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  1. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    I will never be a woman. There is no way you can get around this. Al I have to do is look at my sister (a real woman).

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      Real. I interact with so many women and especially young moms in the cafe I work at and it’s just over over. There is no way I could ever come close to resembling anything like a woman.

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      My sister in law is a tiny blonde girl, like 5’ nothing and heavily pregnant right now
      It’s painful to think about or compare so I try not to
      I feel like she knows about me or at least thinks I’m gay or something, she’s always so kind to me and likes chatting about pregnancy stuff with me

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      Honestly I'm glad this board exists because anytime my AGP goes into overdrive and tries to push me closer to the edge I can just look here and see all the crazies and feel better about myself

      That said I hate being insanely AGP.

      Looking at real women is a nice reminder too, whenever they interact in any capacity I never think that I should be one of them.

      AAP pooner repper here. has anyone successfully got rid of AAP/AGP? IWNBAM and im tired of suffering

      I am sorry friend, we have to live with this curse forever.
      However, you can take pride in not letting these desires take over you and you live the way you want to. It's not easy to conquer and will always exist as a part of you psychologically, but feeling in charge and in control is great.

  2. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    Reminder that if you're a repper you're already trans. It's the feeling that matters, everything else follows from that.

  3. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    I have not spoken to a woman who wasn't a family member in a non professional context in over 4 years

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      Same, but literally 10 years.

  4. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    great
    time to jerk off to some gender bender hentai like the pervert i am

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      Literally me.

  5. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    I WISH I WAS A WOMAN

    I WISH I WAS A WOMAN

    I WISH I WAS A WOMAN

    AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

  6. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    I wish I was really trans.

  7. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    idk what to do, I see myself as a grotesque monster, but when I use the smooth skin and long hair only on FA, I actually kinda pass and would be happy with just that. but idk how accurate FA is, and if I'd be just as grotesque irl

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      Grow your hair out and get laser + skincare

      • 10 months ago
        Anonymous

        my hair is already long, but will def do longer. and I do plan on getting laser at some point cause having to see/feel my shadow makes me want to rip my skin off. and yea, I prob have to see a derma

        • 10 months ago
          Anonymous

          Seeing your beard disappear is the best feeling

          • 10 months ago
            Anonymous

            yea prob. cause I wonder if a lot of the feeling of disgust and inability to ever imagine myself passing is the shadow, like even FA has a hard time removing the shadow so it ends up not looking great

  8. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    I’m not really trans
    Just an incel
    If I had a hot gf who wasn’t a b***h I wouldn’t even be thinking about wanting to be a girl

  9. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    sup, general with madeup problem, how is it going?

  10. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    I no longer have to rep hard, my time spent here has become so minimal, I think I'm getting used to getting comfortable with myself. Filling my mind with other things really helps a lot. Hope you anons find a way as well

  11. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    Long face anons REPORT N

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      You have no idea how bad it is. I’m like the drawing of the effects of mouth breathing

  12. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    well, time to get my hair cut super short because long hair just makes me look like an ogre

    time to look like a clean cut man in hopes that i just look like a twink instead of a gross goblin

  13. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    I honestly don't know why i'm repping, it's been 12 years of wanting to be feminine and feeling like i never can, the feeling is never going to go away and I know that. Even if I find value in other things which I honestly doubt I'm going to be always have this in the back of my mind, what if i actually had tried to do what i wanted and not been afraid.

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      because you know you'll look like a man no matter how much surgery or hormones you take
      at least that's why I do it

      • 10 months ago
        Anonymous

        yeah i'll always look male but its besides the point. at some point something clicked in my brain to think life if fundamentally not worthwhile if i look masculine. every day since then has been a waste.

  14. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    Dreams
    >Dreams
    You had another one of being a woman. Dreams.
    >Dreams.
    No matter how you cope while awake, your subconscious rules you. Dreams.
    >Dreams.
    While half asleep you wake up confused, not even knowing who you are. Dreams.
    >Dreams
    Remember that time you woke up distressed and feeling around your body confused why things were they way they were? Dreams.
    >Dreams.
    It’s all in your head. Why don’t you repeat that three times?
    >It’s all in my head. It’s all in my head. It’s all in my head.

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      I ALWAYS dream I am male.
      In fact I often dream I am male in a room full of passing trannies who look at me with disgust. I generally wake up drenched in sweat.

      • 10 months ago
        Anonymous

        When I’m half asleep I’m more honest with myself so it’s when my feelings are strongest
        I often have dreams where I’m a girl but otherwise the same person and living the same life
        Sometimes I’ll wake up confused and upset about where are my hips or boobs, or why is my body so long and gangly
        Shame that my subconscious just doesn’t seem to know who I am

        • 10 months ago
          Anonymous

          I wish I was that trutrans.

          • 10 months ago
            Anonymous

            I don’t feel trutrans, just schizophrenic

        • 10 months ago
          juli4nne

          shiiiit is this not common? i thought every trans person had dreams like this?

          • 10 months ago
            Anonymous

            Wtf. I must not be trans then.

  15. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    gay sex is way too tempting only because of how easy it is to get
    if it was as hard to get as straight sex I would never want it

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      I want gay sex but everytime I meet someone and see their face they're not my type 🙁

      • 10 months ago
        Anonymous

        lol your type probably isn’t men then. It’s just the porn

        • 10 months ago
          Anonymous

          I've literally had multiple boyfriends, I just like softer looking guys like myself and their aren't many near me

      • 10 months ago
        Anonymous

        I have a similar issue, but I boiled it down to me just not feeling romantic attraction to facial features until I get to know them.

        I tend to focus more on their body, and slowly appreciate their face.

  16. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    How do I accept the fact that I'll never have a tall trans gf as a 5'5 manlet repressor

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      why the frick are you repressing at 5'5?

      • 10 months ago
        Anonymous

        because I look like a man
        trust me anon if I looked even remotely feminine I would have transitioned by now

        • 10 months ago
          Anonymous

          it's your life but it's hard to believe you're super manly at 5'5

          • 10 months ago
            Anonymous

            being short actually accentuates your masculinity. you look a lot bulkier than tall guys with the same shoulder/face width

        • 10 months ago
          Anonymous

          This. If you've made it pass puberty, then you are male.

  17. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    I hate how huge I am. I'm 6'1, 12" feet, wide ribcage, wide shoulders, etc.
    like, I'll be on pinterest looking at beautiful clothing or pretty rings, and then I imagine my ogre self wearing it and feel disgust.

  18. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    Super jealous of people who have somewhat of a feminine face.
    I have nothing feminine about me so I will just repress until the end of time. There is no coping mechanism for this and I just wanna die

  19. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    I HATE BOYMODERS, WHY DO THEY GET TO BE ANDROGYNOUS/ FEMININE???????
    I WAS FRICKING RUINED BY T AT 15 YEAR OLD WHY IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME?????

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      what the frick did you do in your previous life anon

      • 10 months ago
        Anonymous

        I literally looked like Tadzio until age 14, and then immediately transitioned into a fricking neanderthal.
        It's all so tiresome.

        • 10 months ago
          Anonymous

          I literally always looked like a neanderthal even before puberty
          at least you got to be cute at all

          • 10 months ago
            Anonymous

            Yeah but I didn't realize it would ever change.

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      Same but by 13

  20. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    >can't get a tranner gf to help her succeed instead of me
    Why should I even live sisters?

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      I think, if I had a trans gf, I would legit kill her in a fit of jealousy and rage.

      • 10 months ago
        Anonymous

        that could be the other end of the spectrum as well. Shit well there no hope left to live period. I wanna an hero so bad

  21. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    well i got a haircut
    all it does is show off how big and manly my skull is

  22. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    since most guys, at several points of their life, envy and want to be girls, how do i know im special?

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous
    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      if it persists for a long period of time and/or it starts to negatively impact your life

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      when you see a happy woman and feel a sickening lurch in your stomach as if you were going up stairs and thought there was another step but there wasn't and you have that moment of freefall and dread

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      The gender dysphoria is how you know it's different from just occasional envy.

  23. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    Genocide all naturally feminine males.

  24. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    I don't think I'm really trans. I have no desire to crossdress. I have no desire to do makeup. I haven't voice trained at all. It's probably just a delusional obsession I have.

  25. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    i only started transitioning after pretending to be mtf for attention online but now im genuinely questioning.

  26. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    i'm crying in my room right now

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      🙁

  27. 10 months ago
    MWAHnon

    reppers have such powerful souls
    an army of reppers could overcome anything

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      souls aren't real. this is probably the only life we get.
      either that or a completely random material reincarnation into an insect or something

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      I have no soul

  28. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    I can't stand talking to my friend Passoid anymore but she's one of the only people I talk to in the world, I don't want to lose her

  29. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    It's almost comical how bad it is to be in our position. The world fricking hates us and doesnt want to understand us. But unlike a gay person we can't pretend to be normal, we're getting slowly ground into pieces. Unlike a racial group we cant identify eachother by sight, so we have no community that isnt online. Jesus christ, why do I have thoughts like this at a time in history when people openly want me to be homeless or just killed for feeling this way. As if the constant fricking dysmorphia wasn't bad enough.

  30. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    can repressors hatecrime trannies

  31. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    Why do I have such masculine hands??
    Iwnbaw

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      Must be nice being pretty and feminine in every other way to only have you hands to seethe over

      • 10 months ago
        Anonymous

        No, everything else is horrible.
        However, face is fixable with FFS, shoulders are fixable with clavicle reduction, etc etc.
        Hands and feet aren't fixable.

        • 10 months ago
          Anonymous

          Go to reddit and look at the foot shortening pics, same is possible for hands you just need the right surgeon

          • 10 months ago
            Anonymous

            I see. I wish I were rich enough lol.
            My country covers FFS, but I doubt they'd cover this stuff.

          • 10 months ago
            Anonymous

            >My country covers FFS
            Kys

          • 10 months ago
            Anonymous

            I am still 184cm with a giant skull and shoulders.

          • 10 months ago
            Anonymous

            I'm currently trying to get over my 6'1 tall body that's scarred to shit from male acne and obsessive skin-picking, why would you say that 🙁

  32. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

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  33. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    I will never be a woman and nothing can change that

  34. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    My AGP fantasies are so niche and specific that they put me in a constant state of dissatisfaction. The only outlet that really works is reading, but it takes hours to get into it.
    I’m thinking about looking into lucid dreaming to further experience being a girl. Has anyone tried it? What was it like?

  35. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    Everyone who represses is just an AGP fetishist, you literally cannot prove me wrong.
    Normal trans people would just do it

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      Im neither trans nor agp, simply peter pan syndrome and wanting to be pretty

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      i am a cis man who wishes to be a woman

      i'm not even an AGP fetishist. i'm a TOCD moron who probably would develop reverse dysphoria

      Im neither trans nor agp, simply peter pan syndrome and wanting to be pretty

      yeah i wish i wasn't so obsessively male

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      They want to transition but know they are agp fetishistis so aren’t really transphobic shouldn’t and call this repression. Then the more they obsess and fixate on it the more it legitimises this ‘repression’ they are doing and their troonydom meaning over time they can feel like they can actually troon out as they convince themselves they are legitimate.

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      >Normal trans people would just do it
      A people rep for number of reasons, fear of rejection from family, fear of abuse from society, in some countires you may be killed
      and worst of all the realisation no matter what you do you will never be a woman, you just become a mutilated frakenstein monster

  36. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    I wish I wasn't ugly

  37. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    Wish i was really trans so i could troon out and not worry about getting breasts

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      I was really nervous about getting breasts, actually stopped HRT for a bit when my buds formed. But after a few days I was like frick no, T is brain poison, I don't care I can just wear sports bras. Now I'm almost a year HRT and happier than ever, despite not passing at all. Manmoding is way better than repping, IME.

  38. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    MY HATRED FOR PASSERS IS HOTTER THAN A THOUSAND BILLIONS SUNS SHINING TOGETHER.
    I HATE THEM I HATE THEM I HATE THEM I HATE THEM.

  39. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    This disgusting fetish must die
    I need to stay on nofap
    I am done.

  40. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    >been doing ok with recently
    >no major disphoria
    >looked out of the window
    >woman walks past and swishes her hair
    >crippling disphoria sets in
    why does it have to be this way

  41. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    Why? Why? Ugly, fine, whatever, but why the frick make me a hairy fricking beast on top of that? fricking hell

  42. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    I wish i was agp so i have a reason to transition

  43. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    How over are my shoulders?

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous
      • 10 months ago
        Anonymous

        Kek, do I look like that?
        Better than looking like a gigachad I guess.

        • 10 months ago
          Anonymous

          You do.

          • 10 months ago
            Anonymous

            Could be worse.
            I don't have the SRSussy tho.

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      why the kingdom of the two sicilies flag?

      • 10 months ago
        Anonymous

        My dad gave it to me and never explained why.
        We have no relationship to Italy.

        hows it going lol

        I have no idea honestly, maybe I was a bit tense. It happens often.

        • 10 months ago
          Anonymous

          >My dad gave it to me and never explained why.
          >We have no relationship to Italy.
          fricking kek

          • 10 months ago
            Anonymous

            He's a monarchist so I guess he just liked the design. And it fits well under my Rhodesian flag.

          • 10 months ago
            Anonymous

            >He's a monarchist
            most well adjusted repper's parent

          • 10 months ago
            Anonymous

            He's actually one of the leading figures of the main monarchist party in my country.

            It's more over for your face than your shoulders

            Good, I guess. My face is bad but I think maybe with FFS it can be ok? It's free here. But yeah sadly my face is bad.

            cute boobs

            Uh-uh

          • 10 months ago
            Anonymous

            >He's actually one of the leading figures of the main monarchist party in my country.
            imagine choosing to fight for your right to suck the monarchy's wiener

          • 10 months ago
            Anonymous

            Eh, it's more complicated than that, Integral Nationalism is quite special and combines Monarchism, Catholicism, localism/regionalism, blood and soil etc.
            Also the idea is that in a democracy israelites lead us anyway so the nation would be more free under a king that cares for his subjects.

          • 10 months ago
            Anonymous

            you have inherited your father's autism
            many such cases

          • 10 months ago
            Anonymous

            As long as I didn't inherit his Neanderthal physique I am happy.

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      how is one side lower than the other i have the same problem

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      It's more over for your face than your shoulders

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      cute boobs

  44. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    can i like stop being 30?
    can i get 20 again and pretend that i still have a chance?
    it's actually not funny anymore frick

  45. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    i had the realisation at the weekend that the only thing actually keeping my repression going is depression and accumulated inertia
    if i had any reserves of motivation or self-worth i'd probably have trooned already

  46. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    >tfw shaved my head and quit hrt
    We're back.

  47. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    AAP pooner repper here. has anyone successfully got rid of AAP/AGP? IWNBAM and im tired of suffering

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      It doesn't go away.

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      what's AAP?

  48. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    I did estrogen for 1 month. I'm not depressed anymore but it's not like I'm positive either. I don't really care about it too much. I'm gonna stop popping the pills

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      You may just want to look into anti-depressants then if you don't care about the HRT effects.

  49. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    i think maybe it all really because i'm a fetishist
    if i could kill my libido forever, i'd probably be happier and it'd be so much easier to repress
    i wouldn't be reminded of how much of a delusional homosexual i am every time i get horny then

  50. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    where are the cis male agps

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      here homie

      • 10 months ago
        Anonymous

        hows it going lol

        • 10 months ago
          Anonymous

          I wound up here today so there was a bit of a battle but usually it's pretty easy these days and barely even a thought.

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      yo

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      I'm cis AGP but wish I were trans

  51. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    im honestly not trans because i dont want breasts or even to live as a female i just want to be cute and pretty and not look like an ugly greasy hairy moid.

    thats all, genuinely want to die over this and im not even trans.

  52. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    Something happened this week and I can’t get a smooth face after shaving now. I bought the expensive Gillette blades as always but now i can’t get it fully smooth to touch. I’ve been cutting the shit out of my face the last couple days trying and generally just dying inside. It’s like it just went up a level again and has me feeling like shit. Last time was when it stopped being shave every 3 days and was everyday. So many little changes like this that I fricking the and have just let happen over and over. I remember I nearly puked when I saw my brothers chest hair and the thought of growing my own popped into my head. And now I’m epilating it and just so far gone.

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      get laser/ electrolysis

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      Bruh I have to shave twice a day.

  53. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    bampu

  54. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    Frickit im nonbinary ig maybe its cope maybe not, but im gonna buy e aa and ralox and see what happens

  55. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    I USED TO BE A LITTLE BOY

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      i can remember days of just being a kid

  56. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    cant wait for this mental illness to slowly chip away at me over the next few decades until i sublimate it all into fetishes culminating in my ultimate humiliation as i am rewarded by finally losing my mind and trooning in my 40s.

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      This was an extreme fear of mine at some point. When I was like 16 and read about troons in the 50s, I literally planned to get my dick and balls cut so that I couldn't have fetishes anymore and therefore not troon. I also made a pact with my best friend asking him to kill me if I ever did degenerate stuff as I grow older.
      Fast forward 8 years, he's an officer in the navy, I am trooning, and recently announced him I was transitioning.
      Life is weird.

  57. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    >search for trans pornstars with more masculine features so I can self insert better
    any other repsisters do this

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      no because there aren't any

      • 10 months ago
        Anonymous

        by more masculine features I mean like hasen't gotten ffs or ba, still has small or flat chest, noticeable brow bone, unplucked eyebrows, etc

        • 10 months ago
          Anonymous

          yeah and I mean there aren't any

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      Yes, I do.

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      trans porn in general makes me too jelly to watch, though sometimes it triggers a nervous adrenaline response which I turn into a rapid hatefap.

    • 10 months ago
      Anonymous

      you mean aesthetic despite masculine then yes

  58. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
    I WANT TO FRICKING DIE
    I WILL NEVER BE PRETTY OR CUTE OR FEMININE IN THE FRICKING SLIGHTEST AT ALL
    I'M SUCH A FRICKING DISGUSTING UGLY NEANDERTHAL ABOMINATION WITH NO FRICKING REDEEMING TRAITS THAT COULD EVER EVEN BE PERCIEVED AS FEMININE IN THE FRICKING SLIGHTEST
    GOD FRICKING DAMNIT WHY DID GOD HAVE TO MAKE ME SUCH A FRICKING FREAK
    WHAT KIND OF FRICKING CRUEL JOKE IS MY EXISTENCE
    I FRICKING CAN'T STAND THIS ANYMORE FRICKING KILL ME PLEASE

  59. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    IWNBAW

  60. 10 months ago
    Anonymous

    stop watching porn
    start exercising
    start waking up in the morning and sleeping at night
    stop taking drugs
    start going to therapy
    start looking for a job
    become who you are, who you have to be, who you should be. before you never do.

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