LULZ / LGBTQ

mmg manmoder genera

no bitches?

  1. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    b

  2. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    the homies asked what AGP was today so i explained, now my bros know who ray blanchard is

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      I explained agp and Blanchard to my bf

  3. 2 weeks ago
    noel

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  4. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Imagine living as a woman

  5. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    tfw iwnbaw

  6. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Who tf is Jimmy?

  7. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    i am a disgusting fridgebodied man with tiny stretchmarked conetits while every other mtf on this site gets to be a girl.

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      >every other
      shut up also you're a child also cis bitches get stretch marks cope

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        uh, last time i posted my body people said its the worst they have ever seen.

        • 2 weeks ago
          durian

          Yeah I don’t think so

  8. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I want to kms there is no hope.
    No hope I will get to live as a female.

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      just live as a man then lol stop acting like a retard

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        No reason to live as a man. This is a females world.

  9. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    finally my favorite thread is back where i can let out all my depressive schizo walls of text
    been feeling kinda particularly hopeless lately, don't even want to start hormones now because i got too fat and there is no way i can get a good job in coming months and be able to live alone, so no way to shave anything and so eventually I'll just be stuck living a life of trying to hide my weird hairy tits from my relatives

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      have you been on hrt before? hrt made my chest hair go away

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        how does it make it go away? i thought it doesn't go away unless lazered or something, like all other body hair
        and nah, i started briefly before, but stopped, but now about to start for longer period of time but now just not sure

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        wow that must be so nice for you

  10. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    well fuck it gonna get drunk today

  11. 2 weeks ago
    durian

    Just don’t overdo it

  12. 2 weeks ago
    stella

    going on a diet, hope i make it bros

    • 2 weeks ago
      durian

      Good luck.
      It’s hard keeping a diet in here…

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Yeah..

  13. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

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    >take a pic of the top of my head
    >It looks like it's thining
    >Immediately feel like smashing the bathroom mirror and gutting myself with a broken shard
    anyone else know this feel?

    • 2 weeks ago
      durian

      Yeah… Mentally ”fine” to suicidal by staring into a mirror for a while

      have you been on hrt before? hrt made my chest hair go away

      Reduced density and made them thinner for me. Still some left but they are colorless for better or worse

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        hmm, was the density reduced by itself or after shaving/epilation?

        • 2 weeks ago
          durian

          Epilated a few times but it kept thinning afterwards… So I guess both?

  14. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I masculinized on hrt and its my own fault.

  15. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    What is the point oof manmoding? Im a repressor living with my parents and I want to start hrt but I feel like manmoding is difficult and useless, I want to live as a woman, and even though I want the changes HRT brings, I would need to hide it because my life (and unpassability but thats kinda secondary) doesnt allow me to transition.

    I want HRT but how would I hide it and wouldnt it be better if I completely shut down my emotions completely rather than live half way?

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Im also a repressor and live with my parents too and i do it for 2 reasons: 1 - to maybe make myself feels better psychologicaly from having female hormones in my brain, 2 - to make myself less masculine/ stop masculinization in case i would be in a position to go further with this in the future
      i honestly would probably have to stop myself and get to repressing in case my tits will end up growing too much to hide, but we'll see

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        >What is the point oof manmoding?
        this depends greatly from person to person but for me it helps ease the pain a bit knowing i'm not masculating further
        >I want HRT but how would I hide it and wouldnt it be better if I completely shut down my emotions completely rather than live half way?
        completely up to you, i couldn't stand doing that anymore that's why i started hrt i still feel like shit most of the time and most people see me as a well groomed man but at least i wont end up like John, age 50

        Yeah emotionally numbing myself anf having testosterone in my system feels aweful which is why im considering manmoding. But it seems tougher, i would be living a double life for real, I dont even have a room so thats another layer to the problem. I dont think ill be able to move out and transition but if I keep living like this I think I might kill myself, I see manmoding as a difficult fine line to walk to hide physical cjanges I want to have happen in order to stay stable internally while keeping the people externally around me happy while at the same time betraying them for my modicum of happiness which isnt even enough and never will be.

        • 2 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          > I dont even have a room so thats another layer to the problem.
          yeah, that sucks
          I personally have a room, but still not that much privacy so yeah, guess it's only fine for me because im a neet at the moment and have a lot of private time when everyone at home, but when i'd get a 5/2 wagie job again i'd also have almost no private time and it would make things quite bad indeed
          guess all of us just need to stop being retards and go find an ok job, but finding a job that would offer both ability to live alone and to spend on transition is easier said than done
          if only i knew how to fix my life myself

          • 2 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            >when everyone at home
            when everyone at work*
            also yeah i got drunk again today, woo

          • 2 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            I have a job. I mostly work from home. Im actually supposed to be working right now but ive kinda lost my ability to give a fuck today.

            • 2 weeks ago
              Anonymous

              yeah, i'm kinda having a day like this today too
              maybe it was a mistake to get wasted today again today, but oh well

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      >What is the point oof manmoding?
      this depends greatly from person to person but for me it helps ease the pain a bit knowing i'm not masculating further
      >I want HRT but how would I hide it and wouldnt it be better if I completely shut down my emotions completely rather than live half way?
      completely up to you, i couldn't stand doing that anymore that's why i started hrt i still feel like shit most of the time and most people see me as a well groomed man but at least i wont end up like John, age 50

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      >wouldnt it be better if I completely shut down my emotions completely rather than live half way?
      lol I really really wish it worked that way, unfortunately it seems that doing nothing at all really is worse than even half-assing it like this and not dealing with your emotions will cost you

      for me, since I don't really want to live as a woman, being on HRT while living as a man I get to change my body and how I feel inside without having to change much about how I present myself to the outside world - that's a desirable compromise for me, and it's been worth it
      >stopped masculinizing in stature face etc
      >body hair stopped getting worse and thinned out
      >facial hair thinned and grows back more slowly
      >stopped/reversing mpb
      >ribs and hips shifting over time with soft tissue changes
      >nicer skin
      >face slightly rounder and younger looking
      >growing breasts

      I've stopped hiding it and wear what's comfortable but I still live as a man, I just don't think it's a big deal for the vast majority of people

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        fuck, you wrote it so nicely i want to eat my pills right now
        fuck waiting and losing weight, i'll just do it while already on hormones
        but i still need to cut on drinking and maybe go to the doctor to do some basic checks on liver and maybe other stuff to see in what condition it all is since hormones potentially affecting it

        • 2 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          losing weight on hrt isn't a bad idea, definitely don't skimp on the health checks with your liver (especially if you're DIY and a drinker) but the sooner you start the less damage you have to fight against

          [...]
          Yeah emotionally numbing myself anf having testosterone in my system feels aweful which is why im considering manmoding. But it seems tougher, i would be living a double life for real, I dont even have a room so thats another layer to the problem. I dont think ill be able to move out and transition but if I keep living like this I think I might kill myself, I see manmoding as a difficult fine line to walk to hide physical cjanges I want to have happen in order to stay stable internally while keeping the people externally around me happy while at the same time betraying them for my modicum of happiness which isnt even enough and never will be.

          > I dont even have a room so thats another layer to the problem.
          yeah, that sucks
          I personally have a room, but still not that much privacy so yeah, guess it's only fine for me because im a neet at the moment and have a lot of private time when everyone at home, but when i'd get a 5/2 wagie job again i'd also have almost no private time and it would make things quite bad indeed
          guess all of us just need to stop being retards and go find an ok job, but finding a job that would offer both ability to live alone and to spend on transition is easier said than done
          if only i knew how to fix my life myself

          I had to get started on HRT and go through some freakouts to finally get my shit together enough to get a job and eventually move back out on my own, my life was kind of a mess I had let fall apart around me over not dealing with this shit so I really needed to do something to kick own my ass into moving and doing anything again

          it's not easy

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      i'm with you on this. really struggling to not give up right now. saw my face on a zoom call for work just now and struggled to not start crying. i feel so numb right now

  16. 2 weeks ago
    durian

    Could really use some quetiapine and rum right now…

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