I first came to this board when I was 18.
I had already been dysphoric for a good 5 years, and had thought about being a woman for about 8 years.
I wasn't really aware of what transwomen were (I thought they were just feminine homosexual men crossdressing to have sex with straight men, something I really didn't identify with at all.)
I discovered many trans women were just like me, had the same thoughts, the same tastes, the same fears.
I considered getting on HRT, but I was very afraid.
Then I started getting tremendous brain-worms, being convinced I could never pass.
My face was pretty bad, especially for my age, as well as my height (184cm) but I also convinced myself I was a masculine monster physically in every way.
I was certain my shoulders were twice the width of that of the average man, that my hips were half the width of that of the average man, and that I was generally incredibly masculine.
It helped me rep and actually made me feel like I could beat anyone in a fight and gave me stupid self confidence (I would intentionally look at every man I passed by in the eyes intentionally, just to taunt them, etc).
It also made me miserable, obviously.
Finally after 6 more years, at 24, I cracked and started trooning.
Since then, I am measuring my body... And realizing I am actually in or near female range in most things! I can't believe it.
In particular, my shoulders, underbust, hips, they're all into female range!
How could I be so unaware of the true dimensions of my body for 6 long years? It blows my mind honestly.
If you are repressing and certain your dimensions are horrible, try again. You might be very surprised.
WAGMI!
congrats you were a rare luckshit
Nah, my face is still fucked and I am still 184cm tall.
However things aren't as bad as I thought they were.
Maybe I'll pass with drastic FFS.
Don't care, didn't ask.
how do you plan to afford that ffs?
I have 8k in the bank rn. Plus about 300k in inheritance that I will get directly when my grandmother dies.
Plus my country covers FFS, at least in part.
Finally, I might ask my father but he will probably not accept me trooning.
fucking lol
Uh?
female range measurements. 300k to spend on any surgery you could ever want and more. and ur telling us things are dandy and we're ALL GOING TO MAKE IT
I think many reppers misinterpret their own measurements.
I will not be free to spend this money as I want as I will have to pay for taxes and everything.
I guess I am somewhat lucky but I think the average poster on this site is middle class and should be able to get some money one way or another.
All I am saying is that many repper think they are gigachad due to dysphoria and dysmorphia, but really aren't.
Can you give your measuremets, I'm 189cm tall and would like to know.
184cm tall
47/48cm shoulders bideltoid
73cm waist girth
36cm hip breadth
189cm
82kg morning weight
23 bmi
47cm shoulders bideltoid
78cm waist girth
39cm hip breath
error on everything is like 5%
Your shoulders are very good related to your height, I am jealous.
Your hip breath is good too.
The only issue is height/
Face is fixable only through surgery yeah.
But if you save up you should be able to afford it.
Yeah gl saving when you make 4-500/month
Do you live in India or something?
Nope, europe
Ah, eastern Europe then I suppose.
I doubt you have a chad face, Slavic males are neotenous.
I have a neanderthal face ontopof a sasquatch gorilla body
I thought the same thing mere weeks ago.
I literally have a sloping overhang over my eyes and norwood 3
I also have pretty bad browbones and some hair loss.
Just growing your hair and having bangs helps.
KEK.
But seriously I came to this board at the height of the bone craze. Good times.
I have long hair, bangs are nasty and would look like shit on my skull. Your brow is probably no match to mine.
My brow is really bad. I hope to get it fixed through FFS.
I wish. Sadly I have a masculine face.
>Slavic males are neotenous
Are you fucking retarded?
Protip: Putin isn't representative of the average Slav
After ffs I can elf mode, or if everything goes wrong I can manmode
But I have a big ass skull though. Not very masculine features in my opinion though, it's just big.
Still better than repping, regardless.
They are through.
Only southern Slavs have really masc features.
You're a complete idiot
I mog him through.
He looks manly and you look like a homosexual
Oh and yeah im
south slav not onions north slav, so there you go you prove my point
Ah, yeah if you're southern slav it sucks. But it's not necessarily over.
Poor+hypermasculine=over
Well at lest you can serve society as a laborer.
Kys
>Kroats
>Aryan
Holy cope thats like slavs saying austrians are slavs lmao
Croats are loads more Aryan than Austrians
There is no such thing as a north Slav
Doubt there really are south Slavs either, Croats are an Aryan ethnicity while Serbs are gypsies crossed with Tutks
im three years hrt and today a random troon walked up to me out of nowhere and asked if im trans
i should have stayed a repper living vicariously through cis women
Why is that bad, are you a manmoder?
its bad because i got clocked retard
You can dress around a body, but you cand do shit except unaffordable surgery for face.
My face is neanderthal and my body has anime warrior proportions.
>184cm
Dude ywnbaw seriously save yourself before the tranny haze starts crashing down like it already is in Europe
My cisf cousin is taller than I am.
I'll be a tall girl, that's all.
Not everyone is an American surrounded by little garden goblins.
a good way to deal with these brainworms is to compare your measurements to actual clothing size charts for women eg;
https://help.rvca.com/hc/en-us/articles/4410458782861-ALL-SIZE-CHARTS
Ah, you think the bonepill is your ally ? You merely adopted the bonepill, I was born in it, molded by it, I didn't know I was trans until I had all my measurements mapped out on a chart.
You became delusional in order to cope with your eternal hondom. Sad to see.
I am not delusional, my measurements are real.
You became delusional in regards to your passability. You'll probably never pass
My body might become passable.
My face can probably be fixed with agressive FFS.
Or at least look clocky in a cute way maybe.
I repressed for a year and after a few years of HRT I realised I was even more masculine then I previously believed
I am comfortable in my masculinity
What the fuck is this thread? Why are you talking about Slavic phenotypes?
I am OP.
A quick visit outside and a shower and I am a dysphoric suicidal mess again.
It's over.