>be PCOS afab
>moderately gender dysphoric as a teen but it was manageable
>doctor finds out I have low estrogen levels and high testosterone levels when I'm 17
>nothing too major, not a male hormonal profile, just abnormal for a female
>puts me on estrogen and progesterone
>dysphoria skyrockets
>turn insane and suicidal
>beg him and my family to just take me off the meds but they refuse
>didnt even ask for T, just asked to stop taking E
>senpai watched me take the meds every day and checked for blood on my underwear every month
>can't take it anymore, throw away the pills
>run away to a pooner friend's house and start testosterone
>family eventually allows me to move back as long as I live as a woman and microdose
>agree because microdosing is all I need to retain my sanity and I don't mind living as a cis woman
>can't fully stop T because I love the effects too much to completely stop
This is for the chuds that think giving trannies a huge dose of birth sex hormones will cure their dysphoria.
It doesn't.
Your dose wasn't high enough.
Transphobes don't care. The point is that they want you to suffer. It was never about curing you. It was about hurting you.
>thinking anything will ever sway them
It's a faith-based belief for them, there are no reasons backing anything up
That's fucked up. The least they could have done is let you choose to stick with your original hormone profile. Not sure why they'd be so crazy with trying to force you to take estrogen. That's like trying to drive someone into becoming a real ftm.
Tbqh same story, I was also put on E and ironically it made me so dysphoric that I broke and pooned out. Maybe if doctors had done nothing at all, I would still be living without T and with somewhat manageable gender dysphoria.
I stopped microdosing though and took a metric ton of T instead (slightly above cis male range), and it's like finally being alive. If you are like me, right now you are merely existing. The gap between severely wanting to rope, and existing placidly, is vast, but so is the gap between existing and living
i am so fucking sorry you guys had to go through that
it made me tear up a little, damn this world is cruel
>senpai
Kys
Found the newfag
became insane on progesterone, many such cases
My ex gained a bunch of weight and went absolutely insane on the deposhot. It did make her tits nice and fat though. But that combined with her being a fat body is gonna wreck her back.
>leave abusive ex “bf”
>move back in with mom
>she used to hassle me daily about taking hormones
>stop taking hormones to avoid dealing with her persistent kike nagging
>she memes me into taking vitamin supplements that raise testosterone (I know because her husband takes one of the same ones she gave me)
>she memes me into vegetarianism
>my testosterone skyrockets and my appearance starts to become even more masculine
>go insane and start drinking heavily and doing meth again to the point you’d have to be fucking Stevie wonder to not see it
>mom seems to be ignoring it
>mom says I need to go back on the vitamin supplements on days when I’m coming down and I’m grouchy
>during a comedown/hangover I snap and scream at her and accuse her of hating trannies and that she would rather I kill myself as a man than live happily as a woman
>she denies this and her justification is that she’s reached out to nearby gender clinics and endocrinologists for me
>yet they never seem to get back to me or to her
>yet she’s said multiple times before that “you’ll always be (deadname) to me”
>this seems to be the one aspect of my healthcare she doesn’t want to actively control and seems incredibly disinterested in
>pretends to understand what I deal by saying “people have called me a masculine woman a couple times before” or “I was uncomfortable with puberty but got over it quickly”
>actively mocks women who speak in a higher register or a softer cadence than her
>mocks effeminate male voices and has consistently shown visceral disgust towards feminine men my entire life
>she also seems to have a massive hard-on for showing me old Premarin studies a
>has no issue misgendering mtf patients
>doesn’t misgender ftm’s
I’m gonna 41%
Based reppoon mum
Only reason I’m misgendering my ex is because the entire board agrees she’s a trender. I know troopoons and she isn’t a troopoon.
>>she memes me into taking vitamin supplements that raise testosterone
WHICH ONES PLEASE
They don't work if you don't have testicles. They stimulate testes to produce more testosterone.
This really reads like your mom is a pooner and is living vicariously through you, which to be honest would probably explain how you ended up as a tranny to begin with given it's probably a hereditary thing. Truly troons should not breed.
poonermoms deserve to lose their children in the most painful ways
>This really reads like your mom is a pooner and is living vicariously through you, which to be honest would probably explain how you ended up as a tranny to begin with given it's probably a hereditary thing
I'm
and my mom is still convinced I'm only trooning out because I'm insecure about my "excessive body hair" only to tell me she "doesn't feel like a woman" either when I tried to explain tranny stuff to her.
She's a 6'0 and used to be really insecure about it when she was younger, probably looked like a twinkhon in her teens too.
I swear most of the TERF-adjacent parents are either repressed trannies or just projecting their own insecurities onto their children because they think *they* would have seen transition as an easy way out of feeling inadequate if they were in our place.
I'm sorry that happened to you anon
They recently found out that PCOS is causes by infectious diseases, similar to HPV-enabled cancer so in the future we might be able to cure it with vaccines.
no, it isn't
its genetic
I hope you force estrogen into your "dad" and watch her take it.
my doctor tried to do this with me even though i had normal T and E levels for a cis woman, no symptoms of PCOS. he said that despite me having dysphoria since a young age that I had ROGD because I never tried to live 'out' around my family (who would literally kill me).
similar thing happened to me and i grabbed a knife and tried to murder suicide my dad on estradiol bc
my good gyno (i get examined the first time on 9/11) gave me naproxen sodium for my symptoms since i reacted horribly due to GID and NS actually works. find out if i'm intersex or not that day because nobody can figure out what freak medical problems i have
For the people in this thread, if you're suicidal on estrogen, apparently it's a not uncommon sign of CAH or so I've been told.
>t. not diagnosed with CAH, but was suicidal and lethargic when they put me on estrogen and someone from an intersex group told me it might be CAH
if other symptoms of CAH include rare, severely excruciating periods that occur every 2-3 months and make you bedridden and bleed through all the clothes you own and trash bags and such while being extremely tight to the point of being unable to use tampons, then that's probably what i have
I'm not a doctor, wikipedia nor your personal servant. It's enough my doctors expect me to be my own doctor. Go check yourself, you lazy ass ho.
Same, TERFs were kinda right about children being rushed to medicalization.
>get estrogen prescribed because my testosterone was one (1) mg above the norm
>take it for a while secretly hoping it'll cure my tranny thoughts
>realize it was retarded and don't go further with diagnosis hoping that my parents will forget
>give up repping and start diy
>mom drags me into another diagnosis at another endocrinologist anyways
>goes everywhere with me despite me being 18
>eventually I have to tell them
>mom goes crazy but dad is kinda supportive
>offers to go with me instead of my mom to explain the situation to my doctor
>the endo is actually really nice
>basically just says she doesn't know anything about tranny healthcare
>offers to write me a prescription for state-sponsored hormones anyways so "I don't have to waste so much money"
I think my mother expected her to forcefem me or something, poor doctor was mostly just confused why my parents are even involved in my appointments.
he should have just put you on lupron like dr "depoon" powers