im tired of being trans how do i stop please im begging legitimately begging i dont want to die there has to be another way and before you say take yo...

im tired of being trans how do i stop please im begging legitimately begging i dont want to die there has to be another way and before you say take your pills ive been on hrt for almost 9 years now on and off and ive transitioned and had surgeries im just done coping every single one of you is a lying pervert this is all a lie why do cis people deserve to get gaslit like this

  1. 2 months ago
    Anonymous

    You could have stopped watching porn 9 years ago. Now you know the option you have left. Godspeed

    • 2 months ago
      Anonymous

      ive literally never watched porn with real people because it scares me im like as prudish and asexual as it gets and this dysphoria and desire to be female has persisted every single day 365 days a year since my earliest memories literally every single droplet of femininity or gender non-conformity i could find irl, on the internet, anywhere it became all i wanted but now that i have the most of what i can actually have it still isnt enough
      it isnt the same
      im sick of the politics im sick of the dysmorphia im sick of the depression im sick of the longing feeling that is never quenched i want out i cant take it anymore life has to be more than this what did i do wrong im not even a bad person i dont get it

      • 2 months ago
        15chan

        when we're old there will likely be some form of memory transfer or even brain transplants into designer bodies. or targeted amnestics. maybe if they're effective enough, you could live in a VR world too.

        • 2 months ago
          Anonymous

          it isnt just about looks even though it would have been nice i just want peace im tired of anxiety im tired of feeling gross and undeserving all of the time just because of chromosomes i didnt ask for or the time period or family i was born to all of it went wrong and ive had enough i tried everything i could and it wasnt enough and now nothing matters there has to be something i can do to escape this

    • 2 months ago
      Anonymous

      i dont watch porn and im still a tranny

      t. op

      • 2 months ago
        Anonymous

        t. not op sorry aaaaaaaaaaaaaa

  2. 2 months ago
    Anonymous

    What’s the source of picrel I need more trans cat girl fanart

    • 2 months ago
      Anonymous

      oh you’re not gonna like the original, you’re however welcome
      https://files.catbox(dot)moe/viydix.mp4

      • 2 months ago
        Anonymous

        The original is so cute though
        They've dressed up together, get their fix and then cuddle up together in each others arms

        • 2 months ago
          Anonymous

          ngl, I’m not into it but I will never forget it and the first time I’ve seen it it melted my heart, learning that at least one of the two is dead saddened me. I am thinking of getting the art version printed and I want to hang it somewhere but considering I might move soon I am trying to think of something that would stay more with me. if anyone has ideas, I am listening.

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            That's why I love it, how depressing it is and they try to find comfort in each other

  3. 2 months ago
    Anonymous

    A high enough dose of psilocybin (shrooms) could, in theory, reorder your personality into that of someone who finds being trans tolerable.

    • 2 months ago
      Anonymous

      are you being serious rn because my housemate literally gave me some a month ago ill take the whole fucking bag and OD right now and die on my own vomit if this is true

      do dried shrooms go bad in a month if not in a mason jar

      • 2 months ago
        Anonymous

        how many grams do you have

        • 2 months ago
          Anonymous

          i dont have a scale idk prolly not that much

        • 2 months ago
          Anonymous

          should i just take what i got theyre dry asl so i dont think theyre moldy but they are kinda blue ive never really done em before

      • 2 months ago
        Anonymous

        It's true. A high enough dose of shrooms will result in you "losing" yourself or what people refer to as "ego death".

        Shrooms are currently being studied as a treatment for depression because it actually changes your personality a bit, by literally rewiring parts of your brain, each time you take them. The changes last for 6 or more months, sometimes longer.

        You can't really "od" on shrooms, but once you take them, you have to wait a while to take them again because your body quickly builds up resistance.

        5 grams is what's considered a "heroic dose", but really, shroom potency is all over the place so you never really know how much psilocybin in a batch you're getting.

        If you’re interested in doing this, find a trip-sitter just in case. I would also try using ear plugs and a blindfold to limit outside stimuli from causing any potential freak outs.

        • 2 months ago
          Anonymous

          thx anon ill try it idk if i can find an irl person that wants to watch me lie down for hella hours though so thats what scares me but ill get some earplugs and a mask thats a good idea

        • 2 months ago
          Anonymous

          should i avoid mirrors as a troon

          • 2 months ago
            Anonymous

            People say you should avoid mirrors while tripping, period.

            When I looked in the mirror on 3 grams of shrooms, my face kept "shifting" between young and old. It was wild.

            I was naked at the time because I just got out the shower. When I looked at my body, I was really surprised at how feminine it was and thought I looked hot, which is weird because I usually lament over my body not being feminine enough.

            3g is the highest I've ever gone and I think that's enough because in addition to what I described above, I also experienced weird things like distortions in time where people talking on the radio elongating their speech like they were moving in slow motion, which freaked me out.

            • 2 months ago
              Anonymous

              someone is telling me i should work my way up and that its unsafe to try straight for ego death do you agree

              • 2 months ago
                Anonymous

                There's nothing wrong with working your way up. The more trips you have, the more you learn what to expect on shrooms, which will in turn help you control your anxiety if it bubbles up and you start freaking out.

              • 2 months ago
                Anonymous

                based psychedelic anon thanks for all the help youre super super based

              • 2 months ago
                Anonymous

                You can also try clinicaltrials.gov, where you'll be able to find doctors conducting medical research with psilocybin and they need volunteers to experiment on.

                They'll administer the shrooms in a controlled and safe setting. Actually, I don't think they give you shrooms themselves, but rather synthetic psilocin, which is what your body turns shrooms into when you take them. The best part about this is you'll know the exact dose you're getting and I think they dose you higher than what you'd find in 5g of dried shrooms.

                Do a search for psilocybin under "other terms".

  4. 2 months ago
    Anonymous

    maybe look into the occult, soul alchemy and stuff

  5. 2 months ago
    Anonymous

    you are a stupid eunuch, you should get a rope.

    • 2 months ago
      Anonymous

      BAaaaaaaaaasssssssss

  6. 2 months ago
    Anonymous

    Have you tried therapy? What about meditation?

    • 2 months ago
      Anonymous

      therapy was me paying $120 a month to see a 4'10 pooner that told me to cope harder and deal with it which obviously isnt enough for me like it was for him

      People say you should avoid mirrors while tripping, period.

      When I looked in the mirror on 3 grams of shrooms, my face kept "shifting" between young and old. It was wild.

      I was naked at the time because I just got out the shower. When I looked at my body, I was really surprised at how feminine it was and thought I looked hot, which is weird because I usually lament over my body not being feminine enough.

      3g is the highest I've ever gone and I think that's enough because in addition to what I described above, I also experienced weird things like distortions in time where people talking on the radio elongating their speech like they were moving in slow motion, which freaked me out.

      interesting

  7. 2 months ago
    MequeLaoude

    You can check-out any time you like
    But you can never leave

  8. 2 months ago
    Anonymous

    rope

  9. 2 months ago
    Anonymous

    it is exhausting anon 🙁 I'm sorry

    but it does get better eventually, I thought it never would and then it suddenly did

  10. 2 months ago
    Anonymous

    rope i guess idk

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