Losing feelings

This is a couple years back but we met online. I know people say online dating never lasted and I think so too but I tried it anyways.

I met this girl and I really liked her and we became a couple. We lived across the state and it was boring doing the same thing. I was devoted to her and very loyal but she wasn't.

For the first 3 months when we started dating she lost interest in me because of the distance we have.

After we broke up for 1 month, we went back together again because she missed me and I still loved her then. We broke up a couple of times and it was very tiring.

Then one day, she told me she cheated on me but I still gave her another chance. After that we broke up again. We lasted for 9 months. We talk once in a while but I always kept my distance because she can't control her emotions.

If we talk for a good month she'll start liking me again so I always kept my distance from her.

I would think I have philophobia because I just can't handle relationships anymore or fall in love with someone because I'm afraid.

  1. 5 years ago
    Some Philophobic

    Man, that sure hurts, i am like you, but im a she instead, We didnt meet irl tho...

    But then i knew he cheated on me with a freind +10 times and i never knew...

    Im scared of being lonely but at the same time im scared of loving someone because it will all end up the same again and again...

    Good luck for you, pal

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