Hello /x/, I come to you because I have no other options.
Context: About 2 years ago I went through a rather rough "break up" with a girl and it involved some rather gruesome details that I cannot elaborate on because it would possibly implicate me in a crime. Anyways I have not done well mentally since. From a period of depression and recklessness to the state I come to you now. I have always been an insomniac who hallucinates from time to time when I'm tired. Now I am starting to see them while wide awake and not tired. It all started after people close to me brought her back up after spending about a year forgetting her. Anyways, does anyone have some advice on how to make it stop. I was thinking of taking magic mushrooms and going on a spiritual journey but I worry that it could turn in to full blown schizophrenia at that point.
take the shrooms,
Will do boss. At least someone else validates my delusions
they arent delusions
I'd much rather believe them to be hallucinations than actual dead people for my own sanity
the truth is, all these ecomonic categories are fake
Maybe I am a tard but I'm not sure what an "economic category" is
simple, it's fake
fuck it I'll roll with it
think about it, us vs them based on stricly economic category, its not even controversial, yet its compelling, meaning it can exist
In a fucked up way that makes sense. Neither the dead nor hallucinations can own anything
usury is loose baggage
Damn right! Fuck the usurers
what the fuck part of this is paranormal
My bad forgot to mention it in the original post. Normally they are dead people, either ones I know or strangers. Doesn't really discriminate tbh
Take some melatonin
OP logging off. Thanks for the limited but helpful advice. Catch y'all on the flip side
I don't really have advice anon, but I wanted to say I believe you can find happiness and joy. Others to connect with and help you can receive. Adventures to be had and dreams to follow. I hope for the best for you, and others as well. This message applies to others too.
ding ding ding. happened to me. avoid mushrooms if u can. best free advice you’ll ever get. you can’t untake what they do to your mind. if y had a change made to your brain, and it changes how you think, and you don’t like it, can’t take it back, would you still do it? I did. I’d go back if I could. but it’s on u