My tulpa fucking hates me

I have of tulpa of Octavia from Helluva Boss [pic related].
I don't even know what the fuck I did to her, but she keeps calling me sad, pathetic, fat, and a cuckold.
Whenever I do pretty much anything, she just laughs at me and calls me a loser.
Which, I'm not going to lie, it's pretty hot.
But it's getting tiring and demoralizing.

Maybe the first 3 are true, but I don't know where she keeps getting "cuck" from.

I mean, during the creation of my tulpa I gave it a fatal flaw/killswitch like I would for a servitor, but I don't want to just kill her off.
So, /x/? How do I get her to stop fucking hating me?

  1. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Your a sad pathetic fat cuckold

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      It's only hot when *she* calls me those things, homosexual

      Stop acting like a pathetic cuckold you fat retard. Also Loona is better.

      >Also Loon- ACK!
      loonaggers get the rope
      Then again, maybe I could Octavia a friend here by also making a Loona tulpa. They seemed to get along pretty well in S2:E2.. But I'm not sure how I feel about having another entity in my head.

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        They'd both just make fun of you retard. Alright, here's the serious answer. "She" is an extension of your own consciousness, so the genuine self loathing you feel is felt by her towards you as well. Alongside the fetished version of self loathing that you feel. So (You) get off to her saying it, as well as (You) getting depressed by her saying it because (You) get off to yourself thinking it as much as (You) depress yourself by thinking it. If you resolve your issues, she won't say it anymore. But you also won't get to beat your meat to her saying it either. Also, fuck you Loona is better.

        • 2 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          >They'd both just make fun of you retard.
          But my Moxxie tulpa doesn't insult me?
          In fact, he's actually quite nice, and supportive of my actions. Hell, he even gives me advice from time to time.

          • 2 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            I don't know who that is. I'm only interested in demon pussy. But anyway, yeah, it stands to reason that if you have some positive feelings towards yourself, another tulpa could embody them. I don't know if that pink thing gives you a boner, but if it doesn't, then that's probably why it doesn't mock you. Because you get turned on by it. Which is why Loona would mock you too, because that's what you're into. And if that thing does make you horny, which I don't doubt because your taste is god awful, then multiple things get you off along with your own self loathing.

  2. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Stop acting like a pathetic cuckold you fat retard. Also Loona is better.

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Cringe copycat kys

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Fuck you homosexual it's the most obvious joke. You're not that important.

        • 2 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          Asspained

          • 2 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Nuh uh fuck you

  3. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I'd say your tulpa is spot on , i'm guilty on all front but i never pretended to be anything else

  4. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Stella helped me become a White Supremacist.

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      ...... she's a white bird narc you idiot ....

      you're having your dna/mind/matter be manipulated by these tulpas to make you into buzzard foods my guy

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        btw most people's dnas are already fucked so no you can't really reverse these securities dismantled down at all no matter how much you's liked trying to sadly, she's {this time systems} just gunna get a bit weirds

  5. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Since the tulpa is a manifestation of your inner thoughts and subconscious, you must be suffering from low self-esteem and self-loathing.
    Especially given the fact that she calls you not only a loser or fat, but also a cuck, which perfectly explains why do you like when she insults you. Pretty self-explanatory.

    Get better.

  6. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous
    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Sex is for humans, AIs can clone.

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        AI doesn't exist
        language models are just big calculators spitting the most matching word next
        neural networks are literally sets of equations solved for most of the variables but the input

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Gay ass fanfiction. That one pic where the anon tried to manifest pinkie pie as a tulpa, but failed miserably, creating a faceless amalgam that fucked with anon mental health by constantly screaming at him nonstop, is much more better.

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Lel
        Screencap?

        • 2 weeks ago
          Anonymous
          • 2 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            dude capitalist brands becoming religions, holy shit prepare to have the bronies fucking turning themselves into ponies then turning into fucking abominations man

            • 2 weeks ago
              Anonymous

              AHAHAHAHAHAHA TO CHAOS THE BODIES HAVE ALREADY STARTED FILLING FROM THE OUTSIDE, LET THEM SSSSSSSTACK THERE'S ABSOLUTELY NOTHING FROM STOPPING THE SENTIENT PONIES FROM RISING MAN, IT'S ALREADY SPLICED INTO THEIR DNA

          • 2 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            Semi-related but reminds me of the time someone's Twilight tulpa made them insight a gang war

            • 2 weeks ago
              Anonymous

              Wat

              Cap pls

          • 2 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            >trips
            What a fucking trip reading this shit, so many emotions, fear, laughing maniacally at the OP's situation but feeling that I may fall down that path if I am not careful. The Emperor protects!!

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous
      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        You have to be pretty straightforward with what you want instead of being a retard about it

  7. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    The answer is always a Jackie Chan tulpa to put it in its place

  8. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    you let yourself be contaminated by the meme-environment of LULZ
    good job
    what do? discipline her. you're in charge.

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      >discipline her
      Well, how so?
      What can I do, spank her like a kid? Octavia's like 17 years old.
      Not gonna threaten to kill her, I feel like that'd be a little too mean with how emotionally vulnerable Octavia is.
      Not gonna rape correct her either.
      Any suggestions?

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Stop.

        • 2 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          Stop what?

          make a tulpa to replace her to get her to start begging you for attention
          obligatory 'homosexual'

          >a tulpa to replace her to get her to start begging you for attention
          ..Well that sounds awfully cruel.
          But attention-starving an already attention-starved emo teenager sounds like it would work wonders, to be fair.
          Although that sounds a bit manipulative toward her, don't you think?
          I'm looking for a more civil approach to the situation. Any ideas?

          • 2 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            >I'm looking for a more civil approach to the situation. Any ideas?
            fuck civility it's a self inflicted brain demon, I would totally manifest a rival tulpa and gradually drain away all attention from the other, it's obviously manipulation it just happens to also be hot

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        the tulpa is a product of your thoughts
        think her differently

  9. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    She's made from your mind.
    She hates you because you hate you.

    /Thread

  10. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    You fucked up and you need face consequences.
    My advice....put it to sleep. IMADIATELY. You fracturet your mind for your disorder and mental unstability.
    My another advice ?....... Stop working with it IMADIATELY. No matter how big temptation. STOP. You are spiraling for no reason. And with it, you are puting those close to you to danger.
    >You are risking a harm.

  11. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >making a tulpa of yet another cartoon character
    Tards gonna tard.

    Just fucking kill it off since it's only going to be a liability.

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      >kill it off
      >liability
      How could it be a liability? Please explain, so far all she's done is insult me.

      >I have a 'tulpa' of a 'fictional demon'
      You are a fucking retard.

      >'fictional demon'
      Octavia *is* a fictional demon.
      And let's say I did make a tulpa of a "non-fictional" demon like Stolas (the one from Helluva Boss, see picrel)..
      Okay? What then? The Stolas from the show isn't a demon, unlike the REAL Stolas. There's no connection between the two, besides maybe the name.

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        >I just so happened to create a 'tulpa' of the 'daughter' of a real demon
        So anon, I'm gonna tell you something that might upset you. You're being harassed by Stolas in drag.

        • 2 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          What could I have done to annoy Stolas?
          My tulpa doesn't affect anyone but me.
          And if a demon wanted to fuck with me, why would they do it in drag? And most importantly, why stick to insults that turn me on?

          >I'm calling myself a homosexual a lot and that makes me sad
          >"So stop calling yourself homosexual"
          >That's a bit extreme, I'm looking for a more civil approach
          Sides

          I'm not calling *myself* a homosexual, Octavia is calling me a homosexual, you retard.

          • 2 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            >What could I have done to annoy Stolas?
            Probably nothing, Stolas is a very chill guy. He's a nerd. You like it, so that's what he's doing for you. By the way, when I say "he," everyone calls demons male. Even demons like Gremory or Paimon. Demon's don't have sexes and present themselves however they like. So he's not actually in drag.
            >And most importantly, why stick to insults that turn me on?
            Because they turn you on. Duh.

  12. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Why does it have to be a cartoon character? Every fucking time.

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Indeed.

  13. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >creates a mental puppet that lives in the lower astral realm
    >is surprised when lower astral beings (demons) take control of said puppet

  14. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    What's a tulpa?

  15. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    if you watch porn of other men fucking women, youre a cuck. your tulpa is trying to convince you to stop watching porn, through tough love.

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      haha. this is a good interpretation
      >444 checked

  16. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    make a tulpa to replace her to get her to start begging you for attention
    obligatory 'homosexual'

  17. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    She is right, you deserve it for using ancient Tibetan mediation techniques to give yourself schizophrenia so you could jerk off better

  18. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >I have a 'tulpa' of a 'fictional demon'
    You are a fucking retard.

  19. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    my Octavia tulpa, adore accurate recreation of the real thing, found your tulpa and is belittling you for a sort of weird ego jacking thing

  20. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >I'm calling myself a homosexual a lot and that makes me sad
    >"So stop calling yourself homosexual"
    >That's a bit extreme, I'm looking for a more civil approach
    Sides

  21. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    retard

  22. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Thats why people say to start from scratch

  23. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Don't base tulpas of fictional character you mongoloid. Fuck around; find out.
    >N0X0N

  24. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    i want to look like her

  25. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >Thinking about this thread
    >Only absolute losers get this kind of tulpa -Eva
    My tulpa and everyone here knows that OP is a massive homosexual, cuck, retard.

  26. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Sounds like you two got some issues, mine only berates me for the stupid and twisted things I do, I've been dealing with withdrawal lately and she just flat out tells me I have no one but myself to blame for my predicament but when I'm doing something to better myself she encourages me, its fucking hilarious I thought shed be gone once I stopped but shes still here

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      How does she looks like?

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Think Mora from the nightmare realms comics

  27. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Ignore your tulpa and it will starve and go quiescent.

    It only tells you what you know already. Lose weight.

  28. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    You spend so much time on LULZ that your tulpa is learning insults from within and now you are pretty much fucked unless you go outside and do not come back.

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Leave 4chinz 4ever?

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        If OP doesn't leave then eventually the tulpa will learn other things like it will start to tell OP to commit suicide and form all sorts of sick mental images to fuck with OP

  29. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Have you at least just tried talking to it and make her understand that you don't like being called that? I'm sure you can totally just work this out with her.

  30. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    That's your unconscious, "Tulpas" are not real. Look into Jung and Freud. Not kidding

  31. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    What happens if you rape a tulpa

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      I would imagine the same thing would happen if you were to rape anyone else, they would be scared of you and probably traumatized.

  32. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    you have to let her go, anon
    let her leave the nest so to speak

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      What is the procedure ?

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        talk to her, tell her that you've enjoyed your together and that she longer has to be bounded to you, tell her that she is free
        be absolutely polite and respectful

  33. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Tulpas are a projection of yourself and she sees you as pathetic
    Better yourself
    [spoiler] fat pathetic retard cuck [spoiler]

  34. 2 weeks ago
    Archonte

    Are you not entertained?

  35. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    The killswitch didnt work and she laughed at me and called me pathetic because i failed and my dick is hard because of jow humiliating it is and then she's laughing making fun about how small it is. please tell me what to do she's not going away and im terrified and horny and it's the worst feeling ever

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      That's it, now you're in for it. She's learning at an exponential rate whether you like it or not. That's why tulpas are more dangerous than servitors. They can go rogue quickly on you and if you have no idea how to handle it you're fucked. You think a killswitch is going to save your life now? Haha, you have another thing coming. She's going to seep into your every sexual thought and torment you.

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      That's it, now you're in for it. She's learning at an exponential rate whether you like it or not. That's why tulpas are more dangerous than servitors. They can go rogue quickly on you and if you have no idea how to handle it you're fucked. You think a killswitch is going to save your life now? Haha, you have another thing coming. She's going to seep into your every sexual thought and torment you.

      >I created a tulpa based on a gay cartoon hebe character based on biblical demonology based on ancient inbred sand cannibal mythology
      >Also why does she not like my pathetic fourchins ass

      This is why I'm glad when I came up with mine she was original and I dont even know if I can even consider her a tulpa she doesn't torment me like how the NIgga and Pinkie abominations are I asked about the pinkie one and holy shit she said thats fucking scary too I dont see her in reality though its all mental.

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Wouldn't mental be more fluid and dangerous?

        • 2 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          Possibly why I'm not taking it any further than where it already is too many wolves in a metaphorical sense that could drape themselves in the sheeps wool and fool me. She lives her own life when I'm not speaking or interacting with her a whole ass universe in there a scifi one too, I have my own little realm that I based off a dream I had many years ago where I think I met her it was during a time where I was super down and uncertain about my place in the world (Id be willing to drop the deets if anyone is interested) I felt at peace there it was like a liminal paradise, shes not human btw but shes every bit as beautiful and shes told me multiple times I cant end things prematurely or keep harming myself mentally with drugs to see her I gotta live out my life do what humans do build a legacy, wealth and pass the torch of the indomitable human spirit to the next generation.

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      It's the giantess guy all over again
      >Please tell me how
      >no I don't wanna do that

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Like I said, you ignore it over an extended period of time. Your discipline is required.

      John Kriter has three books on servitor creation and management. One specifically deals with the companion type. Read those.

  36. 2 weeks ago
    FIZZAROLLI

    retard

  37. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >He fell for the "tulpa" ruse and gave himself schizophrenia
    Good job anon.

  38. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >I created a tulpa based on a gay cartoon hebe character based on biblical demonology based on ancient inbred sand cannibal mythology
    >Also why does she not like my pathetic fourchins ass

  39. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    discord gg /DWyvvw2U

  40. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    look for buzzword patterns

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