LULZ / LGBTQ

should i girlmode when i go back to college?

pros:
>its a very accepting environment
>there are other tranners there
>it’d be a place where i’d finally feel comfortable girlmoding
cons:
>i dont pass at all
>i’m gigantic (6’0)
>i dont pass at all
>i dont pass at all
>i dont pass at all.
>i dont pass at all
>i dont pass at all.
>i dont pass at all
>i dont pass at all.
>i dont pass at all
>i dont pass at all.
>all the tranner friends mog me to oblivion and make me feel like complete shit in comparison

  1. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    doooo ittttt, just remember not to yell at people with your guy voice lest you end up on some randos tik tok, twitter, or youtube page

    • 2 weeks ago
      Persephone

      i wouldnt speak at all

      I'd say do it if you really feel uncomfortable boymoding at this point

      i mean it doesnt make me super uncomfortable
      just i dont feel like i can ever girlmode because i am a perma gigahon x heighthon
      im doomed to forever be seen as a man

  2. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I'd say do it if you really feel uncomfortable boymoding at this point

  3. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    ask your black bf to protect in the hallways for the first week so everybody knows not to mess with you

  4. 2 weeks ago
    Persephone

    yeahh nvm im not gonna do it
    i will never not be a hon

    • 2 weeks ago
      Sock

      Do it. College is one of the most accepting environments. Get the awkward years out the way while you’re able to. Else you’ll miss out. You totally pass well enough. I think to cis people you’d be pretty unclockable in girlmode since your voice is good. It’s not going to cause you trouble in college, dip your toe in.

  5. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

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    Sophie please... You'll be fine. You already have a voice and all that good stuff

    Don't be me in your senior year still boymoding

    • 2 weeks ago
      Persephone

      hm yeah i dont want to boymode but i also really dont want to be a hon

      You pass just fine, soph. You're cute and your voice sounds good. You'll never know if you pass or not without girlmoding

      i mean i get gendered female a lot at work
      but thats with a mask on
      and i just feel like a gross fucking freak all the time
      and i dont really pass tho imo

      Last year at college, I was an extremely clocky trans girl. Did not know how to dress myself, did not use makeup, did not voice train. Nobody said anything. Eventually a group of theyfabs decided to adopt me. The only reason they talked to me was because I was openly clocky.

      Being able to interact with others on a regular basis while not pretending to be someone you’re not? Great for your mental health. Forcing yourself to become comfortable with your appearance, because you know how others react (they don’t)? Even better. Having a group of gay friends to hang out with? Amazing.

      Passing isn’t as important as being happy.

      ahahahhahahahha yeah lol hahahahhahahah lol having friends and interacting with people.. hahahahhahahahahahahahhah
      i dont know how to form connections with people and i am extremely avoidant and lonely as a result (but thats better than the constant social rejection i had before, that hurts so sosososososo much more)
      i also have bpd (diagnosed) and have avpd traits
      so friends are kinda out of the question

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        I don't want to be a hon either... But think about it do you really want to graduate college with your deadname on your degree and have to wear a suit to graduation..?

        Thinking about it now I'm considering saying screw it and girlmoding too

  6. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    You pass just fine, soph. You're cute and your voice sounds good. You'll never know if you pass or not without girlmoding

  7. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Last year at college, I was an extremely clocky trans girl. Did not know how to dress myself, did not use makeup, did not voice train. Nobody said anything. Eventually a group of theyfabs decided to adopt me. The only reason they talked to me was because I was openly clocky.

    Being able to interact with others on a regular basis while not pretending to be someone you’re not? Great for your mental health. Forcing yourself to become comfortable with your appearance, because you know how others react (they don’t)? Even better. Having a group of gay friends to hang out with? Amazing.

    Passing isn’t as important as being happy.

  8. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

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    • 2 weeks ago
      Persephone

      yah we all get it im revolting to look at and extremely repulsive

      I don't want to be a hon either... But think about it do you really want to graduate college with your deadname on your degree and have to wear a suit to graduation..?

      Thinking about it now I'm considering saying screw it and girlmoding too

      thats implying i make it to graduation

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        You ain't so bad, you've been making progress. You still make abhorrent posts though.

        • 2 weeks ago
          Persephone

          shut the fuck up

          don’t girlmode, I don’t want to be the only crazy tranny left on here

          kk i wont

          • 2 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            can you say that in your weird ass mean girls larp voice on vocaroo pls sweaty?

            • 2 weeks ago
              Persephone

              kys

              No lmao

              yeah im not

              • 2 weeks ago
                Anonymous

                are you still ordering nooses from Amazon like a complete retard so your mom finds them?

              • 2 weeks ago
                Persephone

                lmao

                >sophie tries to girlmode
                >manages to lower tranner acceptance at her school
                >every tranner resents her for it

                nah i dont think itd be that bad
                if i do get mocked or insulted or something id just take it like the man i am
                and then go back to my apartment and cry

          • 2 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            no ok girlmode perhaps I’ll do it too out of anger idk

            • 2 weeks ago
              Persephone

              kkkkkkk

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Picardia Sophie real??????

  9. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    don’t girlmode, I don’t want to be the only crazy tranny left on here

  10. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    No lmao

  11. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >sophie tries to girlmode
    >manages to lower tranner acceptance at her school
    >every tranner resents her for it

  12. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    why care if you pass or not? anything is better than being seen as male or pretending to be one. I was out for over two years before I even had access to hormones.

    • 2 weeks ago
      Persephone

      >why care if you pass or not?
      because other people do

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        other people care if you do pass or not? like, people that really matter to you are guaranteed to think less of you if you'd dress differently?

        • 2 weeks ago
          Persephone

          other people care, yes

          • 2 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            apart from possibly financial dependence, why is their opinion in any way important?

            • 2 weeks ago
              Persephone

              because my self esteem and self confidence is already at rock bottom and is solely derived from my interactions with other people

              your voice is good, when you said "california girl oh my gooood" I really felt that, so hot
              and you look like a pretty average girl now

              i look like a 6 foot tall man

              • 2 weeks ago
                Anonymous

                lmao no you don't you could never pass as a man anymore your boymoding days are over buddy
                even with your hoodie on you look unmistakeably like a girl

              • 2 weeks ago
                Persephone

                i mean i did have a lady say sir then correct herself to miss when i got closer
                before i spoke too
                but she may have just been nice

                Do it. College is one of the most accepting environments. Get the awkward years out the way while you’re able to. Else you’ll miss out. You totally pass well enough. I think to cis people you’d be pretty unclockable in girlmode since your voice is good. It’s not going to cause you trouble in college, dip your toe in.

                i’d need way more clothes tho
                i cant just be hoodie and skinny jeans
                and i still cant the courage to use my voice in person

              • 2 weeks ago
                Persephone

                my mom has offered to take my shopping and buy clothes for me
                i might actually have to take her up on that

          • 2 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            your voice is good, when you said "california girl oh my gooood" I really felt that, so hot
            and you look like a pretty average girl now

            • 2 weeks ago
              Persephone

              Do it. College is one of the most accepting environments. Get the awkward years out the way while you’re able to. Else you’ll miss out. You totally pass well enough. I think to cis people you’d be pretty unclockable in girlmode since your voice is good. It’s not going to cause you trouble in college, dip your toe in.

              you think this voice is good enough to use irl
              https://voca.ro/1meDs7unuOQ0
              ?

              • 2 weeks ago
                Anonymous

                shut the fuck up

              • 2 weeks ago
                Persephone

                why

                >your voice sounds great
                >do you think my voice is good enough
                based retardmoder

                im not retarded

                could you say some stereotypical bimbo things or jerkoff encouragement

                https://voca.ro/16uhNxp8zr7Q

              • 2 weeks ago
                Anonymous

                fuck thats hot, I came

              • 2 weeks ago
                Persephone

                strange

              • 2 weeks ago
                Anonymous

                being bullied by a hot bitchy girl is a huge turn-on for me

              • 2 weeks ago
                Persephone

                ok

                Do it if it makes you happy

                idk

              • 2 weeks ago
                Anonymous

                >your voice sounds great
                >do you think my voice is good enough
                based retardmoder

              • 2 weeks ago
                Anonymous

                could you say some stereotypical bimbo things or jerkoff encouragement

              • 2 weeks ago
                Sock

                Yes. I know you don’t always have a lot of confidence in it, but using it in person will only improve it. It’ll become more natural with use.

              • 2 weeks ago
                Persephone

                hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

  13. 2 weeks ago
    Boi-period

    Do it if it makes you happy

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