Is there a way to remove your emotions besides antidepressants? Preferably in a permanent way if that is possible. besides killing yourself obviously
Is there a way to remove your emotions besides antidepressants? Preferably in a permanent way if that is possible.
Nope. Not even full blown ASPD sociopathy can escape emotion. Even psychos have emotion, albeit a smaller palette of them. You cannot control emotions, they are beyond our providence. No one decides “at 5:32PM I will feel sad” or “This time next week I’ll spend the day horny and happy”.
What we can control is how we react to them. How we deal with them. Rather, how to work WITH them. In going against them, you make it worse. In order to escape the severe discomfort of them, the answer is to allow them. Pain is the cure of itself, after all.
Is there not some way of detaching yourself from life to the point you almost do not have them?
I'm ASPD and have no emotion. We act like we do but that's more as an extention of good manners than a form of deciet.
From my point of view I can tell you that people with shell shock, child abuse victims and autistic people all share this charicteristic.
Veterans often assume I'm a veteran, rape victims often assume I'm a rape victim. Autistic people think I'm autistic.
Really I was just born a shell without a person inside and can only respond to others with politeness and reflectiveness.
I have no feeling about if this state of being is desirable or if I could recommend it.
>I'm ASPD and have no emotion. We act like we do but that's more as an extention of good manners than a form of deciet.
You fuckers sure seem to have anger though, eh? And I mean more than just for the purposes of manipulation; genuine anger
>besides antidepressants
funny that cause for me depression actually was being unable to feel happy or sad or anything, not suicidal or crying or anything just barely existing.
but generally speaking kinda like what the other anon is saying you can't escape emotions but you can control how you deal with them.
Gaining emotional stability
I tried and could not do that.
Oh dear, i didn't expect to find somebody with the likings of you...
Care to explain why you don't want to feel emotions anymore?
And yes you can stay without them anymore.
There just isnt a point to them. The reasons people give to want to feel emotions are not things that I benefit from. Just dont want to have them anymore all they do is hurt me.
There are consequences for such paths...
There will be stages of confusion
There will be trouble to no end
As you will have to wager in thoughts and going from one side to another.
Happyness will not recall happiness anymore, neither the rest of them will do.
For a year at the very least you will be confused, as sadness will command happiness but not demand it.
Other will completely disappear after 6 months
As for the rest not much you will feel.
Once you are out of it and touch your true self, there is no going back, there could be only regret.
Still do you want to go into it?
I dont care about the consequences. There is already trouble to no end it cannot be worse than it is now.
I have not been happy for as long as I can remember.
I dont care what I have to give up if I could have complete numbness.
It might seem like a joke but if i were a joker i would be a strange one.
First thing first, you must purify yourself for at the very least one year before going into it.
For purification i mean the real deal.
Lots of meditation, good diet, good body, you cannot start while being skinny or fat.
You are not the first that i tried to guide...
Others tried it without purification, and died by getting eaten by the very same thing that they accepted within themselves.
I dont know what larp thing you are talking about but I dont really care if it kills me trying it. What is it.
After that you have to search it yourself, you have to understand what is your pattern of your brain, what frequency it needs in order to revive its pineal gland and get it stronger.
Good music that imbues relaxation, only classical music does the thing.
You have to modify it, and imbue the right frequency of yourself in order to make it work.
Try different frequencies but stay aware...
Understand what is yours truly by the wrinkle on the brain and on the pineal gland and vibration that you emit.
If anything i would recommend you of taking a jump on X, if you don't know what i'm talking about.
That's it.
Now i shall take my leave as i have to slaughter a demon that has entered my neighborhood...
>tips hat
Good luck anon.
>Understand what is yours truly by the wrinkle on the brain and on the pineal gland and vibration that you emit.
not op here, but i was on /x/ and no one there could tell me this, what u said anon, do u mind explaining more? how to do it? because for me at least, sponge person, this is very hard...
But be aware...
If you were not to listen to my warnings...
I would be the one slaughtering you.
>I dont care about the consequences. There is already trouble to no end it cannot be worse than it is now.
Now just what the fuck is going on here lol
I wish my life had enough value for someone to try to change me in that way. It does not.
All of them are troubling to some degree. Even when I am happy or obsessive it just doesnt allow me to consistently do anything.
>Even when I am happy or obsessive it just doesnt allow me to consistently do anything.
Hah, well it's not your emotions that are preventing you from doing anything consistently, you know?
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Do, or do not, there is no try
Have you never watched Star Wars?
Why do people talk so authoritatively about something they know nothing about? I always found it strange.
I dont care about star wars.
>Why do people talk so authoritatively about something they know nothing about? I always found it strange.
Judge me by my size, do you?
>I dont care about star wars.
That.. is why you fail
How do you know what I do or don't know about? How do you know that you're right and I'm wrong? You think your emotions prevent you from functioning? You think people don't ignore their pain and go to work or whatever the fuck it is they choose to do despite how they feel? There is no quick and easy way around this shit, you just do, or you do not
You have no idea why I fail. I didnt say I was right, if you ask anyone else I am never right.
>I didnt say I was right, if you ask anyone else I am never right.
I wasn't asking anyone else, I'm asking you now though
Yeah, suicide, then you won't be an electrochemical consciousness anymore. Or you could grow the FUCK up and start practicing control and agency over your own consciousness.
You can attack me if you want it doesnt mean much anymore
antidepressants + antipsychotic and theraphy, the one they rebuilt your personality after like 2 years drooling
Therapy was useless and I tried multiple therapists. I will look into the medication.
idk what your issue is, but... a combo of meds is tone to treat ppl who have no choice, and are on the border of pscyhopathy, it does kill the emotions, but it is very hard on teh mind, but can be done.. a new start, dialogue is just to create a new self, aka theraphy, with the doctor who gave u the meds.
I dont care what happens to my mind. It will be alright.
where does your pain come from, anon? mind telling us?
I cannot connect with others or grow to like anyone, I have tried over 1000 times in the past year. I will not elaborate further just for you to handwave my problems away. I am a retard for not being able to solve my issues, sure, tell me the easiest way to zombify myself and move along.
>I have tried over 1000 times in the past year.
Have tried what? wanna discord?
i mean, how did u try? what is even connect to u
Why would we talk on discord.
I tried talking to people and getting to know them/trying to connect with or like them. I cannot define what I feel connection is it is just a feeling.
this from a MDSV5 could be many things, the question is, why do you want to connect so much? what's missing in you, anon? why do u want to forget at any costs? is the pain? what pain?
and discord, maybe u get more comfy to articulate your ideas
I wanted to connect so I could be understood. I dont know why I did.
>what is missing
I am nothing. I have always felt this way, I am just a void on the inside. I am always alone even if someone talks to me (though no one does anymore), so I want to stop hurting from something I cannot realistically change. You can laugh at me now, I have no dignity
not laughing, i get it... but so many questions... go for medical 'lobotomy' with meds
Yeah. That is the plan.
everything will be alrigh anon, u dont see it now, but you will overcome this,w ith or without meds... wanna a palmistry reading?
I mean, yeah I will just be dead one day. It wont last forever. What do you mean a palmistry reading. My life always stays the same, it would be boring.
read your lines... like /x/ stuff
how would you do that over the internet.
>Is there a way to remove your emotions besides antidepressants?
Which emotions are you trying to remove?
All of them.
>All of them.
Yes yes but which ones are the ones troubling you so much that you want to get rid of all of them?
>Yes yes but which ones are the ones troubling you so much that you want to get rid of all of them?
Wait, I know the answer already:
My bad
No dumbass, stop with your emo shit and accept/process the emotions that get to you because theyre not here to cause you trouble but the total opposite.
>just process them :^)
Wow! SO EASY! Yeah I HAVE NEVER TRIED THAT. Whatever, I will just look more into combining antipsychotics and antidepressants until I am a good zombie
>and accept/process the emotions
>>just process them :^)
Shit, even I kinda roll my eyes at the whole "process them" thing, but I also don't know what it means to "process" an emotion lol. So is process the same thing as accept? If so, then yes, you should just accept them. If it's something different though, then someone educate me on what the fuck it means
The very idea is preposterous. Human (and all mammal) behavior is fundamentally based on emotions.
Unlike other animals, humans have a pretty developed self-aware reasoning layer on top of it, but it's still essentially rooted in emotional systems. You cannot get rid of it and remain functional, it'd be like a car with no engine.
Then tell me why I am utterly dysfunctional because of my emotions and reactions to them. If it is so normal and natural why am I browbeaten because of them constantly. If I have them I am attacked, if I want to get rid of them I am told it is wrong WHAT IS RIGHT??
(I'm not that guy)
Because your behavior and your emotions are independent of each other? I mean, I might give you quite a bit of leeway for something you did because I know the emotions you felt at the time, right? Like a "crime of passion" or like.. anyone who fucks up after someone they love dies or whatever fucked up shit happened to them. We give leeway for these things, we understand that. But these things do not happen every day, and they do not last forever either. And if you are reacting to something tiny the way someone might react to finding out their wife is cheating on them with their best friend, then.. you're kind like the boy who cried wolf, you know? Eventually no one is going to take you serious anymore
Yeah I am just going to cut the fuck out of myself tonight, whatever. Nobody ever took my emotions or feelings serious to begin with.
I am going to start torturing animals I find as well. Nobody cares about animals either.
Well I'm back now...
Wrong.
Every single emotion is not independent itself, there are those who are a bit more, like happiness and there are those who are completely dependent on others, like love.
Have you decided?!?
What will you do?!?
The choice is yours...
There are other ways to achieve what to seek, but i have given you the fastest and the safest of the solutions...
That's what i wanted to say...
but after reading what you said, i think you should fight them before anything...
Now if you want to go for a more "normal" approach, you can always calm yourself and your emotions.
Start to give yourself and your brain power over the emotions, dismantle them, destroy them, fight them until they surrender.
Believe me, they will...
Try using a bit of magic, enchantments, and give yourself commands over them.
Imagine realities where you win over them, give yourself strength, make them your slaves again
The emotion tend to be unstable the moment they understand their host can fall under their pressure.
I had this kind of issue a long time ago, was on the verge of collapsing many times, didn't know where to hit, or what to do and spent much time wondering about it.
Try to think about them, nothing is solved by leaving things in the state in which they were.
I abandoned my emotions after i controlled them perfectly.
STAND UP, DON'T FALL
AND SLAUGHTER THEM ALL
MAKE THEM UNDERSTAND
THAT YOU ARE THEIR END
DESTROY AND ENJOY,
BETTER THAN THE WAR OF TROY
RULE IT ALL
UNTIL THE END OF ALL
AND EVEN THEN
YOU WILL COMMAND THEM
AND EVEN THEM
YOU WILL DESTROY THEM
You don't want it. Trust me. Being anhedonic is literally a death sentence.