Its over

I hate being old enough that hrt is no longer an option
I just keep going back and forth between wanting to take my pills and understanding that it would be pretty pointless to do so at my age.
And it only gets worse with time
t. 26 yo retard

  1. 2 months ago
    Anonymous

    I'm about to start at 30 yolo dude

    • 2 months ago
      Anonymous

      I started at 28 and very much happier for it! I would recommend you do it if you keep thinking about it this much.

      giga based

    • 2 months ago
      Anonymous

      bite the bullet and do it now

      I started then no ragrets

    • 2 months ago
      Anonymous

      I started at 31, the only regret I have is not starting earlier. But overall it's a pretty decent experience, HRT does take longer to do its thing when you're this old, but it still works. Doomers should fuck off.

  2. 2 months ago
    Anonymous

    I started at 28 and very much happier for it! I would recommend you do it if you keep thinking about it this much.

  3. 2 months ago
    Anonymous

    Take your pills dummy

  4. 2 months ago
    beanie

    Just like do it and manmode

  5. 2 months ago
    Anonymous

    Just take your pills Alice it's not like you're gonna be a functional man anyways. Roll those dice, plenty of oldshits turn out totally fine. You can always boy2manmode after a few years of boymoding.

  6. 2 months ago
    Anonymous

    I started low-medium dose mono E the month before I turned 26. Found a proper doctor a few months after my 26th, now I'm a week or so into E blockers w/ psych and endocrinologist support. Just move to a new part of the world and restart your life, YOLO sis. New place, new job, new HRT regimen was my approach. Do your new job in boymode for a while and then see wtf happens. Do you wanna be miserable? Or do you wanna unlock telekinetic powers and shit? Up 2 u

  7. 2 months ago
    Anonymous

    I KEEP HESITATING FUCK ME
    The fear of becoming a fuck up, the fear of being sterile and what that means and the fear of potentially being found out are just too strong for me.
    Itseems much easier to ignore thiese feelings and just turn my back, cope the same waya s always and just accept that this was never possible and I am delusional porn agp addict.
    I just fucking cant.

    • 2 months ago
      Anonymous

      >the fear of being sterile
      Getting your sperm frozen isn't that expensive and nowadays is basically foolproof. You can still have biological children later, if that's what you want.

      • 2 months ago
        Anonymous

        sperm freezing costs like 100 a month, what are you talking about?

        • 2 months ago
          Anonymous

          It's $110 per year for me (after insurance), and googling gives similar figures. Where are you getting 100 per month? You always pay per year anyhow afaik.

  8. 2 months ago
    Anonymous

    I just started and I'm 29.
    I wasted nearly 10 years thinking about it.

  9. 2 months ago
    Anonymous

    late 20s is really your last chance at being a passoid, don't delay. t. started at 29 and look really good

    • 2 months ago
      Anonymous

      I just started and I'm 29.
      I wasted nearly 10 years thinking about it.

      I started at 29 and am fine. Just take it you motherfucker.

      I notice a lot of people start at 19 or 29, I think for pretty clear reasons ("oh fuck I'm turning 20/30.... now or never......").

      • 2 months ago
        Anonymous

        for me it was noticing i was starting to lose a little bit of hair and attempting suicide over it lmao. my hair has fully recovered and looks better than ever now tho after hrt kicked in

        • 2 months ago
          Anonymous

          This is empathetically relieving to read. I'm glad it helped you and made you want to kill yourself less, anon.

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            i've never posted a timeline before and will probably regret this but i feel pretty good today. im the anon who started at 29. getting FFS within the next 4 months too.

            • 2 months ago
              Anonymous

              never gonna make it

              • 2 months ago
                Anonymous

                fuck off.

                My brain is fucking melting
                The more I think about it the less sane I become.
                just keep going back and forth on the same fucking ideas
                >just do it, dont think about it just do it
                >but the consequences will be greta and the path itself is basically a cliff so better to stay in your lane
                >but I want it and it will finally be over once you are done
                Noticed how fucking close it seems to suicide and now I am even worse.
                I am not even a real tranny anyway I cant even say the words 'I want to be a woman" or I am a woman".
                Maybe "boy"modding is the right idea?fd1761vfv71ff1 I am mulfunctioning
                See ya next week with the same thread not even arguing about it, just desperately hoping someone will give me a capeshit Macguffin that erases me from existence

                i couldn't confidently say i wanted to be a woman until i was at least half a year in. if you want it, thats literally all that matters, and you have no idea how much there is locked away within you due to dysphoria you don't even know you have. like

                Yo in case this helps: you can generally take HRT for a few months without permanent effects on sperm count, breast growth, or whatever.

                said, taking it for a few months has no permanent consequences. and as far as kids go, is that a concern mainly for YOU, or for other people in ur life?

        • 2 months ago
          Anonymous

          Sounds like me, plus I noticed belly fat I've never had before, I hope now on E thay body fat will develop in my thighs and ass instead of my gut.

  10. 2 months ago
    Anonymous

    I started at 29 and am fine. Just take it you motherfucker.

  11. 2 months ago
    Anonymous

    My brain is fucking melting
    The more I think about it the less sane I become.
    just keep going back and forth on the same fucking ideas
    >just do it, dont think about it just do it
    >but the consequences will be greta and the path itself is basically a cliff so better to stay in your lane
    >but I want it and it will finally be over once you are done
    Noticed how fucking close it seems to suicide and now I am even worse.
    I am not even a real tranny anyway I cant even say the words 'I want to be a woman" or I am a woman".
    Maybe "boy"modding is the right idea?fd1761vfv71ff1 I am mulfunctioning
    See ya next week with the same thread not even arguing about it, just desperately hoping someone will give me a capeshit Macguffin that erases me from existence

    • 2 months ago
      Anonymous

      Yo in case this helps: you can generally take HRT for a few months without permanent effects on sperm count, breast growth, or whatever.

      • 2 months ago
        Anonymous

        Idea being that you get dysphoria from wrong hormones so you stop?

        • 2 months ago
          Anonymous

          yep! its that simple. if ur feeling suicidal over this then there is really zero reason not to try hrt. you can even do DIY if u dont wanna go thru a therapist and dont have access to informed consent.

  12. 2 months ago
    Anonymous

    >Don't take pills
    John age 50
    >Take pills
    It will either work for you or it won't. If it works then great, you're a girl now. If it doesn't then at least you know you tried and you aren't any worse off.

  13. 2 months ago
    Anonymous

    chiming in with the other anons, I started at 28, feeling good so far, wish I started earlier but I literally do not give a fuck and don't want kids anyhow

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