My job is gonna drive me to kill myself, I'm under constant pressure 24/7, non-stop calls and text messages, Non-stop stress, non-stop bullshit.

My job is gonna drive me to kill myself, I'm under constant pressure 24/7, non-stop calls and text messages, Non-stop stress, non-stop bullshit.
I fucking hate these toxic motherfuckers, they make my life miserable and make me wish i could wake up dead.
Worst part is I cant leave, i have too many responsibilities and everywhere else i apply just immediately rejects me.

Is killing myself the only option?

  1. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    What responsibilities you have? Also how come killing yourself is better option than abbadoning your responsibilities?

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      my parents, my girlfriend, rent, car loan, mortgage, etc..

      How can I open TWX8G

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        how can i abandon my responsibilities?

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          Reapeting myself for more gravity and clarity

          They make you want to kill yourself, fuck all the things that make you want to kill yourself (except having children)

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            the only thing that makes me wanna kill myself is this shitty job and the toxic fucking people in it,
            I love all the other things but unfortunately i need the job to keep it.

            • 1 month ago
              Anonymous

              i honestly started to reach a point where i sympathize with shooters that have shot up offices, i can understand why someone would shoot up a place if they had to face the same kind of toxicity and stress on a daily basis.

              • 1 month ago
                Anonymous

                not saying that'll im gonna do anything, i never will, i just can understand where it comes from.

              • 1 month ago
                Anonymous

                You do know the authorities browse LULZ right? Not very smart. I hope for your sake I am wrong but I don't think I am.

            • 1 month ago
              Anonymous

              >apply to different locations or companies

            • 1 month ago
              Anonymous

              In your op you expressed desire to kill yourself with question
              >Is killing myself the only option?
              I was writing under the impression that this was genuine sentiment you had. Am I to understand that it was just a bit of drama? Because if so, there is simple other solution, stop being a little bitch, bawling about your inability to find another job and find fucking different way to provide for yourself.

              How do you expect him to walk away from loans when the debt collectors will follow?

              You heard about bancruptcy? Everything is better than suicide.

              • 1 month ago
                Anonymous

                >Because if so, there is simple other solution, stop being a little bitch, bawling about your inability to find another job and find fucking different way to provide for yourself.

                i tried, i tried to swallow it and go on, i tried to stfu and do my shit, but it never stops man, i cant have a fucking second to myself, i cant go for more than 5 minutes without some motherfucker ruining my fucking day about bullshit.
                I cant sleep, i cant eat in peace, i cant fucking take a shit and use my phone to look at fucking LULZ for 20 seconds in a row.

              • 1 month ago
                Anonymous

                I had a job like that, I was a grocery store manager. It came down to the culture my direct superior created by allowing my subordinate managers to underperform and not allowing me to terminate them for not managing. If they need to contact you in your off time your subordinates are not managing there job functions you are paying them too.

              • 1 month ago
                Anonymous

                that's one of the problems im facing, how did you manage through it?

              • 1 month ago
                Anonymous

                In the situation I specifically referenced I left the location because my hands were tied and I couldn't manage around her incompetence.

                Now in other situations when I was younger I created the situation by making those who worked under me too afraid of failure to take action on their own without my input, so I worked to delegate more and give supportive developmental feedback when they took risk that didn't pay off.

                You have to figure out is it the companies culture or your own leadership style. Current company I am at doesn't bother me on my time off unless it literally is only something I can handle and a time sensitive emergency

              • 1 month ago
                Anonymous

                I mean find other job.

              • 1 month ago
                Anonymous

                Have you mentioned to your boss that you have too many responsibilities and can no longer guarantee that you will perform each of them to the desired standards? I don't know what kind of job you do, but any job that requires 24/7 availability outside of working hours sounds very illegal unless you are something like a doctor or a fireman. Or maybe you are just an American, I heard that is quite common over there. Have you tried talking about this with your gf? That you just need some alone time every now and again to clear your mind of stress and recharge? She should be able to understand. If she doesn't, she isn't a good person. Just set an hour everyday on your clock where you turn off your phone, remove all possible forms of communication and let the world move on on its own. It won't crash and burn suddenly because you are no longer there.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        how can i abandon my responsibilities?

        Dude, only responsibility in the whole world that is morally unabaddonably is having little child, all the other stuff you can freely walk away from.
        If things in your life makes you want to kill yourself you need to, you have right to change any and all of them, don't let other people expectations, societal expectations make you do things that make you want to kill yourself. Find your own happyness in life, you deserve it and don't let anyone take it from you. Only way that leading a life that makes you want to an hero yourself is acceptable is when it's temporary thing that will lead to better outcome and only if you yourself have chosen it.

        Another tidbit of advice to read and apply Meditation for Begginers by Jack Kornfield, it changed my life

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          How do you expect him to walk away from loans when the debt collectors will follow?

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            Go innawoods.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        Sell the car and the girlfriend and pay off the mortage.
        Air bnb your house away while you live in a trailer in biking/walking distance to work
        Start cooking $1 meals.
        Throw all your money into stocks.
        Only spend money you receive from stock dividends and use your entire paycheck to buy more stocks.
        "Retire" in 4 years when the market has recovered and sell courses on YouTube on how to get rich quick by selling courses.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        How do you have both rent and a mortgage?

  2. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    Lower your lifestyle expectations. On a smaller budget you can find a lower-paying job that is less stressful

  3. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    What job do you have so that I can avoid it in the future?

  4. 1 month ago
    Anonymous

    There seem to be many people that want to help you in this thread. Maybe tell as more about your job

    • 1 month ago
      Anonymous

      sorry i had to go off a bit (because of work).
      I was hired as an IT tech for a company and soon after as i was hired the it manager resigned, so they gave me all his responsbilities with the promise of a pay raise soon, then they realized i could do well in operations and they gave me some work from there, then they slowly kept adding shit with very minimal pay raises. I don't have a college degree so it's difficult to find a decent paying job. nonetheless i tried applying for other companies in the same sector but the mistake of adding my boss as one of the references. He got a few calls and that ruined my career opportunities with several companies in the same sector.
      my "colleagues" all try to fuck me over like they get paid to do it, they're all friends with the management so every fuck up they do, they throw on me and it turns into a he said she said situation and im always the loser. i tried documenting stuff on email but the boss man says "emails dont mean shit anyone can write anything" and email culture is nonexistant here so it's pointless.
      The company is in charge of around 800 external employees "that directly report to me" because the station supervisors are also friends with the supervisor so anything i say about them means fuck all. so the 800 or so employees are constantly calling about their problems. and i have to pick up because if anything goes wrong the station supervisors say "we spoke to anon, he did fuck all". Management does not understand that the scope they hired me for. They believe that anything that's electronic falls under IT, they're constantly asking me for graphics design job, programming jobs, fixing printers, excel formulas, hardware issues, networking, etc.. anything relating computers apparently falls under my scope. and if i cant do it so im a shit IT guy.

      I really wanna tell them to get fucked and leave so they realize that they're fucking idiots but i can't do that without a backup plan.

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        on top of all of that, i have to write most of the English communications of the management because they cant speak English for shit .

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          >The company is in charge of around 800 external employees "that directly report to me" because the station supervisors are also friends with the supervisor so anything i say about them means fuck all. so the 800 or so employees are constantly calling about their problems. and i have to pick up because if anything goes wrong the station supervisors say "we spoke to anon, he did fuck all". Management does not understand that the scope they hired me for. They believe that anything that's electronic falls under IT, they're constantly asking me for graphics design job, programming jobs, fixing printers, excel formulas, hardware issues, networking, etc.. anything relating computers apparently falls under my scope. and if i cant do it so im a shit IT guy.

          Just keep job hunting. Depending on your country giving shit reference can be a lawsuit too. Most companies have a policy of anon is eligible for employment or not

      • 1 month ago
        Anonymous

        It seems you are in a very particular bind but i think you can make use of it. You already have a shit reputation as a fuck-up but they still seem to keep you around and not fire you. Have you tried simply caring less about results? Since everything seems to be your fault anyway why not actually make it your fault? Your boss sounds like a massive cunt and also looks like he cannot afford to lose you because he is willing to risk making illegal shittalk about you to keep you around. Especially since you seem to be willing to work for so cheap you should do a strict 9-5 calling hours policy. If they want full access to your time they should pay more. You cannot however just suddenly start implementing this without warning. You should over time say that something is going on in the home situation that is requiring your attention and that you cannot miss. Miss one phone call here, dial into a meeting 15 minutes late there and then escalate over time. However, you are playing with fire here. It all depends on how hard you need this job.

        • 1 month ago
          Anonymous

          shit this is actually good advice.
          would i later ask for help because im overloaded?

          • 1 month ago
            Anonymous

            That's not a bad idea. You will probably be denied but asking for another recruit to help you with your job shows that you care about getting the job done while at the same time signalling that you are overworked. Of course, this all depends on the personalities you are working with and the company culture and such so you will have to improvise a lot of it yourself unfortunately. Just know that whatever your job asks of you, it is never worth destroying yourself over it.

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