    They are strong, outgoing and loving, wish they existed, wish I was that.

  28. 2 months ago
    Anonymous

    He's transmasc
    He has perfect twink anime femboy aesthetics
    We drink together and play Just Dance a lot
    He's smart and charming and has a kindness and warmth that comes from some of the darkest most fucked-up history I've ever heard
    And... I'm in love with him
    I think he loves me too but he won't say it
    He's too traumatized by past relationships to be romantic or sexual with anyone
    We've made out plenty of times, and tried having sex a few times, but any intimacy always ends with him crying about his ex
    I'm about to start crying just thinking about it, I just want to comfort him any way I can, I want him to be happy, he's a broken man and I don't know if he'll ever be able to heal

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