Sometimes I feel extremely gay and I don't know what to do about it. I sometimes fantasize about trying to be a hot twink and how it would feel nice to be desired by someone. The only thing that really prevents me from pursuing this is the idea that I will lose respect for myself and any respect from my peers. Is this cope or am I closeted?
I also have this feeling sometimes, but i believe it's due to the fact that i haven't accomplished anything in my life and i want to find someone that provides for me while i'm a house husband (or a homosexual husbad, i'll take it in the ass everyday just not to work anymore)
> i want to find someone that provides for me
I dont really want this, I do have ambitions of things I want to accomplish in life. Idk just sometimes I think it would be fun to be a sexy little femboy for someone, I think part of the problem for me is that I dont feel sexy trying to be masculine
I have this feeling too but I think it's just because I'm curious and like to break the rules. We might just be bi.
>We might just be bi.
I am bi, but most of the time I feel straight and sometimes I am super gay
Are you attracted by manly traits or only into femboys/being a femboy?
>femboys/being a femboy
This pretty much, I like femininity
Yep, that's me as well.
Let that freaky side out, be that truest you!
Yea but then I will lose respect for myself, and if anyone found out they would lose respect for me too. I sometimes really wish I could though
What is "respect" to you anyway? What's your definition of it? What makes it valuable to you? Do you care if a cockroach respects you?
>What's your definition of it?
Being viewed as a honorable and upstanding person
>What makes it valuable to you?
Never felt that I have had it, so I want it more than anything. But I feel like if I give in and get fucked in the ass like a femboy like I sometimes want to theres no turning back for me
I had similar thoughts and figured it's not worth it. I'm pretty sure it's just because of the media I consume because, I don't remember feeling this way before I discovered this site and futa porn.
I'm not going to make my life more difficult just to satisfy one of my many sexual fetishes developed from reading sadpanda.
> I don't remember feeling this way before I discovered this site and futa porn.
See, thats not the case for me. I never really consumed any lgbt porn or anything
You're exposed to LULZ, which is even worse. if you gaze into the abyss, the abyss gazes also into you.
Yea but I was bisexual years before I started coming here
Fine just fly to the Philippines and fuck a ladyboy to test the ground. No one is going to know.
Everyone except me my man lmfao, but honestly I wouldnt feel so bad about fucking a femboy. I would feel bad about being the femboy being fucked which is what I want
You can very easily fuck attractive actually women filipino girls. They're desperate for white guys to get them out of PH.
Yea definitely going to do that sometime
Prison gay from loneliness
many such cases
I do have sex with women though
I didn't mention sex
Maybe you are right then