Hello. I'm going to keep things short and just say that I have been living in a comfort prison for the last 25 years under my parents. My parents don't want me to be independent because then that would mean I don't need them in my life and since I have no other reason to even include them in my life or than they support me, they need to give me a reason to stay.
I feel no incentive to go outside or meet new people or find new hobbies. I don't know what I want to do with my life. All I do is work a shitty job, collect my paycheck, and play video games. I have no friends. I don't really do anything. And I hate myself for it. I am starving. I feel an anxiety that can only be described as crippling because I'm 25 and I'm perpetually stuck on square 1. It's like I'm paralyzed.
I have an idea. But I'm not confident about it. My idea is to completely separate from my parents. Become independent. First, I need to find out what I want to do with my life. What career I want to pursue. Once that's done, I can pursue that career, and move out with the confidence that this shitry job I hate won't be with me for the rest of my life. Any help would be appreciated. Thanks.