suicide is an inevitability for people like me

if you are a trauma troony like me and are out of school with no irl friends then you will inevitably rope. my work is remote and my school is remote and any future job i have will be remote. there is a 0% chance in any possible future where someone in my position "meets new people".

being deprived totally of in person socialization is slowly killing me. to add to that, i feel like i can barely go outside since i got raped when i got out of school and ever since then the few times i went outside in girlmode ive gotten rape threats yelled at me. im completely conditioned to stay outside but at the same time my step dad torments me when im out of my room.

my room is a tomb and ive told my online friends that i am inevitably going to commit suicide in the future and of course they were all sad. it broke me up so much i just wish they never met me. but i got to spend some time with them and they wanted to make the most of the time i have left which is nice.

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  1. 1 year ago
    Anonymous

    my solution has been to move out and eliminate even online friends, now I can scream and pace ruminate and brood and fantasize about sleeping forever in my tiny little tomb without worrying about others at all

    • 1 year ago
      Anonymous

      that seems like a good idea. but they all keep telling me how much they want to talk to me and how they want to know whats going on. they really want to help me because they cant comprehend how hopeless i really am.

      • 1 year ago
        Anonymous

        Dummy

        • 1 year ago
          Anonymous

          whats dumb about it. if my problem is i cant socialize in person then what could they possibly do about it when theyre all on the other side of the world

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            videochat or smth you dummy

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            you know thats not the same. you cant go out with them. hug them. play couch co op and eat with them.

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            True, but still close enough. It is still better than nothing. Socializing isn't to be minmaxed you dummy. The little interractions you have daily are gonna add up and make this at least a little more bearable

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            it wont. its unbearable. i havent been touched since i was raped. ive video chatted and its nice but its not the same. i want to hug my friends and hang out with them

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            Dummy, online friendships and long distance relationships can escalate. You often end up meeting in-person especially if that was the plan at the start

    • 1 year ago
      Anonymous

      nta but moving out and living by myself is a huge dream for me. i hate how rent is so expensive.

      i just want to be a depressed girl living in solitude between work days who occasionally brings people over to frick

      • 1 year ago
        Anonymous

        >who occasionally brings people over to frick
        I wish I could get over myself enough to do this

      • 1 year ago
        Anonymous

        rent is so expensive in la. i cant even die in peace with this shit..

        • 1 year ago
          Anonymous

          bay area here so i know that feeling of being financially fricked. living in California is fricking disgusting

  2. 1 year ago
    Anonymous

    >now I can scream and pace ruminate and brood and fantasize about sleeping forever in my tiny little tomb
    you live in a shitbox apartment and you impotently scream into a cum stained, piss stained, shit stained pillow.

    • 1 year ago
      Anonymous

      yeah, if i were to do that why would i need anything better? i dont think i deserve it either, im a pretty miserable person.

  3. 1 year ago
    Anonymous

    Where do you even live?

    • 1 year ago
      Anonymous

      los angeles. and no, im not gonna socialize with a typical angeleno.

      bay area here so i know that feeling of being financially fricked. living in california is fricking disgusting

      yeah i wish this shit state would just burn to the ground all ready

      • 1 year ago
        Anonymous

        I visit LA often, where around the LA region do you frequent anon?

        • 1 year ago
          Anonymous

          near lax

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            wow that's like exactly where I go lol. I used to work around Ladera temporarily. Would take you out for some hawaiian to try and cheer you up anon.

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            yeah thatd be nice i love the l&l hawaiian place near here :3

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            If its the one in marina del rey I used to go there all the time

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            ya ^w^

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            that's cool! we were probably in there at the same time at some point lol

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            are you the one in the picture above?

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            ya im the lichmoder

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            youre cute. youd have no trouble getting a bf. just make a profile on tinder grindr ad bumble and youll have a proper date in no time. like tomorow at this time you could be in some hot guys arms.

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            they wouldnt love me. i dont want hook ups like i said

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            id love you

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            would you love me when im high on benadryl calling myself an extinguished flesh and glass torch

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            yes - unconditionally . nothing phases me.

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            even me smelling like pee cuz my phimosis traps pee and then when i move it leaks out?

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            yes. i dont mind. thats nothing

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            you are lying. no one wants a gross peemoder...

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            nta but that's kinda cute

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            no. how would your odor affect me genuinely loving you or not? i dont see correlation.

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            because pee smells gross you wouldnt be able to put up with me. and i am extremely self hating., y ou have no idea

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            you being self-hating is more of a reason for me to love you

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            trust me youd get tired of it.

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            no i wouldnt. itd be like living with a feret. those are smelly animals

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            have you ever had a ferret ?

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            I’m pretty sure she’s a transbian

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            what is your ancestry? like british, french etc

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            norwegian, german, celtic

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            Your in la? I’m in burbank drop disc I need a tranner gf to love and protect.

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            burbank is like an hour away for me 3;

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            This is why tranners deserve nothing but cum dumps

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            but i want to be a lovely wife. .

            nta but that's kinda cute

            its cute until u have to smell it

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            you deserve to be washed by a bf that loves you.
            I'll tell you this over some l&l's.

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            ;-; even if u wash me it will be back...

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            that's why you wash again! (and also stretch)

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            o trust me i stretch lmao. but all it takes is one pee for me to smell gross again 3;

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            wrong pic heres the more ~extensive~ one

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            What is your zodiac sign?

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            damn this really makes me want to reenact what I told you last night, but that's not the kind of stretch I meant lol

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            o what kind of stretch then?

            Are you a top or bottom or vers?

            bottom. service top if i really love them and they want it

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            I meant stretching for your phimosis lol
            but by all means please show more stretches it's really nice

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            oh, ive tried stretching but it never really changes it mine is very tight.

            Can you post this again but with feet showing pls

            why not get circumcised?

            itd hurt too much and i like having foreskin

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            you're so cute lmao

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            ty

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            why not get circumcised?

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            Can you post this again but with feet showing pls

  4. 1 year ago
    abominationhon

    ok passoid

    • 1 year ago
      Anonymous

      i get >twinkhon -ed in passgen constantly. dont give me that shit.

  5. 1 year ago
    Anonymous

    Get a job where you can go into the office

  6. 1 year ago
    Anonymous

    i feel like you're currently having tunnel vision, maybe things would turn around at some point.

    • 1 year ago
      Anonymous

      if i have tunnel vision then ive had it for 2 years. people say stuff like this but can never think of a single realistic scenario where it turns around.

      • 1 year ago
        Anonymous

        well there isn't really a specific time frame for how long it might last, maybe you're not seeing the whole picture right now..

        • 1 year ago
          Anonymous

          this therapy circle speak bullshit does notihng for me anymore im sorry. some people just have miserable lives and thats the end of it

          Dummy, online friendships and long distance relationships can escalate. You often end up meeting in-person especially if that was the plan at the start

          stop calling me a dummy >.< and any kind of in person meeting would cost hundreds of dollars that none of us have.

  7. 1 year ago
    Anonymous

    OP where in the world are you?

    do u want to go to the movies with me?

    • 1 year ago
      Anonymous

      i would like that. im in la

      • 1 year ago
        Anonymous

        hi can i come ٩( 'ω' )و

  8. 1 year ago
    Anonymous

    Why not get a bf

  9. 1 year ago
    Anonymous

    Go to bars, you always meet the best/worst friends ar bars. Carry a weapon on you, you can pepper spray or a gun if people who yell rape threats at you start to get too brave.

    Death doesn't have to be your end. You can be mean to the ones being mean to you, give back the fear they struck in you.

    • 1 year ago
      Anonymous

      im not old enough to drink.

      What is your zodiac sign?

      leo

      • 1 year ago
        Anonymous

        Are you a top or bottom or vers?

  10. 1 year ago
    Anonymous

    make yourself homeless so you are forced to travel (me rn)
    or play vrchat (bad idea)

    • 1 year ago
      Anonymous

      sorry i already have a fear of rape that makes me agoraphobic im not gonna put myself in the situation to be 100% raped lol

  11. 1 year ago
    Anonymous

    all I want is a femboy that I can cuddle everynight like my life depends on it, but I mean I also want to get fricked too 😛 Daddy here

    • 1 year ago
      Anonymous

      t. mtf bottom but also willing to service top.

      • 1 year ago
        Anonymous

        discord?

        • 1 year ago
          Anonymous

          rakshas#6883

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            daddy added ya

      • 1 year ago
        Anonymous

        awwww cute!

  12. 1 year ago
    Anonymous

    lucky guy, i hope he treats her well
    if she lived near me i woulda snatched her up too

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