I just wanted to say, it's not real and it's all in ur head, nothing to me seems real about it. Every human I have tried to trust and love has betrayed my trust, I'm not even sure if I love anymore.
Ur partner doesn't love you, you could get rid of in a day with little care, ur family cares little for ur existence, ur friends would rather not acknowledge u exist, n this world we're going to die alone. In ur last moments, no one will be there, and you will lay in a bed with a heart attack or stroke.
I wanna die, I hate being a stupid unloved tranny in this world that hates my existence. Nothing seems real and I've spent the past few days doing nothimg but staring into the void.
Why do people hurt my trust all the time, why do people not care about what happens to me and what I do to myself, and why do I exist. Why did god even birth me into this world when all his followers hate me and my own existence is a sin. Why am I even here, god I just wanna die, please.