important question for all autists

Should I put "please watch Chainsaw Man for me" in my suicide letter or is that too cringe? Rest is normal stuff, this would be the PS underneath. I'm really hyped for it and have talked about it a lot for like a year now.

It's not in English btw so I can't post it, really don't wanna translate it and it's a personal letter anyway.

  1. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Please do not dedicate your suicide to a temporary distraction created by someone else. The point of suicide is becoming eternal through death.

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      the letter is like three pages long, this would be the very last line tho so I get your point

  2. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I added it to my want to watch on MAL, so I am inclined to think you should include it in your suicide note OP

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      right? gonna be a banger so I'm kinda sad I won't be able to watch it

  3. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I will watch chainsaw man for you anon

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      thank you, I hope you enjoy it a lot anon

  4. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I wouldn't really care if something I did was "cringe" if I knew I were to die, but I'm not sure if I would focus on entertainment on my suicide note. I'm looking forward to Chainsaw Man, but I fear that I'm gonna get disappointed over the hype.

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      it's not the focus, the letter is completely normal and serious, it's just the last line under the part that's meant for my girlfriend so I think it's alright since there is already an "I appreciated you a lot blabla" part there. We wanted to watch it together, that's why it's there

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        That's okay then, you do you, if you feel it fits then it's probably not gonna seem cringe. I'm sorry for you and your gf, if you truly do love each other as it seems I think you should try hanging on to life, but I don't judge.

        • 2 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          I get your point but I've been hanging on for years now. Neither gf nor medication nor therapy fixed anything, I still just loathe living itself. I do feel very sorry for her and really don't wanna emotionally scar her like that but I just can't take it anymore. I appreciate the nice words btw

          • 2 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            I'm not gonna try to dissuade you, I feel suicidal often so maybe I maybe know how you feel, if just a little. If you do go through with it you are surely to hurt her a fair bit, no matter how much you sugarcoat your letter. I would care more about that than seeming cringe tbh. I hope for you to reconsider and turn things around for your own good. Regardless, now I'll think of you when I'll watch CSM.

            • 2 weeks ago
              Anonymous

              hurting the people around me was the number one reason I never really contemplated/planned suicide but over the last years it has gotten so bad that I just can't function, I'm surprised and grateful that people still put up with me like this. will give it yet another think but my mind is pretty set ngl

              • 2 weeks ago
                Anonymous

                If its anything, I find that mental issues I face tend to tighten extremely hard at certain long periods and chokes to the point of impending function after a crescendo of tightening, as if its a sickness that spreads through your body, and then theres this sudden unexpected release

              • 2 weeks ago
                Anonymous

                yeah, it really is like that, one big breakdown and the world is okay for a few days. but that period of "everything is fine" has gotten so short and rare over time that it's pretty hard to keep going

              • 2 weeks ago
                Anonymous

                Do you have any group of friends? I know what I am saying sounds bad, but going out late and drinking with a friend group etc. is actually a good distraction

              • 2 weeks ago
                Anonymous

                yeah, if I hadn't I'd have killed myself years ago

            • 2 weeks ago
              Anonymous

              one of my friends just posted "I'm so fucking depressed rn" into the group chat because he got rejected by a woman while I'm chatting about my suicide letter with you guys lmao. not gonna gatekeep depression but man

              I'd be sad too if I were rejected. Most here who turn so bitter and depressed have behind a lifetime of rejections. I don't gonna compare sadness and clinical depression, but I want to affirm how we all suffer in our way and how we should try to be more emphatethic with each other. I think most depressed people just have a bad strike of luck and don't have any support.

              • 2 weeks ago
                Anonymous

                oh dw, really don't mean to gatekeep. just comforted the homie, naturally been rejected before too so I know the pain. just thought it was kinda funny in a way that I comfort him while planning my own suicide

              • 2 weeks ago
                Anonymous

                That's true, it is indeed ironic.
                So, how have you planned your suicide?

              • 2 weeks ago
                Anonymous

                pretty boring, rope in a tree at 3 am on a weekday so no drunktards find me by accident. if i had a gun I'd just shoot myself but oh well, I'll try to jump forcefully to break my neck to not slowly suffocate like a bitch. will take a backpack with me which includes my letter, the rope before I use it, my phone with no lock on it as well as my wallet for easy identification. letter includes instructions and my parents + girlfriends phone numbers and which letter is for which.

                not sure whether to listen to music while jumping or not yet

              • 2 weeks ago
                Anonymous

                I'd love to just poison myself with alcohol and pills but then I'd probably take longer to die and there's a risk of just vomitting everything out so hanging seemed safer. just hope nobody finds me early and "saves" me just as I suffer brain damage from lack of oxygen

              • 2 weeks ago
                Anonymous

                If you do make 100% sure to make it tight and high enough to break your neck, it would suck ass to die grasping for air and scratching your neck. I would use a gun myself if I had one, or by inhaling car waste gas or helium. I do have a track I think I would like to listen as I die, it feels appropriate to withdrawal from the world while shutting it out with music.

              • 2 weeks ago
                Anonymous

                oh definitely, I want one smooth snap and out but with my luck I'll take two excruciating minutes to fade into unconsciousness

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      I really hope you don't get disappointed btw, but I have faith in Mappa, looks amazing so far

  5. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Dont kill yourself you fucking retard

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      shut the actual fuck up homosexual

      • 2 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        Whatever, just trying to stop you from making a retarded mistake

        But if you think I am ignorant, a saviour complex filled individual or cringe to do so then thats on you, and the current blinded state of your mind

        • 2 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          dw I got you, was just banter, I do appreciate the sentiment. I don't assume any of these things about you btw, it's just a natural reaction to someone saying they will kill themselves so I would never actually reject someone like that. If one if us is cringe it's me for planning my suicide, knowing full well how much that would hurt everyone around me

          • 2 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            I can only hope you will make the best decision, oh well, I just wish the best.

  6. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    Don't kill youself. Find the nearest furry group and get some thussy

  7. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    one of my friends just posted "I'm so fucking depressed rn" into the group chat because he got rejected by a woman while I'm chatting about my suicide letter with you guys lmao. not gonna gatekeep depression but man

  8. 2 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    wait
    anon
    suck my dick first before you die

    • 2 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      shit man, I might just choke on it and die on your dick ngl

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