is my only way out of this shithole of a reality really through suicide? Posted on May 21, 2023 by Anonymous is my only way out of this shithole of a reality really through suicide?
It is through enlightenment
The father the son and the holy spirit
kill yourself you may be white but we see you are a nagger
if it was you wouldnt be asking
Suicide you die only once.
On the spiritual path you die many times.
To not fear death, suicide is not the answer. To dance with life and death, you fear no more, then you can call yourself free of anything.
Don't commit suicide life is too precious.
Life precious only when you have money
Materialism is not happiness fool
Nta, but for me, having money would be much more about not needing to wagecuck anymore than any material things I could buy. I'm satisfied with little. The only thing I truly want that only money can give is TIME. I hate participating in retard ape world. I just wanna be comfy and read.
It kind of is, I would like to have a place to sleep again. When people tell me to wake up and move somewhere else I want to kill them. I can't really do that, I want to kill myself.
Maybe, but if you're going to try and go that route, just wait around and make the Universe kill you.
Don't do it's work for it.
Besides, death is exciting. Like a box of chocolate, scratch card or lottery ticket.
You never know what you're going to get.
I say, sit back, relax, watch the death that the Universe prepared for you.
Don't force one.
Everyone gets one, maybe yours is special?
>Besides, death is exciting.
I don't even think suicide is possible. You will just end up in an alternate timeline where you survived or something came up that stopped you. I've tried three times but been stopped by truly unlikely bullshit each time. I also wish I could leave this hellish world and go to paradise, or stop existing. I have stopped trying to kms and started meditating. I feel like I'm getting close to disappearing from the illusion completely but I never quite reach it, which is why meditation also feels like a bs cope.
It's definitely not a cope, literally a day after reading "Who Am I?" by Sri Ramana Maharshi I tried to practice self-inquiry meditation and got a full-body sensation of bliss/buzzing that was as intense as when I would have a body high when I used to smoke marijuana. I feel like it might be offensive to compare the two but I use that comparison because the physical sensation was as intense and noticeable as changing states from sober to intoxicated from marijuana. Everything looked like it was in 2D as well, I think. It lasted for maybe around a minute.
you're in hell already
Nah. The only way out of this shithole is to spend the rest of your life preparing for the afterlife shenanigans. The unprepared ones will be tricked into rebirth with their memory wiped
How could you even prepare? If archons are real wouldn't they know you know? Just expect a bunch of tricks and don't trust anything?
rising your power level solves most of problems
How do I do that? I'm not sure I believe in gnostics but the concept of forced reincarnation is fucking hellish and evil.
>How do I do that?
gnosticism is total bullshit, but let's say that they are correct on this (not really)
Forget about gnosticism, kundalini, kabalah and whatever other bullshit.
Sit on your ass and meditate.
There are channels to be opened and filled, stagnation to be cleared, nerves and tendons to be stretched, vessels to be built and filled, energy to be refined, many things to be learned and achieved.
There is another reality to be experienced, one much more real than your current one.
No, drugs work great too.
Suicide? In a realitwhere every day you wake up and it's a new adventure? New things to see and study? Have you ever left the continent you were born on? How many books have you read this year?
Really? Suicide? If you're there, the perspective you've been using isn't serving you, and you need new perspective
Nah OP, you got this.
Having a bedbug infestation and severe OCD isn't so much an adventure as it is a torture experience
I am permanently banned from going to anyones house or vehicle or bringing them to my house or vehicle until it's over
Everybody's life is different
There are a lot of good things in my life too but stuff like this really puts me down
Also I'm not OP btw
Yah, the body is a tough mofo, right? It fights to stay alive. If I ever come across a bottle of morphine I'm gonna give it another go.
The only joy I have is knowing every day I make it is one more day until my demise. Yay!
The antagonists in gnosticism are not God and nature, they are a false usurper "God" and their social engineering projects. Basically, the government. If you want to escape the false reality prison and return to a true reality, you have to kill a lot of people. You'll just reincarnate in Hell again until you kill the devil and Hell falls apart due to lack of maintenance. There is such a thing as evil. Destroy it or else be punished for literally eternity.
You won’t destroy it through violence. The way to destroy it is love and reason. Worship the highest good you can fathom as god. Love, generosity, kindness, compassion. The ones that oppose that expose the hate within themselves to everyone. That’s how you win.
I could literally shoot every single federal government employee and fucking kill them all.
>The way to destroy it is love and reason.
They have perverted love, they want you to submit and love their chains.
Your propaganda is worthless against me, to hate evil is divine.
Sounds like you need to make peace with life
Now you know why the government killed all the gnostics. Now you know why the governments of all nations on Earth literally worship satan and wish for the extinction of the white race. You will die either way, you will be punished forever, there's no way to avoid it. You can not escape or remove your mind control programming. Even if you could wake up to the reality of the world, you would find yourself lobotomized, neutered, in chains, covered in the blood of the innocent, tormented relentlessly by demons and eaten alive by the people you thought to protect.
More than likely OP. Don't listen to the other idiots, they don't know anything
If you suicide you will go to Hell. It's because you will reincarnate into a world that selects for evil. Evil just keeps getting bigger as the world goes down hill, like a snowball. If things are getting worse and you're feeling helpless, killing yourself is equivalent to killing every innocent person who are in your situation. If Good goes extinct, you will still exist, but you will be an evil goblin. You can't escape the consequences of your actions. Failure is a fate worse than death.
>If you suicide you will go to Hel
Hell doesn't exist liar
Hell is a place where sub human tranny homosexuals make the rules. You would love it.
Hell doesn't exist 'Christian' bot
No, not at all. In fact you should hate death.
No. Only Gods grace can save us brother.
no thats a sure fire way to return to the matrix. What is going to happen is you will have to have the willpower to know Our Father, when the entity that has ensalved mankind tries to trick you to returning into the matrix. In other words, dont follow the light
The dense body is opportune to developing the subtle body. See life as an opportunity.
Do a flip homosexual
This is your daily reminder that life is supposed to be fun. Do things you love with people you love. The meaning will find you along the way.
What if doing fun things requires money and getting money isn't fun? What if they people you love don't love you back?
the only way out is in. right thought, right action, right emotion, that is the way
I was taught that Lord Buddha appeared to teach the atheists not to kill animals. I heard that Buddhists only make it to the ocean of causality. Dharmic religions are better imo.
Wait, I thought Buddhism was a Sramanic religion, not a Dharmic religion. I meant that I think personalist Vaishnavism and impersonalist Hinduism are better.
Yes if you want to go to heaven early but remember to repent and ask for penance for your sins.
Don't commit suicide. And don't bother getting into christhomosexualry or any of that either. Get real hobbies and set both long and short term goals. Like learning a language or two at once. Find hobbies through things you enjoy. Like if you enjoy art or even anime start drawing/painting.
Start going out to clubs or gatherings where you're likely to find people with the same interests in you. At any book store you can find a whole host of different people. For instance Shopping for manga I've actually met other otaku/weeb friends. Looking around occult shit I've met people to talk about theology with. People will change your life he most.
Just for the love of god don't actually go down the rabbit hole of vague spirituality and all that shit. You'll lose pets to their scams and entire people to their grifts. They're worse than Jehovah's witnesses. You'll lose yourself and entire loveones to these morons. Your faith honestly shouldn't consume your entire life. You can meditate any way you want as long as you're feeling better and keeping yourself healthy overall.
This is the outcome of this retarded spirituality brain disease. Suicide. Misery. Keep chasing things that are not there and never really thinking hard about what you're seeing/hearing. You can't even call it one cult. It follows no one singular source. It's just made up and regurgitated a thousand times. Anyways.
You probably just need to do some self reflection. Also
No, suicide may seem like a solution, but you are just making things worse in ways you can’t even comprehend
No, you'd just come back and it'd be worse
No it’s not iv’e been there man it sucks pray and turn to god it changed my life it can change your’s don’t give up
Goad them into killing you. Keep complaining about how shit the world is.
no, you might just become a ghost or even go to hell realms / hellish planets. just try to study yoga until you learn how to enter Mahasamadhi
obviously not. that isnt your ONLY way. You can change you thinking. You can find purpose. You can stop being such a whiny attention seeking cunt. You can change your perspective.
How about you try living a different way. Because living the way youve been wanting has got you here and it doesnt seem like its working.
I want out too.