>What's your daily life like?
I wake up in whenever, and depending on how much I drank the night before I may or may not go the lecture, and when the lecture is over, I go home and post on LULZ and drink. Then I repeat.
Stop being an alcoholic, find hobbies you can enjoy, socialize.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
What kind of hobbies are there to pick from? I'm sorry, I don't mean to obtuse. I honestly don't know what I like anymore. I have severe depression and all my interests have faded away.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
>severe depression
Is it clinical depression?
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
I have diagnosed depression yes, and I am taking Cipralex for it
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
i've tried escitalopram and dealign with the side effects made for the worst week of my life
>It's all about your character and the size of your wallet
So you're saying it's over for me if I'm not rich?
I guess I'm screwed then. I'm poor. Look at the logo on my jacket, I literally worked in a grocery store. Now I'm not even working, I'm studying at the university and have no income.
Well, I did not really mean that. Look, my whole family and relatives are poor folks. Janitors, drivers, cashiers, etc. For me, they seem to be doing worse than average. Not literally suffering everyday like slaves, but not living normal life either. There are problems, like, we live in ghetto, alcoholism, not being able to afford good stuff (clothes, phone, travelling). Poor folks are poor because of the mindset as well. My father is a stupid yokel, my mother is a janitor. I was lucky enough to be born a little bit smart to enter the university in a big city for free.
I am 24 (maybe it's too late for me, i dunno). I am studying in the university, master's degree. All my peers, my classmates, say that they are making good money in IT. I don't work because I'm a depressed moron who didn't study during the bachelor's degree. In addition they don't teach you actual helpful skills in the university. Like, I had no computer network discipline, no Linux, no programming. All employers require those skills.
Anyways, yeah, be at least a middle class guy. That's what I mean. And I don't think it's over for you. You're studying in a university and working in low end jobs. I thought it's a popular combo everywhere.
p.s. I am from Russland, I didn't know it was a store uniform.
I think you can do it anon! You are doing a master's degree after your bachelor's, that means you are smart and know what you are doing. I think in Russia it will help more having a decent job and degree than it will here.
I can relate to you. I have studied before and I could not do anything, so I dropped out after a whole year.
3 weeks ago
Anonymous
Thanks man. Good luck to you, you can do it as well.
Answering again, shortly, yes. If you don't have enough money in this life, you're screwed. Don't become those people who work in low end jobs and drink every weekend or even every day. It was pain in the ass when I was a school student, when my parents were drinking. You come home, you see that everyone is drunk. They start doing shitty stuff, like fighting. And you can get beaten as well. Fuck this shit. I don't want to live like that again. But unfortunately I threw away my youth (18-24 years). 6 years since I entered the university and no result. Fuck this shit. I want to die actually. I try to do something. I work out, I study shit from YouTube online. But yesterday my job offer got cancelled again. On top of that I got fat, etc. I think about ending myself everyday. And the more days pass, the more I hate myself. I remember how motivated I was at 18. But now, as a 24 years old guy, I constantly think: What happened? Where did my life go wrong? Idk, something snapped inside of my brains. I just became more and more depressed. I think about ending myself. But for you, man, I wish all the best. As you said, you still studying. Which I find good. You have good appearance. A really good looking guy. In contrast, you should see me, a little bit fat, yellow ching chong.
I never got any female attention so I always felt very very ugly my entire life.
Answering again, shortly, yes. If you don't have enough money in this life, you're screwed. Don't become those people who work in low end jobs and drink every weekend or even every day. It was pain in the ass when I was a school student, when my parents were drinking. You come home, you see that everyone is drunk. They start doing shitty stuff, like fighting. And you can get beaten as well. Fuck this shit. I don't want to live like that again. But unfortunately I threw away my youth (18-24 years). 6 years since I entered the university and no result. Fuck this shit. I want to die actually. I try to do something. I work out, I study shit from YouTube online. But yesterday my job offer got cancelled again. On top of that I got fat, etc. I think about ending myself everyday. And the more days pass, the more I hate myself. I remember how motivated I was at 18. But now, as a 24 years old guy, I constantly think: What happened? Where did my life go wrong? Idk, something snapped inside of my brains. I just became more and more depressed. I think about ending myself. But for you, man, I wish all the best. As you said, you still studying. Which I find good. You have good appearance. A really good looking guy. In contrast, you should see me, a little bit fat, yellow ching chong.
I worked a dead-end job for one year where I would drink 2 liters of beer or more after work each day as a way to relax. It was a comfortable lifestyle, but it left me depressed and unfulfilled.
Now I am studying and the anxiety is getting to me. I feel like I won't be able to handle it. >I work out, I study shit from YouTube online.
That's nice, more than what I am doing >I remember how motivated I was at 18. But now, as a 24 years old guy
I definitely feel that. I am 22. I was never really that motivated, but certainly at 18 I was more motivated than I am now. >I remember how motivated I was at 18. But now, as a 24 years old guy
Same here. I sat at the edge of my window (6th floor) yesterday, and thought about jumping. > But for you, man, I wish all the best. As you said, you still studying. Which I find good. You have good appearance. A really good looking guy.
You are too kind, my friend. Way too kind 🙂 >In contrast, you should see me, a little bit fat, yellow ching chong.
I am also a fat white dickhead. I'm worse, trust me.
same, wcyd. it is genuinely brain rapingly confusing how my parents thought having 3 kids would be a good idea when one is a drug addict and one wanted to spend 10 years 8 hrs away in another province getting a degree to work for <10 yrs before retiring.
it sucks to sit here and realize that there is no more enjoyment to claim. i'll just wageslave to death. paying taxes for roasties and jeets.
knowing this board you're probably just attention baiting but if you're actually the person in that image (post with timestamp, pls) you look fine and you just need to socialize imo. that said i'm not a woman and you look more attractive with more money.
Why not wish you were in better conditions instead
Because I can't really even imagine what a good life would be like because nothing good has ever happened in my life.
Nothing at all? What's your daily life like?
>What's your daily life like?
I wake up in whenever, and depending on how much I drank the night before I may or may not go the lecture, and when the lecture is over, I go home and post on LULZ and drink. Then I repeat.
That doesn't sound very exciting. You need a change.
What sort of change do you suggest?
Stop being an alcoholic, find hobbies you can enjoy, socialize.
What kind of hobbies are there to pick from? I'm sorry, I don't mean to obtuse. I honestly don't know what I like anymore. I have severe depression and all my interests have faded away.
>severe depression
Is it clinical depression?
I have diagnosed depression yes, and I am taking Cipralex for it
i've tried escitalopram and dealign with the side effects made for the worst week of my life
Post your contact info. I will come and give you such an intense prostate orgasm you will never think this again
From the thumbnail I thought those were dippin' dots, which was much more amusing
I take a lot of pills but they do not work.
I got some Dippin' Dots from the gas station on my way home and they melted by the time I made it back. Very sad.
same, I've realized some things about my life and I'm very unhappy
Are you ugly? Originj
This is me. I feel ugly...
if this is really you, you're actually fine. It's all about your character and the size of your wallet. Happiness is in the money as they say.
If this is a trolling, and this is some random celebrity guy, I apologise for not getting a joke
>It's all about your character and the size of your wallet
So you're saying it's over for me if I'm not rich?
I guess I'm screwed then. I'm poor. Look at the logo on my jacket, I literally worked in a grocery store. Now I'm not even working, I'm studying at the university and have no income.
Well, I did not really mean that. Look, my whole family and relatives are poor folks. Janitors, drivers, cashiers, etc. For me, they seem to be doing worse than average. Not literally suffering everyday like slaves, but not living normal life either. There are problems, like, we live in ghetto, alcoholism, not being able to afford good stuff (clothes, phone, travelling). Poor folks are poor because of the mindset as well. My father is a stupid yokel, my mother is a janitor. I was lucky enough to be born a little bit smart to enter the university in a big city for free.
I am 24 (maybe it's too late for me, i dunno). I am studying in the university, master's degree. All my peers, my classmates, say that they are making good money in IT. I don't work because I'm a depressed moron who didn't study during the bachelor's degree. In addition they don't teach you actual helpful skills in the university. Like, I had no computer network discipline, no Linux, no programming. All employers require those skills.
Anyways, yeah, be at least a middle class guy. That's what I mean. And I don't think it's over for you. You're studying in a university and working in low end jobs. I thought it's a popular combo everywhere.
p.s. I am from Russland, I didn't know it was a store uniform.
I think you can do it anon! You are doing a master's degree after your bachelor's, that means you are smart and know what you are doing. I think in Russia it will help more having a decent job and degree than it will here.
I can relate to you. I have studied before and I could not do anything, so I dropped out after a whole year.
Thanks man. Good luck to you, you can do it as well.
Answering again, shortly, yes. If you don't have enough money in this life, you're screwed. Don't become those people who work in low end jobs and drink every weekend or even every day. It was pain in the ass when I was a school student, when my parents were drinking. You come home, you see that everyone is drunk. They start doing shitty stuff, like fighting. And you can get beaten as well. Fuck this shit. I don't want to live like that again. But unfortunately I threw away my youth (18-24 years). 6 years since I entered the university and no result. Fuck this shit. I want to die actually. I try to do something. I work out, I study shit from YouTube online. But yesterday my job offer got cancelled again. On top of that I got fat, etc. I think about ending myself everyday. And the more days pass, the more I hate myself. I remember how motivated I was at 18. But now, as a 24 years old guy, I constantly think: What happened? Where did my life go wrong? Idk, something snapped inside of my brains. I just became more and more depressed. I think about ending myself. But for you, man, I wish all the best. As you said, you still studying. Which I find good. You have good appearance. A really good looking guy. In contrast, you should see me, a little bit fat, yellow ching chong.
are u kidding? ur a cutie patootie.
I never got any female attention so I always felt very very ugly my entire life.
I worked a dead-end job for one year where I would drink 2 liters of beer or more after work each day as a way to relax. It was a comfortable lifestyle, but it left me depressed and unfulfilled.
Now I am studying and the anxiety is getting to me. I feel like I won't be able to handle it.
>I work out, I study shit from YouTube online.
That's nice, more than what I am doing
>I remember how motivated I was at 18. But now, as a 24 years old guy
I definitely feel that. I am 22. I was never really that motivated, but certainly at 18 I was more motivated than I am now.
>I remember how motivated I was at 18. But now, as a 24 years old guy
Same here. I sat at the edge of my window (6th floor) yesterday, and thought about jumping.
> But for you, man, I wish all the best. As you said, you still studying. Which I find good. You have good appearance. A really good looking guy.
You are too kind, my friend. Way too kind 🙂
>In contrast, you should see me, a little bit fat, yellow ching chong.
I am also a fat white dickhead. I'm worse, trust me.
unlucky then. you're so fine and ive seen terribly ugly and mentally ill guys get more game. but you can change. just fix ur mindset.
same, wcyd. it is genuinely brain rapingly confusing how my parents thought having 3 kids would be a good idea when one is a drug addict and one wanted to spend 10 years 8 hrs away in another province getting a degree to work for <10 yrs before retiring.
it sucks to sit here and realize that there is no more enjoyment to claim. i'll just wageslave to death. paying taxes for roasties and jeets.
knowing this board you're probably just attention baiting but if you're actually the person in that image (post with timestamp, pls) you look fine and you just need to socialize imo. that said i'm not a woman and you look more attractive with more money.
Have you talked about this to your parents? Maybe they can retroactively abort you?
They want me to live, but they really don't understand how bad I have it.
same anon
i fought to have better conditions, i fought to have happiness
i ended up losing it all trusting the wrong person, who i considered family
ive lost seriously everything
if you need a friend to talk to, im here for you anon
>pill time nigga
Yes, I take some pills.
Do you mean it? I always thought girls didn't like me because I'm so ugly.
Maybe I need to change my loser mindset too.
do i mean it? ofc i mean it. you're ethereal. look at ur features
but anyway. yeah. just change ur mindset completely. something more optimistic. improve yourself if you're that unhappy. u can do it
same. hopefully committing suicide by the end of 2023. good luck to you
Same, i want to return to what I originally was and that was nothing.