I’m already an overly kind type of person, too kind and passive for a male. I get very shaky and frightful at confrontation with men and if I feel one staring me down, I avert my eyes. I’m making some changes in my life including hitting the gym, and taking up boxing - just to see what I’m made of, and prove that I am worth the two balls I was born with.
As a part of this, I want to cultivate my negative energy. Mike Tyson had this down on an instinctual level, and was known to put terror in his opponents before the fight started - like holding an invisible dagger to his ones neck that they just *feel*. I want to study and grasp this power for myself when I’m in the ring, and even out casually.
How do I go about attaining this aura of heavy, looming oppression? Any advice on getting there, aside from just meditating? What body parts/concepts should I focus on during meditation? Lifestyle changes?
>considers respect, inner strength, and inner peace " negative" energy
pack it in, you've lost before you ever began.
2 years of doing labor opened my lower chakras. I was hitting the gym prior to this for a year, it didn't change my personality. Also don't coom
You're going about it the wrong way. Focus on strengthening your heart center and you'll never see a confrontation again. In fact, you'll become magnetic. Why do you want to intimidate and push others away with negative energy? That's lame and weak, you definitely can do so much better than that. Don't feel ashamed that you weren't the "alpha" type before, that's in the past. Take some ginseng and embrace positivity, even if it sounds cringey, it really isn't.
Good luck anon! I'm glad you picked up a new hobby 🙂
Look, please don’t lecture me on how what I actually need is positivity. You don’t know what I’m like in real life, and my positive/negatives are out of whack, when they should be in balance. There is already millions and billions of resources on cultivating positive energy on the internet, so I think the topic of negative energy deserves a singular topic of its own.
Please explain what you mean, because your post reads as jargon to get off your own ego.
So it’s lower chakras? Got it. I’ve been on the fence about doing construction work, but I’m busy enough as is and already have a very well paying job right now. Maybe I can try to warp my perspective of going to the gym as manual labor, or just do manual volunteer labor. What type of labor did you do?
>What type of labor did you do?
A factory job. It wasn't intensive but there is something about being active all day, i mean natural activity like being on your feet, doing something with your hands, being tired from it at the end of the day and sleeping like a baby after. It helps to release the tention in your mind which may keep you in a chronic nervous state so it drains you therefore makes you weak, afraid etc
If your positive energy was genuine, you would know the other side of the coin, negative energy. Something to think about. If you fake the positive energy then you will also fake the negative. The negative "I will kill you if I can" will come automatically when you got something you love and want to protect. It's the negative shade of pure love.
Mike Tyson has lived a life of mental illness, suffering and tragedy. He has good qualities, but his fierce and diabolical aggression is not the one to focus on.
Boxing is good though, and I think it's probably healthy and fun to actively release aggression, as long as you don't identify yourself as aggressive.
Meditating is a very good practice. I feel like this along with study on mindfulness and self-help type shit could help you out a lot. Your trouble is you believe you are weaker than others, or not capable physically or mentally of enduring a confrontation, so perhaps part of you says "If I show submission they might not hurt me, or value me as a target, or they'll pity me or be disgusted by me, or they will see how they are weak by attacking a weak person like myself, or perhaps they will hurt me but they might not hurt me so much". I hope I'm not projecting when I say that, it just seems like a very likely motivation for a person to feel so bad about confrontations.
When you meditate you realise all is one. Those feelings of weakness and fear you have felt occupy the same space as the people who have intimidated you and their own emotions (and they definitely have very active emotions in a confrontation). When you are in a situation like this just focus on the space around you and inside you and realise that the feeling in your belly, that little shaking in your knees or hands, is nothing but a speck in the vast space you feel everywhere. You are that space, that awareness.
Go in LoA general threads because that is good for learning about how to change how you see yourself and setting healthy goals for your identity and life.
>Meditating is a very good practice.
darth vader was a practitioner of this art
And i'm not, so what does that tell you about me.
And look at all the good that Andi got done as Vader.
He was a goddamn emperor that united the known planetary systems under one banner. People had security, jobs, healthcare, economy.
Yeah. Suicide is worthless now. You have to dispense with life before you even consider a flicker of not committing it.
kind people are always hiding shit. kindness is a defense mechanism, it doesn't exist in nature
We're not "in nature", you shitkicking retard.
So because of that nature isn't in us, right? Because we never have been natural beings, right? You dense fuck.
Alternatively they don't want others to feel bad. Or feel immense guilt when they treat others poorly. Probably other reasons too.
Haha what a stupid message you just typed
Positive/negative categories do not work here just as good/bad categories.
First of all, be honest with yourself do you want to prove to yourself that you're man sincerely or because society expectations, stereotypes, or something like that? Because if it is the latter, no matter how hard you will push yourself, it will not work.
Do not waste your energy mindlessly, especially emotions. At the same time do not keep them in, do not feed them, do not repeat to yourself "oh how angry I am", "oh this guy really pisses me off". While doing this, you also waste your mental and spiritual resources in useless way. You should, like, recycle them. Keep your swearing and cursing to the minimum. Curse words bear a massive emotional weight in them, and you don't want to waste, if you want to cultivate your aggresive manly vibe. Have you noticed how sudden profanities and insults sound much more intimidating from a person who used to be quiet and polite?
Nofap / semen retention may boost assertiveness and healthy aggression. Assertiveness comes from to desire to protect something you own, be it you life, personal borders, your gf, etc. So, value things you own. But also do not run from responsibilities, if you have such peoblem. You're responsible for things you own in some way or have power over. So when you avoid responsibility for something it's like you reject your possesion, power over the subject. Do not let surroundings shape your ideal man image, your role model. Think about it for a while, ask yourself a question what is it to be a man means for you, etc.
They injected him with a daemon in jail
He had to sacrifice his kid and join Islam to get his soul back
>an overly kind type of person, too kind and passive for a male
Weird way to spell 'bovine"
>How do I go about attaining this aura of heavy, looming oppression?
How do little labor-cattle boy turn yourself into a true warrior? The short answer is, you don't. You don't have the absolute hatred of not being the strongest around because you were so weak once like Mike was, nor the physical body that is demanded to back it up
> Any advice on getting there, aside from just meditating?
Go sell drugs. You'll join very fast a competition that demands you to be strong, elusive and assertive, because if you're not you're in jail or dead.
tl;dr: your little bovine ass don't want to be a warrior, you're going to be eaten so fast by actual violent and dangerous people that it would'nt even be funny