About 7 years ago I think I conjured something into this world that shouldn't be here. My story is below, feel free to give your opinions.
So about 7 years ago I exited a really unhealthy relationship with a woman. She was at work one day and I just moved out. We still had months left on our lease but I didn't care, I needed to be away from her.
A few months goes by and one day I am suddenly overcome with all of the negative emotions I experienced because of her. Hatred, rage, sadness, confusion all flooded into me like a storm.
I decided to lie down on my bed and meditate deeply on these negative emotions. Focusing on them and bringing them to the surface. I sort of...coalesced them into a shape.
I open my eyes and realize suddenly that I can see myself lying on my bed. I am sort of above and to the left of myself.
Before I can think about what's happening too deeply, I am overcome with the urge to go to my ex girlfriends house and cause her pain like she caused me.
Next thing I know I am sort of flying down the street, just above the ground, making my way to her home in the real world. I see her front door and I pass right through it.
I'm in her bedroom and I manifest the sensations of tearing, burning, ripping, shredding, pulling, tugging. Anything negative I could focus on, I "channeled" it into her bedroom.
Fast forward a few weeks, I get an email out of the blue. It's from my ex. She tells me "This is going to sound crazy but I don't know who else to ask for help..." she then goes on to tell me she believes her house is haunted.
She is hearing disembodied voices, seeing things move in her peripherals, lights are flickering etc. and it all culminated one day when she heard a loud bang from her closer, went to check it out and on the top of a pile of clothes was....an old photograph of my father, presumed missing for years.
I told her to burn the photograph just to be safe. I never heard from her again.
>what did I do to her?
I think it means you are gay anon
Thank you I will take this into consideration.
Why don't you summon my cock in your mouth if you're so talented?
Why are you shitposting in my thread?
>Is summoning real?
Yes. Even if you're not knowingly summoning something specific.
>I conjured something into this world that shouldn't be here
You manifested your negative emotions and shot them onto someone else.
Namely, hatred and rage. Those two are the most powerful and can easily be compounded.
>coalesced them into a shape
>"channeled" it into her bedroom.
You, quite literally, balled up and concentrated pure negativity and hatred, then shot it to her.
>she then goes on to tell me she believes her house is haunted.
Sounds about right.
>an old photograph of my father
And such an item is related to (You), further affirming that you're the one who fucked with her.
>what did I do to her?
You cursed her. Similar to the evil eye but instead of concentrating your malice on someone by glaring at them, you did it by projecting yourself into her home and fucking up everything in there.
Expect this to bite you in the ass one day, if you suspect it already hasn't.
Also to add onto this:
>..making my way to her home in the real world. I see her front door and I pass right through it.
>she then goes on to tell me she believes her house is haunted.
>disembodied voices, seeing things move in her peripherals, lights are flickering etc. and it all culminated one day when she heard a loud bang from her closer
By projecting your hatred into her home, you basically conjured your hatred into a rogue spirit to haunt her like a poltergeist.
If you had visualized physically murdering her in a gruesome way, then she'd likely wind up dead and disfigured in a couple months, weeks, or even days; Depending on how much you were seething.
Not OP but why should it bite him back one day if what he did was justified with all the pain and suffering she caused him?
jesus can help you cast out the demons you sicked on her, he is always around to help, just ask, and ask forgiveness and don't do it again because these things compound and then turn around back towards you. hate and dark side emotions, like all desires, are utterly insatiable.
jesus is very chill, not like how religion says. he helped me with a demon before. jesus and angels and such, they are there watching you with such love, just waiting to be asked to help, they want to help, they have respect for our sovereignty tho and won't intervene unasked
just my 2c
"Daemons to their deaths must go?
Oh, not so, not so, not so!
Daemons, draw an easy breath.
Leave to wanton after death.
Let there be an end to strife --
Even daemons relished life.
Daemon madness cease to burn,
gods to proper worlds return."
>So about 7 years ago I exited a really unhealthy relationship with a woman. [ followed by 337 words of whiny gossipy gibberish ]
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Well shit. Looks like magic is returning to this earth again. I really hate to say it but yer a wizard Harry.
Call upon Jesus Christ.
My take, that shit was always near her. You didn't summoned anything that wasn't already there. There was a reason you needed to get away from her. The negative emotions you removed from your life went back to their source. The call was her probably trying to suck you back in. Good on you for not getting sucked back in.