all i want at this point is to be cuddled. yeah i'm a bottom and i'm needy, but now all i'm really needy for is affection. i don't care if they aren't emotionally interested in me, i just wanna be comfy and in someones arms, at least believing that they care about me. why can't i have a bf/gf to just pick me up and cuddle me 24/7, whyyyyyyyy. pls if there is a god i hope he actually hears my prayers about it. i don't care what gender they are anymore just please god give me someone who's gentle with me.
>teehee I'm so lonely that I'll just become a slut
Hey... OP... no offense... but have a nice day okay?
they don't have to be horny, i just want someone to hold me T-T
too scary
asl
id unconditionally cuddle you.
Do you have nice armpits?
You're a sinner. God will not ignore your prayers, he will actively go against them. Stop being a tranny and become the cis man you were always meant to be. Only then will your dreams come true. Otherwise you will be single forever.
then what am i supposed to do, be a straight femboy? be a gay bottom? no thanks pal.
666. What an appropriate number for a heathen of a man. Does burning in Hell sound fun to you? If not, your only option is to become a straight femboy and procure a girlfriend and wife.
>suggests i commit unloyalty
>calls me the heathen
Not a very smart boy I take it. I meant girlfriend and eventual wife. One person. The estrogen is frying your brain, hon.
jokes on you i pass when i girlmode
I don't think people realizing you're trans and playing along counts as passing
>passed before i was trans
>"people realizing your trans"
>old people calling me 'young lady' and 'miss'
>told since childhood i look like my mother
I don't think blind elderly people count for much but whatever helps you sleep at night. Sorry about your manly mother.
My apologies. I'm just an unhappy repressor. Please forgive me.
Bro You’re literally on the gay side of some degenerate website talking about religion, sit the fuck down, bozo
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>I don’t think people realizing you’re trans and playing along counts as passing
Keep on coping 🙂
This has more or less been my experience, it’s cool though while I pass I’m not attractive. Still, I’m happy, which elevates me above most other trannies on this board.
good for you! i'm mainly unhappy due to loneliness, but if my second lover ends up making me feel like my first did, it's going to be worth the wait
What qualities do you look for in a lover?
someone ok with my nerdy ramblings, ok with me being clingy, gentle yet firm, fun to be around, similar interests to my own, physical affection, praises me, cute and/or pretty, plays games with me
it was the happiest time of my life being with him, i enjoyed every moment of just being around him. he was an amazing cuddler, we held hands all the time, and i just went complete 'nhbgyvbh' mode whenever talking to him. we never had sex though, things didn't last long enough to get that far...
Did you ask him out or did he ask you? Did you fall in love before dating him or only after you got together?
he asked me out. I had an interest in him, but I wasn't in love until we started dating.
I see, would both parties get into each other's interests?
Yes, with time. However I might add that I’m a lesbian, so the pool of people who share my interests tend to be pretty low
ahhh, well i get that, my dating pool isn't large...
Your dating pool in large? You said in your OP that you would date both men and women, lol. That's all of the human race.
but most wouldn't be willing to date me (mfw am trans), plus my taste in guys is really specific ~.~
Hmmm... my hobbies are hiking, wrestling, history, and analyzing literature and paintings. If we dated, would you become interested in those as well?
i got no stamina thanks to second hand smoke as a kid, so you'd have to be patient with a lot of breaks. but the rest sound pretty fun!
Hmm... I admit, I've not been the best partner in the past. What would you forgive in a relationship? If your partner punched you (as I regret to admit I once did), could you forgive that? How often could your partner scream at you or be mean before you leave? Could you forgive cheating (as I, once again, am sad to admit I once did)?
well, it depends how attatched i am, if i'm really close to someone i won't really let them go, but if it happens early in the relationship it's a big turn off. not only that but cheating is a big thing for me, no matter when in the relationship it happens, i'd be too depressed to decide much anything for a while.
Hmm, I see...
If your list above was exhaustive, I think you can find someone.
>someone ok with my nerdy ramblings
Don't most men love listening to their girlfriend?
>ok with me being clingy
Wouldn't most be okay with this?
>gentle yet firm
What does this mean?
>fun to be around
What do you find fun?
>similar interests to my own
What would those be besides vidya?
>physical affection, praises me
I think most significant others would do these things...
>cute and/or pretty
Shallow.
>plays games with me
Everyone's a gamer nowadays.
>gentle yet firm
like someone who's got like, a soft touch, and isn't bossy or rough with me, but still takes charge
I see. So you're traditionally feminine and want to be subservient to a man, I take it.
What are your interests outside videogames?
is wanting to be support really that fembrained? listed some here
i don't mind! i'm a bit starved of attention anyway
You seem like quite a charming young miss. Are your friends all busy?
What would you think of wearing the following outfits?
>Sundress
>China dress
>Gothic e-boita
>Turtleneck + stockings
if i'm being 100% honest, i'd love to wear any/all of them
What are your thoughts on breast implants? You mentioned having A-cups earlier, and I'm afraid no man will be happy with that. You would rock those outfits so much better with F cups or bigger.
Bruh, all boobs are good boobs as long as she lets me play with them
I appreciate the open-minded attitude, but A cups are what boys have. I don't mean to sound condescending, but if OP takes pride in her womanhood, she needs larger breasts.
also no, boys have aa-cups
I don't think you should disagree with me. You wish to be a girly girl, and girls are more feminine when they're demure. Just a heads-up.
What do you think of giving your friends platonic kisses? Are kisses reserved only for relationships? You seem like a passionate person with a lot of love to give, and perhaps spread that love freely, not distinguishing between romantic and platonic.
hhey! i've got the same size chest as one of the cis girls in my friend group!
They're talking mad shit lmao a-cups aren't that rare among women, especially once correcting for BMI
well i'm also not much into hrt yet, and i don't think i'd ever really be ok with implants, they never look natural.
i mean, i kinda care? most guys fall off my radar and my taste in them is really specific, versus gals which i fall for a lot easier. and i'm currently the desperate one ~,~
When do you plan to get the requisite surgeries like FFS, VFS, and SRS?
idk what the first two are, but srs yeah, once i have the money
considering how thin i am, much bigger wouldn't make much sense ~,~
>most guys fall off my radar
Needs nuance
like, i find it hard to hold much of an interest in guys, but like, the more feminine ones i could see myself dating. problem is i've only ever known 1 feminine guy, and he's a gay bottom.
there's too much of a disconnect between platonic and romantic love to me, like i'll hug, but not cuddle. romantic is just much more physically intimate to me. like, i get scared to get physically close with someone i'm platonically close with, because i fear that i'd end up falling for them romantically, which doesn't help that some of them already rejected me, and the rest are into guys or are taken.
I'm heading to work now, cutie. Thanks for the fun chat. A kiss for me before I go?
muah~
>Feminine guys
Guess that removes a huge chunk yes
yeahhh
all of the ones who've tried getting with me, and it's cause i don't think i'm comfortable getting with someone through LULZ
>LULZners avoids other LULZners
It always be like that huh
Lmao based heartbreaker, I've done the same
Why do you not want to date someone from LULZ? Do you think you might ever change your mind about any of the guys/girls you turned down?
putting my info out here is too risky, plus i want someone unscathed by this pit. and i don't think so, some of them have been nice, but i'm not really willing to move out and i don't want anyone to move to me only to fall out of love.
Lmao why do you think they would fall out of love after taking things to the irl realm? Cool self-esteem you got there xD
Do you get a thrill out of turning people down? I do >.> Its fun.
I'm a straight top HRT femboy
don't get my hopes up ,~.~
how old are you, roughly, if you don't mind saying?
18
holy- thats bigger than most of my cis friends
cause it's what happened with my ex, and i'm likely to disappoint. and i don't, i get really excited when they ask, but sad when i remember "ah, this is LULZ"
ah ok I'd date you but you're too young for me sorry
op can still be your fuckmeat, she said she's into casual sex
How tall are you? How much do you weigh?
>op can still be your fuckmeat, she said she's into casual sex
it's often unethical to have casual sex with someone much younger than you
If you listen to old bitter ladies maybe
Legal is legal
yes, I know it's legal, but legality and ethics aren't necessarily 1-to-1
I'd care more about fucking someone not emotionally ready or stable and chucking them away, than someone 10 years younger open to fuck and chuck
wait when did i say that?!
and 5'5 120 lbs
That makes sense, Ms. Heartbreaker
After you turn someone down do you prefer to stay friends or do you feel weird and cut ties?
your judgment is right. don't get implants
Incorrect. Do not listen to this anon. If you enjoy having an unsexy body, very well - it's your choice. If you wish to have the sex appeal of a hobbit, so be it. If you want to incite desire in men and be a good wife for your future husband, you will do the proper thing and upgrade to E or better.
And thanks for the kiss btw. Hope you were wearing lipstick.
do not listen to this person OP, they're clearly some weird nutjob
don't get implants, they never remotely look, feel or move like actual breasts
How am I a nutjob?
I wasn't planning on getting them, already happy with them, but apparently they weren't big enough for that one anon
hey, i wanna have a sensitive chest! not 2 bags of silicone!
<3
mhm!
<3 ppromis?
hey, i get in sword fights, so if i've been dating for a while, a fistfight or 2 i might not be opposed to (i'd lose though cause my puches aint shit)
well irl i'm always the one getting turned down, and i'm not ever friends with the people i reject. but after getting rejected i tend to try to stay friends, i mean my ex is still one of my closer friends (one that broke my heart, but bygones be bygones, right?)
Can we playwrestle instead
pin me down?
If you insist babe
^o^
Winner takes all. You're good with this, yes?
promise!! <3
makes me sad and want to do something about it when i see other people lonely and sad... i bet you'd look cute all warm and content in my arms
o///o
hehe, deal
*hug* i get what u mean
Sweet. Time to pin you to the bed and tease you relentlessly
I have DDs is that good enough? I don't want to get implants because of the potential loss of sensitivity. I'd also be fine with all of those outfits as long as I don't get stared at too much. top 3 especially seem really nice and I'd be super happy to wear them for my partner
>fun to be around
like, playing board games and/or just vibin yknow?
>similar interests to my own
dnd, admiring art/animation
>shallow
my standards are pretty low for what i consider 'cute/pretty'
Sorry, seems I was too quick on the draw. I have a fiancee, but I hope you don't mind if we continue talking here.
>punching you is a big turn-off if it happens early on
>implying it's not a big deal later
Based?
>someone ok with my nerdy rambling
This is vital, always subject someone to this before dating, I know from experience.
>similar interests
>plays games with me
This is the compromise you might have to make, my gf and I lacked some key interests, e.g. vidya and online culture. It’s still a worthwhile relationship, you just have to learn how to enjoy listening to HER nerdy rambling about something you might not care about, same as she would put up for you - it’s a two way street.
Honestly, I think OP might be so perfect that she doesn't have to settle or compromise. She can have whoever she wants.
flattering, but i've been rejected plenty of times
By who? Why?
Oof. I hope you've gotten the chance to reject people yourself to build your ego back up. I find turning people down fun. Maybe I'm just mean. Lol
only rejections i've ever dished out myself were on this site ~,~ they don't feel much like achievements here
How many people have you turned down from here? Why did you reject them?
These requirements are pretty easy to meet honestly
>i don't care what gender they are anymore
Please do care, getting invested only for the other side to figure out they were just desperate and fall out of it sucks
How did your first make you feel? What was the sex like?
Same. I just miss holding someone so much.
t. chaser
Depends op, will you platonically rub your boobs against me while we cuddle? How big are they?
100% ofc, but they're only a-cups... i can stuff up to a c if you want, but the stuffing is kinda stiff and feels unnatural to squish/rub
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i know what your going thru i spent most of my life like that and i never had a blahaj even, just a pillow
dont give up, when you do finally have someone who loves you you will be so happy, but unless your lucky enough to meet someone very much like you i think most people dont want to be so affectionate and consumed by closeness
my gf doesn't really cuddle me enough lately she gets too hot in this bedroom in summer so wont stay long with me if im staying up here, in the winter it was better
anyways good luck i hope you can find someone who will tolorate your neediness, i was able to, and i promise you i am desperate even when i do have it alot, pure things like that end up being almost orgasmic for me because how my heart/mind feels love etc, i cant put into words the rush i feel in my neck and head and chest and spine when her arms surround me
cuddling in a social-focused game like mine (pso2ngs) can help, but not many mmos really let you do that sort of thing - picrel me and gf about 6 weeks before she flew to meet me, ~6mo later she moved me to her - when the relationship and attraction is inherently metaphysical because it can only exist in text and emote actions at first, i think that is the best way to meet someone who will understand you and want to make you happy by meeting those needs; but you cant be too shy you have to be very open about yourself, if you shine in truth and love and pureness the goddess will bring you blessings <3
love is all that ever mattered to me, my life got alot better when i accepted that and stopped even considering ever being anything i am not inside
ill be in love forever )* <3
omfg this is so pureeee, why is this such a heartstring puller... but i relate to the lack of blahaj, my pillow has really been my saving grace.
pretty much everyone i've ever asked out, and too many reasons to list.
>i don't care if they aren't emotionally interested in me,
yes you do, you just feel like you're asking for too / don't deserve anything so you dial back expectations. this is sad.
I want to be cuddled, I want to be the little spoon. but here I am, 6'1 ogre
if only I could be a short woman
i would give you lots of cuddles and affection if i could, anon! 😀
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cuddling without them being emotionally interested in you fucking sucks, don't get me wrong it's nice to be able to cuddle and have someone to hug but I hate the fact that he doesn't want to be more than friends
I guess that's more of a me problem but it's a horrible situation because I also crave physical touch but I would never do this to just a friend, I do it because I really like him and it sucks that feelings aren't mutual