I'm a psychic null, and I think shit is getting weirder

Hey /x/, I think I'm some sort of anti-supernatural hole in the universe, and it's just getting weirder. After last night, I started asking around and looking up literature about wo called "psychic-nulls" after becoming concerned about it. Shit has been getting strange since. Not only have I had zero success in finding documentation relevant to my experience, but yesterday I reached out to my grandmother asking about a reading (she's a fairly spiritual/occultic person) and found out she had a stroke in the middle of pulling tarot cards for me. (She's recovering a bit now in hospital.) No less than three people have reached out to me and openly wept about pretty serious personal things seeking solace, each completely unrelated, each saying they felt calm in my presence.

I need to make this a positive force for good in the world or fix it. Anyone have any experience with people in my scenario?

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  1. 1 year ago
    Anonymous

    Maybe you're a karma-accelerator, ie. good and bad things that were supposed to happen later to people, happen more quickly when they get in contact with you.

    • 1 year ago
      Anonymous

      I don't know much about karma but I don't know about that. I get the feeling I'm causing some sort of silence. People with lots of noise seem to be soothed. Alternatively grandma was looking for answers and got hurt, and the coincidence of it being lined up in that was is concerning. I don't think it's my fault, per se, but I'm a little worried.

  2. 1 year ago
    Anonymous

    If you are a true null you will dampen the effects around you, or suppress them entirely. Some practitioners will hate your guts for taking away what makes them "special" while others will enjoy the break from the spiritual noise around them. If that is not going on then you are probably another flavor.

    Regarding using your condition to change things, keep in mind that good and evil are just an opinion. Figure out your abilities and and try not to draw the wrong attention before you do anything big.

    • 1 year ago
      Anonymous

      How would I... asess this effect? Figure it out as you say? I've never directly experienced anything supernatural personally so I just dont have a framework for this.

      • 1 year ago
        Anonymous

        It helps if you have people around you who are occultists or supernaturals, you can get a sense of how their abilities work when they are in your field of effect. You can also go to places of power and see what happens when you show up. Some people amplify, others dampen. Other times it can be specific, where things like church powers get stronger while darkness gets weaker.

        If that's how your aura works, you can think of yourself as a walking shrine. As stated some people will love you and others will hate you depending on whether they benefit.

        • 1 year ago
          Anonymous

          I don't think anyone hates me that I'm aware of. Also, I do know some spiritual types and occult types, for lack of a better term. I don't think it's an "aura" exactly- not like a physical range. From their interactions with me if I had to guess there are two steps.

          1.) Anything in my direct awareness. Anything I can see or sense directly in that moment, either personally or at range via telecommunications. I've never experienced anything supernatural directly, only been given testimony or second hand evidence. This naturally makes inclined to a sort of agnosticism or atheism, but not an assertive kind, I just wouldn't have any sort of evidence personally.
          2.) This is the weird part, and the part I'm worried grandma experienced. I wonder if any sort of supernatural, I don't know, fortune telling or curse or reading of me even without my awareness of that attempt would function or result in strange hiccups.

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            >I don't think anyone hates me
            If you are not hated by someone you are not doing it right 🙂
            >Anything in my direct awareness
            This sounds like a targeted ability rather than you just being that way. You may not be aware you are doing it but it could be a valid defense mechanism
            > fortune telling or curse or reading of me even without my awareness of that attempt would function or result in strange hiccups
            This would indicate less targeting and more a protector entity unless your awareness is spread out far enough. I would find a way to verify if your effect did that or if someone did not want you to get the results of that reading

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            I feel like it wouldn't be targeted in terms of grandma. Getting a reading would be less conspicuous, wouldn't it? I feel like her circumstance, if indeed it is related, is the most obvious red flag

          • 1 year ago
            Anonymous

            >her circumstance, if indeed it is related, is the most obvious red flag
            Exactly- you need to establish what caused that for various reasons.

  3. 1 year ago
    Anonymous

    >People talk to me
    >Am I a supernatural entity
    /x/ is so socially inept that normal human experience is paranormal to them. Desperate to be special. Sad, lonely people

    • 1 year ago
      Anonymous

      You are composing invective against people you consider sad and lonely so you can feel better than them and make them feel small, and to get (you)s from them for validation. That is arguably worse.

    • 1 year ago
      Anonymous

      No.

  4. 1 year ago
    Anonymous

    Things are heating up both physically and spiritually due to the magnetic pole shift set to occur next year. Your ability will do well to bring calm and peace to those around you, since times will only get harder and weirder.
    As for practice, I recommend Zen Buddhism, walking meditation and compassion meditation. Calmness, clarity and compassion manifest reality much slower, but they are more beneficial in the long term than the more "shiny and cool" psychic abilities. Like others said, greedy and restless people will hate you, while meek and calmn people will love you.

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