>So I've got lymphona and Im at the very best going to come right up to the cusp of death itself and stare into the abyss
>And at worst I will waste away while all my friends and family get to watch my life, neigh my soul slowly slide down the drain of existence
>should be a great time, lets have fun
What in the world is wrong with these people and how do you save them? They're ostensibly Christian. What are they laughing at suffering for? Their own suffering, the suffering of others. Its funny to get cancer? Imagine if something really bad happened to you, like you lost all of your money. Then you wouldn't be able to pay for cancer treatment!!
Is what happens when you are learning a foreign language. The sounds and spellings creep in. Guess what language I am learning, that would be trying to prevent me from ending words in the letter "Y" and adding a lot of extra letters for apparently no reason. They love to do that, boy do they love to do that.
Sloppy job mossad, caught slipping again.
it wasn't Dr. Chud who saved me it was Michael Yeadon
>They're ostensibly Christian. What are they laughing at suffering for?
What does Christianity have to do with this? Christians simultaneously believe that God is omnibenevolent and that God tortures certain people for an infinite amount of time. Laughing at suffering is perfectly consistent with Christianity. Alternatively, if Christians believe that they will definitely go to heaven when they die, they should want to die as soon as possible.
this is incorrect and I'm not spoon feeding you.
>You're wrong because... YOU JUST ARE, OKAY?!
Human or NPC. Which is it? How do you become a man. How do you become a woman? If you are an NPC. And you want to become real.
what a complete brainlet bad faith take
A positive mental mindset regarding potentially terminal illnesses can increase chances of survivability, so façade or not I think he has the right idea
Thinking terminal illness is a positive thing that you should be positive about? He's being positive about it because, I don't know, he can afford the best medical care in the world. Will he be so positive when the doctors tell them there is nothing they can do? Or will he curse them to their faces? There is no positivity in that. That's full on spiritual anguish.
These people have nothing to offer, nothing. I'm trying to get through life. I want my kids to get through life. I want to try and get my father through the end of his life. Where cancer or not he will suffer the exact same fate. Wasting away.
How do we deal with hardship? We just laugh about it? Sorry, its not funny, IM NOT LAUGHING.
Why are you mad that someone who is sick is trying to stay positive to help their recovery? Are you autistic?
Because if its not a big deal then its not important.
And if its not important, and we can make it seem like its just a gas, then what are we ever going to to about it? It'll be a great time we can try to tell ourselves. Lets all get cancer it will be hilarious. But, its not. Its suffering. I don't want to stay positive about it. I want it to scare me. I want it to scare you. And our entire society. Because I actually don't have all the money in the world to pay for chemo. I want there to be a cure. That doesn't have to ruin me financially and physically, actually.
And thats just for cancer. Forget about everything else. We aren't even prepared to deal with cancer.
And it never works like that. You just get cancer and thats it? And thats what you contend with? It's like you get cancer and it doesn't look good and you say "God, you know, life is great. Love life, God. It's the tops. But you know, this cancer thing? ITS not so good. Not liking that so much, God. Do you mind? Could you, I don't know, do something about that maybe?" What do you think he does? What he did in Numbers, to the Israelites. He sends snakes to bite you.
So no, I'm not going to chiilllll. I'm going to contemplate the crucifixion. Because the snakes aren't going to go away. But at least I can endure.
> I don't want to stay positive about it. I want it to scare me. I want it to scare you. And our entire society.
Fuck you bitch, you’re a fear mongerer. You accept life but reject death, even though death is a necessary component to life. Do you like to eat? Guess what, everything you ever ate was at one point a living thing. God made death just as much as life. And that’s a good thing. A beautiful thing. The never ending cycle, ouroboros, the divine serpent perpetually devouring itself. If everything that was ever born never died could you imagine how crowded this place would be? You would never get to enjoy a moment of solitude. You would never know what “quiet” is.
Fear death, reject death, that will lead you down a dark road. You’ll sacrifice everything, even your own humanity. You have to. Humans die. If you want to live forever you must cease to be human, which means you will no longer be a creature made in the divine image of God. Stick your conscious in a computer, become a transhumanist slave to a technocratic AI overlord.
Meanwhile I’ll do what King David did. I’ll look death in the eye and challenge it. If, by God’s grace, I survive, then I’ll enjoy another day. If, by God’s grace, I die, then I will relish the opportunity to bow before the Throne of God and thank him for the beautiful system he Created.
If it doesn't scare you then what are you ever going to do about it? I don't care about orobors. I want to tackle cancer.
You get scared by it. You think how good it would be to overcome it. Then you are motivated to do something about it.
Yours is the hopeless fear mongerer bit. Its just, you know, who cares. Shit happens. Said the bug caught in the spiders web, I guess.
> If it doesn't scare you then what are you ever going to do about it? I don't care about orobors. I want to tackle cancer.
No, that is a lie. Today you say cancer, tomorrow you will say heart failure, the day after you will say you want to “cure aging.” you want to never die. You want to partake the fruit of the tree of life and live forever. You want to do the thing God cast us out of Eden to prevent. You want to remain on this earth and consume consume consume like a cancer yourself, refusing to accept that one day you must be consumed. Because a snake convinced you that eating the fruit of knowledge could make you be like God and you still believe that lie.
>You get scared by it. You think how good it would be to overcome it. Then you are motivated to do something about it.
Some fights are unwinnable. Like the fight against death. You cannot succumb to fear. If you do others will come around and use that fear to manipulate you into doing evil, despicable, humiliating things. Your fear of death will lead to you cannibalism. It will lead you to a chimpanzee life.
> It’s just, you know, who cares. Shit happens. Said the bug caught in the spiders web, I guess.
That’s a straw man, I said no such thing. I referenced King David. King David was NOT afraid of death. King Saul was. Be like David, not like Saul.
Didnt I already say it?
I don't even care about death. I'm just tired of all the little gods and godesses running around. Its a hard to be a man walking through a world full of gods and godesses. A man tends to get kind of, pushed under the fricken' waves.
Be men, and women. A youtuber who got cancer. Thats what fucking you are. Except most of you aren't even that. Thats like, a nice thing to say.
>Because a snake convinced you that eating the fruit of knowledge could make you be like God and you still believe that lie.
Where does it say its the fruit of knowledge? I don't want the fruit of knowledge. I want the fruit of Christ. I want to be like him. Does that sound like I don't want to die? If you want to be like Christ, trust me, you want to die. And to suffer. And all of it.
I don't really seek knowledge. Knowledge is there. Adam and Eve brought it into the world maybe. They messed it up for us. Then Christ came to sort it all out. So that we don't have to afraid of it. We don't have to be afraid of anything. But, you know, we are still. But we don't have to be.
And I don't know if Christ is Christ. Maybe he was Christ, but he didn't actually die, and he was just writing stories. But in that case then there wasn't just one Christ there was infinite Christs, dying suffering. Its not my concern all that. I don't need to know it. I just believe it. Theres a book about it. A lot of testimony. You should read it.
>And I don't know if Christ is Christ. Maybe he was Christ, but he didn't actually die, and he was just writing stories. But in that case then there wasn't just one Christ there was infinite Christs, dying suffering. Its not my concern all that. I don't need to know it. I just believe it. Theres a book about it. A lot of testimony. You should read it
The Irony of you telling me that you're unsure if "Christ is Christ" and also telling me to read scripture in the same paragraph is both aggravating and hilarious. The Scripture is pretty clear. Jesus is the Son of God, the lamb who taketh away the sin of the world. There's nothing unclear about it. Your lack of faith is showing.
>Where does it say its the fruit of knowledge? I don't want the fruit of knowledge.
Yes, you do. You have stated several times you want people to be afraid of cancer so they feel compelled to discover the knowledge of how to cure cancer. You're a lying snake. Probably because you don't believe Jesus is the Messiah who died on a cross.
This is my last post, because you argue like a israelite. You deny what you've previously said, point to scripture to justify Heresy and Blasphemy. You claim to want to be like Christ but then complain when people are not afraid to suffer. You're a pitiful creature, full of fear and confusion. Like a dumb beast. I'm tired of trying to give you pearls of wisdom. You just trample them into shit.
Anon, you and everyone you know and love will die someday.
You, your father, your kids, everyone.
It may be soon, or it might not happen for decades.
It may be painful or it maybe peaceful and quick at the end of a perfect day.
But it will happen, that is an undeniable inescapable fact.
You may be able to do things to temporarily delay it or make it less painful, but it's going to happen.
What you are experiencing right now is basically going through the 5 stages of grief for deaths that haven't happened yet. You are grieving for the loss of your father and your kids and yourself, that haven't happened yet. But you are stuck and not moving on to acceptance because it hasn't actually happened yet so you are desperately seeking some way to prevent it.
In the human mind, imagining something that may happen in the future is no different than remembering a memory of something that actually happened in the past.
When you imagine bad, sad events that may happen in the future, you will experience the same emotional and psychological effects as you would if those things had already happened.
There is no need to dwell on shit like that or be all sad about it.
Just accept it and move on and try to enjoy life as much as you can.
>Just accept it and move on and try to enjoy life as much as you can.
Great speech. Fantastic. I feel so ready to get cancer and die now. Anybody else feel that? Buck you up? THAT bucked you up? Imagine if something bad happened like got dang. Where's your speech for that? Fathers and mothers dying and cancer is just normal. Imagine if something bad happened. How do you get through that?
>Imagine if something bad happened like got dang.
Bad things do happen every day. It sucks when something bad happens, but that's just life. Deal with it as best as you can and move on.
Imagining hypothetical bad things that haven't happened and might never happen is extremely pointless and counterproductive.
When you do that, you are just tricking your brain into thinking that hypothetical bad things is a real thing that already happened so then you get sad about it. There is no reason to do that.
>Fathers and mothers dying and cancer is just normal.
It literally is normal.
EVERYONE dies eventually, even your own father and mother. That's just life.
Cancer is the second leading cause of death in the US after heart disease, so it is in fact very normal.
>Imagine if something bad happened.
Again, why are you so obsessed with imagining hypothetical bad things?
No, again you homosexuals just have generalized anxiety disorder and worry about things even when there is no reason or purpose.
Its like the story about the moron that is drowning and then a guy floats by in a boat and asks if he needs some help and the guy is like "No God will save me". And all this stuff is just there ready to save him and he always says "No, Im good, God will save me". And I think it ends with a helicopter. And then the helicopter flies away and the guy drowns. And in heaven he asks God: Why didn't you save me? You've all heard this stupid story. You know how it goes. God says something to the effect of "What do you mean I didn't save you I sent you boats and helicopters and blah blah." Its a stupid story.
Its a stupid story because when you're drowning and you don't like it, and you think you're too good for it, and you say "God save me!!" God doesn't say "Ok here's a helicopter" he says "What are you too good for drowning? I find fault in my angels, you think I can't find fault in you enough to make you drown? Maybe I'll teach you a lesson about humility, here's some FUCKING SNAKES"
And then you go "Oh yeah, ok, I see, thanks, I'll happily go back to drowning now please, just keep the snakes please."
And then he says, "Too bad, the snakes are staying, but here's what you can do; make a snake out of bronze. Wrap it around a staff. Put the staff in the ground. And look at it."
And then snakes and drowning and all that stuff. It will still happen. But you won't lose you're frickin' mind at the very least.
he is a coping homosexual that claims to have overcome the terror of death. he hasnt i promise u. sounds like a middle aged women working at a hospice
Is it terminal? Lymphoma is usually pretty treatable no?
90%+ survival rate in modern countries due to advances made in treatment in the last 20 years. Went from 50%~ to 90-94%
95% survival rate. Still twice as dangerous as serving in Vietnam was.
also radiation + other shit that will damage your body permanently + baldness + high chance of infertility
You're right, in fact all he needs to do is wear an anti cancer wristband and that will make the cancer go away
Dox yourself and show penis
>They're ostensibly Christian
No they're not. Jesus said to keep it private.
That mickey mouse cancer has like a 95% survival rate.
My sister had it years ago and she's still around, smoking, getting shitfaced, and still annoyingly healthy.
Right, but this is vaccine induced TURBO CANCER.
How do you know it's not just the regular garden variety lymphoma?
Don't care for vaxxie soibois but staying positive is kind of 101 for this sort of situation. As someone earlier pointed out it may even affect the outcome.
>As someone earlier pointed out it may even affect the outcome.
So if I'm his brother. And my soul is crushed while having to watch him waste away. Is that going to be good for me? Thats not good. That can have a horrible effect on your health, the stress of that. And when its your father, or its your mother, and HAVE do it. Watch them fade away, if you're lucky. If some calamity hasn't already taken them from you. What does laughing about it do? It makes me sick. Watching them laugh. I'm supposed to laugh when its time for my father to die? Thats not what I will do. What I will do, what we all should do, if we are Christian is right there in the bible. You put the Son of Man on the cross. You put the cross in the ground. And you look at him. You contemplate the crucifixion. Thats what you do. And its pretty far away from funny. Or a good time. But at least that way, you can endure.
Man it just makes me sick. And this video, its called "Rough Week" https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a2tIrfeV46I
His brother has lung cancer he finds out and its a rough week. Yeah, I can imagine. Imagine if the guy lost all his money, what kind of week would that be? He probably wouldn't even be talking about it. I can just imagine. "Listen I know you're probably all wondering whats going on but I can't talk about it my lawyers blah blah". Sick. They make me sick.
This nigga was in my fyp pretending to know all the way from physics to cosmology and politics to economics. Turns out he is
>BS in biochem
>MS in "environmental science"
what an absolute insufferable cunt
he's deluding himself
It's how he copes.
>"why isnt he crying like a little bitch?"
Not everything has to be one extreme or the other.
It's a really good mindset, very superior to the typical /misc/tard who obsessively dwells on every negative thing imaginable, even completely hypothetical things that might not ever even happen. Btw, most of you just have Generalized Anxiety Disorder.
You can't change the past, and there are many things in life that you can't change.
If you get cancer, that sucks but wallowing in self-pity and being all "woe is me" just makes it worse and is completely unnecessary.
It is what it is.
you will be coping yourself in 2 weeks max. u still cope let me help u a bit to walk the path of an arhat. there is nothing u cant do to stop being this coping creature.just cope and let cope
This is true but the israelites are still evil and i hope this guy dies
Is that a holographic pepe? Damn
My mindset allowed me not to take the covid vaccine and not get cancer or myocarditis.
Cancer treatment is a scam by pharma to steal your life's collective effort.
Just die like a man and leave your wealth to your kids. Also, debtmax before you go. Give your wealth away to them before you die.
Ok sometimes cancer can be funny I guess.
And then he gets all butthurt because apparently someone asked "Who is John Green" and someone answers "Some youtuber with cancer" which he did not like because I guess it wasn't showing the proper amount of respect? Well, I'm sorry, that's who John Green the hell is. How dare you I guess not show the proper reverence to your deity, John Green, or Greene or whatever. As if I could give a shit. Thats who he is. A youtuber with cancer. Maybe that is the suffering he doesn't want to deal with. Wrap that around a staff, and look at it.
That’s israelite trick with cancer, they get you to identify with the disease… you are a ‘cancer patient’. All of the sudden you get attention and sympathy from all sorts of friends and family who didn’t give a shit about you before. You know the treatment is killing your, but you go along with it, because all of the sudden your life has a meaning it didn’t have before. You have a goal ‘to beat cancer’ and you feel loved like you never have in your life.
This makes it incredibly hard to step away and call the doctors out on their bullshit. They are using you as a cash register overcharging for deadly treatments left and right off of your insurance (often government) becoming rich at the expense of your health.
This doesn’t really matter to you as you never want to give that feeling up, of being loved and having purpose as you slowly wither away. Maybe on the cusp of death you realize you were taken advantage of and all the love and support is just an illusion. You now come angry and want yo walk away… but you can’t; you can barely walk, your mind has gone and you have withered away under all the toxic treatments. You look in the mirror and you are a skeleton, you reek of death and you can’t even go to the bathroom without assistance. You want to die.
Then a week or two later they come in with the morphine and inject you putting you out of your misery. You have one last moment of calm and peace before falling into the oblivion, with your family around you in tears, having squeezed the last bit of juice out of you like vampires feeding on your life force until you are an empty husk to pay their own debts; for their fancy car,education , house, boat, wife, kids…their status. You were never anything to them but a means to an end
Yeah, I don't know, necessarily, about all of that. I know that the ordeal of cancer weighs heavy on people. Its heavy fucking shit. They don't come out of it the same, often. Either dead, or super weak. And the people around them suffer. They suffer tremendously. They undergo change. Change that can lead them down stiflingly bad paths.
And you get you know like, hey its just a funny thing haha isnt funny.
And this John Greene guy was apparently up close and personal to this suffering a lot? As a chaplain at a hospital. I feel just bad for the guy. Totally woefully unprepared for any of it.
But I mean it is funny sometimes,
But yeah, I don't cherish that at all, when it is.
his name is Hank Green (yes he is) and he has >30k which someone decided makes him YouTube nobility
Catholics love suffering. But he has a bad case of protestant face so I can't explain why he's so upbeat.
>Catholics love suffering.
Catholics love boring, I guess I would say. Like your father loves boring. Because he's old. No one loves to suffer. Like no one loves to be patient. You like being patient? Thats not why its called patience.
>For instance, I didn’t find it particularly funny when someone answered the question who is Hank Green? with: He’s some type of YouTuber but with cancer.
>Like, I get that’s trying to be clever, but just ick.
AAHH I just died of cringe the cringe killed me aaahhh!!
Put cringe on a staff and look at it. Ick
This guy has pretty low ears and a real kike effeminacy to him.
Its not a woe is me message. Its not hopeless. Its full of hope. You can endure anything. Thats the message, and if its without hope, tell me where.
Thats the message. You can endure anything. And I don't understand why it has to be repressed.
>And I don't understand why it has to be repressed.
Because schizos will find a way to misuse it or something? I don't know. I asked a question and it took me all of two seconds to find an answer I didn't like. Picrel.
>neigh my soul
>how do you save them
Save them? Bwhahahahaha.
If ill ever save one of these retarded cucks, tell God to cut my hands!
You hear me God?
Send me to hell if i save one of these fucktards!
Yeah, exactly. I wouldn't be laughing. There are snakes out there. Vaccines too.
Pied piper stuff. Laugh and be jolly, or whatever, or something.
Just don't follow that guy
Pretty sick right now and I would gladly go through this a million more times (at least) before I ever got vaccinated.
Leukemia here, yes it's better than drowning in your own pisstate. Accept the situation, fight the disease.
God bless you and good luck brother
Serves him right
>The real cancer is the cancer that lives in our hearts
Maybe he should say that. Except for isn't that just heart cancer?
>Forces of good and evil are doing battle
>Ill just sit here and laugh. It will be fun!
And then you want out, and you want it to stop and thats spiritual anguish and if you don't care about things then thats just denying you your humanity. Jesus felt it on the cross. Job felt it. Was he not supposed to? Even God chided him. God doesn't see virtue in it. But you're not perfect, so you have to feel it. And then overcome it. And then feel it. And then overcome it. And that will make you closer, and closer to God. And if thats what God wants for you, then I want God. Because man is that good. Thats the good stuff. Thats the fish. Thats what you keep. The rest you throw back. The rest is just bugs.
Watch a world without cancer
Jim humble chlorine dioxide
Vitamin c Linus Pauling
Don't get injected with bio weapons or mustard gas derivatives.
Cancer is a nagger
>They're ostensibly Christian.
He's a breed of soi-guzzling atheist who gave a long-winded non-answer but said he was a Satanist at the end, which I actually don't doubt, kek...
Hodgkin’s lymphoma is one of the most curable forms of cancer. Chemotherapy is a harsh mistress, but if you keep your head up high and continue to think positively, it is not the worst thing in the world.
>Former Hodgkin’s lymphoma patient.
My dad took the moderna shots two years ago and just got diagnosed with pancreatic cancer. He didn't want to force anyone to take it but his employer forced him to take it or lose his job and he wouldn't tell his boss to get fucked and quit.