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I'm so sad with people I fuck treating me like a disgusting secret, I've had sex with at least a dozen guys total and i've still never ...

I'm so sad with people I fuck treating me like a disgusting secret, I've had sex with at least a dozen guys total and i've still never had 1 on of them hold my hand in public.

Last week my current fwb thing and I went out to dinner and he touched my leg/put his arm around me and the waiter said we were a cute couple and he got mad and insisted we're just friends

then later at his place I still sucked his dick because it's all im good for I guess

  1. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    it’s always cool when you see somebody saved a pic you posted here

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Yes

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Why? Isn’t that weird?

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        They meant like a non-selfie image

  2. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    need to know if you're a gay or a tranner so I know how to react

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

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      flag rel, i only date gay or bi guys and never really girlmode, basically just a twink on hrt (and dysphoria but dont tell anyone)

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        What gay man is ashamed of being seen with a boymodding tranny... Bi guys are kind of bad about it a lot of the times, but gay men?

        • 3 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          I usually get mistaken for FtM or something, so idk. Maybe he's just ashamed of being seen with me specifically

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            This is weird, I feel like something isn't adding up.
            What's he afraid one of his gay friends is going to see him with the dyke?
            Something is missing here...

            • 3 weeks ago
              Anonymous

              I've known him for a very long time, maybe hes just generally uncomfortable with me being trans now?

        • 3 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          Yeah, this shit doesn't add up. One of the benefits of dating open fags as a tranny is the fact that they're super chill with being seen with visibly queer people irl, initiate PDA and whatnot. I've never seen any tranny irl have issues with her gay bf. That's including myself. Is OP's fwb in a deep closet or something?

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            I know that's what I was thinking. I just dont understand. I've met closeted gay's I know they exist, but most are quite open about it all. This is there normal after all.

            The thing is, men don't want to degrade someone they love. It feels bad for us to do that to someone. So the men you're finding to do rough sex or whatever, they think there's an unspoken agreement with you that it's just sex, and no love.
            [...]
            You don't want to hide things, just be open about your wants.

            But if I dont hide it wont men just think I am some slut to be used? I mean I cant hide it past the first time having sex, but before that? Shouldn't I try?

            • 3 weeks ago
              Anonymous

              Yeah, that might be useful for avoiding some men who just want nsa sex from you, but if you're asking guys to choke you out during sex or possibly worse, not many guys are going to into a full time relationship beyond fwb. I think you'd need some bigger changes to happen before you're ready for a bf/gf regular thing to happen.

  3. 3 weeks ago
    botE

    ive accepted that this is probably how any hookups for me are going to go. I'm just too ugly lol.

  4. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I know the feeling. Though never would they deny it like that, if it's at that point there is some acceptance. Normally they just wont take me anywhere instead.

    It's sad they can enjoy your body, enjoy your company, but god forbid anyone knows that they do. I dont know this shemale bitch----> sucking on your toes later.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      >I dont know this shemale bitch----> sucking on your toes later.
      Lolll

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      >enjoy your body, enjoy your company, but god forbid anyone knows that they do. I dont know this shemale bitch----> sucking on your toes later.

      oh that's me, i'd give you a rub while we watch your favorite show too

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        >oh that's me, i'd give you a rub while we watch your favorite show too
        I do this always... it makes me happy. a few times he texted on my head or made phonecalls while i was blowing him

        • 3 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          i have to hide it because my family and friends are viciously anti-lgbt but i like tranners i briefly dated one, secretly tho, fun girl, really cute too

  5. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

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    >tfw too ugly to make anyone my dirty little secret

  6. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    anon... 🙁

  7. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >I've had sex with at least a dozen guys total
    Men don't respect sluts. You're obviously presenting yourself as a slut, and men take that as a sign that they don't have to hold your hand in order to get with you.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      I've had several guys tell me I have freak energy, and that I am obviously dtf like an animal.
      How do you hide this? All I do is smile a lot...

  8. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >Last week my current fwb thing and I went out to dinner and he touched my leg/put his arm around me and the waiter said we were a cute couple and he got mad and insisted we're just friends
    anon 🙁
    I would hold hands with you, I don't care, I've kissed my bf in public
    what part of the world are you op?

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      >what part of the world are you op?
      down under

      >I've had sex with at least a dozen guys total
      Men don't respect sluts. You're obviously presenting yourself as a slut, and men take that as a sign that they don't have to hold your hand in order to get with you.

      somebody else said this to me, I already generally enjoy being degraded badly in bed so I think it just makes them stay away, its happened a few times

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        The thing is, men don't want to degrade someone they love. It feels bad for us to do that to someone. So the men you're finding to do rough sex or whatever, they think there's an unspoken agreement with you that it's just sex, and no love.

        I've had several guys tell me I have freak energy, and that I am obviously dtf like an animal.
        How do you hide this? All I do is smile a lot...

        You don't want to hide things, just be open about your wants.

        • 3 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          >The thing is, men don't want to degrade someone they love. It feels bad for us to do that to someone. So the men you're finding to do rough sex or whatever, they think there's an unspoken agreement with you that it's just sex, and no love.
          yeah i probably fucked up, I keep baiting them by play fighting until they hit back or I force their hands around my throat during sex. One fwb is just a fwb so I get why he doesnt wanna do stuff in public but others i was closer with i thought.
          I usually tell them ive had way less partners tho

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            That sounds hot, but it's not going to lead to anything besides fwb/hookups. I have no problem with showing a girl I love affection in public, if other people don't like it they can fuck off, but I'm not doing that with a random hookup becy were not bf/gf if that makes sense.

        • 3 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          >The thing is, men don't want to degrade someone they love. It feels bad for us to do that to someone. So the men you're finding to do rough sex or whatever, they think there's an unspoken agreement with you that it's just sex, and no love.
          yeah i probably fucked up, I keep baiting them by play fighting until they hit back or I force their hands around my throat during sex. One fwb is just a fwb so I get why he doesnt wanna do stuff in public but others i was closer with i thought.
          I usually tell them ive had way less partners tho

          >The thing is, men don't want to degrade someone they love.
          This isn't true at all, you can have hot degrading sex and still love someone. You're just speaking for yourself there.

  9. 3 weeks ago
    autistic tranny

    this is genuinely really fucked up
    >he got mad and insisted we're just friends
    baka i hate men

  10. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    you called him fwb yourself so why do you get mad when he doesn't see you as his gf?

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      because im clingy

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        maybe you should tell him what you really want then? Only make out with guys who'll also date you in public

        • 3 weeks ago
          Anonymous

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          i cant, and shouldnt. He's been clear that theres not really any feelings other than deep friendship there after I cried in his arms when he cuddled me after sex.
          We've been friends for most of our lives, i really hope he doesnt browse here or he'll recognize this post lol

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            So basically you're the problem and you're complaining about something in your power to change
            Just the daily stuff here

            • 3 weeks ago
              Anonymous

              >So basically you're the problem
              yes
              >you're complaining about something in your power to change
              yes

  11. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    How do I get a qt bf?

  12. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I keep trying to hold my boymoder gf's hand in public, or trying to kiss her in public, or any other romantic things; but she always shoots me down cause she is afraid of what people think ecc
    I understand this, but I also hope she stops caring soon cause I wanna be lovey dovey.

  13. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >I've had sex with at least a dozen guys total and i've still never had 1 on of them hold my hand in public.
    Lmao. We tried to warn you. Now enjoy being a dirty fetish for the rest of your life
    t. gay top

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      what's the difference between how society sees trannies and gay bottoms

      • 3 weeks ago
        3b

        gay bottoms are seen as humans, albeit very beta ones.

  14. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    So be up front about your needs and make them earn you. It's a lot easier if you look for bi guys who are fully out and comfortable with their sexuality too.

  15. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    lol what? when i was a guy i got all my bros to hold my hand if we were walking together. some of them thought it was weird but i made the point that if you're going to spend your whole life standing six feet away from your friends cuz ur afraid someone might think ur gay you might as well just have all of your relationships be online. why even bother spending time together at that point just do facetime lmao. anyways they all held hands with me eventually :p

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      When you were a femboy or what

  16. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >then later at his place I still sucked his dick because it's all im good for I guess
    Lmao you deserve getting that treatment

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      Yeah unironically why wouldn't you withhold sex to get what you want like women do

  17. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    You probably deserve this for being a fag lmao.

  18. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    I hate this too. I didn't realize it worked that way with my first lover post transition. I thought if someone liked me, they wouldn't be embarrassed about it. I was so naïve. I got all excited and showed up to my lover's place randomly to surprise him, thinking he would be so happy to see me and he got so upset. He was like, "What if someone saw you? I can't have that." It was a heartbreaking realization that liking me was something shameful. To this day no lover has introduced me to their friends or family. Even my ex-gf of 6 years who moved across the country to live with me never told her family we were dating, though I'm sure they suspected it. It's hard not to feel like it's my fault for being an ugly failure. I know 5 trans girls in real life through various people and they're all married and their husband's family and friends love them. Like damn, I must be really awful compared to them.

    • 3 weeks ago
      Anonymous

      >got all excited and showed up to my lover's place randomly to surprise him, thinking he would be so happy to see me and he got so upset. He was like, "What if someone saw you? I can't have that."
      Jesus posts like these are gonna turn me into captain save a tranny

      • 3 weeks ago
        Anonymous

        lol, what do you mean by that? Save a tranny as in, tell them not to do stupid young girl in love things so they can avoid hurting themselves? Or like you want to take a trans girl in and love her?

        • 3 weeks ago
          Anonymous

          Take one in and drown her in hugs, and fugs, and love. Enough to help make up for lost time.

          • 3 weeks ago
            Anonymous

            I would love that. I could use a little bit of saving. Would you hold my hand in public?

            • 3 weeks ago
              Anonymous

              I'd hold your hand, wear you on my arm. I'd openly make it clear just how I felt.

              • 3 weeks ago
                Anonymous

                Thank you anon, this was nice to read. I'm happy to know there are people like you out there.

  19. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    >I'm an easy lay and keep asking people for sex, why don't they give me romance and affection??

  20. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

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    Haha, you stupid homosexual whore.

  21. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

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    >I've had sex with at least a dozen guys total and i've still never had 1 on of them hold my hand in public.

    I've had sex with 4 women and reading shit like this makes me wonder if that number is going to stay at 4.

    Hypergamy is real. Women will have sex with pump and dump chads and go "waah waah why aren't they nice to me", meanwhile a guy who wants love as much as he wants sex gets the cold shoulder because he's "creepy" (aka isn't in the top 1% of virulent toxic masculinity)

  22. 3 weeks ago
    Anonymous

    where are you finding these men

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