I went to a bar, hit on a girl, and she turned out to be a femboy. I didn't really like, go for it once I realized it, but still talked with him / her hung out, next thing I know, I drove her to a park near my house and we laid in the grass in the freezing fucking cold talking about nintendo 64 for literal hours. I offered to drive her back home, she accepted, I drove her back and we exchanged numbers and discords... we've hung out a couple times since and I've honestly been feeling really weird about it... I feel shame in public, but I don't want to stop talking to nor hanging out with her... its weird but I feel myself battling with confusing feelings over the whole thing... I have dated a lot of women, and was on a slight dry spell after my last break up... honestly dating had become really exhausting... but I think I might be getting feelings for her but I don't really know... I'm not gay... but I've been thinking of her sexually the last couple of times we've hung out... shes been... extra touchy... even had a cliche moment where she tripped and I caught her and we kinda awkwardly froze for a bit then pushed away. I don't know what to do.