I am 23 and have come to the conclusion that I’m simply too boring and awkward to ever have friends or any type of romantic relationship. How should I prepare for a life of loneliness and isolation? What would be some fun hobbies to distract myself? I have about $50,000 saved up because I still live with my mom, but I’ve decided I’m going to shoot myself in the head with a shotgun once she’s gone. In the meantime, I need something to distract me. What would you guys recommend?