Something happened to me a few weeks ago when I was driving home.

Something happened to me a few weeks ago when I was driving home. I was almost home when I saw a blue glow in the sky to the west. I stopped the car and got out to look to try to figure out what it was. Suddenly, I noticed there was a woman standing on the other side of the road, watching me. She looked like she had something she wanted to say. That's all I remember. And when I came to, I was home. What do you think happened to me?

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  1. 1 year ago
    Anonymous

    I'm kind of an artist. I say I'm kind of because I don't really draw and paint like I used to. I'll do a lot of digital work commissions and I make enough to get by on them. But I don't do my own work anymore.

    I even got into AI art, just so it would give me new ideas to inspire me. But now whenever I try to do any art, the woman I saw that night is the only thing that comes up. What do you think it means?

    • 1 year ago
      Anonymous

      I haven't read the thread, but that woman in your pics there has the energy of a non-human alien. I know them very well. They mask themselves to look human, but it's a mental trick making your brain think of the closest human appearance. Their intentions aren't sinister in the least, but for anyone interested in this topic you may not find it specifically interesting. They're mostly playing around, that's their purpose here.

      And yes you probably were abducted and "used".

      • 1 year ago
        Anonymous

        >that woman
        >ai generated .jpg

        • 1 year ago
          Anonymous

          Artistic representations carry the same energy as the real thing if done well. An artist can do that.

      • 1 year ago
        Anonymous

        Why do you say they're playing around?

      • 1 year ago
        Anonymous

        never encountered a spirit that just "plays around". every single one was hyper focused on their agenda.

        • 1 year ago
          Anonymous

          fr fr some even get mad if you call them out on it

          Are you the anon who spoke to her and said she’s my spirit guide? If you are, can you please ask her name? I guess you’re right I shouldn’t probably let myself get so wrapped up in this experience, but it’s the first time in forever I actually enjoy something that I’m doing. Does what make any sense?

          I'm not and even if I could I would refuse to pollute you with my thoughts. If she's your spirit guide you will discover the name yourself, on your own, after you have made meaningful changes in life. It's about the process of developing the self and you should not enter this higher realm shit with the attitude that you need someone to fill it in for you. I found my guides name when I was a child, found its meaning and etymology, which wasn't from Earth, later down the line in a way that, orchestrated, conveyed more than just the letters.
          >how to contact
          Imagine sitting on a tree trunk in a forest and listen and observe. That's all I did. Or visit a forest and listen. Spirits are called with conscious focus and holding attention to an image or being. Beings have a phone number which is like a set of notes that ring. That is harder to ring than just calling the image to mind.
          But be careful you do it with a relaxed and observant mind and not overactive visualization. The latter is more closed.
          Try to just meditate and observe thoughts in an empty clearing of the forest. Note down experiences in a notebook. But stop focusing so strongly, detach and meditate with calm gentle but firm focus.

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            >> I would refuse to pollute you with my thoughts

            I guess that’s fair. She just had such a strong aura to her, indomitable. Like no matter who contacted her, she would be able cut through their own ego or semblings. I say that but maybe my own brain has blocked my memory of her, and if that were true I’d be able to remember no matter what.

            no I mean demons vs the Holy Spirit

            Are you the anon who spoke to her? Did you get a sense of what she is?

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            >She just had such a strong aura to her, indomitable
            This is a relative observation. Higher beings are extremely motivated and focused because you need to be wilfully directed in those spaces. Imagine it like this, with your current sense of self you may struggle to focus on hitting a meditative state and visualize chopping wood forcefully. For them it's easier and for those it's less easy for they usually become shadowy and nebulous.
            Your brain is only part of the equation, don't think lower (or higher) of yourself. Discernment is learned over time and depends on how well you can listen as well as a guides own ideas about your learning process. Dont be quick to assume some being is a teacher though; just because you can learn a thing doesn't mean they are your tutelary guide.

        • 1 year ago
          Anonymous

          Do you mean a spirit like a ghost? Like the spirit of a dead person?

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            no I mean demons vs the Holy Spirit

  2. 1 year ago
    Anonymous

    The thing is I feel like I've seen her before. I recognize her somehow, but I don't know who she is. Does anyone recognize her?

    • 1 year ago
      Anonymous

      A greentext thread? I haven't been on here in a long time to be honest. I used to scroll x back in the day when I was in school, but once I started commissioning, I kind of fell out.

      But anyway my room mate thinks I'm going crazy. She says I'm obsessed, and I don't take care of myself anymore. I don't think I'm obsessed, but lots of things about this bother me.

      • 1 year ago
        Anonymous

        Ever since I saw the light in the sky, I haven't been able to sleep well. I wake up in the middle of the night sweating, my heart pounding. I'm terrified, and I don't know why, and I feel like I have to go around the entire house to make sure all the windows and doors are locked. Then I have to stay up all night waiting for something, or try to stop something from getting in. It's not the same feeling I got from the woman, so I don't think it's the woman I'm afraid of.

        Unless she's some sort of cleverly disguised Reptilian using a cloaking device or something.

        • 1 year ago
          Anonymous

          from what I told is sounds more like your guardian angel revealed herself to you (they have a good reason to do so otherwise they stay in the back).
          your anxieties stem from you being under attack by demons. same happened to me after mine revealed herself to me.
          try to establish contact with her maybe, thats how I was able to conquer my demons. its as easy as just thinking since angels can read our souls.

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            https://i.imgur.com/nQnvzPT.jpg

            [...]
            Usually you meet a spirit guide/guardian in times of peace because that lets you grow comfortable with them and you can peacefully get to know them. Be careful when there's a lot of stress because spiritual stressors + a comforting presence is a nice good cop bad cop pincer.
            Your spiritual guide would not destabilize your mind. Meeting them is like meeting an old friend on a parking bench not some mystery shit.

            Apologies, with times of peace I would say: time without spiritually dubious events. I met mine during a funeral, which did not involve spiritual matters at all. He was just there, brought great comfort and understanding and then whoosh left me with energy to pick myself up. I call it a time of peace because you don't have to worry at all about second-guessing; it feels right and rings right.

            It’s so weird when you mention that because I did get a weirdly happy feeling when I saw her. Like “oh hey I know you! How have you been?” Like I saw a friend I haven’t seen in a long time and I missed them. I didn’t get a weird or creepy feeling from her at all. The light I saw intrigued me, I wasn’t frightened. And I can get into hours of making pictures of her, it feels like having a deep conversation with someone you love. It’s like a burst of dopamine and serotonin.

            Like I said, my roommate thinks it’s creepy. She said she started seeing weird little shadowy figures from the corners of her eyes when she’s near dark rooms, and she swears she’s seen people outside the house. I don’t doubt her because I’ve always seen them too, but they always scare me.

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            Even old friends can change or not be as you remember them to be, or they carry their own baggage and weight, or their presence activated your nonmaterial senses which then makes you pop out.
            If you feel a strange obsession or focus, take a step back from it and detach. Get it out of your mind for a week an see how difficult that is. The more easy it is to weed it out the less sus it is. If it's very overt and accompanied with intense feelings and physiological effects on your state of mind, my advice is to detach immediately.
            You won't offend a guide with that, in fact it's protocol to do so. They'll weave in and out so try not to hold focus too strongly. Balance it.

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            why would you detach from a guide?
            its like saying "thanks bro but I got it from here" while you walk blindfolded through a minefield?

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            >you detach from a guide?
            You don't, you are merely re-directing your conscious and unconscious focus away from your guide to re-center yourself. You have to protect your physiological and mindly state if ethereal presence shoots you in higher states of consciousness. but this:
            >I can get into hours of making pictures of her
            can also go too far and has the risk of mixing in other energies/beings that add noise and dilute the truthful energy. That is discernment and that takes time to determine. I'm not doomtalking, use your gut feeling and sense of safety to lead you. Only you know what you feel and if it's good for you, which is both a blessing and a curse.

            >thanks bro but I got it from here
            >while you walk blindfolded
            Au contraire. When you are truly in the state of "walking through a mindfield blindfolded" the last thing you want is having emotions or feelings run you, which can cloud your focus and ability to sense where information is coming from. Your guides are very calm and quiet.
            Everyone has their own noise, for some it's greater than others. But understand I'm not saying: just ignore/detach your guide. Detach your state of mind. If you need your guide they'll be there. But if you try to push back at them do they follow protocol or do they stay attached? Dance with spirits, expect them to behave trustworthily and test them.

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            >you detach from a guide?
            You don't, you are merely re-directing your conscious and unconscious focus away from your guide to re-center yourself. You have to protect your physiological and mindly state if ethereal presence shoots you in higher states of consciousness. but this:
            >I can get into hours of making pictures of her
            can also go too far and has the risk of mixing in other energies/beings that add noise and dilute the truthful energy. That is discernment and that takes time to determine. I'm not doomtalking, use your gut feeling and sense of safety to lead you. Only you know what you feel and if it's good for you, which is both a blessing and a curse.

            >thanks bro but I got it from here
            >while you walk blindfolded
            Au contraire. When you are truly in the state of "walking through a mindfield blindfolded" the last thing you want is having emotions or feelings run you, which can cloud your focus and ability to sense where information is coming from. Your guides are very calm and quiet.
            Everyone has their own noise, for some it's greater than others. But understand I'm not saying: just ignore/detach your guide. Detach your state of mind. If you need your guide they'll be there. But if you try to push back at them do they follow protocol or do they stay attached? Dance with spirits, expect them to behave trustworthily and test them.

            That’s a good point. I think I’m so focused because seeing her is the first time I actually felt inspired to do something of my own, even if it’s just make pictures of her.

            experience any lost time?

            I did! Where I stopped was a mile or so from my house, and I don’t remember getting home. I woke up an hour after I saw the light. It definitely shouldn’t have taken me an hour to drive a mile. My car was parked in the driveway and I woke up sitting in a chair by the living room window.

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            >it feels like having a deep conversation with someone you love
            So you have already started communicating. It will get better that is nothing.

        • 1 year ago
          Anonymous

          from what I told is sounds more like your guardian angel revealed herself to you (they have a good reason to do so otherwise they stay in the back).
          your anxieties stem from you being under attack by demons. same happened to me after mine revealed herself to me.
          try to establish contact with her maybe, thats how I was able to conquer my demons. its as easy as just thinking since angels can read our souls.

          Usually you meet a spirit guide/guardian in times of peace because that lets you grow comfortable with them and you can peacefully get to know them. Be careful when there's a lot of stress because spiritual stressors + a comforting presence is a nice good cop bad cop pincer.
          Your spiritual guide would not destabilize your mind. Meeting them is like meeting an old friend on a parking bench not some mystery shit.

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            >in times of peace
            why? everything is all right. mine visited me when I was at my lowest point and opened up an alternative to my depressed rock bottom state.

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            Apologies, with times of peace I would say: time without spiritually dubious events. I met mine during a funeral, which did not involve spiritual matters at all. He was just there, brought great comfort and understanding and then whoosh left me with energy to pick myself up. I call it a time of peace because you don't have to worry at all about second-guessing; it feels right and rings right.

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            sure, after I never felt more at peace even while the world around me crumbles to dust. its like divine wisdom that everything will be alright while everything is on fire.

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            It's an unmistaken feeling indeed and quite a blessing. I do believe the world would be very different if it was a more common experience. Having the right spirits around you makes a lot of difference in mood, the quality of thoughts and sense of self.

  3. 1 year ago
    Anonymous

    She looks a little familiar to me too. I swear I read a greentxt story like this a long time ago?

  4. 1 year ago
    Anonymous

    More AI generated shit yes yes. Nice to see humanity “evolving”.

  5. 1 year ago
    Anonymous

    two things that could happaned here imo

  6. 1 year ago
    Anonymous

    experience any lost time?

    • 1 year ago
      Anonymous

      [...]
      That’s a good point. I think I’m so focused because seeing her is the first time I actually felt inspired to do something of my own, even if it’s just make pictures of her.

      [...]
      I did! Where I stopped was a mile or so from my house, and I don’t remember getting home. I woke up an hour after I saw the light. It definitely shouldn’t have taken me an hour to drive a mile. My car was parked in the driveway and I woke up sitting in a chair by the living room window.

      extremely sus bro

  7. 1 year ago
    Anonymous

    I’m going to include some more art I ended up doing of her. Maybe the themes will give me some clues.

  8. 1 year ago
    Anonymous

    Overall the story sounded like a typical alien abduction with the light, figure on the side of the road, sudden hit of strong emotions and unknown memories being revealed. My initial though was that you read a few stories and copied them to your larp.
    I asked your soul, she is your spirit guide. The strong obsession you have is both working as indented and being misdirected. It is heavily limited how much magical enlightened beings can interact with us without our conscious request and effort, so all you were allowed to remember is a snippet. The whole meeting is in your memory but needs to be accessed via tuning into yourself, this commonly means meditation or hypnosis but there are other ways. I can spoil that when you remember you will also gain an ability to start interacting with her trough your mind and perhaps more.

    Spirit guides don't have a form other than what they choose to appear as in that moment. She won't be your waifu and it's very unlikely you get to frick. Calm yourself, the effect you feel is to help you remember.

    • 1 year ago
      Anonymous

      When I read your post I felt a strange sense of panic for some reason. So you’re saying I’m supposed to have this obsession but to something else? What is it supposed to be? Also, I feel a little scared to try to remember the whole thing. Like, what if I remember something that completely changes everything? Or what if something tries to enter my body while I’m under?

      [...]
      extremely sus bro

      Waking up in my house didn’t feel as strange as it should have. It’s like I got myself home and did something in the missing time, but I can’t remember how or what.

      • 1 year ago
        Anonymous

        So the message did really sink in. The fear you feel is from the ego, it knows that his days are done if you start connecting with a loving being who is on that level. Breath out the negative feelings and their lies, nothing bad will happen to you. The love you feel can be trusted.

        • 1 year ago
          Anonymous

          My man the fear and panic can also come from the soup or a spirit that has lodged itself into your brainstem, don't jump to conclusions. I've had a spirit with me once and come morning there was a gunshot like sound outside. That startled them immensely and I felt a pang and throb in my heart/chest. Said spirit had poor experience with rifles.
          Good feelings and bad feelings can both be good and bad depending on what the overall effect is on your authentic sense of self and consciousness health.

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            That messaged showed the typical signs of ego involvement and for obvious reasons. See how he suddenly got all moronic not understanding the post at all, ego feinting ignorance. Inserted fears then to be focused while the egoic fears are directed towards anything and everything that says the topic can be avoided. Also I can feel the energy behind it.

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            I don't mean to fuss, just to ensure the table is filled with the various angles. It's theirs to fill their plate.

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            Which message showed ego involvement? I really want to understand if maybe I’m confusing a message.

            I haven't read the thread, but that woman in your pics there has the energy of a non-human alien. I know them very well. They mask themselves to look human, but it's a mental trick making your brain think of the closest human appearance. Their intentions aren't sinister in the least, but for anyone interested in this topic you may not find it specifically interesting. They're mostly playing around, that's their purpose here.

            And yes you probably were abducted and "used".

            That sounds really really grim. Is that something that happens a lot? Can you explain? She didn’t give off the sensation of wanting to jump my bones or anything. I can’t actually put her in that perspective. It would be like saying you want to have sex with a beautiful song you heard.

      • 1 year ago
        Anonymous

        you can root out false spirit by asking them about Jesus Christ
        one of the first thing my guide did was bringing me closer to his words also giving me a new wisdom that made me understand him from a whole new perspective when you take into account that demons exist
        what he basically told was the only way for humanity to defend themselves against evil spirits and by him we are delivered from them

  9. 1 year ago
    Anonymous

    > On March 1, 1639, John Winthrop opened his diary in which he recorded the trials and triumphs of his fellow Puritans as they made a new life in America. As the governor of the Massachusetts Bay Colony put pen to paper, he began to recount a most unusual event that had recently caused a stir among the English immigrants.
    >Winthrop wrote that earlier in the year James Everell, “a sober, discreet man,” and two others had been rowing a boat in the Muddy River, which flowed through swampland and emptied into a tidal basin in the Charles River, when they saw a great light in the night sky. “When it stood still, it flamed up, and was about three yards square,” the governor reported, “when it ran, it was contracted into the figure of a swine.”
    >Over the course of two to three hours, the boatmen said that the mysterious light “ran as swift as an arrow” darting back and forth between them and the village of Charlestown, a distance of approximately two miles. “Diverse other credible persons saw the same light, after, about the same place,” Winthrop added.
    >The governor wrote that when the strange apparition finally faded away, the three Puritans in the boat were stunned to find themselves one mile upstream—as if the light had transported them there. The men had no memory of their rowing against the tide, although it’s possible they could have been carried by the wind or a reverse tidal flow. “The mysterious repositioning of the boat could suggest that they were unaware of part of their experience. Some researchers would interpret this as a possible alien abduction if it happened today,” write Jacques Vallee and Chris Aubeck

    • 1 year ago
      Anonymous

      Holy shit that’s almost exactly like what happened to me. The road I was on runs parallel to a lake, too.

  10. 1 year ago
    Anonymous

    I’m really sorry guys I can’t speak towards her intentions. Just when I saw her, I felt like I recognized her and she knew me. The recognition was nice like I said, and I got the sense of her wanting to talk to me. I can’t remember if she did, and I can’t remember what happened to me after I saw her. When I woke up, I wasn’t in any pain or panicked, I just kind of moved on.

    Maybe because it’s because I can’t remember what happened that I’m so obsessed? Maybe I’m not supposed to remember yet, but I keep getting the same sensation of wanting to keep going every time I see her face on my computer screen. It’s like she said something really important, and I can’t remember what it was.

    I can’t say for sure if she was an angel, an alien, or maybe just me hallucinating. She was there, I could see the texture of her hair, skin, clothes, but it was the emotions I had when I saw her that made her so real.

    My roommate has wanted to sit down and really “talk” about what’s going on with me, but there’s nothing really to tell her. I didn’t really tell her about my experience, just that the woman I keep drawing is someone I met.

    I guess another thing that kind of bothers me is I haven’t actually really seen the woman since that night weeks ago. It feels on one hand like she’s never really left, but on the other hand, I do want to see her again.

    • 1 year ago
      Anonymous

      Give it time. It took me 2.5 years to understand the surface level of my guide and even more to actually know enough to talk about. Just don't get lost in bs and spend hours on some shit. When I met my guide I started reading, studying, lifting growing. That's your protocol and standard. No matter if you pour 20 hours in a week you won't speed up the process. Let go, dance with them. Let them earn their keep and come to you.

      • 1 year ago
        Anonymous

        Are you the anon who spoke to her and said she’s my spirit guide? If you are, can you please ask her name? I guess you’re right I shouldn’t probably let myself get so wrapped up in this experience, but it’s the first time in forever I actually enjoy something that I’m doing. Does what make any sense?

    • 1 year ago
      Anonymous

      >Maybe I’m not supposed to remember yet
      She appeared now because you are ready to remember now, all attempts to avoid her come from lies. Makes no sense to avoid something like that and you know it.

      Are you the anon who spoke to her and said she’s my spirit guide? If you are, can you please ask her name? I guess you’re right I shouldn’t probably let myself get so wrapped up in this experience, but it’s the first time in forever I actually enjoy something that I’m doing. Does what make any sense?

      Spirit guides very rarely give names, I have named mine myself.
      >I shouldn’t probably let myself get so wrapped up in this experience
      You totally and completely should but it needs to happen via practicing a method not obsessive behaviour.
      Try abstract doodling or painting in meditation free of machines. Make your intent to be connecting with her, but do not think about anything when doodling, have no goals. Later inspect the work and also look trough works from previous days.
      >Does what make any sense?
      Perfect sense. No use to be afraid nothing bad will happen.

      08X80

      • 1 year ago
        Anonymous

        Maybe you’re right because I got the feeling of being reminded of someone I’d forgotten when I saw her.

        I’m trying some doodling right now but it’s bizarre all I keep drawing is this light it almost looks like a star

        Could be a fairy/pixie, they can have that expectant vibe about them, they can see you when you don't see them, have you ever been looking for fae or pondered them? Either way she a qt, maybe try contact her through divination?

        Idk I guess it’s a possibility? My roommate does divination, maybe I can ask her help to contact the woman

        https://i.imgur.com/QMSqchA.jpg

        >She just had such a strong aura to her, indomitable
        This is a relative observation. Higher beings are extremely motivated and focused because you need to be wilfully directed in those spaces. Imagine it like this, with your current sense of self you may struggle to focus on hitting a meditative state and visualize chopping wood forcefully. For them it's easier and for those it's less easy for they usually become shadowy and nebulous.
        Your brain is only part of the equation, don't think lower (or higher) of yourself. Discernment is learned over time and depends on how well you can listen as well as a guides own ideas about your learning process. Dont be quick to assume some being is a teacher though; just because you can learn a thing doesn't mean they are your tutelary guide.

        I feel like my brain is only part of the equation most of the time haha
        Idk if it’s a good thing but I seem to slip into meditative states most of the time without thinking. I think that’s probably part of what alerted me about the light, because I was zoned out driving and it was such a surprise

        • 1 year ago
          Anonymous

          what kind of a star?

        • 1 year ago
          Anonymous

          >I seem to slip into meditative states most of the time without thinking.
          This is not healthy and normal behaviour. Please note down in your phone/notebook at what times you have these hypnotic onsets and gently remind yourself mentally that you are focused and present in the here and now. Don't let yourself be zoned out or let your mental voice grow diminished.

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            >This is not healthy and normal behaviour.
            not him, but it is completely normal for me, did it since I can remember. and I was always talking to "someone" in my mind, like I would explain things or just think like I was talking to someone but who never responded.
            also had my first encounter with a demonic being when I was like 7, felt like a giant dog was following me and I was trying to turn around fast enough but it always stayed behind my back. was the first time I was thinking about what I am actually seeing isnt what is actually there, but like I was looking at a painting without realizing I am in a room I could not perceive.
            suffice to say this reality never made sense to me.
            fast forward 20 years and I realize this place is not where I belong, then I heard someone in my head if I had enough and the guardian spirit showed herself to me. all the depression was gone in an instant. also it was the one who I was talking to in my head my whole life, but now I finally had the answer who it was. since then its like I have someone with me that sees the room I am standing in but cant see and tell me whats going on there. its like a superpower since I now can defend myself against the demons that are in that room and harass me. I am still looking at the picture however but its not a picture anymore, it started moving corresponding to the actions that take place in the room.
            being invited to a higher dimension can be overwhelming, I think thats why guardian angels dont push you into the cold water but must wait for you to be grown enough to be gently let in.
            once demons know you are aware then dont play around anymore, they become totally unhinged and the room becomes a battleground.
            most people just cant face that reality and try to hide from it I guess. its a harsh realization and a lot of work.

            hope that made sense to you.

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            No, that's not what I meant. You can be in "other dimensions" or communicate with guides, but NOT while it destabilizes, hypnotizes or degrades your concentration in the here and now. That means it is done improperly, too early and/or in rare cases maliciously. If you can perform complex mental tasks while communicating, you're in the golden zone. If not and it is invasive or leads to impaired cognition it is not ok. Take note that something not being ok does not imply malice. Not all paths with the spirits go the same and rough waters are sometimes to be expected. But the golden standard must not be diluted. It is perfectly possible to have no hypnotic effects and have a clear conversation with a dragon or an elf or a fae or whatever larpform a spirit takes. This is however, difficult and harder to achieve, because these beings are not well anchored or used to this place.
            >fast forward 20 years and I realize this place is not where I belong
            Yeah, I miss my buddies on the isle of old too, but home is what you make of it. To put it a little weirdly: you can't live in two worlds but you can live in all of them fully at once. That requires experience and development. When people are new to this stuff, please manage their expectations and set the bar for quality higher. The more people expect spirits to behave a particular way, the better the relations will be in the long term.
            >being invited to a higher dimension can be overwhelming
            It does not need to be, unless you have a very sudden break with reality or there are antagonistic spirits involved. In those cases, usually the instincts of the person in question will aid and take over.

            https://i.imgur.com/OMFaajz.jpg

            May you be blessed with full batteries at all times while reading.

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            I can see the distinction you’re making here. The state I slip into is something completely internal. Nothing is allowed to influence me. It happens mostly when I need rest, it’s like a reverie.

            I do see what you’re saying about control too. Sometimes when I let my control over my place in reality slip, I see little flickers of things. Sometimes they’re surprised to see me, sometimes they want to get my attention and startle me. The house where I live now seems to have more negative entities in it than any of the other places I lived, or maybe they were brought here by the friends I’ve brought in.

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            Thank you for the blessing

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            >> not healthy and normal behaviour
            I didn’t realize that. Usually it comes on when I’ve used up a lot of mental resources, like I’ve been doing a lot of socializing without rest or math. It generally restores my energy. I also slip into a sort of state when I’m creating something. I don’t really lose any part of myself. If anything, external impulses are lessened for me.

            >This is not healthy and normal behaviour.
            not him, but it is completely normal for me, did it since I can remember. and I was always talking to "someone" in my mind, like I would explain things or just think like I was talking to someone but who never responded.
            also had my first encounter with a demonic being when I was like 7, felt like a giant dog was following me and I was trying to turn around fast enough but it always stayed behind my back. was the first time I was thinking about what I am actually seeing isnt what is actually there, but like I was looking at a painting without realizing I am in a room I could not perceive.
            suffice to say this reality never made sense to me.
            fast forward 20 years and I realize this place is not where I belong, then I heard someone in my head if I had enough and the guardian spirit showed herself to me. all the depression was gone in an instant. also it was the one who I was talking to in my head my whole life, but now I finally had the answer who it was. since then its like I have someone with me that sees the room I am standing in but cant see and tell me whats going on there. its like a superpower since I now can defend myself against the demons that are in that room and harass me. I am still looking at the picture however but its not a picture anymore, it started moving corresponding to the actions that take place in the room.
            being invited to a higher dimension can be overwhelming, I think thats why guardian angels dont push you into the cold water but must wait for you to be grown enough to be gently let in.
            once demons know you are aware then dont play around anymore, they become totally unhinged and the room becomes a battleground.
            most people just cant face that reality and try to hide from it I guess. its a harsh realization and a lot of work.

            hope that made sense to you.

            I don’t know if it’s totally the same, but I’ve been seeing a lot of shadow things around. Some of them seem to want to cause me pain, they like to try to torment me with sudden bouts of fear and dread for no reason. They’ve been trying to wear me down.

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            >Some of them seem to want to cause me pain, they like to try to torment me with sudden bouts of fear and dread for no reason.
            thats pretty normal for them. you need a protector so I heavily suggest praying to Jesus Christ, even if you arent a Christian. I didnt consider myself to be a religious person before too until my eyes were opened.
            only Jesus Christ can bring you protection (they will still frick with you but it decreases over time and you become smart of their attempts).
            bouts of fear and dread were so common for me but now they hardly occur anymore.
            in reality demons are really weak and sneaky little goblins with no real power, but power over them has to be given to you and isnt gained.

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            I learned at some point in my life that Jesus died for all of humanity’s sins, and we were absolved by his blood dripping onto the ground of the Golgotha and trickling onto Adam’s bones were he was buried. It was through this that the loop of humanity was closed, the blood of the son reaching the body of the father and everything was reset.

            But I feel so awful. I never wanted anyone to die for any bad things I did. I’d prefer to pay for my own sins. I don’t want to cause someone else pain.

            So I don’t pray for myself.

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            sure, I get that. I didnt want to pray for myself either, felt fake.
            so I was put in a circumstance where I prayed for someone else with the purest intention of my hearth (and it took something really awful for that to happen) and not my sake and through that the Truth of the sacrifice was revealed to me.

            >I never wanted anyone to die for any bad things I did.
            he already did and its in effect, not accepting it is way more harmful if you ask me since it would mean he died for nothing. its like a gift of the Father that let his Son that spoke nothing but Truth be killed so you can be absolved, and then you not accepting this gift.
            second, he defeated Satan this way, but you have to let him defeat him so you can be set free from his torment. he is the only one who can do that. its all about free will, you have to let him come in.

            my advice is, find the most absolute disgusting thing in the world that is done to people and pray for them to be saved from their torment.
            for example, you are tormented by demons in your life, pray for others that suffer from it too. you know how they must feel after all.
            if they already show up in your peripheral vision then thats not good.

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            >It generally restores my energy
            Then it is normal and fine, because there is causality (work, tiredness, rest). In fact these naps are healthy and promote dreaming and problem solving. What's negative is when you feel this pull at times where you aren't consciously trying to rest or when you're at work or when it hampers your life.

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            It’s not really a conscious effort in my part, my brain just decides it’s time to shut down. I can fight this if its inconvenient, if I’m still in the middle of something, like driving or actively working. Sometimes the pull is so strong it will interrupt me in the middle of my sentence and I’ll just stare off. It’s not always great timing, and I’ve definitely gotten strange looks. But I’m aware and conscious of the world around me, it’s just further away, like I’m in my own little cocoon. I feel better when I come out of it, and it seems to strengthen me for the next while.

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            If it's helpful it is helpful. But keep a journal of your day to day experience and log what happens. In these cases even if something sketchy happens and your memory starts failing you somehow you will have a paper trail to help yourself with. Please take that to heart and be disciplined about it. You can forget things of importance and lower your guard in the long run, allowing something potentially nasty to sway you.

    • 1 year ago
      Anonymous

      >I felt like I recognized her and she knew me. The recognition was nice like I said, and I got the sense of her wanting to talk to me. I can’t remember if she did, and I can’t remember what happened to me after I saw her. When I woke up, I wasn’t in any pain or panicked, I just kind of moved on.

      Which message showed ego involvement? I really want to understand if maybe I’m confusing a message.
      [...]
      That sounds really really grim. Is that something that happens a lot? Can you explain? She didn’t give off the sensation of wanting to jump my bones or anything. I can’t actually put her in that perspective. It would be like saying you want to have sex with a beautiful song you heard.

      >Can you explain? She didn’t give off the sensation of wanting to jump my bones or anything. I can’t actually put her in that perspective. It would be like saying you want to have sex with a beautiful song you heard.
      What you said above fits perfectly. It's a quality of being naturally charming and alluring with no specific intent behind it. I think you should forget the concept of "sex" you have also, it does not imply any separation like what you seem to imply here.

      Why do you say they're playing around?

      >Why do you say they're playing around?
      It's in their nature. They're pleasant, because they just are. You could say the same, why are greys always doing research? It's just how they are. Some species have agendas, others are just chaotic and do things which look very directed to us. I think this is why we here on earth can't understand what is going on with the UFOs. They aren't doing anything important most of the time. We have cars and other vehicles, but it's not that we do things with an "agenda" all the time. Some people just go for a drive. If you could do that and visit mars on your lunch break, why not? The martians may want to know what your purpose is, and your explanation being
      >I just have 30 min break so I want to relax a bit
      may not sound very believable to them, if the situation was in reverse. It's more that the context is very complex and mystical for most people. I can't really say so much because it would both just sound "out there" and not make any sense even if someone believed it.

  11. 1 year ago
    Anonymous

    I posted these pictures I made because they kind of convey the otherworldly sense she had. The picture I originally posted was one I made right after contact with her, and it captured where I was at the time, the light, and the almost expectant feeling she gave me. There are some I made that came out hyper realistic that I’m afraid to post here because they show her too well.

    If the anon who said they contacted her is still here, can you please ask her a question for me? What’s her name? How do I contact her again?

  12. 1 year ago
    Anonymous

    Something happened to me last Thursday when I was driving home. I had a couple of miles to go. I looked up and saw a glowing orange object in the sky, to the east! It was moving very irregularly... suddenly there was intense light all around me and when I came to, I was home. What do you think happened to me? What do you think happened to me? What do you think happened to me?

    • 1 year ago
      Anonymous

      Wtf bro you good?

  13. 1 year ago
    Anonymous

    Could be a fairy/pixie, they can have that expectant vibe about them, they can see you when you don't see them, have you ever been looking for fae or pondered them? Either way she a qt, maybe try contact her through divination?

    • 1 year ago
      Anonymous

      They don't appear like that, read the whole story nothing matches.

      • 1 year ago
        Anonymous

        It does match, some nature spirits are more powerful than others, they can perform feats that you would think are aliens, not that the latter don't exist, but don't discount a powerful fire fae, these are of a special rank, closer to the Goddess

        • 1 year ago
          Anonymous

          >nature spirits
          most likely archons/demons. be careful what you get into.
          anything outside of the service of the Holy Spirit is bad news.

  14. 1 year ago
    Anonymous

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