So my psychiatrists recently diagnosed me with Borderline Personality Disorder, however I am not fully sure that she got it right.

So my psychiatrists recently diagnosed me with Borderline Personality Disorder, however I am not fully sure that she got it right. So I would like some bpd Anons here to maybe tell my some of their symptoms or to hear out mine, so that I can see if I really fit the criteria for the disorder.
So from the way that I understand bpd is mostly manifested in relationships with people, but I pretty much don't have any relationships, so I am not quite sure how I actually react during more intimate social connections. That said, I will still point out a few characteristics of mine:
I usually find people either disgusting (and that utterly), or tolerable and ok. So usually I want to get away from a person or murder them so that they don't contaminate me, or on the more rarer occasions I find the person without any net gain or loss and I can tolerate their presence.
I am somewhat neurotic with many things including social dynamics, so for instance if someone does even the smallest thing that I deem unpleasant to me, I immediately fantasize about doing them harm. I guess I am quite egoistic too.
Currently I speak mostly with my psychiatrist and sibling (well also with my caregivers but I hate speaking to them) and that is it. I have never been in any kind of more serious relationship. I had people with home I would hang out in school, but never outside of it and don't currently have a single friend. Although, I don't feel lonely.
I think that I could find a person whom I would love or genuinely like, but usually I imagine them to basically be a clone of myself, who just looks different.
I also have sever OCD, and moderate social anxiety. I am gay too, if that is of any relevance.

  1. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Stop it with your israeli psychobabble and start meditating you fat fuck

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Cannot, my ocd makes it near impossible. And I'm not fat 🙁

  2. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    You merely got brainwashed into believing that, and for the record it is someone that actually does have it and pretends to be your friend. She is not.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      But I personally don't even think that I have bpd...

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        That's what I mean. I haven't talked with you in a while but I have never really noticed anything in you that makes me think you have bpd.

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          Don't tell me you are who I think you are...
          Still, thanks for the input "Anon".

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            I have a black flame of deep hatred for someone that comes from Germany like you wouldn't belive. She also convinced me of having bpd, if that's the same person I'm thinking of.

  3. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    wanna date, psycho bpd fagbot?

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Ehm...a-are you from Europe, Anon?

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        this can be arranged, my dear fagola

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          Well ugh...I guess sure then...
          Tell me about yourself Anon!

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            i have decided to fast-forward this relationship to the ghosting on account of not being in europe

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        >Not that anon
        I'm Europe!

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          And...you would want to be bfs with a psycho like me?

          Is being extremely envious of people to the point of suicidal thoughts a sign of BPD?

          I personally am not envious at all, but I am quite suicidal...

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            I'm bi and I'm single. The "psycho" part worries me so much less than the "gay" part, LGTQ+ culture can be pretty hostile against bi people, "bishits".
            More on topic, I recommend you watch Daniel Mackler's video on BPD, it's on YouTube. His solution to BPD is eh... unconventional, hopefully you get a chuckle out of it.

  4. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Everything apart from the homosex is normal OP. Psychologists want money and mentally healthy people are really bad for their economy. They will fill your head will absolute bullshit until you have to buy all of their "cures".

    Do what you enjoy doing. If you enjoy psychiatrists then yeah continue with that.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      I mean if it really is normal then good for me! But are you sure? I mean isn't it kinda weird that I don't have anyone with whom I share some sort of emotions with? And is it sane of me to be so unsympathetic towards the lives of others?

      i have decided to fast-forward this relationship to the ghosting on account of not being in europe

      Very well. You see I don't like ghosting people I usually want to give a clear cut answer why I don't wanna anymore associate with them (this is nothing against you. I'm just merely listing another symptom of mine)

      i may have ghosted my dear fagola op but that's not reddit spacing you turbonormiefag

      here

      is

      reddit

      spacing

      your newfag is showing

      Thank you ghost Anon! I knew I didn't mess up this time.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        >isn't it kinda weird that I don't have anyone with whom I share some sort of emotions with?
        Weird yes, crazy no. You are a loner who is probably just too lazy to make the effort to connect. It takes 2 to tango and you have to practice it. Perhaps you were not socialized enough as a child and have simply not developed the skills of social interaction. Look up comedians, they often started out trying to boost their confidence and were terrified of performing and they learnt it. I have a family member who is super social now and is manager of a large company but he was a social reject when we were young. He learnt it, it took him a lot of effort and time.

        >is it sane of me to be so unsympathetic towards the lives of others?
        Yes, as someone who has worked many jobs and been very social, yes it is. It's a fucking mine field out there, evil people lurk around every fucking corner. Read a newspaper, look up old news stories. Look at wars, they are successful normal political leaders who send millions to their deaths.

        Fantasies are just fantasies. It's like someone who can write a sick horror novel. Takes a sick mind to write those things but they are not sick people.

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          Honestly this is quite reassuring Anon, but for some reason I think I would have felt better if you just called me crazy, hmm...
          Anyway, just one more thing: I sometimes do get very close to snapping and maybe like butchering certain individuals...that's just another stress or anxiety thing, right?

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            >I sometimes do get very close to snapping and maybe like butchering certain individuals...that's just another stress or anxiety thing, right?

            Yes, quite normal. Why don't you try writing a book about a gay serial killer and just change names and small things about people you hate and put them in the story.

            • 1 month ago
              Anonymous

              I honestly really like writing, I think. But I'm currently too depressed to do anything really, I'll keep it in my mind tho.
              Thanks Anon!

  5. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    tl;dr also gb2/reddit with your redditspacing

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      i may have ghosted my dear fagola op but that's not reddit spacing you turbonormiefag

      here

      is

      reddit

      spacing

      your newfag is showing

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        You sound like you use Reddit

  6. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Is being extremely envious of people to the point of suicidal thoughts a sign of BPD?

  7. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    you have bpd black and white thinking, many borderlines are avoidant/quiet type bpd
    you split on people, exclusively experienced by borderlines.
    you want someone to mirror you. bpd.
    lots of borderlines lack relationships bc of abandonment issues or a hatred of people

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Thanks for the input Anon! Hmmm I do truly relate with all of those things, so maybe I am borderline...

  8. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Just do the this test: https://www.idrlabs.com/borderline-spectrum/test.php

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Oki doki, I just took it!
      It said that my borderline symptoms are low. My highest scores where in Splitting, Feelings of emptiness and Identity diffusion.
      I think I should add that the main thing that makes me judge people is their appearance, the noises they make, the way they behave and so on.
      And I have like no fear of abandonment.

      I have a black flame of deep hatred for someone that comes from Germany like you wouldn't belive. She also convinced me of having bpd, if that's the same person I'm thinking of.

      Nope I'm not from Germany.

      >i'm not like all the other girls
      >i have bpd, teehee~

      But I don't think I have it...

      I'm bi and I'm single. The "psycho" part worries me so much less than the "gay" part, LGTQ+ culture can be pretty hostile against bi people, "bishits".
      More on topic, I recommend you watch Daniel Mackler's video on BPD, it's on YouTube. His solution to BPD is eh... unconventional, hopefully you get a chuckle out of it.

      Oh, no worries anon! I don't dislike bisexuals, I get it girls can be cute too. And besides I don't have my hopes up for many things in life, so the whole "but they go after a female" thing isn't even really a deal breaker...

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        >Nope I'm not from Germany
        I know you're not, and I don't have anything against you.
        The person that convinced me I have bpd IS from Germany, I hate her more than anything in this universe.

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          Ohhh, sorry for not getting it right away! Yeah the more I look at it the more I do think that I don't meet the most frequent/glaring personality traits of it. Honestly how can a personality even be a disorder, right?
          Anyway, how have you been?

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            How I'm been? Good. I don't miss the NEET life one bit, and I missed working in warehouses a lot more than I want to admit. How have you been?
            I'll tell you my brainlet opinion: the right combination of personality traits and attitude can be a disorder. I know I suffer from at least two and I don't let myself get bothered by them too much.

            • 1 month ago
              Anonymous

              Upsy, yeah I confused you for another Anon, sorry Anon! Good to hear that it's going well tho.

              • 1 month ago
                Anonymous

                I wish the anon you confuse me for were dead 2bh, and that has nothing to do with you.

              • 1 month ago
                Anonymous

                Wait, do yo know how I confused you for?

              • 1 month ago
                Anonymous

                I can guess it. This conversation is over.

              • 1 month ago
                Anonymous

                Oky doky. Farewell Anon!

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        >I don't dislike bisexuals, I get it girls can be cute too.
        Sounds wholesome overall.
        Here's the video I referenced: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pk8PRAKBEaQ
        >Tl;dr: it's a bit insulting to be called "Borderline", and symptom-wise it's very similar to Post Traumatic Stress ("Disorder") amongst other diagnoses.
        >A good psych will discuss with you what primary diagnosis (/label/insurance company categorization) would be most effective for you and give you some options to choose from, given symptoms that fit multiple diagnoses.
        >"Sit in room and talk with understanding person" is an essential part of therapy, for this part the diagnosis does not matter and must not get in the way.
        >Suggestion that there are similar "talk therapy"-giving people in all kinds of places in society so learning to find some of those people would be a good addition to therapy, if not have the potential of being better than shitty therapy.

  9. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    >i'm not like all the other girls
    >i have bpd, teehee~

  10. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Fuck you for baiting me with a bunny, OP.

    Not reading that shit.

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      I like bnuy 🙂 ...but still sorry

  11. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    this is from a licensed therapist who posts on youtube

  12. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Oh, I watched it Anon! And I guess is somewhat agree with it. But on a another note I personally have always liked getting diagnosed and being looked at as a sick person. When I was smaller I always idolized the villains, and even today I prefer nonconformity wherever I can project it.
    So how is your day going Anon?

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      Oh goodie, I don't have to do spoonfeeding ^^
      I have a bit of an eh... almost a fetish, for figuring out how to find the pure good people are striving for with their fetishes and obsessions with specific "bad" things. Nonconformity is very good!
      My day has been going finely, I got up around noon, I'm preparing a nice lunch, I've been having this nice mini-conversation with you and I'm looking forward to going to the park to catch some sun. And zero back pain today, which is great because I accidentally fried a lot of my nerves last year and it's been a bit of a challenge getting them to heal.
      How's your day going? I'm loving your use of the present continuous tense there, imitating that ^^

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        Hehe, you sound like a real nice guy Anon. I like you.
        Hmm for me the "pure good" that I wanna achieve with my bad things, is I guess just self fulfillment and infamy. So no like greater purpose or message behind it. But I must say that I am quite political and if I wasn't as depressed and was more hopeful for the future of humanity I would then strive to help push my policies via terror and violence 🙂 (god would that be fun)
        >I'm preparing a nice lunch
        You can cook!? Wow that is a nice skill to have.
        >accidentally fried a lot of my nerves
        How did you manage to fry your nerves?! When you are in pain, does it hurt a lot?
        >I'm loving your use of the present continuous tense there
        T-Thanks, I guess. You an English major, I like words and stuff.

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          Ups forgot this one:
          >How's your day going?
          Well it's not the best honestly. Feeling tired and with no motivation do really do anything, but there are lots of things which I really should do. And it's hot, and will stay so for another like 5 hours. At least I don't feel angry or too suicidal like I sometimes get, so that is a plus, I think.

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          >self-fulfilment
          Necessary! So that's totally good. Can't share for shit if you don't have anything, and "hoarding" tends to become boring naturally.
          >Infamy....
          Well, someone has to do the revolutionising, some people are extroverts. Sounds like you care more for/about your society than I do about the one I previously found myself in, I basically walked out.
          I do still dream about doing some small reigns of terror but if I were to do such a thing I'd do it over the net exclusively, hello spooky spy naggers reading my posts...
          >cook
          Lmao it's easy, yes I recommend putting a few skill points in cooking.
          >frying nerves
          I chose stupid thoughts and then insisted on focusing on them a lot, for about a year, and they were not so-to-say biocompatible with me... it doesn't hurt a lot nowadays but it's kinda discombobulating to have my joints cracking so much because of maladjusted automatic tension, I'll get over it eventually.
          >English
          lmao I have the lowest grade IB English diploma and know a handful words that sound interesting, get thee dabbed on

          Ups forgot this one:
          >How's your day going?
          Well it's not the best honestly. Feeling tired and with no motivation do really do anything, but there are lots of things which I really should do. And it's hot, and will stay so for another like 5 hours. At least I don't feel angry or too suicidal like I sometimes get, so that is a plus, I think.

          >tired
          Catch some sun, dip in a pool! Just half an hour and you'll feel better, use a little sunscreen if you're worried about your skin. Go buy an icecream!

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            >Sounds like you care more for/about your society
            It's really about certain Ideas. I am just a sucker for a few abstract peculiar concepts. Not a political example, but a authentic one nonetheless is, for instance, my obsession with cybernetics. So if I see something, no matter how weird, strange and/or unfamiliar to me, as long as it can be represented in large part as a self-inputting system, then I instantly love the bits out of it. (but is still have a cybernetic stuff that I like more and that I like less.)
            >I basically walked out.
            You live in the woods or something?
            >for about a year
            Ouch. Yeah I guess I too had/have some destructive long-term tendencies, nothing that physically damaging though. Good to hear that it doesn't bother you much!
            >Catch some sun, dip in a pool! Go buy an ice cream!
            I hate the sun with a passion. And I am to anxious to go to the public pool. Also I don't really ave any money of my own, and I already blew some cash today... I dislike nature, I frequently fantasize about living in some sort of bunker underground, especially if it where commodious and cool.

            Thank you Anon for cheering me up btw! I think our positive disposition radiated a bit onto me too 😀

            • 1 month ago
              Anonymous

              I think I mistyped this one so badly that it warrants a clarification:
              *(but I still have cybernetic stuff which I like more and which I like less)

            • 1 month ago
              Anonymous

              >abstract, peculiar concepts
              Wdym by "self-inputting system"? I understand state machines, could you explain it in related terms?
              >walked out
              No, I've been mediating my connection to society via social workers. Only way I could find at the time to keep having food/housing just by having semi-normal conversations with normal people, but I'm looking for ways to improve on this.
              (E.g., sell stuff I make and enough of it to let an accountant handle the money/legal side. I'll have to make a bit of a "jump" to get there, because I'd have to make more than welfare + accountant costs + sales variance risk to make it minimally worthwhile.)
              >self-destruction
              Well yeah, big ouch, but at least it became entirely obvious to me that my thoughts have a physical effect on my world. That's a big part of the reason it doesn't bother me, I made my own bed, it's not that great a bed, okay, but at least I made it myself and can start thinking about how to make a better one now.
              >sun
              Gotta be frank with you here, you should really find a fix for that. You're going to be spending a bunch of time outside even if you just want to build your own bunker and then stay in it most of the time, and it'd also be better if you could also find ways to enjoy your short-but-existent supply runs.
              Doesn't mean you have to enjoy getting a lot of it, but a little of it is unavoidable and simply very healthy; don't neglect to get the bare minimum amount in.
              >public pool
              There are probably more public places that are safe to swim in than public pools; I vaguely like the city's artificial beach, but I'm keeping my eyes open for more quiet spots to swim.

              I think I mistyped this one so badly that it warrants a clarification:
              *(but I still have cybernetic stuff which I like more and which I like less)

              Noice, noice.

              • 1 month ago
                Anonymous

                Well I hope that this won't sound too complex, but I just think it conveys the idea so well: Polymorphic code, as in computer code. You write a program which can edit it's own code, meaning that the output of the program (the new lines of code that it will write) will be used as it's input (the code which defines how the program functions)!
                Or to give a simpler and more mathematical example: Solve a couple of times the equation 2 + 3 + C = ? Where C starts of as 0 but is defined as C = 2 + 3 + C. So the answer of the equation becomes one of it's variables for computing the answer 😀
                >get an accountant handle the money/legal side
                Why do you need that? Taxes or some other continuing financial obligation?
                >You're going to be spending a bunch of time outside
                Currently I'm not, and that bunker idea would be probably executed by a construction company. I know that it do be healthy and all, but I just prefer the night and the cold. And all the creatures (including humans) appear outside as soon as the sun shines...
                >more public places that are safe to swim in
                There is a river here, but it is the sewage outlet too, and apart from that there literary is no other artificial or natural body water here.

                btw., if you watch any anime whatsoever - I'm really feeling like rewatching Kiznaiver, maybe we could watch it together sometime.

                How would we watch it together?

              • 1 month ago
                Anonymous

                >code
                I kinda get what you mean, although you mention three distinct concepts that are uh, a bit dry and limited in how I understand them.
                I'm currently in the process of figuring out how to share on that very topic but I can't do uh real demonstrations of it yet, so I'll just say "good taste there".
                >accountant
                Slavery avoidance, basically. I don't want to "have" to occupy my time with dealing with laws I do not support in the first place, so it's the better and more practical option to let someone who is invested in them deal with them for a compensation.
                >construction company
                Yeah you'd really want to keep an eye on them because were I live those guys make mistakes and they are best fixed right away, like they tend to build things which aren't quite according to plan such as by using a different material than was agreed upon. Really pays off to visit them regularly.
                And again, you don't have to revolve your life around drinking water, but if you have to drink it anyway you better find a way to at least make it a comfortable experience. Even the Inuit get some sun in the winter these days, and they'll enjoy it too once they figure out how not to be as 'noided about it:
                https://neonnettle.com/news/4210-inuit-elders-are-warning-humanity-the-earth-s-axis-has-shifted-
                Nothing wrong with introversion either but if you want to use the supermarket you need to actually go there.
                >river
                Sounds like that would be nice if you know where the outlet is and stay upstream of it?
                >watch together
                Syncplay and VLC?
                Or just manual sync using a chat app ("10 seconds until press play", count down from hearing the chat notification), I watched Kiznaiver on animixplay previously, that was really simple.
                I'd invite over here but a) my biggest screen in house is like 15.5 inch in diameter and b) dunno if we're even in the same country.

              • 1 month ago
                Anonymous

                I really wanna explain it to you!!! Ok, maybe using explicitly state machines will do the job. So you know Turing's universal machine? The one moving on the tape with 0s & 1s? Well that is a cybernetic machine i.e. it can READ a value on the tape, that it has previously WRITTEN there ITSELF. The fact that it can give itself orders (i.e it is cybernetic) is a key feature of it's universality. Please say if you have questions.
                >dealing with laws
                But, I mean I don't know from where you are from, what laws would you have to deal with? Except like taxes (if you make income) and maybe permits for construction, and if you don't have a self sufficient setup then you would also need to worry about paying for a few public services. But still is that really something that you would need an accountant for? Don't get me wrong I can totally see why someone would wanna push the burden on a professional, but is it truly "a burden"?
                > those guys make mistakes
                Well thank you for the advice! I'll be sure to have a keen eye on them! But when I think about it I would just need concrete and tiles for the bathroom, oh, and electrical wiring, so how hard could that be? Hehe I could no joke draw you very quickly exactly how I imagine my bunker to look like.
                >stay upstream of it
                Well I be dammed, I never thought about that! Hmm would need once to go all the way along it tho to see if there are more sewage pipes from the more northern neighborhoods. Honestly tho, don't think that I would really want to dip my naked body inside, probably my OCD, but it just seems so dirty to me regardless of actual contamination.
                And I'll just let you know that your outdoorsie demeanor is not to my pleasing! (not that you have to do anything about it of course)
                >Syncplay is for Linux too
                For some reason I confused Kiznaiver with Kill la Kill, now that I look at it seems intriguing. Sure why not anon!
                >dunno if we're even in the same country.
                You are not from the balkans, are you?

              • 1 month ago
                Anonymous

                >cybernetic
                Ok that is very cool. Yes, that's also something that interests me, but I've been learning with a different school of mathematics which sadly hasn't been ready to do broad publications like the Greek/Western schools have long been.
                The amount of work it took for me to reach them in the first place was pretty huge, so I'm kinda scared of souring them on me by sending inadequately prepared people their way.
                >laws
                Taxes are a big one, they require all kinds of business administration I'm disinterested in. I have no interest in maximising my work in monetary terms and I find it distracting to have to deal with the numerics of the administration. I'm really, really picky when it comes to these things, basically if its going to touch the banking system or the government I'd much prefer not to set it in motion in the first place, and if it's going to support them that's a whole other level of yikes for me.
                >building
                Yeah, weekly checkups certainly won't hurt, or more often for a v. small build. And it depends on the ground you'd be building on how hard it would be, literally (lol) because that determines the kinds of foundations that would last in it.
                >water in nature
                Could well be a good change off whatever's in the tap water today. Reminds me of that story about the millionaire who only ate canned food, until he discovered that - *gasp* - food is canned by human beings.
                >outdoorsie demeanor
                Careful with that or I'll [lewd]******** ***** you and **** ******* you ************.[/lewd]
                ...wait, what I actually meant to say was:
                yup, no skin off my back.
                >also uses linux
                ... shit just got serious, as it turns out it even has a devuan package.
                >my cunt
                I'm from the benelux :<

              • 1 month ago
                Anonymous

                >a different school of mathematics
                Huh? Isn't math everywhere the same? Cool that you are interested in it, so am I 😀 Although I like know nothing from it D:
                >if its going to touch the banking system or the government I'd much prefer not to set it in motion in the first place
                Well why don't you keep it from them then? Sounds like you are already low profile, so why even pay any attention to a government that probably doesn't even influence you directly.
                >whatever's in the tap water
                From what I know they pump the water from this rivers source and put chlorine in it.
                >devuan
                Is that your distro? I currently use fedora, but that is just temporary, once I make myself want to do stuff again I'll change to Arch. (but I have used a variety of distros in the past)
                >benelux
                Wow really cool place! I always looked at it as the utopia of Europe! Gotta love them tulips and Zuiderzeewerken
                >chat app
                Hmm Session seems interesting, but have checked out Speek https://github.com/Speek-App/Speek or Jami https://jami.net/ ?

              • 1 month ago
                Anonymous

                I just realized something:
                I know the Netherlands aren't the only benelux country! So let my also say that I have a great appreciation for the Atomium and uhm...Luxembourg's free public transport!

              • 1 month ago
                Anonymous

                >math
                Not exactly no, because the way in which the maths are described and thought about influences how they develop.
                For instance the idea that "2 is always more than 1" betrays a "this and not that" way of thinking, while e.g. in modular arithmetic it is not necessarily so.
                >keep from govt. and bank
                That's illegal here, I'd have to risk fines and/or imprisonment and I'm not willing to open myself up to such risks. I'd have to vet all my customers so deeply to eliminate such a risk that there wouldn't be a point trading with them in the first place, I'd be trading so I can afford emigrating from here, not to sink deeper into this society.
                >water
                So it sounds like there could be places upstream where the river water is actually cleaner than the water that comes out of your house's plumbing. Chlorine doesn't make water "better for you" and pipe leech certainly does not.
                >my distro
                Yup. I kinda want to move to a functional package manager sometime, "Guix" is one iirc. So I can have two versions of one package installed, or two packages with conflicting dependency versions.
                >benelux
                Yeah I actually do live in tulips- and cheeseland no worries.
                >apps
                I've installed jami here's my id: 1dd7008c622fc9f5c05e3702f6cbca0408cd60f3

              • 1 month ago
                Anonymous

                A-anon? I think I sent you like three messages but so far haven't gotten a response...

              • 1 month ago
                Anonymous

                my phone is like East Germany (per app firewall etc.), they probably got stuck on some hoop.
                Sent you two messages back should be fixed.

              • 1 month ago
                Anonymous

                It seems like you aren't getting my messages, nor am I getting yours. (I see 0 messages from you)

              • 1 month ago
                Anonymous

                Hm hm hm maybe it doesn't work. I do expect a ~15s delay because it's routed through TOR IIRC

              • 1 month ago
                Anonymous

                Hmmm maybe it doesn't, I checked all of my settings, tried changed the connection method etc. But it seems we still cannot communicate 🙁

              • 1 month ago
                Anonymous

                Ok well I have "Session" installed too and it has largely worked thus far, here's a fresh Session ID I just made:
                05678716cb481c95e57804d173527584d3da73566a02833401b66743d8e2383540

                Lmao it (Jami) just notified me of one of my own messages from five minutes ago

              • 1 month ago
                Anonymous

                do you know of a chat app that is somewhat comfy?
                I've been using "Session" because it seemed pretty alright and requires no phone number or anything, but it messes up the message order a little, probably because I have NTP sync turned off on most of my devices.

            • 1 month ago
              Anonymous

              btw., if you watch any anime whatsoever - I'm really feeling like rewatching Kiznaiver, maybe we could watch it together sometime.

  13. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    You are a cute bunny, I'm sure you'll be fine. *pats on head*

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      T-Thank you for the reassurance Anon! >-<
      I do feel like I don't have bpd after mulling it over, seems to me like there are other labels that would fit better.

  14. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Well after some introspection and mulling other Anon's suggestions, I have concluded that I am not bipolar.
    Thanks again everyone for your input!

  15. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    I think the overdiagnosis of some disorders is to push medication onto people unironically. Sometimes, it's obviously helpful for people who have serious problems, but for the most part, just try to self manage. I was diagnosed with ADHD, but I am okay without meds or anything. When I realize I'm doing shit related to the symptoms (like not starting tasks, or getting stuck in cycles), I force myself to do the opposite. There are some things that you can't cure with meds is just my opinion. It's just the way your brain is wired, processes information, etc. You have to put a lot of effort into recognizing when you're going to start bad habits and cycles try your best to snap out of it. I dunno what the symptoms of BPD are, but I notice in some people, they just use it as an excuse for their actions and don't try to manage it at all. They want to be shitty people and go,"Well I have XYZ disorder so you can't judge me."

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