I guess this symptom started when I saw my father cheated on my mother and my half brothers allow my father and kept it a secret instead. They also treated the mistress better than my mother. They forgot or don't have the heart that my father has wife.
Starting that day, I already have trust issue with guys when it comes to romance. I promise to myself that I won't allow any man in my life. I don't want to experience what my mom is going through.
For me, loving someone in a romantic way is very complex and scary.
If your Heart beats fast? For me i am suffering from chest pain.
I am very sorry to a man that I already rejected and those men I already ignore because when I feel I am falling for you. I feel terrible.