"reppers"

Self-identified "reppers", if you trooning/pooning out wouldn't put you in danger, stop your retardation at once. If you can say you're trans or talk about repressing, the cat is already out of the bag. No one that calls themself a repper is actually repressing. Repression implies not being able to consciously acknowledge something. Calling it repression just makes you feel better about yourself because it sounds more medical. It's easier to say you're repressing than acknowledge that you're far worse than the old lady next door who keeps filling her dead cat's water bowl. Having a reason to wake up in the morning gives her a reason to live, but denying you're trans is (in most cases) self-harm for self-harm's sake. Stop running from your mental disorder and try to be happy with the things that you can do, even if you can only gorillamode, etc.

  1. 6 months ago
    Anonymous

    Good thing I only have one of the three

  2. 6 months ago
    Anonymous

    AMOGUS

  3. 6 months ago
    Anonymous

    tl;dr

    • 6 months ago
      Anonymous

      take your pills

  4. 6 months ago
    bobmoder

    >Repression implies not being able to consciously acknowledge something
    You're right, it's a misnomer. Suppression would be more accurate for most of the repbros who post here.

    • 6 months ago
      Anonymous

      I'm a supper doesn't ring the same

  5. 6 months ago
    Anonymous

    >No one that calls themself a repper is actually repressing. Repression implies not being able to consciously acknowledge something
    Yeah I know the actual term should be "suppressor" but "repressor" sounds better and I'm not interested in semantic games.
    I suppress because I won't pass, I have transphobic friends and family and I'd be bad optics for the community.
    Also if I ever commit the mistake of coming out to anyone, I want to be honor-killed on the spot.

  6. 6 months ago
    Anonymous

    You’re right, it’s not really repression if I think about it every single day. It’s more like deliberate procrastination. Maybe I will troon out one day, but only when I’m pushed to the very edge. I’ve spent 2 years like this now, I can go for another 2 probably. Right now my cowardice and self doubt will always win out over my dysphoria and envy.

    • 6 months ago
      mira

      So you know it's a losing fight and acknowledge that you'll eventually do it? Wouldn't you rather start HRT before attempting social transition, avoiding further masculinization and setting yourself up to have some female secondary sex characteristics?

      • 6 months ago
        bonepill time

        death before dishonour

        • 6 months ago
          mira

          Shutthefuckup and eat your estrogen

      • 6 months ago
        Anonymous

        I’m an ftm repper kek. And yes I’d like to start T without socially transitioning, but because of the voice drop I probably couldn’t girlmode for long. It’s all in or all out really. Feels like jumping off a cliff when you don’t know what’s at the bottom

        • 6 months ago
          mira

          >I’m an ftm repper kek
          mb

          I've heard you can do MTF voice training to maintain your ability to do girl voice while you aren't ready to use guy voice

          • 6 months ago
            Anonymous

            That is a possibility. But I’m just stopped by the fear I’m faketrans and will detroon in 5 years. Maybe I’ve spent too much time on this board and caught too many brainworms about trenders and rogd. But how the fuck am I supposed to know I didn’t just get social contagion or something.
            So now I’m back at the beginning, where I continue to tomboymaxx as a cope until I either stop having these tranny thoughts or I crack and poon out in a few years.

  7. 6 months ago
    Anonymous

    I don’t want to be a trans woman though.
    I’m very dysphoric, but I was kinda unironically transphobic in my early teens, so actually repressed until I was 18, and have been suppressing since.
    Now I’m 19 and have no chance of passing well enough to view myself as a woman, so what’s the point?

  8. 6 months ago
    Anonymous

    I am "transphobic" so I have to repress.

  9. 6 months ago
    Anonymous

    But I don't feel dysphoric? I feel I just got fucked up sexuality from being bullied by girls as a kid.

  10. 6 months ago
    Anonymous

    I'm a 'repper' until I can figure out whether the sudden desire to transition is real, or I'm just latching onto it as an explanation for my depression

  11. 6 months ago
    Anonymous

    >Repression implies not being able to consciously acknowledge something
    Uhm no, that is not what repression means. It means making yourself unable to consciously experience or feel something. Like feelings, memories, urges etc. For instance if you repress your emotions, you can still be fully aware that you've repressed your emotions. You can even have memories of the mental process itself, of blocking them out, placing them outside of focus until they've disappeared from conscious experience and become repressed. A repressor is claiming they've repressed (or is trying to repress) their trans feelings, urges, gender dysphoria whatever. Not their memories of having those in the first place.

  12. 6 months ago
    Anonymous

    r u mira?

  13. 6 months ago
    Anonymous

    i don’t repress to “self-harm” i repress because of my parents and my sister who pooned out at middle school for a year and ruined the family during it

    • 6 months ago
      Anonymous

      she didn't ruin the family, it was whatever uncle molested her

  14. 6 months ago
    Anonymous

    No
    Transitioning would make me life infinitely harder.

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