I read the stories on here about people saying that they've dated before but then after something goes wrong they're now philophobic. Well mine's a little different in the way that I'm so bad that I've never even been able to date before. I've been round my friends while they've been with people and never really thought about it until I find someone I like or I find out that someone likes me. If I like someone else then I tend to keep it a secret and never say a word about it and then tear myself up about it as soon as they find someone else. When I find someone who likes me I immediately run for the hills and usually ignore them as much as I can without it seeming obvious and get embarrassed or scared inside that at any point they could tell me that they like me. I don't know if this is actually philophobia or something else or if I'm just crazy. I wouldn't mind if someone would try and help though. Thanks.